That was just great. The rental had broken down in the middle of the storm and of nowhere.
He cursed his brother’s idea of renting that ranch to spend their ‘creative break’ away from spotlights and paparazzi. But he cursed louder his own idea of renting a car at Fargo airport, instead of taking a bus and meeting his brother at the bus station near the goddamn ranch.
He checked his phone again, in case a stray miracle had given it back any coverage. Damn. It was as dead as it’d been since he’d driven deeper into the countryside and the storm. He looked out the windshield, but it was pouring so hard, he could’ve had frigging Godzilla right in front of the car and he wouldn’t see it.
However, he was pretty sure he’d spotted lights up ahead before the damn car broke down, when the wipers still worked. According to his brother’s directions, that should be the bus station ten miles south of the town near the ranch.
He had no way to know how far it was, and the wisest thing to do was hunker down in the car for the night. But that implied linking the word wise to his name before Doomsday. And the river he’d just crossed looked like considering to top the banks. A flash flood washing him and the car away wasn’t exactly what he called a good plan.
At least he could congratulate himself for wearing his hiking boots, and the thick waterproof jacket he’d bought in Iceland when they were shooting Extremer’s video the year before.
His fingers closed around the handles of his duffel bag on the passenger’s seat. He emptied his chest with an annoyed snort and opened the car door, ready to sink his foot in the mud of the shoulder. The wind pushed the door against his leg, and he needed a little struggle to get out of the car. He didn’t even bother to lock it. If someone was out in that hideous night to hijack a broken car, they could totally have it.
He hung the bag from his shoulder, pushed the jacket hood down to his eyes and started walking, leaning forward to fight the push of the storm. He needed to shield his eyes with both hands in order to look further than his next step. Yup, the lights were there. Further than expected, but definitely there, promising shelter from that literal hell of a night.
Keeping his pace helped him warm up, even when his jeans turned into a frozen, heavy, hard thing squeezing his legs. He lost track of time as he labored his way toward the lights. Getting close enough to outline the station building felt like quite a feat, even though it was still too far for the cold, the exhaustion, the exasperation about finding himself in such an absurd trouble.
All of a sudden, he reached a detour and the road that led straight to the station. Now that he could see the building clearly, he noticed there were no vehicles parked outside. For a dreadful moment, he feared he’d find the building closed and locked.
To hell with that. He would break a door or a window and get in anyway. They could sue him, for all he cared. He wouldn’t spend a single minute longer out in the storm. His determination took him to the main access with firm strides.
Expecting the glass doors to be locked, he tried to yank them open. And almost smashed his face against the glass, ‘cause they weren’t locked and opened wide. As soon as he stepped into the entrance hall, he paused to catch his breath and enjoy the break from the howling wind.
The restroom sign called him like a siren, and a moment later he dropped himself sitting on the cold floor tiles of the gents’ by his duffel bag. An old guy was cleaning the place, and paused to flash a welcoming smile at him.
He managed a quick smile back and turned to fish through his bag, hearing the man hum some Sinatra tune as he resumed his cleaning.
The thick Icelandic jacket had kept him dry from his waist up, so he only needed to change jeans, socks and shoes. Before he could even come up with the idea, the old man handed him a plastic bag for his wet clothes.
“Thanks,” he muttered.
The old man smiled again and pushed his cart out. He lingered in the restroom, now sparkling clean and smelling of lemon, rubbing his wet hair with his hand towel before putting his baseball cap on.
He checked his phone just in case. Nothing, of course. The time caught his attention. It’d taken him almost three hours to get there? Damn! No wonder his knees felt weak.
A sound distracted him. It came from the hall. He reached out to open the door a few inches. Somebody was playing a guitar out there, singing in whispers. A woman, a girl. What was she playing? Didn’t it ring a bell?
His curiosity was enough to push him to his feet and up to the door. A smirk pursed his thin lips. Of course he knew the damn song. He crouched down to zip up his bag, shaking his head. Nice moment to come across a fan. The last thing he needed was signing autographs.
Back to the door, he glanced out at the hall. The singing girl was out of sight. Perfect. He crossed the hall in two quick steps and walked into the waiting room.
He almost registered the family playing cards in the seating area. His eyes were drawn to the couch at the other end of the room. He could rest there, maybe even get some shuteye. The storm wouldn’t last much longer. It’d surely clear by dawn. In the morning he’d call his brother to come pick him up and take him the hell away from there.
Another duffel bag and a rucksack sat on one of the armchairs, so he left his bag on the other one. The couch cushions were old and hard, but they felt like heaven after his walk in the storm. His jacket was still dripping and he had nothing else to cover himself, so he just folded his arms to slide his hands under his armpits, lay back face to the couch and curled up his legs.
