ALINAI spent the next three days locked in my room. I heard several attempts multiple times the day of the people in the palace trying to get me to open the door, but I did not want to. I wanted to stay alone, to wallow in the pain, because thinking of interacting with someone when I was hurting this much sounded like hell to me. I didn’t eat or drink, and barely moved from the bed. I felt numb, hollow, like a shell of myself. Sometimes, I felt like I was just a soul in a vessel that I referred to as my body.I was too weak to stand up unless I wanted to use the toilet, which I eventually stopped going to because I was not ingesting anything. But today seemed to be the end and they have finally had enough of me isolating myself like this. I heard the door being unlocked, and the door creaked open. I heard soft footsteps approaching. I knew it was Kai. As he towered over me, I felt a familiar elective buzzing between us.“Alina,” he said quietly, his voice filled with concern. I didn’
KAI I almost did not believe the sight in front of me as Alina slumped down and lost her consciousness. I carried Alina in my arms as fast as I could, my heart hammering in my chest. Her skin was pale, and her breathing was shallow. I took her out of the room and rushed her down to the clinic. Fuck me… I should not have made her angry like that. I shouldn’t have upset her like that especially not when she had not eaten for three fucking days. I pushed through the doors of the pack clinic when I arrived, and the nurses quickly sprang into action, rushing over with a stretcher. I laid her down carefully, my chest closing in with fear. “We need to take her in right away,” one of the nurses said, her voice urgent. “You’ll have to wait outside, Alpha.”I nodded, swallowing hard. I didn’t want to leave her, but I knew I had no choice. I watched as they wheeled her away, disappearing down the hallway. The door swung shut, and I was left standing there, feeling utterly helpless. I paced ba
ALINA I woke up after a while with my body feeling heavy and sluggish. I blinked a few times, trying to focus on my surroundings. The room was dimly lit, and I felt the weight of something pulling on my arms. I looked down and saw that I was hooked up to several IV drips. I could even see a bag of blood hanging on one of the drips, and the other one was just clear liquid. I felt weak, my head throbbing with a dull ache. A wave of nausea rolled over me, and I swallowed hard, trying to keep it down. Everything felt wrong, my body felt too heavy and the energy felt too strange. I tried to sit up, but my arms felt like lead. I closed my eyes for a moment as I tried to regain myself back but nothing was working. My brain felt too sluggish and slow. In the end, I just kept my eyes shut. Suddenly, the door creaked open, and I heard footsteps. I turned my head slowly and saw Kai stepping into the room. My entire body tensed, my pulse quickening. He was carrying a bowl and the smell of savou
KAI Taking care of Alina became my priority. It was what I thought about when I woke up and when I went to sleep. She had taken up every one of my thoughts, and I did not know if I liked it. The risk of falling in love was one I never thought I would want to take. I was giving her my all, and she was prone to do whatever she wanted with the power. She could easily destroy me, which was why I knew I had to be careful. I could not let go of the main goal here, which is the throne of the Seven Isles. The lords and elders of the pack have been breathing down my neck, wanting to have a meeting with me. I have always told them I was busy but today, I knew I had to meet them. They were losing patience, and I felt too bad for making them wait this long for me to just speak to them. So after I woke up today and checked on Alina, who was sleeping peacefully in her room, I decided to talk to them. When I arrived at the conference room, I could hear chatter coming from the inside. They sounde
ALINAThe doctor had been stunned by how quickly I’d recovered. Just hours ago, I’d been weak and pale, barely able to sit up, and now I felt almost normal. The lingering ache in my body had lessened, and I could feel strength returning to my limbs. The doctor told me it was a miracle, but I didn’t feel miraculous. I felt restless. I did not know how the hell I was able to heal in such a little time when I did not have a wolf. I always knew I was abnormal. I was an anomaly and there were a lot of strange things about me. This was one of the mysteries surrounding me that I did not seem to understand. “Your body seems to be healing faster than we expected,” the doctor said as he checked my temperature and vitals, his eyes wide with surprise. “But you need to take it slow, for the baby. Start with short walks around the palace to regain your strength and please finish your food whenever it is served to you. I have sent your meal plan to the cooks and even the portions are going to be mo
KAI I paced outside Maria’s door, my mind racing. I couldn’t remember the last time I had come to her room—usually, I’d just call for her to come to me. But today was different. Today, I didn’t have the answers. I needed help. I needed advice, and Maria was the only one I could think of who might actually know what to do. I took a deep breath and knocked. A moment later, the door creaked open, and there she was—my younger sister, with her long black hair tied back in a messy bun and that faint scar running along her cheek, a reminder of one of her horse training sessions that had gone wrong years ago.“Kai?” She blinked in surprise, her eyes widening slightly. “What are you doing here? You never come to my room.”I gave her a tight smile, trying to keep my nerves in check. “Yeah… I figured it was about time I broke that habit.”Maria raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. “Well, come on in. You look like you’ve got something on your mind.”She stepped aside, allowing me to enter. Her ro
ALINA I was pacing in my room, my thoughts a tangled mess of confusion and frustration. Even though it was morning, I already felt exhausted. My mind kept racing through everything that had happened since I’d returned—Kai, the baby, the pack, the harem women. It was overwhelming, and I didn’t know how to process it all.A knock at the door pulled me from my thoughts. I froze, my heart skipping a beat. “Who is it?” I called out, my voice tense.“It’s me, Kai,” came his reply from the other side.I sighed heavily, the tension in my chest tightening. The last thing I wanted was to see him right now. “I don’t want to talk to you, Kai,” I said, trying to sound firm.“Please, Alina,” he insisted, his voice softer this time. “Just for a minute.”I hesitated, staring at the door, feeling torn. Part of me wanted to ignore him, to keep the door closed and block him out. But another part of me, a quieter part, was curious. Maybe this would be different. Maybe he’d finally say something I needed
ALINAA lot of time had passed since my heart started to soften towards Kai. Since the day he had brought me the chocolate from my pack, somehow I felt like I could warm up to him. Forgiving him did not seem that bad. He did not buy my forgiveness with a pack of exotic chocolate of course, but I just did not feel the same animosity towards him. The fact that he did that for me made me more happy than I have ever had. No one— except Xavier who cheated on me— showed me kindness like this. Maybe forgiving him was not that bad. He has also been coming to my room all the time to talk. He had brought me a stack of books to read, and I almost screamed with joy when I saw them. I never had access to books back in my pack, only when I was about to clean my father’s library would I sneak and read some pages before he came back. He had never caught me trying to do that, but I did not want to imagine what would have happened if he did. But here, I could be myself. I could read a lot of pages eve