Veronica’s POV
“For the sin of stealing the virren moonstone and attempting to kill the Five Elders by poison, here stands Veronica Crysmorra, former Vameer, and Luna of the pack to receive her divine punishment.” There was utter silence. I thought that my heart would beat fast in fear for my fate but perhaps I am too dead inside to feel any of it. Everyone was looking at me— in disdain, disappointment, anger, and many other things. I stood in the middle of the platform. There were no stars in the sky and the moon is now behind the gray clouds. I tuned out the declaration of the rest of the damnation ritual. I couldn't care less. After all, it will just end up with me getting beheaded or burned alive. Just in time, I heard the footsteps of someone coming towards me. I knew to whom it belonged. My hearing may be weakened in my state right now but I could recognize him. Colton Vameer. My Alpha. My husband. Ex-husband, given that he will now be replacing me. He stared at me for a long minute. Then, he crouched in front of me and touched my face. “I really wished it didn't have to come to this, Nica,” his eyes showed me pity and I hated him more for that. My wolf whimpered as she could feel what was about to happen. “Stop acting like you care,” I growled at him and moved away from his touch before shielding from his gaze. “I do care about you,” he whispered. For a second, I felt tears in my eyes. Both from anger and pain. I wanted to yell at him. If he really cared then he should side with me! He should defend me right now! He should… take me back. I want my life back. I don't really want to die. Not for something I did not do. Not after everything I dedicated my entire life for. I was no traitor. I was no killer. I wanted the best for our pack. I tried to be my best. Since day one, I just wanted to be a good Luna. What did I ever do for them to set me up like this? Why should I suffer this end? It is not fair. I do not deserve this! These were all the words I wanted to shout for the world. For all of them to hear. I wanted them to know and I wanted them to grovel. I want to be… saved. But I bit my lip and kept it to myself. I will not sink lower than where I am right now. I know that he is not my ally. I learned that in the worst way. And now, he is just here to reject me. So he did recite the breaking for our bond, “ɿՇ աɿðՇաȝðȝ þɿՌՌȝ ՏΛաʅ ΛՌԺ ɧȝԾՐԵȝ ՏաΛ ʍɿՌ ԾðȝՐ ɧȝΛʅԲ, ՒȝՐԾՌɿՇΛ ՇՐՎՏʍԾՐՐΛ” I screamed in excruciating pain. I dropped and crouched to myself, my movements still limited by the heavy and cold chains. It was as if I was being burned inside, like being torn limb by limb. My wolf wailed and cried as I yelled in pain until my throat felt choked up and the stabbing sensation crushed my bones and minced my flesh. My head was ringing and my vision was white for more than a minute. I could not feel anything after it. I only heard that it was painful to be rejected and the bond being removed but I would have never prepared myself for the actual experience. I wanted to curl to myself and just sob my eyes out yet even that I could not afford. Because this was a public execution. A public humiliation for me. Through the tears from my eyes, I could make out the crowd of the other members of our pack watching us. Watching me. The rules of a rejection are simple: the one who would initiate it will need to drink the lake water under the moonlight for nine nights and recite the breaking spell under the full moon with their partner on their knees. Unless the other half was able to drink the lake water too, they could not contradict the rejection and thus, would suffer its termination. In most cases, the Moon Goddess accepts it, sometimes it is unaccepted. For me, it was broken tonight. I am not sure if the Goddess pitied me. Perhaps it was a gift from her, that I should be relieved of my wretched connection with the man who betrayed me. I’d like to think like that. I’d like to think that the deity knows the truth and is on my side. To the eyes of our pack, however, it was solid evidence. They would think that the acceptance of the rejection would be because I did the accusations against me. It felt so unfair. I wanted to get mad but I have no strength left in me. I am just so tired of being angry and hurt. I just want this to end. “May you all witness the results of betraying one’s pack. This shall serve a lesson for everyone, no matter your position,” I heard the head of the Five Elders Council announce. There was a lot of shuffling but no one dared to speak. Everyone was anticipating the next events. Then, the head Elder spoke again. “Veronica Crysmorra, former Luna and an exiled member of the Eviera pack; from the decision of the Elders Council and our benevolent Alpha Colton, you are sentenced not by death but as an offering of retribution and payment to your former pack.” I snapped my head up after what I heard. An offering?! I tried to look at Colton but he could not meet my eyes and I felt my heart drop once again. They call him benevolent for sparing my life but this was a worse fate. I could be tortured alive, I would be disgraced further to wherever they will send me. Beheading and the stake would have been mercy. If I had tears left to shed, I would have. But I am nothing but a hollow urn right now. And just to make it worse for me, they named the pack they would be sacrificing me to. “Veronica Crysmorra, the Helios clan shall have you.” The pack of Helios— among the four biggest clans and the strongest in the North. They are known for being vicious and brutal. And that same pack just happens to also be our pack’s worst enemy.Veronica’s POV“This is for the best. You will be helping the pack and repenting for your mistakes at the same time,” I avoided Jade’s attempt of caressing my face.“Quit pretending to be a good stepmother. There is no audience now,” I told her.“I just wanted to comfort you, dear,” she said and I clenched my fists so that I could ignore her existence inside this closed space.We are in a covered wagon as they escort me, still chained, towards the agreed meeting place. I was told that the exchange would be held there.All I understood was that I would be a peace offering for the treaty. Long ago, Eviera was on par with the Helios pack. But our pack experienced a decline in recent years. We fell off with the Helios pack and with the power that they accumulated now, our pack cannot stand against theirs so we remain in the shadows to avoid conflict given our ugly history. It was not clear what the exact cause of the bad blood was but we were not able to patch up with them for 20 years.
