Deidre
With my floor—mostly—repaired, I decided to reward myself with a trip to one of the few buildings in town I’d never been in before.
The Full Moon inn, the village’s local tavern and undoubtably the place to be if I wanted to get to know my new neighbors.
When I was a little girl the place was obviously off limits, so even if I wasn’t generally one for drinking, I couldn’t resist the urge to check out what passed for nightlife in a small town like Moonhollow.
A bell jingled above the heavy wooden door, and I was immediately enveloped by the soft glow of warm lights, the savory aroma of traditional bar food, and the melancholic crooning of the live band.
It was peaceful, inviting even, until I met eyes with the big man sitting at the bar.
Grant Hawthorne eyed me sharply as he nursed his mug of beer, pointedly turning away as if to say, ‘Don’t you dare come near me.’
It gave me half a mind to march my happy ass over and sit next to him, purely out of spite after the way he acted this morning, but what would be the point in that?
He made it perfectly clear that he wasn’t remotely interested in having anything to do with me, so I was better off minding my own business.
It didn’t matter that one stern look from those deep green eyes made my knees feel like jelly. I could take a hint.
Putting as much distance between Grant and I as I could while still sitting close to the band, I took a spot at the bar as I stared up at the menu.
“Huh, a new face.” The bartender smiled, setting a freshly dried glass down on the counter behind him and throwing the towel over his shoulder. “What brings you all the way out to Moonhollow?”
“My grandma.” I forced a smile to my face, trying not to get emotional when I spoke about her. “She . . . left me her cottage when she passed away.”
“Oh, so you’re Ethel’s grandkid.” He filled a tall mug with beer, setting it down in front of me. “It’s on the house, and . . . my condolences.”
“I . . . thank you.” I rose the mug to him, and he smiled as he walked away.
I sipped gingerly at the beer. As far as alcohol went, I didn’t hate it, but I wouldn’t have ordered it either. In any case, I didn’t want to start my new life in Moonhollow by snubbing a kind gesture.
Especially after the scene Grant and I made in the hardware store this morning.
Out of the corner of my eye, I watched him discreetly. He practically oozed discomfort, every muscle in his body looked like he was prepared for a fight.
Maybe I shouldn’t have called him out the way I did in the store—after all, just last night someone tried to kidnap his niece, and I had no idea what his life had been like since I last left Moonhollow.
The guy was clearly having a hard time, and I shouldn’t have made it worse.
Sucking in a deep breath, I chugged down half my beer and prepared to hop off the barstool, intent on apologizing.
Maybe he didn’t want anything to do with me, but that didn’t mean he needed to worry about me picking a fight with him every time we crossed paths.
But before I could move, a tap on the shoulder startled me so badly that I practically jolted out of my own skin.
A man, standing too close, smiled at me as he half-leaned against the bar. “Is this seat taken?”
“What?” I didn’t recognize the guy, but that didn’t mean much, since I hadn’t been in town since I was a kid.
But by the look in his eyes he either knew me, or he wanted to.
“I didn’t mean to startle you, but you’re cute when you’re caught off guard.” He leaned in, and I leaned away, clinging to whatever scrap of personal space I could without getting off of my stool. “You should let me buy you another drink. That one’s looking a little low.”
“Oh, no thanks.” Shaking my head, I forced a polite smile. “I’m not all that thirsty.”
“Oh, come on.” He had the audacity to rest his hand on my knee, leaning in too close for me to just back away from. “I’m like a solid four—half a beer isn’t gonna be enough to get you to come home with me.”
Looking up with a huff of indignation, I met Grant’s eyes for just a moment. There was something glinting in them that I hadn’t noticed before, something possessive, almost territorial.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” I hissed, jumping up from the stool and pushing the man’s hand off of me. “I don’t know you.”
“Do you think you’re too good to get to know me?” He spat, and when I tried to storm away, he grabbed me by the wrist. “Listen—”
“No, you listen,” Grant thundered from the other end of the bar, setting down his beer mug with an authoritative clack as he stood, those deep green eyes dangerously sharp as he fixed them on the man who put his hands on me. “The lady said no.”
Grant’s eyes locked with mine again, and no words needed to be spoken between us for me to know that regardless of what happened this morning, he was going to handle this situation.
“Oh,” the guy scoffed, letting go of me to turn and face Grant. “So now the town drunk is gonna give me a lecture on morals?”
I could’ve left, but I felt frozen to the floor as Grant approached, his lip twitching into a violent snarl that looked almost predatory under the warm lighting as he cracked his knuckles.
“Oh, I’m not here to lecture you.” When he was toe to toe with the guy, it was impossible to ignore what a big man Grant was, and by the look on the guy’s face, I wasn’t the only one who noticed. “I’m here to take out the trash.”
