"Ladies and gentlemen, flight 666 to Hawaii, Honolulu is now ready for boarding. Please proceed to Gate D for departure. Thank you." The PA system signals that our flight is ready for boarding.
"That's us!" A very ecstatic Simone chirps as we start to queue along with the rest of the school. I hear a commotion happening behind the queue and turn around to look at what's going on.
Not a commotion. It's just Cory giving some group of guys bro hugs and conversing in loud voices. I don't recognize them from school. I don't even recognize them anywhere.
"Who are they?" I nudge Simone slightly with my elbow.
"Those are the Kingston boys."
"The who?"
She brings out a lip balm from her purse and applies it on her chapped lips, smacking them sleekly. "They're our neighboring school. We've played a couple of games together before. They beat us."
Simone is the captain of the Basketball team. Her brother was until he graduated high school two years ago and now she's taken over. With her remarkable height and fit physique, Simone has won three gold medals for her team in the Olympic Games and rose to fame in school after being the only girl in the Basketball team plus a captain.
I get to hang out with the guys a lot because of her and know how many guys Alexa has dated on the team. The girl has no shame.
"Is this a coincidence or they're actually coming along with us?" I ask, staring at one of the guys who looks like he has a piercing on his nose. He catches me staring and frowns. I frown back at him. He frowns harder and I go full glaring on him before he gives up and looks away.
Ha!
"They are. I think they're also in charge of our accommodation."
I show the flight attendant my boarding pass as she answers me with a bright smile.
"I'll be with the guys at the back. You okay with that?" I smile and nod, walking over to my seat and placing my luggage under the chair. This is what happens when you decide to befriend a jock when you're not one. I'm kind of used to it already, she chose her team over me sometimes. I'm just glad I get to have the window seat.
My eyes roam the plane in search of Cory and I find him seated beside Alexa. He raises his head from the sports magazine he's reading and looks straight at me as if sensing someone was staring and then he winks, breaking into a grin with the way my cheeks flushes before diverting his gaze back to the magazine on his hands.
As expected, I see Alexa shoot daggers at me with her eyes as I mouth her a fuck you.
The seat beside me is empty and before I can decide why no one wants to sit with me, a guy plumps in beside me and slides his luggage too under the seat. I'm guessing he's one of the Kingston boys. The cap worn on his head is preventing me from fully seeing his face and he doesn't even spare me a glance. Not even one, just staring straight ahead like I'm non-existent.
Either his peripheral vision must be very good or he doesn't feel the need to acknowledge me... definitely the peripheral vision.
"So!" I say suddenly, already bored of the deafening silence. "Is this your first time in Hawaii?"
No response.
Cold silence. Utter silence.
"It's my first time too," I laugh, a little bit too forceful and unnatural. "You can say I've dreamed of the city a long time ago. Do you believe all the beaches there are public? Mind-blowing. Trust me when I say this is going to be the best vacation I've ever been to." I should probably stop talking now.
"Are you one of the Kingston boys? You must know my friend Simone. She told me she plays basketball with your school. Do you even play basketball? I don't too, considering my poor height and all..." He doesn't still look my way and my brain tells me to stop but my mouth does otherwise. "So what do you think about the weather?"
"Please stop talking to me," I pause, more surprised than angry at his response.
"I actually love it when a person gets blunt with me. Only real friends do that, is this the start of something new?" My face breaks into a grin. He brings out his EarPods and blocks me out, blasting the song on full volume.
That went well, I guess?
I take a bite from the bread roll served as airline food and look out the plane window, staring at the city below me now partly covered with clouds.
Dad was totally against the idea of me traveling alone because I'm still an 'inexperienced adult' as he puts it, but what he doesn't know is that he stopped having the right to control me the moment he got a divorce with Mom and walked out on us to 'discover himself', whatever that meant.
It's been a year already he left the country but still gets to call Mabel and I almost every day, including Mom. Yes, they still keep in touch and it's funny every time how Mom still has those faint blush on her cheeks anytime she talks with Dad on the phone. It's clear they still love each other, they just need some time away from themselves. I'd blame that on them getting married at a very young age of eighteen. Maybe that's how things were done in the olden days but I can't imagine myself getting married now when I still don't even know how to hold a baby right.
"Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to Honolulu international airport. Local time is 6:32 pm and the temperature is 85 degrees Fahrenheit." The PA system announces, the sound making me stir in my sleep.
It's evening already? How long have I been gone?
I glance at the guy sitting beside me and open my mouth to say something but cuts me off with a look that screams 'I have no time to deal with people right now' and walks out.
Well, that's a mood.
Although we arrive at night because of the delay in the shuttle buses, I still get to see how gorgeous the city is.
The upscale resort we're staying at is huge. It has a bunch of four-story hotels, two pools and two beaches on either side of the resort. The rooms are highly upgraded and offer access to a lounge with free breakfast and snacks. There are also two restaurants with ocean view terraces plus a business center.
The twenty-eight of us are staying in one building including the Kingston boys who are no less than twenty, making us a total of Forty-Eight.
Simone and I are staying in a room near the beach plus a girl called Lacey from History class.
When I asked Cory who would be getting the masters suite room to themselves, he said it depended on whoever has 'company' and needed privacy.
They really have everything planned out.
I've not met with anyone from our so-called neighboring school. They look like a bunch of very hard people to deal with. Can you believe I recognized the dude from the plane on my way out of the resort's fitness center and waved at him only for him to ignore me, making me look like an idiot.
A wet sticky idiot.
Everyone knows it's simple courtesy to respond to a greeting even if you don't know them. I've been walked up to several times by complete strangers who claim to know me and I just go with the flow to save them from embarrassment. It's not that hard.
"I'm calling dibs on that last slice of Pizza." Simone, Lacey, Cory and I are currently in the lounge for brunch and I can tell they're about to argue over who gets the last slice of pizza.
"Excuse you?" Lacey raises a brow at Simone. "No one has the right to that last piece other than me."
"How about we just share it in half," Cory suggests.
"How about you just shut up."
And that did it. Curse words are exchanged, voices are raised and I give myself a mental pat on the back for being the most mature in a table full of juvenile fools.
Something catches the corner of my eye and I spot 'stuck up guy' sitting alone at a table. He could hide himself up in a sack and I'll still notice him, it's hard not to. From what I've seen so far, the guy is as emotionless as the last piece of pizza on our table. But he's stylish, I'd give him that.
Today, he's wearing a long-sleeved white button-up shirt and I'm sure that's a navy blue shirt peeking underneath with dark jeans. The movement of his feet tapping on the floor to the rhythm of the song in his ears drags my attention to the white sneakers on his legs. His hair is kept neatly messy, unlike Cory's.
I hear a guy call out his full name from the entrance of the lounge as he puts his EarPods away and walks out to meet him, the aftermath of his name still in my head.
Noah Gallagher.
I wake the next morning to the sun shining through the drape covered windows, warming my pillows and blanket comfortably.The pretty perfect way to wake on a morning isn't it? Too bad that's not how my morning began."I swear to all things sweet and holy, if I find out it was stolen there would be bloodshed," I fume with indescribable rage."Relax. I'm sure it'll be around here somewhere."The room is a mess. All three of our single beds are turned upside down and our boxes are spread out open on the floor in search of my silver neck chain.I was just about putting it on to go for a morning walk when I discovered it was no longer in my bag. I haven't seen it since I arrived in Hawaii but that doesn't mean I forgot it back at home. I always carry it in my bag so I'm still trying to figure out why I can't find it anymore."It's just a neck chain, I can get you a new one," I shoot Lacey a hard glare from her statement and walk
One word: Silence.The music stops, gasps are heard, followed by the sound of someone's fart.I'm not that much of a fighter, neither do I have anger management issues. In fact, I can count the number of times I've gotten mad throughout my human existence but this tops it all. It also tops the time I went for a house party Junior year and got dared to go home during a game of Truth or Dare. Teenagers are evil.Noah doesn't make any move and stays still after the first punch lands on his jaw as if trying to process in his brain what just happened. Before he can fully react, I pounce on him."You bloody thief!" I screech, continuously driving my fists into his face. He uses his arms to dodge my blows as I aim for his chest area instead. I'm about to aim for his face again when I feel large arms wrap themselves around my waist and yank me off him."Let me at him!" I struggle against Cory's tight grip."What's your problem?!" C
