Five months later
KAI I stared at my reflection in the mirror, and a smile made its way to my lips when I saw the person staring back at me. Being the king has always been what I have been looking forward to in my life since I was a child. It might be cruel, but I have always wanted my father to die. I did not believe the old man loved me for even one day of his life. All he could say when he looked at me was how much of a disappointment I was because I couldn’t match up to him in a sword fight. I was pretty good, but he expected me to be as good as he was when he had decades of experience and I didn’t. When he died of a brain aneurysm a few months ago, I was the happiest about it. I arranged for the coronation to be as soon as possible because I did not want to wait any longer before I sat on the throne. When I was done getting ready, I turned and I saw Lydia come into the room. She was the happiest I have ever seen her. She was dressed in a long pink dress and her hair was curled and fell on her shoulders. “Good morning, my alpha.” She curtsied before she rushed towards me and placed her hands over my shoulders, pulling me into a hug. Lydia was gifted to me by one of my allies and since then, she has been my favourite in bed. She always had the hopes that I was going to marry her, but that was far from the truth. I only liked what she could offer me in bed and nothing more. “You are going to crumple my clothes.” I hissed, pulling her hands away from my body. Her smile did not falter as she picked up a perfume from my mirror and started to spray it on me, “I can’t believe you are going to be king, finally. Any plans on when you are going to make me queen?” “No.” I replied curtly, collecting the perfume from her and setting it back on the table. “Come on, Kai. Why do you keep doing this to me?” She whined. “We have been in love with each other for a long time. Why won’t you marry me? Is it because you have fucked me too many times to still find me attractive?” “I have never been in love with you. It has always been purely physical. How many times do I need to tell you that?” I did not know where she got the idea that I was in love with her because I never said so. Her eyebrows drew into a frown before she took a step back from me. Her eyes started to water before she turned around and left my room. I let out a sigh before I finished the final touches of my attire and headed out of my room. The coronation was going to take place in the city hall where all major conferences took place. “Are you ready?” Aunt Arya, my mother’s sister smiled at me as she locked her arms with mine. My sisters, step sisters and cousins were already on the coronation ground I guessed, but my aunt had to stay back to make sure I was alright. She reminded me so much of my mother. Since she went missing two years ago, we assumed that she had died because we looked virtually everywhere and couldn’t find her. “I was born ready for this.” I smiled. She walked me as we got to the hall where it was going to happen. Anxiety gripped me, but I tried to not make it show on my face. They did not want a nervous leader. Even though my father had pretty much raised the bar for me by being the best alpha this pack had ever seen, I had to try to do my best. The theta of the pack, the one that always spoke in gatherings like that, smiled when he saw me, “Ladies and gentlemen, the rightful heir to the throne of the Seven Isles. The future king and son of the greatest king and warrior to exist. The protector of the lycan and werewolf realm. Allow me to introduce to you Alpha Malakai Ravenscroft.” My subjects cheered on as I approached my throne, and it felt like everything I had ever dreamt of. The seat that I always looked up to sitting on was finally mine. I sat down on it and I felt the power travel up my bones. Two royal servants approached me with the sacred Crown and the Oath Staff. The theta was about to speak again when a loud bang erupted into the air, and everyone gasped in unison, wondering what the hell just happened. But I did not. I got up, wondering what was going on until I sensed a presence at the entrance of the pack hall where I had just come from. They looked back when the sound subsided, and the presence moved forward to us. They all turned around and lo and behold, the moon goddess had shown herself in front of us. Her hair was long and luscious, with an ethereal glow to her face. The entire pack bowed down as she approached me, and I was in shock. When she was close enough, I bowed down in respect to her too. I have never heard of her coming to the pack ever before. Did she come to pay respects to my coronation? So many questions were going through my head. “Malakai Ravenscroft. I see you are about to ascend the mighty throne of the Seven Isles,” she spoke, her voice resounding