HAKAN**“Do you need anything?” I asked her as she tapped me.But for several seconds, she just stared at me like she had no idea how to make her request or like she didn’t think I would listen to her. She had no idea just how much I was wrapped around her finger even if I tried to behave otherwise. As long as it’s within my means, I’ll get her anything she wants.“Go ahead and ask for what you want.” I said to put her mind at ease.She still hesitated for a second before she sighed and finally spoke.“I need my pills. If I stay too long without taking them, I get really bad cramps.” She averted her eyes as she spoke to me.She hated having to ask me for it because she didn’t want to depend on me. I had to admit that the idea of her coming to me for whatever she wants was appealing, but she was delusional if she really thought I would aid her obvious addiction. How she ended up as a drug addict was a story for another day, one I would definitely pry out of her at the right time. I co
NIGHTINGALE**“Just wait here. I’ll go up and grab a few of my things, and then we can leave. It won’t take up to twenty minutes.” I said to Hakan as the car stopped right in front of my building.Everyone in the neighbourhood would gawk at me when they saw me step out of such a fancy car but it didn’t matter because I wasn’t returning back here anyway. Hakan was very adamant about taking me with him. But I didn’t want him to come inside with me so I could freely search for my pills. He had refused to heed my request to him to get me more pills and it made me hate him. I don’t care about getting clean, I just wanted the sweet bliss that came with not being sober and in control of my brain and I could only achieve that when I was high. It’s my choice how I choose to live my life, why did he even show up to interfere?I gasped as he roughly grabbed my chin and turned my head to face him.“You’re crazy if you think I’ll let you out of my sight for even one minute. This is exactly how I
HAKAN**Nightingale wasn’t acting like herself. I should have known that immediately when she became too handsy in the car, but I had been too distracted by her ass grinding on me. As I stepped out of the car and watched her smile at the sky with a loopy gaze, I had a suspicion what the problem was. I walked to her and made her look at me. Her eyes were glassy and her pupils were dilated.“I knew there was something wrong, you’re high again.”Her eyes widened with panic and she chuckled nervously.“W.what are you talking about? I’m sober. You refused to get me any pills, remember? How could I have gotten any?”She was obviously lying to me, and it made me even more pissed off than the fact that she managed to get a fix right under my nose.“You must have had some at your house, there’s no other explanation.”“Don’t be silly.” She giggled.“You were there the whole time, you were watching me, how could I have gotten a pill to take? And when would I have had the time to do that when yo
NIGHTINGALE**I’m so confused right now. What my brain wants and what my body wants are totally different. My brain is screaming that I should get Hakan off me by all means even if it means I have to bite his arm off. But my body, the treacherous bitch craves his touch. No man has ever turned me on as much as he does. I might have been a virgin when I first met him, but after working on the streets for as long as I did, and in clubs, I was far from that. I have more experience now, yet, none of the men I’ve been with ever made my body so needy. Maybe it was because they were clients, they paid for my body so they’re only concerned about their pleasure and how I can satisfy them. Maybe because despite everything, he’s the only male I’ve ever felt safe with. But am I really safe with him when he technically kidnapped me from my life and forced me to come with him? My body didn’t care about all those technicalities, it only cared about his warmth and weight on my back, his arm around my
HAKAN**“I will get that apology from you by hook or by crook.”That was the last coherent thought in my head and out my mouth before I made a lapse in judgement caused by a moment of weakness. By the sound she made, she hadn’t expected me to fuck her either, but seeing her bent over the bed, and arguing with her had managed to snap the last of my restraint. I was so pissed at her, at the same time, I wanted her so badly that my balls ached.“You feel so fucking good.” I groaned because I couldn’t help myself.Her arms had given out at my second thrust, and with her bent even more like this, I literally saw stars every time I thrust into her. I meant to give her more time to adjust to me, but the feeling of being in her was too much for my self control, she was so wet, and warm and tight, I just couldn’t hold back. My grip on her hips was tight enough that I knew that I would leave marks on her skin, but even the thought of that was so appealing. The thought of seeing physical eviden
NIGHTINGALE**When I woke up, I was a bit disoriented. For several seconds, I couldn’t remember where I was or how I got here, and the room seemed so unfamiliar. My limbs felt like jelly, and my lower half tingled. I was still in that dazed half awake state when the door opened and the man responsible for my condition walked in. It was seeing his face that triggered all my memories. I remembered how he caught me with the pills and his ‘punishment’… no wonder I felt so out of it after waking, I came so hard that I passed out right after. I was fully dressed now, and so was he. I usually sleep light so it’s a surprise to me that he dressed me and I didn’t even notice or wake up. I also feel clean instead of sticky so he must have cleaned me up too instead of just putting clothes over all the bodily fluids I slept with. I didn’t really know how to feel about that, should I feel violated or grateful?“You’re awake, good. We need to get strapped in, we’re about to land.” He said as he wal
HAKAN**I held Nightingale close to me while we drove back home. Someone looking might think she would fade away if I let her go for even one second. I just couldn’t stop myself. I had almost given up on my search for her and she was just delivered to me by coincidence. I don’t know what name to give the feelings I have for her, the closest thing I can name is obsession. I was obsessed with everything about her. She was different now, but that same obsession I felt the first night we met still burned hot in my blood. I want her more than I’ve ever wanted anything else.The compound hadn’t changed much since the last time she was here, but as we got out of the car, Nightingale looked around like it was her first time here. To be fair, she was only here once, and we were too preoccupied with other things so she hadn’t really seen the place and it had also been at night. Besides, it’s been almost two years, even someone with a complete layout of the compound would still forget some thin
NIGHTINGALE**I honestly don’t know what I was thinking at that moment. One second I was yelling at him, telling him how much I hate him, and then I saw the gun and my only thought was that I wanted to end it all. I grabbed the gun before he could stop me and pulled the trigger before I could overthink and convince myself that dying isn’t the best option. There was a click sound but the bullet didn’t leave the magazine because the safety was on. I didn’t get a second chance to attempt my murder, he grabbed the gun from me and threw it far from my reach.For several seconds we stared at each other and he looked at me like he couldn’t believe Ijust tried to kill myself. He seemed to just be realising what a mess I currently am even though he has tried to convince me and himself otherwise. I gasped as he moved close to me and grabbed the back of my hair so hard that my scalp twinged with a bit of pain.“Don’t ever do that again.”I expected him to yell or maybe even hit me. But he didn