I sink down the water like a rock.As I sink, I look up the water above me. Distorted lights dance at the top of the water and it feels warm against my skin. It would have been peaceful, except for the fact that I swallowed in gallons of pool water already into my mouth and nose and is struggling for my life.How deep is this damn pool?My lungs begin to ache for air as I use my hands to flap and yank myself upwards. I cough out water from my mouth like a fountain and take in a breath of fresh air, reminiscing how I could have could've died seconds ago I didn't know how to swim.With a hand, I wipe off the water running down my face to glare at an unconcerned looking Noah."You pushed me!" I yell."Tell me something I don't know." I'm still trying to gasp for air, not believing he's cool with almost killing a person. "It's smaller than I thought."I frown deeply. "What?""I can see through your shi
I force another spoonful of food into my mouth and smile awkwardly at Simone."So? How is it?" She asks."It's great, never tasted anything like it." I'm not a very good liar but I'm sure that comes out as believable because she beams. I glance at the rest of the guys on the table and we all share awkward looks.You might be wondering what's going on. Well for starters, I think any meal Simone cooks should come out of the pot with a label that says: Eat me if you want to die.The Salmon resting on my plate stares at me and I stare back. So earlier today, we came up with the idea of learning new traditional Hawaiian foods. We see the hotel chefs doing their thing every time in the kitchen and we got inspired. I mean, if they can, why can't we?I found out the answer to that question today. They have a Culinary art diploma while we have a High school diploma.We went for the Lomi Salmon because it looked the easiest to make.
"You shouldn't have texted in the first place," I say and exit the lounge with Lacey behind, saying something about what outfit she'll rock to tonight's club party but I block her out when the evening wind hits my face. I take a few steps into the parking lot and look down at the water, which looks almost orange in the glow of the sun. I spot a few surfers out in the waves who looked like they weren't about leaving anytime soon.It's going to be Friday night within a couple of hours, which means everyone is ditching their works already to get ready for clubbing tonight.I'm not going.As much as I love just the sound of the word 'party' itself, I'm going to have to bunk in on this one. Mom and Mabel have already scheduled out tonight to Skype with me. I didn't talk to them yet since I arrived in Hawaii, only random texts from Mabel telling me about Mom's attempt at a dating site and her stupid Kermit the Frog memes.The sun disappears behind t
Silence to me, is torture.It seems like an ordinary Friday night, so to speak, except from the fact that I'm boxed up in a truck with a boy who doesn't look too thrilled to be breathing in the same air with me.The silence stretches between us like a long, fat rope, tightening me around the neck as if to suffocate the living daylights out of me. I shift uncomfortably in my seat before outstretching my arms to turn on the radio. The sound of music might keep me alive for awhile.Marvin Gaye's Sexual healing blasts loudly through the speakers and I realize I shouldn't have turned on the radio.Baby, I'm hot just like an ovenI need some lovin'And baby, I can't hold it much longerIt's getting stronger and strongerMy hand goes up to awkwardly scratch the back of my neck, my eyes darting in all corners of the truck to find something that'll catch my attention and keep me away from staring at him.A
My cellphone blares at some ungodly hour of the morning, waking me out of my blissful slumber. I roll over and slap a hand on my nightstand till it finds my phone. It takes me some seconds to figure out how to answer the stupid call, then I bring it to my ears and grunt out an hello."I can't sleep.""Excuse me?" I take a peek at the caller ID and see Mabel's name boldly written there. "Have you tried closing your eyes?""Sometimes I wonder how we're related. Anyway, I've got big news.""Can't it wait till when every normal human being is awake?""Zach asked me out."I sit upright on my bed, suddenly very awake now. "ZACH DID WHAT?!"There's going to be a funeral when I get back home to Florida."Calm your tits, I didn't give him an answer yet. What do you think?"A sharp pain jabs at the walls of my stomach and I wince, scurrying out of bed into the bathroom as I flicker on the lights. I groan when I see my pajama