In a move either born of desperation or sheer stupidity, the guy took a swing at Grant. I gasped when his fist connected with Grant’s face, but Grant hardly moved at all.
The guy may as well have punched a brick wall, for all that it affected Grant.
“Well, you tried.” Grant grabbed him by the neck, effortlessly dragging the guy to the front door and tossing him out onto the street. “Don’t let me catch you making trouble in my bar again.”
The guy—now thoroughly regretting his life’s choices if the look on his face was any indication, scrambled to run away without another word, leaving Grant standing in the doorframe with his arms crossed over his chest.
When he finally made his way back to the bar, the bartender simply nodded at him, refilling his mug and leaving him in peace.
But I couldn’t.
Something about the way he looked at me had gone straight to the core of my being—I hadn’t imagined the unspoken claim in his eyes.
“You’re blocking my light,” he huffed, giving me the cold shoulder and keeping his eyes glued to his mug.
“Thanks for that.” I ignored his comment, taking the stool next to his. “You know, what you did back there would’ve almost seemed gentlemanly if you weren’t such a jerk.”
Without responding, he tossed his mug back and chugged before slamming it down on the bar and turning to face me with that same intense look in his eyes, leaning in close enough that I could smell the hops on his breath.
This time, I found myself leaning in ever so slightly.
A low growl rumbled in his broad chest as he sniffed me, like a beast catching the scent of its next meal. “There’s nothing gentlemanly about me.”
Deidre“There’s nothing gentlemanly about me.”“What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked, my voice coming out a little more breathy than I’d intended. My eyes were fixed on his, like I couldn’t look away even if I wanted to.Luckily, I didn’t want to.He extended his hand to me, all his attention on me as though the rest of the bar had stopped existing. “Come with me, and you’ll find out.”I’d have to have been stupid not to understand what was on offer. Young me would have lost her mind if she knew that one day, I’d be sitting here with Grant Hawthorne.But I was a kid back then, and my stupid little crush on the town delinquent didn’t change the fact that we were adults now, and even if he just threw a scumbag out of the bar for harassing me, he was still an asshole when I tried to talk to him this morning.Narrowing my eyes, I shifted on the bar stool, holding my ground as though it didn’t take every shred of willpower in my body. “Why should I?”“You shouldn’t.”But his hand was sti
GrantThe tavern door slammed shut as I made my escape, my heart pounding in my chest like a war drum coming from across enemy lines. There was a chill in the air that burned my lungs when I inhaled, but I didn’t care.All I cared about was getting the hell out of there.Whatever I expected to happen when I made the decision to give into my desires and fuck Deidre Carey, I didn’t expect this.All I had hoped was that I’d knocked back enough alcohol to keep the beast at bay so I wouldn’t show her my other face and scare her to death—if the animal didn’t rip her to shreds.It was a gamble, but I didn’t expect to hit the jackpot.For the first time since becoming a werewolf, the beast inside of me felt tamed. Sated.I was desperate for a way to control the new monster inside of me, but I never expected to find the answer buried between that woman’s legs.It was more than just the fucking—I’d tried using random hookups to blow off steam in the past, and it didn’t do a damn thing but leave
DeidreThe walk home was awkward and uncomfortable on my wobbly legs, no panties beneath my skater-skirt dress making the chilly night air feel that much colder.Grant Hawthorne was a fucking asshole, but I couldn’t deny the way he turned me on. Never in my life had I been fucked like that—I’d never let a man treat me that way, but there was something about Grant that made even his scowl impossible to resist.The man fucked me like he hated me, but I wasn’t just a hole to him.From everything I’d heard when I was living in the city, men just looking for a quick release didn’t usually make a woman come undone on their fingers and tongue before even getting their cock out.I still remembered the way it felt to have my fingers buried in his hair, and the intimacy in the way he touched me despite the fact that we were relative strangers—antagonistic ones at that.I’d be a liar if I tried to say I wasn’t hoping to get with Grant one way or another, and even if I had envisioned a couple of
DeidreThe backs of my legs stuck to the old vinyl bus seating, and I instantly regretted my decision to wear a dress for moving day.But it was comfortable right up until I sat down, and I didn’t have to bother pulling a pair of pants out of my already packed wardrobe.Everything I owned was stuffed into one large suitcase—well, everything that wasn’t left to me by my grandmother, anyway.A deep ache nestled itself in my chest as I stared out the foggy old window at the scenery that was once so familiar to me. When I was a little girl, I spent every summer here in Moonhollow with my grandmother, but when my father never returned from his annual hunting trip, my mom moved me out to the city, and I never saw my grandma again.There’d been a hole in my heart ever since I last left Moonhollow. Grandma never had a phone in the old cottage, and though I must have sent her dozens of letters over the years, she never sent even one back.I thought she’d written me off for good, so I never tri
