"Damn you!" I asked as I was disgusted with EJ who was now at the table in our home.My Mama and Papa are talking with the maids and they are giving orders."Why are you here and what the hell, why are you smiling like an idiot?" I whisper here."Hija, you frowned the other day." Papa came closer and I waved his hand, I kissed Mama who was smiling at me now.They called me yesterday and had something important to talk about. Since July I have avoided them. My plan is that I will go home in September for Lesaiah's birthday. It's the middle of August. And I also don't know how to talk to my parents, because I know they will ask me about Leto and me.But to my surprise, EJ is there and is sitting next to my seat now."Nothing Papa, I am surprised. What the, I mean why is Mr. Avignon here?" I asked and almost pinched myself, I can't be cheap in front of Mom and Dad. The last time I did that, Mama slapped me."We heard the news son, and we want to ask both sides. Your grand mother says her
"Athanasia Louise," Mama said while brewing some tea while I was sitting under the tree with her.I'm confused, I don't know what we're going to talk about today. But I know that it involves my break up with Leto and my rendezvous relationship with EJ.Honestly, my relationship status with EJ was a mistake and forced. He insists that I am his fiance. All our business partners are talking about that.They are expecting more, so there is pressure. I cannot marry a man that I barely know, but I can have sex with him, even though I don't know him very well.It's the 21st century."Thana, explain what you need to explain. If you will lie, you will also be the one who will have a hard time in the end because you know that it is difficult to live with a lie." Mom pours the tea and smiles.I took a deep breath and smiled bitterly. I don't want to disappoint her, I can use white lies. White lies are not that heavy either."Ma, I know that you are rooting on Leto. But you know, time was not mea
I stared at my office table as I heard a blow to my brother's office today. The heck, early morning to hang out."Ah, can you get some ice and please buy me a pack of Marlboro red downstairs? I am stressed when I see my cigarette running out." I laid the card on the table and opened the door behind my swivel chair.After what my mom and I talked about Leto. She said that I am free now. And he'll take care of Papa. Well, my mom is always a nice mom to me. Except for Papa who needs everything perfect.Because he's my oldest, I can't deny that I also need to obey what he says. If he raised me as a weak kid. Maybe, I can't handle the ones who have come to me now.I groaned and lit some cigars, with broken items in the other office. Kuya Mage is, what is the activity in her office? Whoever she is now, may she not get pregnant right away.I mean, there are a lot of problems we face today, and I don't want to open myself up to what Dad says. The reasons why and how Del Russo has been rich an
I got up from the bed and I shook my head now, for Pete's sake! My headache and my chest were still tight.Life should be burning like Bernadette's Garlapa on the surface!"Argh, you're annoying at all. Don't see me, I'll see you, Agh!" I stabbed all my palms, I was still trembling with annoyance, anger, and anger now. Yesterday, but to this day, I have never lost my mind. That kind of girl."Miss Thana?" Suddenly my secretary entered and it was an apron, holding a spatula."Cancel all of my meetings today. Today is Grooming Day, Lesaiah's close debut. I should be fresh, and ready to be hungry." I got up from the bed and pushed my secretary out. She is about to say something. But I stopped her."No more buts, just do what I say and tell Kuya Mage that I also need to pamper time, okay? I'm going to get my stress and anger. Now go, you can also have a day off today. You deserve it. “ I took my wallet and handed him my cash in the wallet.I closed the door and walked to the bathroom, car
I lowered my shades as I sat down near the cashier and three sales ladies were carrying my purchase, to the cashier.Three days before my brother's debut and I finished the jobs left in the company, and it was pampering time.The pain in the afternoon I was sitting in the swivel chair, meeting and signing the papers. I'm helping Kuya. I can't do anything. Because of dad. I might be hit in no time."Ma'am, this is your order." A sales lady stopped in front of me and reached for the drinks I had ordered.I closed the shop so that I could shop and I could see what I wanted to see, I didn't want to go to the social climber and I wanted to take care of them while I was shopping.Well, their wages are double when I'm the customer, they just follow me and I will help them size clothes."Thank you so much, have a break while I'm resting too." I dropped the orders from the nearby coffee shop.They were kind to me, so I was kind to them. Sometimes I was together in the afternoon and forced the
I got up from the bed and EJ was fast asleep next to me and now he was on his back. He thought he was the only one capable of driving me crazy, well. He just lost his mind after the second day we were together.I had a headache and walked to the kitchen of his house. Tonight, Lesaiah will celebrate her legality. Well, I'm afraid of my brother. I know that's part of life, but she is my baby bun. It was just refreshing, then. I play and take care of him. Now Lesaiah is a young woman.The person I ordered the car for as a gift for Lesaiah sent a message, and everything is ready. And I don't want EJ to go to the mansion with me, that's why he has a hard face. Mom and Dad are behind him.They favor EJ more. As if he couldn't get enough of our setup and my mood swings. I am expecting it, that I will be left in the air, right now he wants me. How about next time? We have no foundation for the relationship he is pushing. And I don't want to hope again.I set my mind to just like this, let him
