Nathaniel POV. My mate...my mate is... even my wolf side couldn't find words for her, she's not even good in bed. She's rough and demanding, all she wants is sex, I was worried she'll get pregnant, but my wolf assured me she's not in her heat. Only then a wolf could get pregnant, I wasn't ready for children and I don't think she'd like those either. I tried to talk to her, to tell her she needs to be less of a hypocritical bitch, but that didn't end well she threw a whole fit calling me heartless, all I asked her to do was to try and befriend my pack, she refused. Her pack weren't on friendly terms with her either, her father doesn't give two damns about her while her mother who lives in another town would call every now and then to check on her. They haven't asked me to go visit and they didn't come visit either, I know my parents and all of my pack would go visit their kids if they got mated to another pack, not this family I guess. In school Gabriella is always on my side, she's
Nathaniel POV.My mate anger was hurting me, I knew we are connected, her feelings and mine, but I never knew how badly it would hurt me. Her anger, her frustration, it's the same feeling I get from Eden, a sad Oméga can make a full pack sad. A mad mate could only hurt her mate, I felt an aching pain in my chest, I couldn't do anything to that, I couldn't endure the pain anymore. Deciding to take a breath, I walked out of the house to the outside, fresh air would help me think, I need to check on Eden but Gabriella's anger would be the death of me. If I ignore Eden the pain would seep into the whole pack, everyone would feel her hurt then, I was stuck between two choices, both of them hurt. Standing outside the pain inside my chest haven't eased, I felt pulled toward both girls, but going to one would hurt the other, my wolf was being tortured, he haven't had a chance to play with Eden ever since Gabriella got in our life, on the band Gabriella refused to interact or play with anyo
Tristan POV.The bitch took over our lives, she turned our happy family to a broken one, she's hurting everyone. Eden is crying all the time, she's scared, stuttering, lost weight and having nightmares. The only time we got her to smile like her old self the bitch had to hurt her, now if that wasn't bad enough, Nathaniel is now hurt. I didn't understand what that is, I wouldn't really if I didn't accidentally, not so much on accident heard dad and the alpha talking. "She's hurting him with her tantrums" the alpha states, I knew he doesn't mean Eden! She's the perfect little angel. "She's his mate, her parents are separated they must have explained the risks to her" dad says, they mean the bitch then."I don't think she get's it, her behavior would kill Nate if she keeps doing so" alpha says hurt, he sounded on the verge of tears, alpha never cries! "Sebastian, he won't die from a broken heart, he got the whole pack here for him. We got the Oméga too, you know she's his heart and s
Nathaniel POV.I started to get better, it took me some time to heal up, Eden would visit me, in secret from my mate but she'd come late at night and sleep with me in the clinic then be taken off to her room or Arlo's room, her favorite spot. Tristan gets his chance with her too, she loves him too but she'll still end up sleeping in Arlo's room. He promised her to color her hair as he does him, Arlo would rock blue hair one day, green the day before, red tomorrow. For now, his hair is brown, natural brown for once, but Eden still wants her hair to be blue like his were, mom said no, she could only get one strand of her hair blue. Other than that I was informed my pack tried to riot against my mate , they all agreed on disliking her, they don't want her as their Luna, it's their right to do so. But kicking my mate out would mean I'll have to go too. That's the only reason the Riot ended, now that I'm better I'm going back to my room, our room, me and Gabriella. She haven't visited muc
Eden POV. I'm doing this for Nate, I'm doing this for Nate, I'm doing this for Nate...I chant to myself, I'm going with his bitchy mate today, she said she's taking me shopping, I didn't want to go, momma buys everything I need but she says I'll love the mall, Arlo said the mall is a cool place, but I don't know if I'll survive this trip or not, I'll go with not. Nathaniel was all happy about me going, she even called me by my name instead of Omega, and gave a hug, it felt cold and forced but I couldn't do anything about it. Tristan didn't want me to go, he said he doesn't trust her, that she's a bitch, but I can't say that word, it's a bad word, no one tells momma. "If she does anything to you Eden, we'd kick her bum" Arlo assures me giving me a hug, all of my friend were offering me emotional support for this one shopping trip. "Can't you say you're sick?" William suggest, I shake my head no, I need to get this over with, and Nathaniel is getting hurt from us not liking each ot
Nathaniel POV. I had my finger crossed my mate and baby Omega would have a good time together, finger crossed they'll be okay, finger crossed they'll stop making my life a living hell, it's more of Gabriella's fault than Eden, she's the perfect angel. Tristan has already threatened me with another riot, he said this time he's not pulling back, this time his riot, would end up with my mate kicked off, deep inside, my wolf wanted to agree, wanted my mate to be gone, I tried to scold him saying she's our mate, we can't not want her anymore but it hurt already, just thinking about it. "Tristan," I say, even if he's mad at me, we are still good friends, we still are close to each other, he is my childhood best friend, my friend, my beta and right hand. "Yeah man?" he asks knowing I mean something real."If I break my mating, would I die?" I ask him, I knew if he reads more about those things than me, it's his job to do so. "There's a chance but if your wolf is strong enough and has su