GrantAlex snuggled down into her dad’s old hunting quilt, and I pressed a kiss to her forehead.“Goodnight, Kiddo.” I stood up, ruffling her hair before I turned toward the door, hoping to high hell that what happened tonight wouldn’t mentally scar her for life.“Uncle Grant?” She called after me, looking up at me with my brother’s eyes. “We’re safe here, right?”My chest felt constricted, and I had to fight to keep the snarl off of my face when I thought about that weaselly little dirtbag who tried to snatch my niece off the street earlier tonight.All I could think about was tracking the piece of shit down and showing him that he messed with the wrong family. This kid was all I had left, and I’d be damned if I let anyone try to hurt her and live to tell about it.But right now, Alex needed me to keep my cool. Letting her see me get upset would only scare her more.Taking a deep breath, I forced myself to smile at her, leaning against her doorframe. “You’ll always be safe here, Alex
DeidreStepping onto my grandma’s property after all these years felt eerie. Without her here, the place I spent so much of my childhood at just felt like an empty cottage in a plot of woods.She was gone, and she took all of her energy and love with her.“So, what do you think?” I asked the cat, who I’d decided to name Stallone, as I clung to him to stop myself from crying. “I used to spend a lot of time up here, believe it or not.”The small patch of yard she kept was starting to get overgrown, but the rocks I’d painted as a child that marked the path to the house were still there, emblazoned with childish renditions of lizards and bugs, albeit a bit less vibrant than I remembered them.She would have seen these every time she left the cottage, probably missing me on those summer days when I used to skip across the stones pretending the ground was lava.The corner of my lip tugged upward in spite of my grief. The time I did get to spend with her had been idyllic. I couldn’t have ask
GrantThere was a chill in the air when I walked out of the rinky-dink small town police station. It was the second time I ever walked in there of my own volition, and I hated the way everyone’s eyes lingered on me—especially the sheriff.As far as he was concerned, I was still that same fourteen year old boy who used to break into the local convenience store after closing to steal snacks and shitty cheap beer with my brother.River had cleaned himself up, became a model citizen for Alex’s sake. As far as the village was concerned, the wrong Hawthorne brother had died, even if the police knew I hadn’t had a drop to drink the night we had our accident.And I agreed with them.I dropped off the hoodie and filed an official report about the attempted kidnapping, just like I promised Alex I would, but not before taking a good, long whiff of that hoodie’s stench for myself.That piece of shit was in for a world of hurt if I ever smelled him around the village again. He was scared enough wh
DeidreThe walk home was awkward and uncomfortable on my wobbly legs, no panties beneath my skater-skirt dress making the chilly night air feel that much colder.Grant Hawthorne was a fucking asshole, but I couldn’t deny the way he turned me on. Never in my life had I been fucked like that—I’d never let a man treat me that way, but there was something about Grant that made even his scowl impossible to resist.The man fucked me like he hated me, but I wasn’t just a hole to him.From everything I’d heard when I was living in the city, men just looking for a quick release didn’t usually make a woman come undone on their fingers and tongue before even getting their cock out.I still remembered the way it felt to have my fingers buried in his hair, and the intimacy in the way he touched me despite the fact that we were relative strangers—antagonistic ones at that.I’d be a liar if I tried to say I wasn’t hoping to get with Grant one way or another, and even if I had envisioned a couple of
GrantThe tavern door slammed shut as I made my escape, my heart pounding in my chest like a war drum coming from across enemy lines. There was a chill in the air that burned my lungs when I inhaled, but I didn’t care.All I cared about was getting the hell out of there.Whatever I expected to happen when I made the decision to give into my desires and fuck Deidre Carey, I didn’t expect this.All I had hoped was that I’d knocked back enough alcohol to keep the beast at bay so I wouldn’t show her my other face and scare her to death—if the animal didn’t rip her to shreds.It was a gamble, but I didn’t expect to hit the jackpot.For the first time since becoming a werewolf, the beast inside of me felt tamed. Sated.I was desperate for a way to control the new monster inside of me, but I never expected to find the answer buried between that woman’s legs.It was more than just the fucking—I’d tried using random hookups to blow off steam in the past, and it didn’t do a damn thing but leave
