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2024-10-29 19:42:56“Last night was amazing,” Aaron texts.
Ehh, it sufficed.
I reply with a red heart… I don’t know if I have the right words right now.
I have my first day of orientation for my volunteer work at Marie’s Soups in Manhattan. It’s a nonprofit organization that feeds New York’s homeless population. They have locations all over the state. It looks good on college applications, but in general, I like helping people get the bare minimum that they require. Everyone should be able to live comfortably.
It’s always baffled me how we have enough resources in the world to feed everyone, yet millions of people are left starving. I blame bil
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