Nathaniel POV."Think Nate, where does that bitch go?" mom asks angry, she was extremely angry after knowing that Eden is now missing. "I don't know mom, she only goes to the mall" I say frustrated, I didn't have much information on my mate, she doesn't talk much about anything but shopping or wanting to have sex with me, there wasn't much between us, I hate her, the goddess gave me a bad mate, she's not the one for me, I'm one of the wolves who end up having a bad mate. "What pack does she belong to?" dad asks angrily too. "She was new to town, she told me her pack name was the Banestone," I tell them with a shrug, that's all the information I had on her family, her father never calls, and her mother is in another town. "You idiot! What did I do to deserve such a stupid son! Sebastian, let's go we gonna make a better son" mom yells at me angrily, I look at her with wide eyes, mother never get this angry at me. "What don't I get" I whisper to Tristan too scared of saying it too l
Eden POV.This was much worse than everything I ever went through, it wasn't the physical pain, the physical pain was something I'll be used to, something I can manage but the emotional one. They kept telling me that Nathaniel doesn't want me, Gabriella brought me here under his orders, saying he got enough from me. That was what almost killed me, being hated, being rejected by him, Gabriella came back again, she said the worse news I could ever hear, the last thing I ever wanted to be, she told me the worse news in the whole world. "Nathaniel died" she says with tears in her eyes, she was serious, she came back here because of the pain, the pack kicked her out after he died. "He c..c...ca...ca...." I couldn't finish the sentence, he can't be dead, that's what I meant to say but words wouldn't leave my mouth although I tried to talk, to say it. "He did! He died cause of you!" Gabriella kept saying that over and over again, I didn't understand how it was my fault, but I believed he
Eden POV.It's summertime, I was finally allowed out of the house when I wanted to be, I haven't shifted yet, but the doctor said the fresh air could help me do it, I was scared of doing so, even with daddy being my daddy again. Today Beta Mai dressed me in a knee-length flowy white dress, she had my hair styled with ribbon in them. I finally got my blue strand in my hair, it wasn't as cool as Arlo's colored hair but I loved it too. Tristan and daddy were going to play with playing me outside today, they promised, but first breakfast, I'm back to mostly big girls' food. Daddy cut my food for me but I can eat like a big girl finally, today's breakfast was waffles with strawberries. Daddy groaned while I clapped happily, this is my favorite. "She's wearing white" daddy says again making me giggle, I do tend to get my clothes dirty and do a mess."Good luck bro" Tristan says with a laugh sitting on my other side, he let me taste his coffee once, not that good. "Come here princess" da
Nathaniel POV.The guilt was killing me, she's afraid of me, every time I get too close she'd scream and yell. Arlo told me he tried to speak to her but she ran away, Tristan refuses to even open the subject with her, saying she's too fragile. If I keep failing her, Tristan would have to become her daddy, he'd do a better job than I ever did. The pain from losing my mate was still there, lingering in the back, the thing that hurt me the most was Eden rejecting me, an Oméga rejecting her alpha, it was unheard off. I don't want anyone to feel the pain that I'm feeling, it's crushing my soul, crushing my heart, making breathing hard. Not wanting to seem weak anymore, I tried to swallow my pain, I'd hide my tears away. My wolf would howl sometimes, letting off some of our emotions out, sometimes others would join me howling, other's it's just me and the moon. Eden wasn't shifting, dad told me how worried he is about it, but if she doesn't wanna shift that's okay, she need some time to
Eden POV.They all say big silly words, most of the time the words make me smile or giggle, I haven't talked again, I don't want to ever talk again, talking is no fun. I decided to keep my mouth shut, the ghost still hunts me from time to time, it'll come in the room, he'll cry, he'll try to hold me, but I was too scared of him. I sleep with momma and dad evey night, I only eat soft food, the lady with white gown told them the trauma had me to regress to infant years. Whatever that means, momma asks me if I need to pee all the time, I can walk on my own, I prefer being held, I still use the bathroom although sometimes I get accidents and would end up wetting my pull-ups. Everyone is nice to me, they always were but now they are extra nice, dad tried to make me shift. He tried talking, threatening, making me stand in timeout, he even tried to order me with his alpha voice, but my wolf didn't want to come out, she was scared. They think I don't understand their words, at first I didn