He thought he’d seen a coffee machine outside the restroom. A coffee would be nice. In a minute, he thought, closing his eyes.
Silvia woke up to Depeche Mode’s Personal Jesus.The sun was setting and she was alone in bed, tucked in soft sheets that smelled of lemon and the fat white comforter. Jim had left a few hours ago to let her rest, because after those weeks apart, it was plain to see she wouldn’t get any rest with him around.She’d fallen sound asleep, exhausted, and now she had the persistent feeling of being still lost in a dream. But she wasn’t. This was not the Black Rock. It was the Ashtray, her new home, and that music had to be a phone ringing.But not hers. She’d never used that song as a ringtone.She followed the music to the other nightstand, where she found a new phone still inside its open box with a red ribbon. And she laughed out loud when she grabbed it and saw the caller was My Personal J.“Hey, you awake?” Jim asked when she picked up, still chuckling.“Hey, you just woke me u
They staggered into the bedroom and fell on the bed as they kissed, their hands struggling to get rid of their clothes.Silvia pulled Jim to bring him on top of her, yearning to feel his weight. There was no other body to hers, no other hands to touch her, no other lips to drive her crazy, no other skin to stroke hers. She wrapped a leg around his waist, pushing him down, and moaned when she felt him inside of her, his fire sweeping it all away, and she gave in to his need and his exasperated anxiety.Because that was exactly how he was feeling. He’d never missed her body, he’d never needed her like this. Yet there he was, fighting himself back to keep from going off like a frigging teen, growing crazier with every moan he pushed out of her mouth, every move of her hips, every touch of her fingers, every brush of her lips. Like he would never have enough of her.Why was he feeling this way? Why nothing seemed enough? When had all bodies lost their ap
Silvia exited the Customs Office feeling stunned and a little dizzy. After such an emotional last week in Bariloche, she’d had to go through the long flight that had taken her to another time zone, another season, another country, another culture, another language. She looked around, feeling she was running on fumes and she was about to pass out any moment now.Jim threw the sign she hadn’t seen into a bin to come stand before her, hands in his pockets and a smile under his black cap.“Looking for somebody?”Silvia just dropped everything to fall into his arms. He held her tight, kissing her hair, and felt her shiver nonstop. She needed a whole minute to fight back her tears and get a little grip on herself. When he assessed she would be able to walk, he took her hand, grabbed the luggage cart with his other hand, and took both to the parking lot without a word.Silvia just let him lead the way. She was there, with him, finally. Sh
Silvia left before her friends and siblings even registered what she was doing. One minute they were all toasting to her for the hundredth time in the bar, and the next minute she was hugging every one of them, telling them how much she loved them. And then she was gone, all alone.She walked down the street, gazing up at the sky, admiring the colors in those minutes before the early sunrise. Her feet didn’t need to consult with her brain to head straight to the downtown beach, walk down the stone steps and take her right up to the lake shore.She sat down on the cold pebbles and lit a cigarette, face to the east. It was her last sunrise of the only life she’d ever known. The last sunrise with her lake and her mountains. Like so many times before, she wished she could capture every little detail as far as her eyes could see, carve it all in her memory and keep it inside of her, true and unchanged, forever unfading.She watched the sun come up behind
Tobias and Leandro had done their best to clean up the Black Rock before Silvia came back home. And the outcome made her smile, because the house was squeaky-clean and smelling of flowers. They were surprised to see Mika there too, but Silvia’s look kept them from asking any questions.Knowing the siblings needed time alone for their reunion, Leandro left for Beltane, to have dinner with Claudia. At the Black Rock, Mika went to the supermarket, to restock the fridge with something that wasn’t trash food and make dinner for the three of them.The moment she walked out, Tobias asked Silvia what had happened to their sister to make her lower that proud head of hers, admit her fail and come back home. It was just natural he would take mortal offense when he learned why Mika was actually back. But Silvia would have none of it.“I’m telling you the same I told your sister,” she said. “You don’t want me to keep treating you guy
It’d been six months since Silvia had last seen Mika, and one look was enough to tell her all her little sister had been keeping from her.Rob and Juan had planned a Saturday night out after dinner, but Silvia resorted to the such-a-long-flight excuse to stay behind.“Would you lend me a hand with the dishes?” she asked Mika.The others understood and took off, leaving the sisters alone.“I thought Lorena was coming too,” Silvia said as they picked up everything from the table.Mika hesitated, found her sister’s eyes and shrugged. “We broke up.”“Oh. You never mentioned it.”“It happened three days ago. I didn’t wanna write to you about it. It was your last days with Jim, and I knew we were meeting today.”They took everything to the kitchen and Silvia asked Mika to make mate while she did the dishes. The girl knew better than trying to beat