through the corners of the wall. “But your mate, pregnant with the heir to the throne, still resides somewhere in the Seven Isles. I forbid you to be crowned with the sacred Crown and to take an oath with the mighty Staff until you bring her back and make her willingly take the second throne as the Luna of the pack.” She said loudly and without giving me a chance to speak, she turned around and misted away. I felt the temperature of my blood rise in my body as I leaned away from the seat as it shocked me. The mate bond that I had severed three months back with Alina, the girl who was brought to me to be a part of my harem came pulsating hard and deeply. I felt uneasy as I walked back into the palace. I needed her. My body heated and my chest was beating so hard that I felt dizzy. Where could she be? Where could she have gone after she left the Seven Isles? Did she go back to her pack? Someone came into the room and I turned to see who it was. Lily, my best friend, and soon-to-be Beta came into the room. Her jaw dropped when she saw me. I knew I looked horrendous. “Are you okay?” She asked, stepping forward to touch me but I leaned away from her. I did not want any physical touch right now. Only Alina. “Gather our best warriors to comb through every pack to find her,” I told her. “We are to leave now.” “Are you not going to stay back? You look sick.” She sounded really worried, but I wished I could tell her that I felt ten times worse than I looked. “She is the cure to my sickness.” I removed the royal attire that I was given. I knew I was not going to come back here until I found her. I was going to do whatever it took, and I hoped to the Heavens that she did not hate my guts after what I did to her.ALINA I couldn’t believe that it had already been three months. When I had left the lycan pack, I never thought I’d find myself in a new pack, surrounded by strangers, and yet here I am. I was a lone wolf when I came across them, and they were very quick to take me in as one of theirs. I promised myself this new pack would be temporary, just a place to catch my breath before deciding what to do next. But life has a funny way of turning things upside down when you least expect it.Then I met Xavier, the alpha of the small pack I was staying in. I never had direct contact with him for the first few days but as time went on, I started to notice him around the pack. I first saw him helping a young pup who had fallen off a tree. He crouched to the pup’s level, his brown eyes warm with concern. “Hey, little man, you okay?” he asked, his voice light and playful, with just the right amount of worry. The pup nodded, trying to be brave, but a tear slipped down his cheek. Xavier ruffled the bo
KAI We searched far and wide for Alina. Despite my body warning me to rest and lick my wounds because of the heartbreak I was going through, I could not stop. Stopping to rest was going to have a worse effect on me than not finding her as soon as possible. We combed through all of the seven werewolf packs that made the Seven Isles, but we found her nowhere. We decided to then look into some small packs that stayed in the woods and after one gruesome week, I finally found her.I followed her throughout the night but she got scared and ran away. So I decided to monitor her for the next few days, occasionally going back to the camp we set so I could freshen up and eat. I soon found out that she was with the alpha of the pack, Xavier, and it was obvious that the bastard was into her. If only she knew what a despicable person he was. My heart pounded in my chest as I crouched low, hidden in the shadows when I saw them today. Alina was right there, just a few feet away, her laughter fillin
ALINA I couldn't stop smiling. For the first time in my life, everything was finally falling into place. Xavier and I had been spending so much time together, and every moment with him felt like a fresh breath of air after years of suffocating. He made me feel alive, whole, and happy. I have never had anyone love me this way before. I believed Alex loved me once, but I did not know what love was supposed to feel like then. It was not painful and secretive. Xavier did not fail to show me off to everyone and love me openly. It was nothing like I had ever felt before. But there was this nagging feeling in the back of my mind. It had been bothering me for a long time and I needed to tell him. I needed to tell Xavier the truth— that I didn’t have a wolf. I had kept it from him for too long because I was afraid that he would look at me differently or, worse, walk away from me just like all of the other men in my life did. I didn’t want him to fall in love with a lie. He deserved to know