Eden POV.This was much worse than everything I ever went through, it wasn't the physical pain, the physical pain was something I'll be used to, something I can manage but the emotional one. They kept telling me that Nathaniel doesn't want me, Gabriella brought me here under his orders, saying he got enough from me. That was what almost killed me, being hated, being rejected by him, Gabriella came back again, she said the worse news I could ever hear, the last thing I ever wanted to be, she told me the worse news in the whole world. "Nathaniel died" she says with tears in her eyes, she was serious, she came back here because of the pain, the pack kicked her out after he died. "He c..c...ca...ca...." I couldn't finish the sentence, he can't be dead, that's what I meant to say but words wouldn't leave my mouth although I tried to talk, to say it. "He did! He died cause of you!" Gabriella kept saying that over and over again, I didn't understand how it was my fault, but I believed he
Nathaniel POV."Think Nate, where does that bitch go?" mom asks angry, she was extremely angry after knowing that Eden is now missing. "I don't know mom, she only goes to the mall" I say frustrated, I didn't have much information on my mate, she doesn't talk much about anything but shopping or wanting to have sex with me, there wasn't much between us, I hate her, the goddess gave me a bad mate, she's not the one for me, I'm one of the wolves who end up having a bad mate. "What pack does she belong to?" dad asks angrily too. "She was new to town, she told me her pack name was the Banestone," I tell them with a shrug, that's all the information I had on her family, her father never calls, and her mother is in another town. "You idiot! What did I do to deserve such a stupid son! Sebastian, let's go we gonna make a better son" mom yells at me angrily, I look at her with wide eyes, mother never get this angry at me. "What don't I get" I whisper to Tristan too scared of saying it too l
Nathaniel POV. I had my finger crossed my mate and baby Omega would have a good time together, finger crossed they'll be okay, finger crossed they'll stop making my life a living hell, it's more of Gabriella's fault than Eden, she's the perfect angel. Tristan has already threatened me with another riot, he said this time he's not pulling back, this time his riot, would end up with my mate kicked off, deep inside, my wolf wanted to agree, wanted my mate to be gone, I tried to scold him saying she's our mate, we can't not want her anymore but it hurt already, just thinking about it. "Tristan," I say, even if he's mad at me, we are still good friends, we still are close to each other, he is my childhood best friend, my friend, my beta and right hand. "Yeah man?" he asks knowing I mean something real."If I break my mating, would I die?" I ask him, I knew if he reads more about those things than me, it's his job to do so. "There's a chance but if your wolf is strong enough and has su
Eden POV. I'm doing this for Nate, I'm doing this for Nate, I'm doing this for Nate...I chant to myself, I'm going with his bitchy mate today, she said she's taking me shopping, I didn't want to go, momma buys everything I need but she says I'll love the mall, Arlo said the mall is a cool place, but I don't know if I'll survive this trip or not, I'll go with not. Nathaniel was all happy about me going, she even called me by my name instead of Omega, and gave a hug, it felt cold and forced but I couldn't do anything about it. Tristan didn't want me to go, he said he doesn't trust her, that she's a bitch, but I can't say that word, it's a bad word, no one tells momma. "If she does anything to you Eden, we'd kick her bum" Arlo assures me giving me a hug, all of my friend were offering me emotional support for this one shopping trip. "Can't you say you're sick?" William suggest, I shake my head no, I need to get this over with, and Nathaniel is getting hurt from us not liking each ot
Nathaniel POV.I started to get better, it took me some time to heal up, Eden would visit me, in secret from my mate but she'd come late at night and sleep with me in the clinic then be taken off to her room or Arlo's room, her favorite spot. Tristan gets his chance with her too, she loves him too but she'll still end up sleeping in Arlo's room. He promised her to color her hair as he does him, Arlo would rock blue hair one day, green the day before, red tomorrow. For now, his hair is brown, natural brown for once, but Eden still wants her hair to be blue like his were, mom said no, she could only get one strand of her hair blue. Other than that I was informed my pack tried to riot against my mate , they all agreed on disliking her, they don't want her as their Luna, it's their right to do so. But kicking my mate out would mean I'll have to go too. That's the only reason the Riot ended, now that I'm better I'm going back to my room, our room, me and Gabriella. She haven't visited muc
Tristan POV.The bitch took over our lives, she turned our happy family to a broken one, she's hurting everyone. Eden is crying all the time, she's scared, stuttering, lost weight and having nightmares. The only time we got her to smile like her old self the bitch had to hurt her, now if that wasn't bad enough, Nathaniel is now hurt. I didn't understand what that is, I wouldn't really if I didn't accidentally, not so much on accident heard dad and the alpha talking. "She's hurting him with her tantrums" the alpha states, I knew he doesn't mean Eden! She's the perfect little angel. "She's his mate, her parents are separated they must have explained the risks to her" dad says, they mean the bitch then."I don't think she get's it, her behavior would kill Nate if she keeps doing so" alpha says hurt, he sounded on the verge of tears, alpha never cries! "Sebastian, he won't die from a broken heart, he got the whole pack here for him. We got the Oméga too, you know she's his heart and s