ALINA
The next day, Jezebel came to wake us up. I heard her as she barged into the room, shouting at the top of her voice. “Wake up you lazy arses. It is time for work.” She sang. I was used to being woken up abruptly back at the pack to work. But I was feeling tired. After the trip yesterday, I didn't really have the energy. But I did not want to upset Jezebel any more than I did last night so I woke up. Katy had gotten up too and was already arranging her bed. “Good morning, Katy.” I greeted her with a smile. She looked at me, and gave me a quick nod before she looked away. Why did I always have the luck of meeting the rudest people? I shrugged it off and proceeded to arrange my own bed. Jezebel came in a second later. The sun was barely out but she had already dressed up in her long red dress and heavy bold makeup, “Good that you are awake. I do not have to force you to get up like most girls on their first day. I hope Katy has told you what we are about to do now.” “Yes, of course.” Katy answered on behalf of me. Her lips were stretched into a smile and she looked bubbly, a stark difference from the side she had been showing me. I scoffed silently, not knowing if I should tell Jezebel she was lying or not. Either way, it seemed like I was too late. “That is fantastic. Now scurry away.” She walked out. Katy did not even look at me as she left through the door and I followed right behind her. We reached the door and she opened it up. A large, vast bathroom came into my sight. There were several showers and baths, and the place smelt of exotic perfume. Katy quickly rushed into her own bath and got into it. When I got closer, I realised that it was filled up with milk. Did all of the women that belonged to the harem come here to bathe? Each of them had servants pampering them, and soon one approached me. “Come on,” she smiled. “Your toes and finger nails need clipping. Your eyebrows too. Also, your skin looks rough. Come let me help you.” She entwined her hands with mine. She took me to a spa table, and some of the others came to clean me up. They did some work on my face and after I was done, they made me bathe in the milk bath also. Then I was wiped and perfumed before they gave me the clothes I was going to wear. It was a very luxurious looking silk dress that I had never seen before. Not even the wife of the alpha wore this kind of luxury back at my pack. When I wore it, I smiled when I saw my reflection in the mirror. I did not look like myself. My body hair was shaved, leaving behind my smooth white skin. I never thought I would be able to look this beautiful until today. When we were done, I left the bath room and headed back to my room because I did not know what I was supposed to do. On my way there, I met with Jezebel. She sized me up, and then a brief look of approval passed her features, “Come on. The alpha wants to see you.” My jaw dropped because I was not expecting Alpha Kai to call on me anytime soon. Was he going to chastise me for what had happened last night? “Okay.” I nodded before I strode beside her until we got to the place where I had interrupted the alpha and Lydia yesterday night. I swallowed as I thought out what he wanted to do with me. I could scent his presence. I fought the urge to not smile because of that. “Go in.” She gestured at me to get into the room. I nodded before I got in. I felt nervous as I stepped into the room and my chest tightened when my gaze fell on the bed that the alpha had been on with Lydia just last night. I saw him standing by the table in the room. His shirt was off, and a towel hung low on his body. I tried to not look anywhere but his face as I walked deeper into the room. “So you are the new girl.” He said, a little smirk playing on his lips as he checked me out. It was the first time I felt completely safe with a man looking at me like that. In fact, I liked that he was checking me out. He was my mate after all. “Yes, I am.” I answered quietly, hands crossed over my chest. “You came from the Blackstone pack?” He asked me as he sipped on the bottle of vodka, then he dropped it back on the table where he had just picked it up from. “Yes, Your Highness.” I answered quietly. “Do not call me that,” he wiped his lips with his hand as he approached me. I swallowed hard when he tipped up my jaw to look at him. I felt raw hunger as I felt the mate bond pulsating between us, alive and strong. “I am just Kai in here. You can continue with the formalities when we are out of the room.” I liked his voice. It was gruff and deep, but somehow it sounded so soft to my ears. “Yes, Kai.” I quickly caught up because I did not want to upset him. “Now lay down.” He instructed me. I did as I was told and laid down, closing my eyes as I felt him undress me until I was down to my underwear. He leaned in towards me and kissed me gently. I inhaled his fruity scent as I worked my fingers through his hair and kissed him more. He traced his lips to my neck, kissing every spot and his hands exploring every part of my body. Kai made love to me like I was the only woman that had ever graced his eyes. It was perfect. He took the time to please me exactly how I wanted and when we were done, he cleaned me up gently before I collapsed on his body. He hugged me to his chest and peppered kisses