This can't be happening! hold on... I must be dreaming! yes! that must be it! but it feels so...real. "Wake up Sekani! wake up!" I muttered to myself as I tapped, pinched and did everything I could to wake up from this traumatizing daydream. I looked again at the car, but saw nobody again, as a matter of fact, the car had already drove off.
"phew!" I blew air out of my mouth, I must have been imagining things, how could I possibly have seen him?? he doesn't even exist, as far as I'm concerned, he's just my nightmare wearing a handsome face. But is this a new level of my nightmare?? creeping out of my dreams and making me imagine things in the day?? If this happens one more time then I might go crazy, it's enough having those frightening nightmares at night, but imagining them in the day? that would definitely freak me out.Maybe the face I saw simple had a strong resemblance with my mystic king and the resemblance triggered my nightmares memories, but how can someone have a strong resemblance with something unreal??Anyway, that should be the least of my worries right now, I have my stomach to worry about and just then, my stomach gave out a loud grumbling, which I interpret as 'now you're talking!' I chuckled silently as I looked around to make sure no one heard I and my tummy.I started walking home in a slow pace, there was no rush, cos there was nothing to rush back home to, I decided to trek, because the last penny on me, was going to be used for my fare tomorrow, it wouldn't be for nothing, it would be my first day at work after all, so I was sure of a nice pay tomorrow.I smiled inspite of myself, what I referred to 'as a nice pay' wasn't going to be more than 10 bucks, 15 at most, but it was better than nothing.It's been an hour since I started my 'little walk' by now, the sun had risen and I am now sweating like I was running a marathon. I didn't even have a hankerchief with me, so the sweat tickled from my forehead and ran down the sides of my face and to my neck, then to the rest of my body. I only occasionally raised my arms to my face and wiped it with my sleeves, soon my sleeves got dampened with sweats too.About 30 minutes later, I finally got home, I was now panting like a Christmas deer, I yearned desperately for the comfort of my bed, I needed to stretch and relax and then sleep if possible, but like I said earlier, today wasn't my day.My already fallen countenance fell even more the moment I saw who was at my door, you might have already guessed who; my landlady.Okay, this is too much for one day, first I was cheated my a con driver, then I got disappointed by two workplaces and then I had to trek for almost 2 hours and now I'm been confronted by my mean landlady?? how bad can it get??"Erm.. uhh, M.. Mrs Wilson, you're here?? sorry forgive my manners, good eve.... sorry, good mor..." "save your greetings Sekani! What could possibly be good about the morning??" she fired, I became uncomposed, I lacked equanimity."Well, t..the morning..." "my goodness! I can't believe you're were going to answer that dump question! Anyway, I'm not here to engage in a melodrama with you, I only came to remind you that your rent will be due by Friday, you know that, so you better hurry, and please no games this time, don't you dare try to play around this time, because I won't condone it'Alright I'm going to pay you your money, but you didn't have to be so loud about it!' I wanted to tell her this and I screamed it in my head but, it came out as, "that won't be a problem Mrs Wilson, I will pay up before the deadline, I promise" there I was again playing miss goody-two-shoes."You better! else, I will have you thrown out!" she snapped and then made to leave but retracted her steps, 'oh please! I've had enough already!' I screamed in my head."About your nightly disturbance, you screaming in the dead of the night like a haunted witch! it's got to stop! I'm getting fed up with it and I'm almost reaching my limits! if this continues again, then I will have you thrown out!""I will try..." I started to say but she walked out on me.Our little 'conversation' had attracted the attention of some tenants, but none came to my aid as usual and I was grateful, they never help without asking for something in exchange and when it was a male tenant, he would ask for the one thing I can never give and as far as I know, it was the only jewel I can boast of.I entered into my tiny room and after bolting the door, I pulled off my pumps, then I slumped on the mattress and exhaled with satisfaction, this mattress was to me what a king sized bed was to a billionaire. I sat up and pulled off my shirt and bra, then tossed it to the side and layed back on the mattress.I did a little stretch, to relieve my back, feet and my aching calfs, I called them my 'Legedez Benz'; funny.I began to reminiscence over my ordeals in the past 4 hours as I stared into nothingness. First the sad news of that restaurant being shut down, secondly, my disappointment at the laundry shop, thirdly, my mistaking someone else for my mystic king and then my confrontation with my landlady and I sighed.Phew! What