ALINA The next time I woke up, a dull ache throbbed behind my eyes. My head felt heavy, and my limbs were sluggish as if I were trying to move through water. I blinked, my vision clearing slowly, and realised that I was somewhere strange. My hand travelled up to my head and I pressed against it lightly. What the hell was going on? I tried to remember what happened the last time I was awake, and I immediately remembered. Kai was standing in front of me. He had punched Xavier and had made someone to make me unconscious. A wave of anger surged through me, making my chest tighten. I wanted to get out of this place, and I wanted to get out now.I felt something cool pressed against my forehead. I turned my head slightly and saw Kai sitting on the edge of the bed. I hadn’t even noticed him before. He was holding a cold towel, which I guessed he was using to press on my forehead. The fact that he thinks he can touch me after everything he has done makes me want to genuinely ask where he so
KAI I felt hollow. Like something inside me had been ripped out and replaced with a gaping void. I leaned back in my chair, staring at the amber liquid in my glass, my thoughts swirling inside of my confused head. Alina hates me. The realisation of that cut deeper than I expected. I knew that she was going to try and hurt me, but actually seeing her look at me like that with anger, betrayal, and disgust had nearly shattered me.I lifted the glass to my lips, taking a long swig, savouring the burn as it slid down my throat. I wanted to feel anything other than this pain. Fortunately, I had my old dear friend, alcohol, to help me with it. I slammed the glass down on the table, my grip tightening around it as if I could somehow crush the glass to let out the emptiness I felt deep inside of me. Nyx stirred within me, restless and agitated. ‘You pushed her away in the worst way possible,’ he growled, annoyed with me and my self-destructive habits that affected him more than it affected
ALINA I woke up feeling different. The calm ambiance of the place I had stayed in for the past three months was absent. I blinked up at the ceiling, trying to push through the fog in my mind. When I remembered the entire reason why I came here, I felt my heart sink. Kai had brought me here against my will.I rubbed my eyes as I stared up at the ceiling, unable to move. Why did he change his mind so suddenly? Just three months ago, he had slept with me and discarded me like I was some piece of garbage to him. Now he suddenly wants the best for me and wants me back? I couldn’t understand it, and the not-knowing gnawed at me. But I wasn’t going to waste another minute on his games. If I could count on one thing, it is that he had ulterior motives for bringing me here and I was not going to wait back until he got what he wanted. I wanted my life to be as far away from him as possible. I pushed the thoughts to the back of my mind and headed to the bathroom to wash up and get ready becau
ALINA I felt more numb than I ever have. It hurt when Kai rejected me, but I was able to move on past it because I did not trust him to not hurt me. I didn't even know him well then. But I knew Xavier. I did like him, and I believed he liked me too. It was the closest I had come to anyone trying to get to know me and fall in love with me, and now he had betrayed me. Maybe I was as unlovable as everyone thought I was. No one could ever see me for me and fall in love with that. "Alina!" Kai's voice called out through the trees. I closed my eyes, hissing when I remembered that he had seen me when I left the cabin in tears. I did not want to talk to anyone. I needed to get as far away from anyone as I could. I heard his voice again, and I ignored him. I got up to my feet and started to run, my feet pounding against the ground as I ran deeper into the woods. I heard his footsteps behind me, faster and getting closer to me. “Alina, stop!” he called out, his voice closer now, filled with
KAI Alina’s quiet sobs filled the car as we drove back to the palace. Each one pierced through me like a knife. I kept glancing over at her, my heart tightening with every tear that rolled down her cheeks. I wanted to reach out, to comfort her somehow, but I knew any touch from me would only make it worse. The guilt was a heavy weight in my chest. I had caused her so much pain, and now I was dragging her back into my world again.“Alina… please,” I tried, my voice barely above a whisper. I knew she wouldn’t want to hear anything I had to say, but I had to try. “I know this is hard, but I promise, it’s going to be okay.”She turned her face away, pressing her forehead against the window, like she had been since. She didn’t respond, didn’t even look at me. Her shoulders were trembling with each sob, and I felt completely helpless. “I’m sorry,” I muttered, though I wasn’t sure if she could even hear me. “I wished there was some way I could make you feel better.” I did not know if speak