5

I drink the first bottle while looking at the pictures on my phone; it seems like it was just yesterday that we had so much fun. Planning how to get her pregnant, we study the positions that shoot the egg cell. Then now, another woman is swimming with his sperm cell.

The world is unfair to me; whoever the person who is my world is, he is the one who left me and was able to fool me. How, how has it been in our time? I gave everything since I am sure that he is the person I see who will knock and shake my life, but nothing happened. Gago is married to another woman. Don’t want to freeze his small cock

A bottle is overturned, and I feel like a fool for kicking it even though nothing has been spilled. This is stupid.

“You fool, you run out fast!” I throw it away, open a new bottle, and it’s like water when swallowed. I can’t taste the alcohol anymore; it’s like water. Maybe because of my cigarettes

“I swear, you will regret what you did.”

“But why, what, and where am I missing, Leto?” I whispered to the void: “The bitterness of wine does not taste good.” But what Leto did to me was bitter. Unique

“I still love you no matter what the news is, and you don’t want me anymore; why are you like that?” I’m good,” I said between sobs and drank the remaining alcohol in the bottle. I inhaled the smoke from the cigarette and drained the contents of the bottle.

I want more; it’s running out immediately. I’ve been drinking for a while now.

I’m about to throw the cigarette when my phone rings. It’s my younger sister, Lesaiah.

I answered it and waited for her response.

“Sister, where are you?” It’s one o’clock. “Are you going home?” She’s such a sweet girl, very considerate. And I don’t want him to see his sister wasted and brokenhearted. I don’t want him to be afraid of love. Because not everyone is really stupid.

“Sorry, baby, but sister won’t go home tonight.” Maybe tomorrow,” she sighed; it was sad that she might ask something of me or need me. Maybe tomorrow

“See you tomorrow, okay? My sister loves you,” I said.

“I love you too, sister, take care.” I end the call and get into the car. I’m going home to the condo and getting drunk so that tomorrow it’s like everything is gone.

I start opening all the compartments of my car as well as my bag, but I cannot find the key to my condo unit. I want to cry. Lord, is it true? Don’t you love me? I’m very unlucky, one after another.

I try to calm down so I can drive home and rest because my stomach has turned upside down. I started puking at the window of my car.

I hate this madness, damn it!

It’s my third time coming home drunk and crawling around the house; well, I don’t want to disturb people, but why is it that I still have the key to my condo with as much as I can leave behind?

“I fucking hate you, Le-ack!” You fell on the Bermuda grass in front of the main door. I’ve thrown out everything I’ve eaten, but I’m still vomiting.

“God, I swear to god. I will not drink more tequila, and I will not mix it with vodka!” My stomach turned upside down; I vomited semen from Leto, but that was a long time ago. I’m amazed. I called all the saints and gods to get me up until I recovered, and finally, I grabbed the doorknob.

I will reduce the wages of the helpers; they are not there when I need support.

After I opened the door, I fell and hit my forehead on the floor. Really stupid, Thana! You are one of a kind in the whole world, awarded with golden stupidity and bad luck.

“Really, oh gosh.” I groaned because of irritation. Why is there no condo key in my car?

“FUCK!” I didn’t notice that Xyan was there, holding a glass of water, showing his bench body that could be attributed to Alden Richards when he didn’t even know the word diet.

“What happened to you?” It squatted to get level with me.

“Swimming, see this. It’s freestyle,” I promised angrily, knowing that when I fell, I would be asked what happened to you. Once this is my brother, I feel like I missed the moon.

Xyan ignored it. Xyan helps me sit on the sofa, he’s so sweet and handy when he knows that his help is needed, and I am sure that he is my baby brother.

“I’ll just grab some water.” I immediately opened Xyan’s hand to stop him from taking my water.

“Why water? Do I look haggard as-ack!” and I cannot hold back my puke, I’m going to throw up my intestines now, holy gracious!

He caresses my back and when I stopped vomiting, he immediately held a glass.

I looked at him and said thanks, such a sweet baby boy of mine.

“Thanks, tell mom to reduce the wages of the servants. They are all slacking, it’s early!” I pout and sip the water. Warm water feels good on the stomach, it’s refreshing.

“Ahm. It’s 2 AM. Maids do sleep too, Sister.” I frowned at him and my grumpy brother facepalmed, the fuck? 2 AM?!

“Okay fine, I’ll go up and rest” I stood up but was out of balance and my hip hit the edge of the table, this is bull shit!

I’m about to shout because of the pain of Xyan covering my mouth

“Shhh. Don’t shout. Just don’t.” It was said calmly to me and I nodded like a child. He picked me up like paper and ran to the second floor.

I wanna cry out loud because of the pain. When you look at me oh.

He opened the door of my room, and the door of my bathroom then opened the shower, Xyan was catching his breath while lying in front of me and I was getting wet from the splash of the shower

“I’ll just leave you here for a while. Just call me if you need something.”

I nod like a lost puppy and pout “Okay brother,” I mock him and smirk, sometimes I wonder who is the oldest among us.

I watch him walk out and close the door.

I start removing what I wear and feel the coldness of the water, it’s annoying to think that I have nothing to go back to.

I’m too gorgeous to abandon and then leave me unreasonably angry, what is he? Always angry? Now he wants to end the engagement. Of course, he still has the strength to do that. It’s good to be trampled by a crocodile, I get the shampoo and soap. I want to go to the US but I don’t have the courage, I don’t know what will be my next move.

I rinse all the soap on my body and brush my teeth, I open the door of my walk-in closet and wear my night ware.

Xyan is still standing there, holding a bottle of Brandy and a glass. Shit, I’m thirsty.

“Thanks for this.” I grabbed it and smiled, but it takes five seconds before the alcohol disappears from me.

“I’m planning to drink this since I cannot sleep.” I raised an eyebrow at him and then pushed him out.

“Thank you, go to sleep. I have work tomorrow.” I said and I closed the door. I remembered something so I opened the door and took my wallet with me, got my spare credit card, and handed it to Xyan.

“Treat yourself, thanks again.” I give a quick kiss to his cheeks before going back to the room, I will bribe him. Maybe later I will report to mom. It’s hard, even with Leto.

I threw myself on the bed and my phone lit up, it was a mail from Hestia. I didn’t check the mail. But there is a text immediately following.

It’s like she wants to meet me and have a date, just now she didn’t want to talk to me and now she has a meeting.

“The org?”