a day! no food, no money and I'm starving! I picked up my Bossy cat book, it was a fantasy novel by my favorite author, Susan Campbell. I have read this book five times or more, yet I don't even see myself stopping, it was my second treasure.The author through the protagonist Vanessa, dealt out ways a woman/girl could stand up to anyone or anything and command the respect and attention she deserves, I hope to be that kind of woman someday, but right now, I'm still here; in this miserable tiny room.After reading for a while, I set the book down and fell asleep, that was the only thing left to be done and equally the only way I could escape this pang of hunger.I slept for about 3 hours or so; fair enough.I decided on taking a stroll. I quickly changed into a sundress, then left for a stroll down the street.It was evening, and some of the well-to-do folks could be seen driving up to next neighbourhood, they were called the uptowners, while we were referred to as the downtowners, this explains why we are being isolated from them, they're the 'high' while we were considered the peasants or 'slummers'.Even children from the two neighborhood were not allowed to mingle with each other, it was rumoured that the uptowners believed that any form of association with the downtowners, would result in the Advent of poverty and misfortune upon the uptowner involved, and this believe was backed up with a story.Once, there lived a wealthy fella in the uptown, he was famous and renowned for his kindness, generosity and benevolence towards the downtowners, he gave alms and mingled with them, it was said that he was warned by this likes, but he never heed to their warnings, rather he preached to them about the equality of humans.One day, tragedy struck, he lost all of his possessions and wealths, including his mansion, but no one came to his aid, not even the downtowners he helped, so he left that neighborhood to another, where he lived the rest of his life wretchedly in poverty and penury with his only child.After a little while, the man died from a high fever, but then, no one saw or heard from his son ever again.That's one touchy story, but I don't believe it was a true story I mean, if it were, then we would have known the unfortunate man's name at least.I started walking back home cos it was almost nightfall. I walked more hastily than before and soon I was back home.I brought out my last meal, my leftover bread and jam, I had intentionally saved it for tonight, so I would have something before going to bed then wait for tomorrow's bread.After my dinner, I had my bath and went to bed dreading my nightmares as usual, but to my amazement they never came, I woke up at about some minutes past 4, I was still in amazement, this was the first time in 3 years that I was sleeping soundly without my usual nightmare, what does this mean?? Have I finally being healed of my nightly horrors?? "oh holy mother!"Today must surely be a beautiful day! the beginning of a new dawn!I got off the bed and did my morning rituals cheerfully unlike usual, today has proven to be a promising day and remembering that today was my first day at my 'permanent job' added to my joy, I even made extra efforts to dress my best.I had no mirror, but I knew I was good to go, sometimes I make use of my landlady's glass window to consider my appearance, cos it does reflect one's image.As I got out of my room I bumped into my landlady, 'oh no! someone is about to ruin my day!' "Selena! so it turned out you could step it down on your shrieking thing for one night afterall!" she said with so much sarcasm. "Good morning to you too Mrs Wilson!" I greeted with an overly sugary smile" "good morning, if you knock it off entirely then we wouldn't have any problems" she said.I smiled at her as I made to leave, but she stopped me, 'what now?!' I frained in my head, but my facial expression was still as it was. "Don't forget my money, very important, you only have till Friday to pay up" she
"B..boss! you're here" the first man stuttered, but the man being spoken to seems to have his eyes somewhere else."Good morning boss!" the other man greeted, "chains, what were those for??" the mysterious man asked looking at the chains on the floor, I heard the man that had untied me curse silently.I've been fighting to see who this 'boss' was, to see his face at least, maybe it could turn out to be someone I knew, but I couldn't, the flash light was focused on me, and it somehow blurred the faces of the two men behind it."Uhh... t..the chains were for..." "You had her chained up??" he asked in a demanding but calm voice, his voice echoed in the room, but he didn't even appear to be trying; he did it so effortlessly. "Talk you bloody fool!" the other man shouted at his colleague, "you were the one that had her abducted! and then you knocked her out and then had her chained up! I told you that you would be sorry!" he continued.I get what he was trying to do, to save himself from