I hurriedly walked to the room of my unit today and the clothes I will wear to Lesaiah's debut had just been delivered.It's a red evening gown, I can see my back and collab bones, I sit at the vanity mirror and dry my hair. Good thing I had a spa and manicure early.I took out my jimmy choo heels and the LV purse that went with my gown. I applied some light makeup and red velvet lipstick. Straightened my hair and put on the gown. Good and my other gift to Lesaiah is in my car.I want her to enjoy her life, and being at a legal age wasn't easy, so she should always be ready.I peeked in the mirror again for a moment before I went out and went downstairs. I am very excited about this day. I remember when I debuted, Leto was my dance partner, I didn't dance with anyone else besides him and Papa."Thank you," I said to the guard who opened the door for me on the ground floor of the building. After I got in and drove the car to the mansion, I didn't go home much, since Mama had a go signa
"Hey baby, happy birthday again," I enthusiastically greeted Lesaiah and all my cousins were here today."Thank you, Sister." Lesaiah smiled and looked at Hesti and my other cousins.After what we did upstairs with EJ, I immediately went back downstairs, I knew that Mama and Papa would be looking for me now.Our well-known business partners and some of EJ's relatives are also here.I turned and just as I felt Leto was there, he was looking at me and watching me now.I took some wine and drank it. Greeting my acquaintances and talking to them for a while. Leto was still following him.I don't feel good, and I don't want to ruin the night for my brother, so I decided to walk on the other side. Exit the hall and go to the garden now.As I expected, Leto followed with a glass of wine in his hand. He stopped in front of me smiling."What are you doing here huh?" I asked arrogantly and looked at me from head to toe, grinned mischievously, and sat on the hammock."I just want to talk, but yo
She is the finest woman in town. Everyone knows her because she's the only daughter of one of the famous montezur.She's a true player and all she wants is to enjoy her life and make other people's lives miserable.I witness every part of her life even though I haven't completely entered her life.I witnessed her first kiss with Shello and also saw her having a make-out session with Shello.I also saw them having a fight, and I also saw them running away from their families. Last, I witnessed how Shello broke her heart and hurt her over and over again.It's killing me every time I see her crying in an unfamiliar place.I always follow her no matter what, because I don't know why I keep on following the girl that I can't have.I notice every change that happens to her. I also know every angle where she'll look more beautiful. I also know her weaknesses and strengths, even if she doesn't know that I followed her everywhere.She's so damn gorgeous when she smiles and laughs. It was price
I feel like my intestines are overflowing while I'm vomiting, and I've had almost constant diarrhea all day because of the excessive amount of alcohol I drank last night. I also don't know how I got home after that.My phone almost exploded with so many messages to me that most of them were angry because Letto was famous and because of my refusal.If only we could stop him first so that he wouldn't get hurt, the number of people who blame me for why Letto left the country and quit basketball would be reduced.And now I am living in hell."Fuck these people!" I almost threw away my phone and when the knock on the door of my unit came"Start what?" I shouted as I opened the door, and in disgust, Brynne threw her bag and stretched out on my couch."You know, I'm disgusted with those. When I'm bored, I'll bomb them." I laughed at what my brother was saying, then he handed me a stick of Marlboro red."I saw that little salvia youngest. You want me to knock it down?" I smirked at Brynne, th
A lot has changed, after all. I have graduated, and today is the celebration of my graduation. That's why all of them were here.Come on, guys, we should enjoy this. After all of that, you've finished the crazy season in college, "laughed Brynne to me while she was holding the bottle of champagne and she looked very drunk.Don't give up on Papa, I'm sure he'll get mad if he sees you like that." Then he laughed at what I said and I watched the calm movement of the water in the sea. We were on a private yacht celebrating since it's my wish because I really wanted the sea toI really can't believe it's over and I'll be able to finish it all. Then letto, my boyfriend, hugged me and smiled at me. He's a famous basketball player and he's been courting me since I was a second year college student and only one year. He just finished courting us for 2 years.He said, "I really love this way." Then he left for Brother and Brynne, who were with me just now.Seriously? You know how much I hate th
