Isabella’s Point of View:My chest moved up and down as his fingers left my private part. He looked into my eyes as he kissed my lips before getting up and unbuckling his jeans. They fell down to the ground and I couldn’t help but fix my eyes at his erection from the boxers.Instinctively, I stood up too and went toward him, now staring directly into his eyes. It seemed like his eyes were controlling me directly, and I followed wherever his eyes went.As I stood in front of him, I reached out my hand to touch his chest but before my fingers could come in contact with his body, his voice startled me: “Hands off.”I looked at him as a response and brought my hand down. He leaned in near my earlobe and whispered: “You like when I control you?”I couldn’t answer. It was a new experience for me and I wasn’t aware if it was normal to feel like this. It was true that it felt nice when he ordered me around, but if I admitted it—he might think I was a weirdo.“I…”“Tell me, baby. It’s okay.”“
Achilles’ Point of View:It was 4 AM when I decided to get up and finish up some work I had left. We had been on the bed for almost 12 hours, but I didn’t sleep for most of it. Turns out if the girl cries during sex and it’s not because of the reason you think, it fucks you up wondering what the hell went wrong.As I stood up, I turned on the lights and looked over at her. She looked most at peace when she was asleep. Innocent. That’s what she seemed to be when her eyes were closed and she was drifting to her own magical world. I turned them off to make sure she didn’t wake up.Even though I usually worked in the living room, I didn’t want to leave her alone. So after bringing my laptop from the main
Achilles’ Point of View:“I want exclusivity from you too,” I heard her say and oh boy, was it followed by a long silence. I looked at Carlos who had an expression that most people might describe as ‘the expressions of a crazy man’.“Gimme a minute,” I replied and muted the call before Carlos snatched my phone and kept it on the table.“What the fuck, man? What’s going on? Are you two—?”“I don’t know!” I cut him off.&ldquo
Isabelle’s Point of View:I left his house after our little make out session. There was no way I could have thought that I’d end up in my current situation two days ago—but I guess fate has its own plans no matter what you do.I don’t think I object to it, though. It was like a fantasy to me, even after everything that had happened. Sure, my brain was screaming at me, but my pretty teenage heart wasn’t mad about it. I could sound mature and say that I fucked up, but I knew deep down, I wanted nothing more than him.Maybe all my dreams were indeed gonna come true.…I was making my lunch a few hours later, thinking about my future. The next admission session — for the next semester — was going to start after six months, meaning these few months I had nothing to do. I had already earned more than I’d need, so there were no monetary issues. Although I did return like a 100 million dollars back to Achilles’ account. Apparently he counted the 12 hours I slept, and plus the almost 3-4 hours
Isabelle’s Point of View:“You’ve got to be kidding me, Bella!” I heard him almost yell at me as soon as I took the phone in my hands.“What!?” I asked, frustrated. Oh, I hated being yelled at for no reason.“Why is this guy over at your place? You know the rules apply to you too!”“Ew, how can you think of that? He’s just my friend, Achilles.”“Oh so why are you suddenly calling me Achilles?” He sounded too demanding.
Isabelle’s Point of View:The rest of the night went better than I had expected it would. Even if I was scared after what had happened that night, he was gentle as ever and took it slow till I was completely ready.After that, I slept over at his place and decided to return in the morning. He wasn’t your normal sex-buddy.‘Sex-buddy’. Haha. To be honest, this was really a fantasy and I was freaking out on the inside. I never thought I’d lose my virginity, let alone to him—and that was a long time ago. Now I was sleeping with him on an exclusive basis.Well, what I was saying earlier—
Isabella’s Point of View:“I think I’m in love with you, Bella…” He whispered.I froze as I processed his words. My heart beat could easily be heard by my ears at this point, as my brain tried to comprehend the meaning behind the words he just spoke. His voice echoed through my brain, ears and whatever it travels through.Even though I wanted to prompt myself to speak up, there was no sound in my throat. There was no reaction. Everything was too dramatic, to be honest—I shouldn’t freeze like I was in a movie, but I couldn’t help it.His eyes wandered from focus
Isabelle’s Point of View:Our kiss continued for the longest time ever and I pulled back when I ran out of breath. He smiled at me and kissed my forehead.“I’m so lucky to have you.”His words were like a symphony to my ears. I was flabbergasted, taken aback, and freaking out all at once. This seemed to be a happy ending to a long-awaited sad life.“I believe you know that this is something I’ve wanted forever.”“I know,&rdq