Finally we stopped, we've been driving for the past 3 hours, I knew this because I could see the time on the driver's board, but it seems to me like we've been on the road for... like forever! I was getting restless.I could someone just kidnap another against her own wish?? what right do they have to do that?? Do they know they're violating my basic rights?? of course they know, who doesn't?I kept looking at the two men sitting at my both sides, they were both terrifying. Were they scared that I would jump out of a moving car? is that why they had their two men sitting at the both windows?? They must be kidding me! there's no way a girl like me could do something like that, wouldn't it require special skills to do that? But then, I would have done that if I had the skills.Now, we're in front of this massive gate, heavily guards by armed bodyguards and I knew that ones we go through that gate, there was no way I could ever escape from here. 'Oh holy mother!'I'm supposed to be at wo
"Let me gooo! let go of me!! I said let go of me!!! I want to go home!!! arhh!!!!!!" I screamed and yelled and cried too, but Leo kept dragging me out of the room, I kicked and punched and clawed, all in the bid to break out of his grip but I couldn't escape, infact his grip got firmer and tighter with each attack.He lifted me and tossed me over his shoulder and began to walk with faster strides. I jabbed my fists into his back in a recurring pattern, but he seemed unaffected and never stopped, until we got to a particular door.He opened the door with a key and took me inside then the next time, I came thudding on a bed.It was actually a bedroom.I made to get off the bed, but he gave me a warning look and I halted. With teary eyes and blurred vision, I watched him leave the room and just that moment, I rushed to the closing door, but before I could get to the door, it slammed shut and I heard the lock click.I cried as I banged on the door, "let me out! get me out of here!!!" More
A knock came on the door, 'could that be Sasha?? but she just took out the tray now, or could it be that she forgot something? By the way, she doesn't knock before entering so how come she's doing so now??'I got off the bed and stood in anticipation for whoever was at the door. The knock came again and I realized that whoever it was on the door was never going to come in except I grant them permission."C..come in" I simply stated out of impulse and in came the... I mean them, they were two girls in uniforms, but they were much older than I am. I am beginning to wonder, are they maids? I that what Sasha is too??"Good evening ma'am" they both greeted in unison, "good evening" I responded. "It's time for your bath ma'am" one of them said and that's when I noticed the items they were carrying, blankets, some change of clothes and some other stuffs I can't make out."My bath??" I asked like I didn't understand what they meant, "yes ma'am" anoth
Soon we were in front of my door and we bid ourselves good night and I entered. As soon as I entered, I slumped into the bed and gave out a sigh of relief. And I looked up at the ceiling, it's the end of the day and I still have no idea why I'm here, yet I'm already getting comfortable.I shut my eyes to sleep, but all I could see was his face, those icy blue eyes. "What exactly do you want from me?? Why are you keeping me here?? Let me go already!" I muttered to myself still with my eyes shut, I wasn't sure if I was asleep or still awake, but I was surely aware of what I wanted; to go home.No matter how much they try to make me comfortable here, I will never be. But am I sure I want to go back to that slum again??Certainly not. Last night's bathing rituals repeated this morning and I must say that I had a good night sleep and I'm certainly gonna have an amazing day after th
My legs began to wobble and soon I came crashing to the ground, "Sekani!" he shouted as he quickly came to my side to help me. He tried to touch me but I held up a hand in front of him, "don't touch me" I said without sparing him a glance. Apart from in the movies, I've never heard a gunshot before in my life, the sound of it was terrifying talk more of being at the receiving side of the gun, I can't imagine what it feels like. I'm going to need more than a few days to get over this trauma, I don't think anyone deserves to be shot dead, just what could he have done to deserve such horrific death?? Did he kill someone?? I was panting like a race dog, I struggled to regulate my breath again, I swear if I hear that sound one more time then my heart might fail. "Don't tell me you haven't heard a gunshot before" he said and I shot him a disbelieving glare. "You think it's normal to hear such a horrendous sound?? Since wh
"Nooooo!!!" I screamed as I woke up tossing the duvet aside.It was my nightmares again; the ever familiar one. It felt so real like it was happening in real life. But what I found strange was that, this one dream keeps repeating itself, night after night, that I've gotten familiar with it, familiar with this one face, even though I'm yet to meet him in person.But does he even exist?? There was no way to know that, he looked like the sort of face you see in the movies or on a billboard or even on a magazine cover page...
