Standing up in the large window of his room , l felt his gaze burning into my back . After entering in his house , I just made my way to his window in thoughts . Right l wanted this one night stand but an inner part of me was telling me that cheating wasn't good . " I can't get through this , l can't , l don't want to cheat , l need to get my bag and move out of his room " , While ignoring him , l reprimanded myself as l shook my head . At my subconscious' advise , l picked up my bag and made my way towards the door . However just as l was about to open up the door , l felt my body freeze . I honestly wanted this , l was sex starved . " At least a kiss , a kiss is enough " , l talked to myself for a moment as l stared at the door ." No it's not what l want , l want sex , l want to feel loved " , With my core aching , l shook my head . " Kiss me Adrian " , After face palming for a moment , the words fall out of my lips in a whisper . With my head facing the door , l heard him marchi
" It's fine , l do understand " , After failing to reply him , he whispered before he resumed on sucking my breasts . Through out the heated up moment , l kept moaning out softly as l felt his rock hard monstrous c**k which was lying hot on my lower stomach . Every thing was fine at first but things changed when l felt him lower down my stomach ." What if he sees that am no longer tight , Is it the reason why mark doesn't want to have sex with me " , Worry filled me up as l thoughts flowed down in my head . I could now recall it , it was after I gave birth to Ivan ,when Mark showed no more interest in me . It only meant that he no longer enjoyed himself . Maybe he found it that am no longer tight . " Whatever you thinking about stop it , l can see the wheels turning in your head " , His voice distracted the train of my thoughts . " I'm scared am not going to be like the ones you used to sleep with before , am inexperienced and am no longer ..... " , I trailed off as shyness took ove
After kissing ourselves , he rested his head against my head . With his eyes on me , I felt my heartbeat speed up in a thrill that sent blood rushing to my head . This was just one night but the way he way he was looking at me was making me to like even more . " I can't wait anymore " . After staring at me for long , he growled ." No one has stopped you , fuck me , show me what it feels like to be taken ", l whispered and within one slam he was inside me . With his size , l felt my walls tighten up around him . " Dammit , you so tight " , He growled under his breath , l could see it that he was losing control . He looked down at me then pressed a long kiss on my lips before he reared back and slammed in to me again .At this , l failed to hold back the cries that we're slipping out of my mouth . He kept doing it again and again while keeping his eyes on me , slam in and out continuously while staring at me . As l bit my lower lip in pleasure , he all of the sudden reached out and pul
ALEXA'S POV.How could emptiness be so heavy , to feel unworthy of love , to feel lost . That's how I have been feeling since that night . It has been two weeks since l slipped out of his bed while he was asleep . While sleeping with him , l felt good in his warmth but I instantly changed my mind when I recalled that Mark was going to come back home at 11am . I didn't want him to notice that l was away .After that night , Mark and l haven't spoken yet which l was glad . After having a good pleasurable night with Adrian , It made me realize that it has been me who always tried my level best to make things work out with Mark . I realized that he felt happy to ignore me , he felt happy for me to be his cleaner , his maid that is what am l to him. That night l got home at ,4 am with a thought that l was early but shockingly l found Mark already sleeping soundly in the bed . At first while standing up in the door l felt my body freeze the instant l saw him asleep in the bed . I went out
ADRIAN"S POV .My phone soon enough rung on the table . Seeing that it was Justin Parker one of the well known billionaires in New York calling , l picked it up . " Yes Justin " , l uttered out . " l do have some business , how about you come over to Jaslyn hotel and discuss about it " , He murmured . " Don't worry l will be there " , l replied and after hunging up the phone call, l walked along the building hallway then pressed the elevator ready to go up and meet him . " Stop the lift " , A sharp voice called out loudly just as it started . With no word , l stopped it and at that a man and a lady l didn't think I knew entered inside . " Again you Mr Adrian " , Soon enough Henry also entered inside and I nodded my head at him in response . " We all going to the same stop " ,l spoke before my eyes falling on the man who had entered first with a lady . I looked at him mindlessly but the look he gave me made me to return my gaze to Henry . You could tell it by one look that this man t
ALEXA'S POV .The following 20 minutes l was driving to Mark's office in silence . With no music or radio playing , my brain was only thinking how badly Mark was going to embarrass me . I was honestly scared but I had to do this for the kids especially Ivan and Chrissy because Jessica was seated with a gloomy look on her face . She was unhappy but she had to bear up with it just like me ." Kids we are here , right ? , Remember no screaming , no running , no fighting , if there is any of that we going straight back home " , l warned in a serious voice and the two nodded their heads in reply . This time on entering , l didn't go to the receptionist , we got straight to the elevator heading to Mark's office .While inside the elevator , I didn't even dare to lift my head and look at the people who were inside . I had my own problems and l didn't want more . We stepped out after a couple of stops and walked towards Mark's office . All along the way , my stomach was going crazy and no mat