I don't know if I can get up from my bed now or if I'll just roll over since my whole life doesn't really matter anymore.It's just that everyone doesn't last long with me. Something unexpected will come, and then suddenly you give up and then you promise what's what, and I'm the fool who believed and sat down again, even though I know that almost all men are cheaters.There is really nothing good that a man can bring to my life; it's just persecution and consumption."I really want to kill that girl and stab Scott and his big dick!" I shouted before throwing stones at the pillows on my bed, and in disgust, he slapped my face on the bed and kicked me.Damn you and that slut!" I shouted until the door opened and I threw a pillow at the man who hit him in the face."Get up there, you're here with us again," Jab said irritably as he lowered the tray he was holding and I frowned as he watched my face."Oh, you look like you lost the bet," he said, before sitting down properly, as if he wa
I was annoyed waiting outside the admin office while holding my folder full of documents for my university enrollment page and trying to get my schedule to show to my dad that I was able to enroll."Wow, I didn't think it would be too early for you to come here," my cousin said and kissed my cheeks while Hadley just smiled at me, who was always quiet and had nothing new there, while Dulce was such a cute nerd with a classy bitch side, and Aislinn was one of the worst like me."Yeah, papa has been bugging me these last few days just so I can enroll because I took a vacation earlier than you," I explained, before they laughed and stood beside me.It's June. What are we going to do in August? It's good that you didn't get a glimpse even though it was April when you left." They laughed. I was shaken. I had already finished my thesis before I went to Bora and they ran away because I knew they would watch over me by papa and take my older brother on his business trips, which I don't like th
I was wondering where he is right now. It's annoying because after what happened last night, he suddenly disappeared and didn't notice. I woke up in the middle of my bed and my body was aching as fuck."Manang?" I opened the door of my room and I was carrying a tray."What did you do last night?" I shook, then took the glass with cold water and worriedly looked at what was thrown at me and took the food he brought. I'm hungry and I really need to take that medicine. My headache is very painful."Nothing, I just drank too much and got soaked in the afternoon." Then he was shaken and stood beside me."Your mama and papa are coming home now. They want to talk to you, hija." Another trouble is coming. I sipped the soup and averted my eyes. When will I be relieved of the problem?Seriously? It's fine manang, I can manage. "Then I continued to consume the soup, especially as I was getting cold and I felt like I was on fire even though the aircon was strong."Son, Teresa said that someone wa
I don't know why I keep laughing while I am sitting at the side of the pool while holding a glass of wine. I don't know how long I've been here at the pool the first time I came home to our house, and as I expected, no one, mom and dad, are busy, and my siblings are busy too. Maybe tomorrow they will enroll me for this semester."Ma'am Ellie, please call me ma'am and ser." I looked at her and took the phone from her and put it to her ear."Yes?" When I first started, he moved away a little."Hija, I thought you'd stay in Bora until the end of this semester." I roll my eyes. See, instead of saying hello, I'll write more damn this life."That's what I planned, but I really miss my school, so I decided to go home even though I don't have a home or family.""Bratellie!" My dad raised his voice as I watched the water in the pool spew out every time I dropped my foot.I still want to come home even if I can't be reached. Then dad sighed. I know he is still disappointed in me.Check the gara
Even if every step I take causes me to feel ill and exhausted, there is nothing I can do except walk and continue until I reach my objective, where there is no end in sight."This is a miserable existence." Laughing, I sit in the beach, staring at the blackness of the sky and every wave of the sea that soothes me, and with a cool beer in my hand and a cigarette by my side, I enjoy the moment.I grinned and reached for my lighter, the cigarette lighter that doubles as a nightly warmer for me.Perhaps my physical strength is superior to my emotional strength, but when it comes to emotion, I am lacking. I still remember the girl who made me feel weak in the knees. I became unexpectedly weak, and sometimes much worse, I was able to demolish things in a short period of time.Unquestionably my first love, Shello was an important part of my life, but although she already had him and me, he decided to leave and go with that other lady.Scott is still in my possession, but I feel sad for him.
I smiled while stroking Scott's hair and he was unaware that I was awake. He looks more attractive when he is asleep and his features are awesome. I can't believe this man is crazy about me.He had no idea how he looked.I whispered, "Good morning" but he was still sound asleep while my waist was tight as if I was going to run away from him. I was lying on his arm while his thigh was hanging on me.Hey handsome, wake up. I'm hungry. I complained, then he looked up and smiled at me.I was still sleepy. I didn't sleep well last night, he smiled, and then I fell asleep."Why? You slept with me first. ""I can't help it, you look gorgeous when you are sleeping and I love watching you." I hide my smile at Tinikuran sya."Shut up, cook something nice", then I stood up and left him on the bed. I'm not ashamed to walk naked in front of him. I'm proud of my body."Anything for my queen?" Then he took a robe and put it on me first before he put on the robe that sat on the chair."Cold, maybe pi