My legs began to wobble and soon I came crashing to the ground, "Sekani!" he shouted as he quickly came to my side to help me. He tried to touch me but I held up a hand in front of him, "don't touch me" I said without sparing him a glance. Apart from in the movies, I've never heard a gunshot before in my life, the sound of it was terrifying talk more of being at the receiving side of the gun, I can't imagine what it feels like. I'm going to need more than a few days to get over this trauma, I don't think anyone deserves to be shot dead, just what could he have done to deserve such horrific death?? Did he kill someone?? I was panting like a race dog, I struggled to regulate my breath again, I swear if I hear that sound one more time then my heart might fail. "Don't tell me you haven't heard a gunshot before" he said and I shot him a disbelieving glare. "You think it's normal to hear such a horrendous sound?? Since wh
Soon we were in front of my door and we bid ourselves good night and I entered. As soon as I entered, I slumped into the bed and gave out a sigh of relief. And I looked up at the ceiling, it's the end of the day and I still have no idea why I'm here, yet I'm already getting comfortable.I shut my eyes to sleep, but all I could see was his face, those icy blue eyes. "What exactly do you want from me?? Why are you keeping me here?? Let me go already!" I muttered to myself still with my eyes shut, I wasn't sure if I was asleep or still awake, but I was surely aware of what I wanted; to go home.No matter how much they try to make me comfortable here, I will never be. But am I sure I want to go back to that slum again??Certainly not. Last night's bathing rituals repeated this morning and I must say that I had a good night sleep and I'm certainly gonna have an amazing day after th
A knock came on the door, 'could that be Sasha?? but she just took out the tray now, or could it be that she forgot something? By the way, she doesn't knock before entering so how come she's doing so now??'I got off the bed and stood in anticipation for whoever was at the door. The knock came again and I realized that whoever it was on the door was never going to come in except I grant them permission."C..come in" I simply stated out of impulse and in came the... I mean them, they were two girls in uniforms, but they were much older than I am. I am beginning to wonder, are they maids? I that what Sasha is too??"Good evening ma'am" they both greeted in unison, "good evening" I responded. "It's time for your bath ma'am" one of them said and that's when I noticed the items they were carrying, blankets, some change of clothes and some other stuffs I can't make out."My bath??" I asked like I didn't understand what they meant, "yes ma'am" anoth
"Let me gooo! let go of me!! I said let go of me!!! I want to go home!!! arhh!!!!!!" I screamed and yelled and cried too, but Leo kept dragging me out of the room, I kicked and punched and clawed, all in the bid to break out of his grip but I couldn't escape, infact his grip got firmer and tighter with each attack.He lifted me and tossed me over his shoulder and began to walk with faster strides. I jabbed my fists into his back in a recurring pattern, but he seemed unaffected and never stopped, until we got to a particular door.He opened the door with a key and took me inside then the next time, I came thudding on a bed.It was actually a bedroom.I made to get off the bed, but he gave me a warning look and I halted. With teary eyes and blurred vision, I watched him leave the room and just that moment, I rushed to the closing door, but before I could get to the door, it slammed shut and I heard the lock click.I cried as I banged on the door, "let me out! get me out of here!!!" More
Finally we stopped, we've been driving for the past 3 hours, I knew this because I could see the time on the driver's board, but it seems to me like we've been on the road for... like forever! I was getting restless.I could someone just kidnap another against her own wish?? what right do they have to do that?? Do they know they're violating my basic rights?? of course they know, who doesn't?I kept looking at the two men sitting at my both sides, they were both terrifying. Were they scared that I would jump out of a moving car? is that why they had their two men sitting at the both windows?? They must be kidding me! there's no way a girl like me could do something like that, wouldn't it require special skills to do that? But then, I would have done that if I had the skills.Now, we're in front of this massive gate, heavily guards by armed bodyguards and I knew that ones we go through that gate, there was no way I could ever escape from here. 'Oh holy mother!'I'm supposed to be at wo