ALEXA'S POV .With the cheating in my head , l kept myself lost in my thoughts that l didn't release that Mark had entered in the room . It was after he showered that I noticed his presence . As usual , I soon enough felt the bed sink besides me but this time he shockingly wrapped up his hand around my waist . At just that touch , l felt anger run down to my spine but then just as l slowly reprimanded myself to calm down , l felt his erection pressing against my back and that ruined all my moods . Feeling it , I closed my eyes tightly in dilemma . I was now angry and puzzled . After him lying to the kids , he seriously had the guts to just come over and wrap up his hand around my waist .Besides that , l now didn't crave for him . When I was sex starved he didn't care , he ignored me . Adrian gave me the attention that l was wanting from him for a long time and now l didn't want him . Uninterested , l stayed stiff with no word and movement made . I inwardly knew it already that he mi
With the home chores done , the rest of the day went in a blur . I took the kids to the park just like they requested but l was far away from them as they played . I was only thinking about the job that l could do and be beneficially stable . I was tired of Mark humiliating me .When l noticed that the time was past 6 , l drove the kids back . After preparing them quickly , the kids and l finally sat down for dinner . After Mark lying to them , no one cared about him . Ivan also didn't ask me anything about him . We all ate our dinner in silence but then just as we ate , all of the sudden the front door immediately flung open . This all made us to turn our attention to it and surprisingly Mark made his way in to the dining room . It was seriously unbelievable , Mark had never come home at this time . " Daddy you home ? , Can you sit with me please " , The kids were excited with this change that even before he could sit down , Ivan stood up and held up his hand . " No daddy sit with m
ALEXA'S POV.Currently seated in silence , l stared down at my phone for the umpteenth time but still l saw nothing . With the kids away , this was now my current situation . When Adrian left two nights ago , I texted him to let me know whether he got home safely but sadly he didn't respond to me . I wasn't surprised though . I knew it that after Mark disrupting our dinner , l had a feeling that he would finally realize that what he was doing was wrong . He was sleeping with a married woman which was totally wrong . Though hurt ,I decided to give him space . That was two days ago and still l haven't heard anything about him . I currently felt lonely, also the kids were still away . With Bella's parents around they always on the beach building sand castles. They were really having so much fun and I was happy with it . At this time , l only wished I could call someone and tell her or him everything . The way l was currently feeling . I was used to Mark's ways but knowing that Adrian
After those rounds of sex , we finally headed in the kitchen . We were like new married couples . Adrian helped me prepare the chicken pasta . He chopped while I cooked the chicken first . Throughout the whole moment , I had a smile on my face . I honestly couldn't believe it that this was damn real . In just the short time l have known him , he has made me happy more than when I was with Mark . Adrian was caring , he kept on moving behind me then watch me as l cooked the chicken. " Soon , be patient big boy " , l giggled as I watched him stare at the chicken . " Am patient , go on and cook " , he huskily whispered as he moved his hands down my hips . " If you distract me , am ain't going to finish soon " , l murmured before playfully shoving him away . " Okay " ,He nodded his head . At that l prepared it quickly then walked with him in to the living room. . For the first minutes we were all silent eating . He had his gaze at me through out the time . I continued to eat my food but
ALEXA'S POV .After sleeping for a pretty good time , I lastly woke up while needing a pee . With my eyes swollen , I looked around the room then saw that it was not bright as it was before . " Oh my goodness " , As soon as I had a glance at the clock , my mouth gaped open in disbelief . We had slept the whole day and now it was late evening . " Adrian wake up, we have slept the whole day " , l murmured a bit panicked . Since he was a CEO , this wasn't good . Waking up , he stared at me for a while before a mischievous grin formed on his face . " You tired me out , that's why I have slept this long"',He smirked. " I know but don't look at me " , Without knowing l gave him a little playful shove on his chest .However he didn't stop looking at me , just as l went to do it again , he all of the sudden jumped on me and began to tickle me to the point that I felt like peeing everywhere . " Stop , Please stop , stop my goodness" ,l giggled trying to hold up myself . I didn't want to sound