Veronica's POVWhat awaits me on the other side could be hell.I am not sure what to expect when they told me that I will be sacrificed and sent to the Helios pack for the treaty. So far, they have yet to kill me.At first, I thought that we would be treading the cold on foot. Or maybe just me, as a punishment or initiation but I was shocked to see that there was a carriage waiting once we crossed the river. They gestured for me to hop in so I did.“Do not look through the windows,” the gruff voice of one of the three representatives of the Helios clan told me. I still could not make out their faces because my eyes are really blurry now, my headache is becoming worse.I said no complaints and simply followed them. I am still gauging how they act, I don’t want to make a mistake and suddenly anger them. I am on thin ice.For a second, escaping crossed my mind but I knew that it would be too risky. I am not in my best condition and even if I manage to pull it off somehow, I wouldn’t know
Veronica's POVThe days passed by quickly in my new reality. It was the opposite of what I expected.It has been five days and I have recovered somehow. I am still pretty much a prisoner and I have not attempted to escape. I don't think I have the capacity yet. Besides, I have no concrete plan. I do not exactly have allies to lean on so my best option is to stay here for the meantime. Free food, free lounging.They are generous. I had a couple of clothes to change into and the food was good. You could tell that they are abundant in resources that even a prisoner like me gets a quality meal.I don’t really have anything to do around here all day. I can’t exactly roam around outside. So I sit on the bed every day. Stare at the ceiling. Get mad and try to sleep. Wake up to get mad again.A hobby I picked up, however, is eavesdropping. That sounded weird but I had no other entertainment. My heightened hearing came back on the third day and I used it right away.Their pack is loud with so
Veronica's POV It became a habit. The nameless man with red eyes kept visiting me every night from then on. “The mask is stupid,” I glared at him. “You are not a child playing superheroes.” He chuckled. God, I hate his chuckle. “I have to keep the mystery going y’know,” he tilted his head on his hand as he sat on the couch across from me. I don’t need to see past the mask to know the shitty grin he definitely has on. “Didn't know you were so interested in me. I am flattered.” His red eyes were playful and heavy. The weight of his stares could be felt through my bones, like he was staring at my soul yet I cannot read his mind. “Not all interest is a compliment,” I told him with a frown. It has been three days. At first, I tried interrogating him especially when he came back the night after I confronted him with a mask on. He was evasive and he was just dismissing my questions. I had no choice but to let it go. However, I have never stopped speculating who he is. Right now, I
Veronica’s POV Something shifted in the way they treat me. “Anything I request for?” I eyed him with furrowed brows. “Yes,” the pack Beta Eamon, as he finally introduced himself to me earlier, answered in a monotonous voice. “What if I will only eat boiled virgin rabbit soup from the Highlands of the South?” I asked. I bet he is a strict general in their pack because I watched how hard he fought back rolling his eyes. Tough guy. It was quite amusing. “Then we will procure you the boiled virgin rabbit soup from the Highlands of the South,” he answered with an evident grudge. I held back a snicker but grinned widely after successfully messing with him. This is my first genuine big smile since my life went down the drain. I don’t know what changed but I will not poke around a blessing and risk jinxing it. “I would very much like a big bowl of lasagna and a medium-rare ribeye steak with a tub of sundae of all possible ice cream flavors with lots of sprinkles, chocolate syrup and m
Veronica’s POV All eyes were on me. Even without my heightened hearing as a werewolf, I could feel the deafening silence and hear the way everyone held their breath once they realized my presence. There were no announcements. I have a new scent that all of them would pick up quite easily. Because I am an outsider. Because I don't belong here. I stuck out like a sore thumb. The towering figure of a man around 6’3 ft tall approached me. It took me a second before I recognized him. He had a buzzcut with his large body. His steps were heavy. Eamon, the pack’s Beta. The Alpha’s right hand man. He stopped in front of me, his back was on his pack and uttered, “Come follow me.” It almost echoed through the entire hall. That is how unsettling the silence was. I cannot pick up the smell of everyone but again, even without my lycan senses, the air is filled with too much tension. Eamon suddenly turned to face the awaiting crowd of his pack members. He was frowning and in a strict voice,
Veronica’s POV Time passed and Red Eyes didn’t visit for a while until tonight. I was glaring at him as he stood in front of me. I had my arms crossed over my chest. He stood tall. Probably around a ridiculous height of 6’5 ft. It was an estimate. He was wearing long sleeves that hugged his skin. It was annoying. He knows he has a good figure, broad shoulders, strong biceps, hard muscles— I cleared my throat and rolled my eyes to avoid my gaze. The lamp looks really interesting, I never noticed. And okay, let’s just say he is distracting. Annoyingly. Really annoying. Maybe because I haven't seen him in a while. “Such a warm welcome,” he jests and moves to catch my line of sight. I continued avoiding him. “Why are you here?” I asked in a harsh tone and turned my back on him. For some reason, I started fixing the pillows on the bed. Its pillowcases are creased and I was smoothing them out. He is disturbing me. “You missed me?” I flinched when I felt him standing very close behind
Sebastian’s POV Taking in a rejected Luna from an enemy pack is madness, they told me. I didn't care. “She'll be arriving at our borders today.” I ran through the forest heading to the Grand Border in my shifted wolf form. Her scent was wafting through the air even from a distance. I know she is near our territory. In reality, the scent was barely there, it’s not something that can be picked up easily but I could. After all, even compared to the heightened senses that all werewolves have, mine is more advanced than ordinary so I could pick up her scent from miles away despite the wolfsbane that should’ve hid it. For this treaty, the Helios clan actually has no obligations to meet with the Eviera pack. They are the ones who offered, who needed this. So such trivial matters do not require the Alpha as an established hierarchy between our packs. We are not on the same level. But I couldn't stay in place. She's here. From afar, across the river and under the moonlight, I saw them