When I'm done in the bathroom, I step back into the room and set our alarm clock to go off in five minutes, then lock it up in a box and shove it under Simone's bed.She'd be so thrilled.I step into the hallway next and head for Cory's room. I can't be the only one having a bad morning. A few girls are already up and loitering in the hallway and lobby, taking orders from Renee before scattering out to get to work.I burst open the door to Cory's room without knocking even after reading the sign Do not disturb. I'm know I'm acting like an annoying little sister right now.The boys room is decent and well kept unlike what I originally had in mind. I wasn't exactly expecting a dumpster of a room and I also wasn't expecting it to be so well organized. All three of their beds are neatly made and the soft music playing at the background makes the serenity feel more warm.Noah is already awake but still on his bed, holding a book
I've always suffered from this horrible disadvantageous condition— it's called waking late on days I'm supposed to have early flight schedules. I'm starting to think it's an actual thing, so I'm not surprised it's less than an hour for my flight and I'm still on bed, feeling something fat and fluffy on my face. "Whiskers?" Its Mabel's voice that wakes me up. Not the fluffy stuff on my face. Whatever it is. Gradually, I open my eyes, and I'm face to face with a white feline. It brings out its tongue to lick my nose before purring with pleasure. Last time I checked, we didn't have a cat. "Whiskers! There you are." I hear footsteps approach my bed as Mabel carries the feline off my face. "Sorry. I thought I left her downstairs." I ask the obvious question. "When did we get a cat?" "Last night. I found her outside beside our waste bin. She seemed so lost. Is it okay if I keep her?" I ease out of my bed. "Just make s
Five years later."Fuck out of my room.""It tastes good, you should try it.""You know I hate pineapple toppings on pizzas."Mabel dumps the box of pizza on my bed. "Have you ever wondered why pizzas come in rectangular boxes, shaped in a circle, and eaten in triangles?""I guess we'll never know."With a sigh, Mabel folds her arms across her chests. "Could you at least act like you're happy to be home for thanksgiving?"I point towards the door. "Leave. I have work to do and I won't get it done if you're going to stand there all day and talk about pizzas.""Work?" She scoffs. "The only work you do is sit behind your laptop and stalk your boyfriend on Instagram.""He's not my boyfriend! MOM," I call out. "Mabel's bullying me!""Real mature."Zack, Simone's brother, walks into the room and hugs her from behind. "Hey babe."Even now that Mabel's much old
It feels like the first week of summer all over again where we hosted this Welcome party. Now we're hosting another, and this time it's a send-off party. The kind of gathering where we say goodbyes to the friends we made over the holidays.I overhear a couple promising each other to call and text everyday, some breaking up because they can't commit to a long distance relationship. I can't even find Noah anywhere, and I'm nervous about how we'll end up after this summer. I don't want to be remembered as some random girl he hooked up with during a summer vacation in Hawaii. Yes, I want to be remembered, but not that way."Hey, lover girl." I holler at Simone, signaling for her to come over. The sun went down hours ago and it's a beach party with bonfires lighting up the whole place."Hey to you too." She downs a bottle of beer in one gulp and throws the empty bottle to the sand. "So, this summer ended, and so did my relationship.""W
It's 2' O clock Pm on Thursday, and I won't stop pacing my room.I'm already dressed in a maroon dress, the skirt flowing smoothly below my knees with a pink cardigan on top of my shoulders to make it look a bit more casual, and my black flats are beside the door, ready to wear. I leave my hair falling loose to my shoulders, its waves free from the hairband I'd used on it almost everyday."Would you chill? It's not like it's your first date with a boy." Lacey lays upside down on my bed. "Or is it?""It's not. Last date with a boy was just before this vacation.""How'd it go?""We were in a fancy restaurant. He left for the restroom halfway into our meal and never came back.""At least he paid the bill before he left." I give her a look. "Oh, he didn't.""I just want tonight to be perfect, but I'm scared I'm going to mess things up.""Relax. I'm sure Noah's as nervous as you are right now.""You th