on my forehead. “Mate.” I whispered, smiling because his arms felt like home to me. I regretted it almost immediately because I felt Kai stiffen under me. He rolled off me and when his face came into sight, he looked like had just been struck with lightning. “What did you just say?” His tone had changed. He now sounded cold, unlike the way he was speaking to me when I first entered here. “You are my mate.” I muttered to him, and it only seemed to make him angrier. “How did you know?” He asked. “Because I can feel it between us. Do you not feel it?” I felt desperate because I could feel it strongly between us. I stretched my hand to touch him but he backed away from me like I was made of fire. He did not even want me to touch him. The realisation of that made my chest tighten, and I nearly burst out into tears. “I do not feel a thing,” he scowled, “And you shouldn’t too.” “What do you mean?” I felt my heart breaking with every word I spoke and with every breath I took. “It means that you and I,” he gestured between us. “We are never going to work. You are just a low omega. I cannot be mated to a fucking omega.” He hissed, closing his eyes as he tried to catch a breath. “But the mate bond is there and there is nothing anyone can do about it. We are destined to be with each ot—” “Enough,” he cut me off. He was hyperventilating, almost panicking. “It is sad that I have to do this now. I, Malakai Ravenscroft of the Seven Isles, reject you as my mate and my soulmate.” I felt the mate bond snap, and the pain was worse than anything I had ever felt before. Not even when Alex had rejected me a day ago. I let out a cry as I clutched my chest, feeling the stabbing pain, but there was nothing I could do. It was over. My mate did not want me, and neither did my second chance mate. I swallowed as I moved away from him, bringing up my clothes to cover my exposed skin. “I, Alina Carter, accept your rejection.” I muttered slowly. “And I need you out of the pack now. I never want to see you again, is that clear?” He had already moved away from the bed, his back facing me. “Yes.” I deadpanned. I was a fool to think that he was ever going to accept me as a mate. He was telling the truth. A lycan king could never mate with an ugly, useless omega like me. Amidst tears, I left the room and headed outside of the palace. Thankfully, no one stopped me. I headed out, my heart breaking with every step I took knowing that my second chance at love had turned out to be a huge betrayal as well. But I was tired. Sick of men putting me down and using me. I will make a good life for myself, and I would not need a man or a mate to do it.Five months laterKAI I stared at my reflection in the mirror, and a smile made its way to my lips when I saw the person staring back at me. Being the king has always been what I have been looking forward to in my life since I was a child. It might be cruel, but I have always wanted my father to die. I did not believe the old man loved me for even one day of his life. All he could say when he looked at me was how much of a disappointment I was because I couldn’t match up to him in a sword fight. I was pretty good, but he expected me to be as good as he was when he had decades of experience and I didn’t. When he died of a brain aneurysm a few months ago, I was the happiest about it. I arranged for the coronation to be as soon as possible because I did not want to wait any longer before I sat on the throne. When I was done getting ready, I turned and I saw Lydia come into the room. She was the happiest I have ever seen her. She was dressed in a long pink dress and her hair was curled
ALINA I couldn’t believe that it had already been three months. When I had left the lycan pack, I never thought I’d find myself in a new pack, surrounded by strangers, and yet here I am. I was a lone wolf when I came across them, and they were very quick to take me in as one of theirs. I promised myself this new pack would be temporary, just a place to catch my breath before deciding what to do next. But life has a funny way of turning things upside down when you least expect it.Then I met Xavier, the alpha of the small pack I was staying in. I never had direct contact with him for the first few days but as time went on, I started to notice him around the pack. I first saw him helping a young pup who had fallen off a tree. He crouched to the pup’s level, his brown eyes warm with concern. “Hey, little man, you okay?” he asked, his voice light and playful, with just the right amount of worry. The pup nodded, trying to be brave, but a tear slipped down his cheek. Xavier ruffled the bo
KAI We searched far and wide for Alina. Despite my body warning me to rest and lick my wounds because of the heartbreak I was going through, I could not stop. Stopping to rest was going to have a worse effect on me than not finding her as soon as possible. We combed through all of the seven werewolf packs that made the Seven Isles, but we found her nowhere. We decided to then look into some small packs that stayed in the woods and after one gruesome week, I finally found her.I followed her throughout the night but she got scared and ran away. So I decided to monitor her for the next few days, occasionally going back to the camp we set so I could freshen up and eat. I soon found out that she was with the alpha of the pack, Xavier, and it was obvious that the bastard was into her. If only she knew what a despicable person he was. My heart pounded in my chest as I crouched low, hidden in the shadows when I saw them today. Alina was right there, just a few feet away, her laughter fillin
