~ MARIA BELGRAVE ~ “David, I don’t believe you understand. This isn’t a negotiation. I’m not going to talk with you tonight.” This was one of the hardest things I’ve said to David. I’ve never been so self-conscious as I was now with his eye watching my face. It’s as if he was searching for a tick or twitch that would give him some detail or piece of insight that would give him the edge again. “I’d like to say I’m sorry and sure. But here is the problem Maria, I can’t. Both you and I are aware of my inability to fulfill that. Currently, we’re engaged in something about to become highly intricate. David’s hand rose to brush a strand of my hair back from my face. When he desired, he could display gentleness. Let’s talk about the past and the future. I’m not sure you comprehend all the difficulties you’re facing. You can’t do this alone. You need friend who can help you.” “Don’t you have a party to host? Aren’t you missing a perfect time to net
~ DAVID HARGROVE ~ I kneeled before Maria and watched her as we spoke. She was being so stubborn and foolish. When she gave him details about her past that matched yet conflicted in with everything Jacqueline and Sabrina said to him about her. Maria told me why she was being a brat. She didn’t trust me. Jake noted my key mistake. The key mistakes. Maria’s words and actions are her response to what she knows and what she’s experienced. She doesn’t know everything. I told her some of it. She didn’t trust me, so Maria didn’t believe my words. Now, she expected me to assist her in recovering Belgrave Tech and then take possession of it from her. After that, she expected me to leave her alone with nothing. I never intended that to happen in any scenario. “What is in my e-mail?” “Something you’ll need to deal with Sabrina.” Maria shrugged, even though she looked over his shoulder. “Maria. What did you find?” I couldn
~ MARIA BELGRAVE ~ His shocked expression as he fought his emotions made me shudder. I’m unsure whether he’ll end up angry, regretful, vengeful, or something else. She was uncertain about her future whereabouts. How could he think I would believe his lies? Considering his behavior towards me all these years. No, I can’t accept that he would change like this overnight. This conversation proves my point. He’s putting on an act to get what he wants. When he bought it, I’d be nothing to him again. It didn’t matter if he believed he wanted to keep me around as a lover afterwards. He won’t need me at some point. Set it aside. Kicked out. Thrown away. Put out with the trash. I’m aware of what that was like already. I would not walk into that position again if I could help it.Fate’s sick twist made the man I despise, also the man I desire. My mind redefined love, equating it to hate as two sides of a coin. I swear this man left men wanting to scre
~ MARIA BELGRAVE ~ “David, you might mean it now. But will it change when it no longer fits your family’s plans.” It’s what I saw. I didn’t dare believe his words about marriage. Or a happy ever after. Did that exist? I’ve watched him shift and change to make his family happy. If his family’s happy, David can have what he wants. Like now, he’d have me. If my presence didn’t make waves for his family. When it did, I must leave. This was where the roots of my pain lay buried. It’s what hurt worse than any physical injury I could incur. I wanted nothing more than to wake up one day to find David had realized he’d fallen in love with me. It’s crazy and makes no sense, I know. Now, I understand meaning love struck, and love makes you crazy. David won’t fall in love with me. How did that happen without his knowledge of me? I can’t trust him. Nor can I believe anything he says to me. Not after what he knows. His family has found a p
~ DAVID HARGROVE ~ “Jake, get out here and bring Josy. We need a planning session.” I heard the noise from the kitchen. It’s clear there’s a territory issue over who would control the coffee machine in this household. They’d work it out. That’s what housekeepers were for. Those two would soon learn that was above them. “David?” Jake came in with a tea service. “Don’t look at me. This house doesn’t have coffee in it. No caffeine in this either. Remember the doctor’s orders.” “Damn it. Right. I just finished telling Maria that. How did you know my thoughts?” “You looked at the teapot like I was betraying you to your country.” I gave Josy a sharp look when she snickered, and she had the decency to blush. “The housekeeper left some sandwiches in the fridge in case we got peckish as she calls it. I hope there’s enough since she made them for two women, not considering additional guests.” Josy put a plate down that h
~ MARIA BELGRAVE ~ I must have sat there holding a cup of tea and sandwich for a good fifteen minutes in stunned silence. My mouth hung open in shock, listening to David talk to Jake. He gave him orders on what he wanted done. Josy sat there chipping in on occasion. Sometimes in protest. Sometimes with sarcasm and sometimes with helpful information. But it’s all surreal. David planned to defeat Jacqueline, Sabrina, and Chris as I desired. I lacked time, resources, and influence. This meant I must spend a considerable amount of money and hope it would purchase enough loyalty to get the information and actions to achieve this. “Josy, I’m not saying anything yet. What I’m saying is I don’t trust her, her daughter, or those loyal to her. They signed a contract that they had no right to sign and I’m sure they knew it. Sabrina has no intention of following the contract rules, yet she won’t cancel the contract. I’ll be screwed over by this. Maria
~ MARIA BELGRAVE ~ David declared he would ensure I looked after myself as if I were a disobedient child. How was I supposed to get them to leave? Now he wanted to discuss how he wanted to destroy Jacqueline and Sabrina. With backup plans, depending on whatever Chris did in reaction to what he took. David’s intentions were real, or he’d gone to a lot of effort to learn what her intentions were. It didn’t seem like a deception, as it lasted too long. That still didn’t mean I could trust him. I knew he could change his ways and opinions at a thought. “Maria, can we talk in private for a moment?” Josy asked. I nodded and stood up. “Give us a moment, please.” I followed Josy into the kitchen. Josy rounded on me with her eyes wide in panic. “What the hell? That’s not what I expected. I mean yeah, Jake mentioned it. However, I didn’t anticipate David sharing all of that with us. However, he’s taking over so much of t
~ MARIA BELGRAVE ~ “Josy, everything depends on this. I pray that I’m not screwing myself over.” There’s no way I’m giving up everything I’ve gained so far. I’m determined we’d have boundaries so that I could keep some self-respect and independence. “But I won’t let him have his way if it means he’ll pit me against Sabrina. I won’t have her coming after me.” I heard David’s throat clear behind me. Fuck. He heard that. “It’s good to know. I never intended to pit you against your stepsister.” “Well, that’s nice to know.” David came to stand behind me. I felt his hands on my waist. The warmth of his body surrounded me. I knew he used his warmth to remind me he was there to ensure I bent to his will. “However, I doubt Sabrina would like to know you stayed here overnight. She might use it to sue you for reparations when she doesn’t marry you.” “Oh, Sabrina won’t sue me. She’s too desperate to marry to save herself. Jacqueline wo