ALEXA'S POV. Last night was perfect , l don't recall the time when I fall asleep but when I woke up , I was still wrapped up in Adrian's hands . He was still asleep heavily breathing in the crook of my neck . With his hands wrapped up tightly around my waist , l couldn't help it but smile at this feeling . I didn't even remember the last time I had a man's hands wrapped up around me . He cuddled me tightly as if he didn't want me to move away from him .Smiling widely ,l slowly turned my body then faced him . He really looked hot with his dark blonde hair all messy . With the sex we had , l had a feeling that my hair was also like that . I looked at him for a pretty good time before I raised up my hand then slowly started to stroke his stubble to his lips . He was honestly the most handsome man , I ever laid my eyes on .Just as l was lost in my thoughts while running my fingers over his pink lips , his eyes soon opened up . Seeing me , he gave me a sleepy grin . At that , l inwardly
With my fingers still in his hair , l slowly began to jerk my hips ready to feel him inside of me . " Impatient , Huh ! " , Noticing it , he chuckled before he ran his hand down in between our bodies then reached my pussy . " Yes oh god " , A moan instantly fall out of my mouth when I felt his fingers on my already engorged clit . With in the next minutes that followed , he was playing with my engorged clit that was emerging slightly between my folds as l sucked in my breath . It was damn erotically painful that l bucked up from the bed , spread and closed up my legs as l felt him harshly rub me . " Yes , you now feel good , right ? " , He grunted as he teased me . He ran his middle finger around my core hole for some time until when l found it unbearable." Adrian fuck me " , Finding it unbearable l lastly said with longing and need . At my demand , he couldn't help and with one quick hard thrust he was inside my wet pussy. As soon as I felt him stretch my walls , a loud cry instant
ADRIAN'S POWith my eyes on his huge boner , l saw him smirk at me mischievously . He also knew it and he was proud. Every each of his eyes took me in with arousal , making me feel like l was in heaven . After remaining in his boxers , he walked over to me then stood up between my legs . With him standing up in between my spread legs , we didn't speak anything . There was no need to speak, we just let our bodies do the talking ." You so beautiful " , he lastly huskily whispered out as he stripped my night then laid me bare on the bed. Naked in front of him , he reached out and took my right nipple in his mouth the thing which earned him a loud moan from my mouth. He went on with sucking my baby and just as he bit my hard nipple , l cried out as l fisted my hand in his hair .He was liking my reaction because he even turned to the left nipple as he cupped and squeezed the other . Dragging his teeth over it , l kept running my hands over his muscled shoulders as l felt him . He went on
ALEXA'S POV . " I'm sorry I called you , l just needed to talk to someone and l wanted to see you " , After watching him take a sip , l began nervously as l bit my lip . " It's fine I don't mind , now why don't you explain what has gone off " , He uttered out. At his response , l didn't hesitate , l instantly began to tell him everything . I told him how Mark always treats me like shit together with the kids . With him intently listening , l told him how he only focuses on work and then I told him how he wished I was like Harriet . " From now on , lam going to cheat just like he does " , My voice broke at that point and the tears fall but l was serious . Cheating wasn't for me but my situation was honestly unbearable .I didn't look at him through out the moment , l knew it that all l would see would be pity . " I don't regret giving birth to those kids but I wish I could leave when I wanted to but l can't , l won't have any job when l leave , no company will accept me , I will nev
ALEXA'S POV .After my talk with Michelle , the next weeks went fast . l dropped all the kids and suitcases to Bella's mom and now l was only alone in the house. With them away, I didn't think l would get this emotional but now seated in a quiet house was making me feel lost . Without a job the only thing I currently do is to clean the house and then sit down in the quiet house. To make it worse Mark told me that he has to work for the next four days and that only meant that l will be on my own for those days . I was happy for that but still l felt lonely . I could have texted Bella but then she started getting another man meaning that she is always busy with him. There is Michelle but l remember her talking about going west to see her parents with Justin .With that , it now made me realize how am alone in this world . Just as l was seated lost in my thoughts , the ringing tone of my phone distracted me . It was Mark Calling . " Hello " , He murmured but then before I could reply t
ALEXA'S POV ." Is it because of the kids ? " , He asked but with a hint of harshness in his voice . At his question , l closed my eyes tight and shook my head. " You don't have to pretend Alexa , I know you want me just like l do " , He huskily whispered . Before l could respond his hands all of the sudden went softly to my face . As soon as I felt his fingers on my cheeks , I instantly sucked in breath in hunger and need for him . Knowing it , l gritted my teeth , l didn't want him to see how the slight touch of him was affecting me but it was all useless because l could tell from his mischievous grin that he had noticed it . With no word said , he still didn't stop , he went on with softly stroking across my cheeks until when his fingertips came to rest against my lips . When I felt them on my mouth , I unknowingly parted my lips and lightly kissed his fingers. " You want me Alexa " , As soon as I heard him say that , l instantly pulled away from him and walked back to where the k