ALINA I couldn't stop smiling. For the first time in my life, everything was finally falling into place. Xavier and I had been spending so much time together, and every moment with him felt like a fresh breath of air after years of suffocating. He made me feel alive, whole, and happy. I have never had anyone love me this way before. I believed Alex loved me once, but I did not know what love was supposed to feel like then. It was not painful and secretive. Xavier did not fail to show me off to everyone and love me openly. It was nothing like I had ever felt before. But there was this nagging feeling in the back of my mind. It had been bothering me for a long time and I needed to tell him. I needed to tell Xavier the truth— that I didn’t have a wolf. I had kept it from him for too long because I was afraid that he would look at me differently or, worse, walk away from me just like all of the other men in my life did. I didn’t want him to fall in love with a lie. He deserved to know
ALINA The next time I woke up, a dull ache throbbed behind my eyes. My head felt heavy, and my limbs were sluggish as if I were trying to move through water. I blinked, my vision clearing slowly, and realised that I was somewhere strange. My hand travelled up to my head and I pressed against it lightly. What the hell was going on? I tried to remember what happened the last time I was awake, and I immediately remembered. Kai was standing in front of me. He had punched Xavier and had made someone to make me unconscious. A wave of anger surged through me, making my chest tighten. I wanted to get out of this place, and I wanted to get out now.I felt something cool pressed against my forehead. I turned my head slightly and saw Kai sitting on the edge of the bed. I hadn’t even noticed him before. He was holding a cold towel, which I guessed he was using to press on my forehead. The fact that he thinks he can touch me after everything he has done makes me want to genuinely ask where he so
KAI I felt hollow. Like something inside me had been ripped out and replaced with a gaping void. I leaned back in my chair, staring at the amber liquid in my glass, my thoughts swirling inside of my confused head. Alina hates me. The realisation of that cut deeper than I expected. I knew that she was going to try and hurt me, but actually seeing her look at me like that with anger, betrayal, and disgust had nearly shattered me.I lifted the glass to my lips, taking a long swig, savouring the burn as it slid down my throat. I wanted to feel anything other than this pain. Fortunately, I had my old dear friend, alcohol, to help me with it. I slammed the glass down on the table, my grip tightening around it as if I could somehow crush the glass to let out the emptiness I felt deep inside of me. Nyx stirred within me, restless and agitated. ‘You pushed her away in the worst way possible,’ he growled, annoyed with me and my self-destructive habits that affected him more than it affected
ALINA I woke up feeling different. The calm ambiance of the place I had stayed in for the past three months was absent. I blinked up at the ceiling, trying to push through the fog in my mind. When I remembered the entire reason why I came here, I felt my heart sink. Kai had brought me here against my will.I rubbed my eyes as I stared up at the ceiling, unable to move. Why did he change his mind so suddenly? Just three months ago, he had slept with me and discarded me like I was some piece of garbage to him. Now he suddenly wants the best for me and wants me back? I couldn’t understand it, and the not-knowing gnawed at me. But I wasn’t going to waste another minute on his games. If I could count on one thing, it is that he had ulterior motives for bringing me here and I was not going to wait back until he got what he wanted. I wanted my life to be as far away from him as possible. I pushed the thoughts to the back of my mind and headed to the bathroom to wash up and get ready becau
ALINA I felt more numb than I ever have. It hurt when Kai rejected me, but I was able to move on past it because I did not trust him to not hurt me. I didn't even know him well then. But I knew Xavier. I did like him, and I believed he liked me too. It was the closest I had come to anyone trying to get to know me and fall in love with me, and now he had betrayed me. Maybe I was as unlovable as everyone thought I was. No one could ever see me for me and fall in love with that. "Alina!" Kai's voice called out through the trees. I closed my eyes, hissing when I remembered that he had seen me when I left the cabin in tears. I did not want to talk to anyone. I needed to get as far away from anyone as I could. I heard his voice again, and I ignored him. I got up to my feet and started to run, my feet pounding against the ground as I ran deeper into the woods. I heard his footsteps behind me, faster and getting closer to me. “Alina, stop!” he called out, his voice closer now, filled with