I wake up with Noah braced on his elbows and gazing down at me, idly playing with my hair. The sheets are covering my body up to my bare chests, and his is just above his waist."Hey," I murmur."You sleep with your eyes open, do you know that?" He says it with a smile. "It's quite mesmerizing."I glance towards the window and see it's still night out. "How long was I gone for?""A little over an hour. It's 10' pm.""I'm sorry I feel asleep.""It's alright." He rubs a thumb between my eyes. "I liked watching you sleep."I stretch, then shift so that I'm cradled by the pillows. Experimentally, I lay a hand on my breast. My heart is bumping along at a normal rate now rather than with that snare drum riff it had reached when he nuzzled just there. It's an odd feeling, to have someone suckling you, to have him pull you inside him. And to experience those mirror tugs in the womb.Everything he did makes my body feel diff
Noah's clicking away on his phone when I meet him in the private room and my stomach jumps again.I could always change my mind, I remind myself. There is no obligation there. But his head shoots up from his phone to study me before I can turn back and run away.Like I always do."Sorry I'm late," I say.He waves it off. "Lacey told me to meet you here.""Yes, that was the idea."He doesn't ask any more questions like I thought he would, just steps forward. "You look great.""I feel great." I smile. "Lacey and Simone get a charge out of going through my closet and criticizing my wardrobe. I'm told this is about the only decent thing I own." I pluck at the skirt. "They've threatened to take me shopping."Stop babbling! I order myself, moving behind the mini bar. "Want a drink?""I'm driving.""Actually, I was thinking we could just stay in." There, now I'd done it.
Every night for three days, I wake in the grip of a nightmare, drenched in sweat, with screams locked in my throat. Always the same: I'd be in Noah's house again from two years ago, and everything would play out accordingly the way it did that same night, except it's Clarke aiming the gun at Noah and pulling the trigger.Night after night, just before I pull myself awake, I'd watch him whimper and writhe as the bullet bites into his flesh, draining all life from his eyes.But this night, it gets too intense that I wake up with a scream, my whole body trembling with fear and terror. I pull the sheets off my body and head out the door, walking straight down to his room to see if he's okay.I know he is, but the dreams are beginning to get out of hand that I now fear for his safety. What do the dreams mean? Should I be worried? Or is my head just playing tricks on me?It's midnight and the halls are empty. The door to his room creaks open w
It's not until I'm back at the hotel and unpacking that I realize that through the last twenty-four hours of my stay at the spa, I hadn't thought of my troubles, my responsibilities at all. And now that I do realize it, there's a quick wash of guilt that it should have been so easy to leave it all behind, to immerse myself in pampering and pleasure.Like walking into an alternate reality, I suppose, and grimace as I tumble pretty gold boxes onto my bed. Which might explain why I'd barely put up a struggle when Lacey and Simone had urged me to buy creams, lotions, scents, shampoo.Christ Almighty, hundreds of dollars worth of female foolishness that I'm unlikely to remember to use.I tug my jeans on, trailing my shirt from my fingers as I walk to the window. The air swooping down from Oahu is bitter. There's no sun in the sky, and I'm grateful for that.I study the scatter of gold boxes over the simple quilt on my bed which looks li
"Oh. My." Is all I can say. Almost all I'd managed to say since we'd driven to the Mountain King Spa and Resort. And by 'we' I mean Lacey, Simone and I.The main lodge of the Spa spreads for acres, glass and wood and clever pebbled paths through evergreens and heated pools where steam curls in dreamy mists.I clutch the strap of my purse tightly as we check in, my head swiveling in wonder around the plush lobby with it's double fireplace, atrium ceiling, and lush plants.They somehow managed to drag me down here for a proper clean-up after I told them about my not so official date with Noah. I wasn't even half as excited about it as they were, and it's almost as if they've been planning this for a long time.Lacey greets the desk clerk with a friendly smile, calls him by name, and chats easily about how much she and her companion had enjoyed their stay earlier in the season.He all but simpers over her, calling up a bellman