Deidre“There’s nothing gentlemanly about me.”“What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked, my voice coming out a little more breathy than I’d intended. My eyes were fixed on his, like I couldn’t look away even if I wanted to.Luckily, I didn’t want to.He extended his hand to me, all his attention on me as though the rest of the bar had stopped existing. “Come with me, and you’ll find out.”I’d have to have been stupid not to understand what was on offer. Young me would have lost her mind if she knew that one day, I’d be sitting here with Grant Hawthorne.But I was a kid back then, and my stupid little crush on the town delinquent didn’t change the fact that we were adults now, and even if he just threw a scumbag out of the bar for harassing me, he was still an asshole when I tried to talk to him this morning.Narrowing my eyes, I shifted on the bar stool, holding my ground as though it didn’t take every shred of willpower in my body. “Why should I?”“You shouldn’t.”But his hand was sti
DeidreWith my floor—mostly—repaired, I decided to reward myself with a trip to one of the few buildings in town I’d never been in before.The Full Moon inn, the village’s local tavern and undoubtably the place to be if I wanted to get to know my new neighbors.When I was a little girl the place was obviously off limits, so even if I wasn’t generally one for drinking, I couldn’t resist the urge to check out what passed for nightlife in a small town like Moonhollow.A bell jingled above the heavy wooden door, and I was immediately enveloped by the soft glow of warm lights, the savory aroma of traditional bar food, and the melancholic crooning of the live band.It was peaceful, inviting even, until I met eyes with the big man sitting at the bar.Grant Hawthorne eyed me sharply as he nursed his mug of beer, pointedly turning away as if to say, ‘Don’t you dare come near me.’It gave me half a mind to march my happy ass over and sit next to him, purely out of spite after the way he acted t
GrantThere was a chill in the air when I walked out of the rinky-dink small town police station. It was the second time I ever walked in there of my own volition, and I hated the way everyone’s eyes lingered on me—especially the sheriff.As far as he was concerned, I was still that same fourteen year old boy who used to break into the local convenience store after closing to steal snacks and shitty cheap beer with my brother.River had cleaned himself up, became a model citizen for Alex’s sake. As far as the village was concerned, the wrong Hawthorne brother had died, even if the police knew I hadn’t had a drop to drink the night we had our accident.And I agreed with them.I dropped off the hoodie and filed an official report about the attempted kidnapping, just like I promised Alex I would, but not before taking a good, long whiff of that hoodie’s stench for myself.That piece of shit was in for a world of hurt if I ever smelled him around the village again. He was scared enough wh
DeidreStepping onto my grandma’s property after all these years felt eerie. Without her here, the place I spent so much of my childhood at just felt like an empty cottage in a plot of woods.She was gone, and she took all of her energy and love with her.“So, what do you think?” I asked the cat, who I’d decided to name Stallone, as I clung to him to stop myself from crying. “I used to spend a lot of time up here, believe it or not.”The small patch of yard she kept was starting to get overgrown, but the rocks I’d painted as a child that marked the path to the house were still there, emblazoned with childish renditions of lizards and bugs, albeit a bit less vibrant than I remembered them.She would have seen these every time she left the cottage, probably missing me on those summer days when I used to skip across the stones pretending the ground was lava.The corner of my lip tugged upward in spite of my grief. The time I did get to spend with her had been idyllic. I couldn’t have ask
GrantAlex snuggled down into her dad’s old hunting quilt, and I pressed a kiss to her forehead.“Goodnight, Kiddo.” I stood up, ruffling her hair before I turned toward the door, hoping to high hell that what happened tonight wouldn’t mentally scar her for life.“Uncle Grant?” She called after me, looking up at me with my brother’s eyes. “We’re safe here, right?”My chest felt constricted, and I had to fight to keep the snarl off of my face when I thought about that weaselly little dirtbag who tried to snatch my niece off the street earlier tonight.All I could think about was tracking the piece of shit down and showing him that he messed with the wrong family. This kid was all I had left, and I’d be damned if I let anyone try to hurt her and live to tell about it.But right now, Alex needed me to keep my cool. Letting her see me get upset would only scare her more.Taking a deep breath, I forced myself to smile at her, leaning against her doorframe. “You’ll always be safe here, Alex
DeidreThe backs of my legs stuck to the old vinyl bus seating, and I instantly regretted my decision to wear a dress for moving day.But it was comfortable right up until I sat down, and I didn’t have to bother pulling a pair of pants out of my already packed wardrobe.Everything I owned was stuffed into one large suitcase—well, everything that wasn’t left to me by my grandmother, anyway.A deep ache nestled itself in my chest as I stared out the foggy old window at the scenery that was once so familiar to me. When I was a little girl, I spent every summer here in Moonhollow with my grandmother, but when my father never returned from his annual hunting trip, my mom moved me out to the city, and I never saw my grandma again.There’d been a hole in my heart ever since I last left Moonhollow. Grandma never had a phone in the old cottage, and though I must have sent her dozens of letters over the years, she never sent even one back.I thought she’d written me off for good, so I never tri