"B..boss! you're here" the first man stuttered, but the man being spoken to seems to have his eyes somewhere else."Good morning boss!" the other man greeted, "chains, what were those for??" the mysterious man asked looking at the chains on the floor, I heard the man that had untied me curse silently.I've been fighting to see who this 'boss' was, to see his face at least, maybe it could turn out to be someone I knew, but I couldn't, the flash light was focused on me, and it somehow blurred the faces of the two men behind it."Uhh... t..the chains were for..." "You had her chained up??" he asked in a demanding but calm voice, his voice echoed in the room, but he didn't even appear to be trying; he did it so effortlessly. "Talk you bloody fool!" the other man shouted at his colleague, "you were the one that had her abducted! and then you knocked her out and then had her chained up! I told you that you would be sorry!" he continued.I get what he was trying to do, to save himself from
I got off the bed and did my morning rituals cheerfully unlike usual, today has proven to be a promising day and remembering that today was my first day at my 'permanent job' added to my joy, I even made extra efforts to dress my best.I had no mirror, but I knew I was good to go, sometimes I make use of my landlady's glass window to consider my appearance, cos it does reflect one's image.As I got out of my room I bumped into my landlady, 'oh no! someone is about to ruin my day!' "Selena! so it turned out you could step it down on your shrieking thing for one night afterall!" she said with so much sarcasm. "Good morning to you too Mrs Wilson!" I greeted with an overly sugary smile" "good morning, if you knock it off entirely then we wouldn't have any problems" she said.I smiled at her as I made to leave, but she stopped me, 'what now?!' I frained in my head, but my facial expression was still as it was. "Don't forget my money, very important, you only have till Friday to pay up" she
This can't be happening! hold on... I must be dreaming! yes! that must be it! but it feels so...real. "Wake up Sekani! wake up!" I muttered to myself as I tapped, pinched and did everything I could to wake up from this traumatizing daydream. I looked again at the car, but saw nobody again, as a matter of fact, the car had already drove off."phew!" I blew air out of my mouth, I must have been imagining things, how could I possibly have seen him?? he doesn't even exist, as far as I'm concerned, he's just my nightmare wearing a handsome face. But is this a new level of my nightmare?? creeping out of my dreams and making me imagine things in the day?? If this happens one more time then I might go crazy, it's enough having those frightening nightmares at night, but imagining them in the day? that would definitely freak me out.Maybe the face I saw simple had a strong resemblance with my mystic king and the resemblance triggered my nightmares memories, but how can someone have a strong res
I picked up the socks I had started knitting last night, I needed something to keep busy with till it's time for my bath. I had finished the other pair yesterday, hopefully I would finish this one before daybreak.knitting is a skill I learnt during my years at the orphanage, back there almost everyone could.Luckily, I finished the socks before 5am, just a few minutes before. I picked up my bucket and headed to the public bathroom, we used buckets because the bathroom shower was broken, but there was a tap in it at least. So technically, you fetch your water from the tap and then you know, do your thing the traditional way.After my bath, I prepared for work... I mean, job hunting, I didn't have breakfast because there wasn't any. I was going to use the only money I had on me for my taxi fare.So I hit the road and almost immediately, I boarded a taxi. I had a mental list of firms and workplaces I wanted to call in for job vacancies, and I was contemplating on which to check first, bu