standing outside Carson's office door made Alice's heart race. It felt like her hand was shaking a little as it got ready to knock. Making an effort to calm down, she took a deep breath. The time had come.The deep voice of Carson called out, "Come in," when she finally got through to knock.When Alice walked into the fancy office, she saw Carson seated right facing her. Along with his clean white shirt and blue tie, he sat behind his big oak desk and looked as good as ever. It was like she forgot how to breathe when his ocean-blue eyes met hers.When he said "Alice," he sounded surprised. "Is everything alright?"There was some doubt in her mind, so she only nodded. He pointed to a soft chair across from his desk and told her to sit down. Thoughts of how different their lives were kept coming to her mind as she sat down. For some reason, she was working as a maid,sitting in an office that probably cost more than everything her family owned put together."What can I do for you?" It wa
Carson looked at the door that was shut for a long time after Alice had left. He was having a hard time processing the shocking news she had just given him. Being pregnant. Alice was going to have his child.He asked himself, "What am I going to do?" as he got up and walked back and forth across his office.There was Alice, who was sweet and pretty. The girl who got his heart without trying. He felt warm inside just thinking about her carrying his child. But he also had to take care of his family, do his job, and marry Margaret as planned.Carson went to the window and looked out at the skyline of London, but he didn't really see it. He thought about what his parents expected from him. He had always known that having the name MacPherson meant taking care of things. But for the first time in his life, he wished he was just a normal guy who could do what made him happy.The sound of a knock on the door woke him up. "Come in," he said as he turned away from the window.Elizabeth MacPhers
Alice was very sick when she woke up the next morning. She wasn't sure at first if it was morning sickness or stress from talking to Carson the day before. She quickly went to the bathroom and realized it was most likely both.Alice brushed her teeth and splashed cold water on her face, then looked at herself in the mirror. She had dark bags under her eyes and looked very pale. She told herself in a whisper, "Get yourself together." "You can do this."Alice kept her hand on her still-flat stomach as she put on her maid's outfit. It was hard to believe that she was having a baby inside her. A life that she and Carson had built together. The thought scared and excited her at the same time.Inside the MacPherson house, Alice found it already very busy when she went downstairs. She did her job as usual and tried to keep her head down, but she couldn't help but feel like everyone was watching her and knew her secret."Alice, there you are," Mrs.Mc Pherson said. "Please help me get the dini
Although it was sunny and bright the next morning, Alice didn't feel like it as she got ready for another day at the MacPherson house. As the head maid, she knew she had to set a good example for the other staff members, but it was getting harder and harder for her to stay calm.After tying her hair back and straightening up, Alice looked in the mirror and saw herself. She told her image, "You can do this." "Just three more days."Going downstairs, she was thinking about all the things she needed to get ready for the day. As head maid, it was her job to make sure the house ran smoothly. That meant keeping an eye on the preparations for a dinner party the MacPhersons were throwing that night.Alice's best friend in the house, Clara, one of the younger maid, smiled and said, "Good morning, Alice." "How are you feeling today?"Alice valued Clara's care. Finding Alice crying in the laundry room a few days ago, she was the only one in the house who knew she was pregnant. After Alice made h
While Alice waited for Carson to go on, her heart was racing. Due to his closeness, the small room seemed even smaller, with his presence filling every corner.Carson said it again while running his hand through his hair. "I've been thinking about what you said." Talking about the baby and us. "Alice, I honestly don't know what to do."Alice's heart sank. Possibly naively, she had thought that Carson would have made up his mind. That he would grab her and tell her he loved her and their baby more than anything else."What do you mean, you don't know?" Alice asked, making an effort to speak clearly.Carson got up and started walking around her small room. "I mean, this is all so hard to understand. The company to think about is looking towards a merger with the business owned by Margaret's family. What my parents expects. Now, there's you and the baby...""And where do we fit into all of this?" There was a hint of anger in Alice's voice as she asked.Carson turned to look at her, and hi
The weight of Alice's disclosure—her pregnancy—was heavy on Carson. He ran a hand through his hair, a behavior he had developed from boyhood under stress.His nervous condition was disturbed by a subtle knock on the door. "Come in," he said in a gruff, emotionally charged voice.Alice came in; her face was pale but calm. Her hands in front of her, she stood just inside the room. You wanted to see me, Mr. MacPherson?Her voice carried formality that pained Carson. How had they got to this? They had been immersed in one other only a few weeks before, exchanging stolen moments and covert smiles. The space between them seemed large just now."Alice," Carson started and then stopped. How could he phrase what he had to say? How could he cut both of their hearts? "I had been considering what you mentioned. Regarding the babya.Alice nodded, her expression exactly neutral. " And?"Carson drew in a long breath. "Alice, I look out for you. I am. And considering our child makes one very tired. S
Alice gently closed the door to her little chamber for the last time as the beautiful glimmer of dawn started to adorn the heavens. Her bag, full with the few items she had gathered over the years, seemed weighty in her grasp; maybe this was the weight of her heart making everything seem harder.Stopped in the corridor, she listened to the ancient house's typical moans and creaks. She has lived here three years. It seemed now like a stranger's home, chilly and hostile.Alice couldn't help but recall all the times she had hurried up and down these stairs, ringing bells, carrying trays, or covertly meeting Carson. She was walking down the servants' stairway. She had to stop, resting against the wall to calm herself; the remembrance of those taken events brought a fresh surge of agony.She murmured to herself, "Get a grip, Alice," inhaled deeply. "You are capable of this."She was shocked to see Clara waiting for her at the bottom of the steps, a thermos in her hands and anxiety clearly
Carson stood,staring outside through the window of his study. He kept thinking about Alice, about the anguish in her eyes as she went. His chest seemed congested, as though he couldn't breathe well.His thoughts were disrupted by a knock on the door. Trying to sound regular, he said, "Come in."Margaret entered, her mouth open in a brilliant smile. "You are here, dear! I have searched all over for you. We have to discuss the wedding flower arrangements.Carson started to grin under pressure. "Oh, right. The bloom.Margaret pulled out a sophisticated-looking folder and sat down opposite him. " Roses were on my mind. Of course, red ones Many of these. what do you think about it?"Not really caring, Carson answered, "Sounds nice." In his brain, Alice's voice still rang clear. I am pregnant, Carson. He shook his head, trying Margaret first."Are you even looking at me?" Margaret wrinkled her brow. "This will be our wedding, Carson. You might at least pass for interested."Carson muttered