They say nuns are off-limits. I call that a challenge. They say obsession is a sin. I stopped counting sins when blood became my business. She says I’m a sinner. She’s not wrong. But when I have her whispering confessions against my skin that would make Lucifer himself blush, what does that make her? A firecracker wrapped in a habit. All rosaries and rebellion, thinking she can drive me away with Scripture and that ice-cold stare. Amusing. Her holy water won't wash away what I do to those round tits. She's not a bride of Christ yet. And the harder she prays for salvation, the more determined I am to show her what real worship feels like. They say God answers all prayers. But in my city, prayers come to me first. Her vows or my empire. Heaven or my hell. The choice was never really hers to make. God may forgive me, but she won’t.
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NIKOLAI ⟿❂⟾ New York, 7 Years Ago ⟿❂⟾ “Kill him.” Matteo fucking Gianni, my father, didn’t believe in wasting words, and I didn’t believe in saying them either. He slid the manila folder across like it held nothing more interesting than the lunch menu at his favorite restaurant. Dino Donatello. Mid-40s. Ran weapons and girls out of Staten Island, made deals with anyone who waved a dollar in his face, and skimmed more than his share off our shipments. He’d successfully worked his way into my father’s bad books, and now he’d have to be burned with those books. It was a simple job. Walk in, handle it, walk out. A routine. “Don’t think,” my father added, not even looking at me as he poured himself a glass of scotch. “Just get it done.” I’d learned not to argue with him by the time I turned 15. At 22, I wasn’t stupid enough to start now. So I nodded, took the file, and headed out without another word. The Donatello house was a two-story dump at the edge of a rundown neighborhood. In places like this, screaming didn’t raise eyebrows and police sirens were just background noise, which made tonight perfect. I parked a block away and walked the rest of the distance. Tonight, I was slipping into this guy’s life to wreck it like I’d done to others a thousand times before. I heard the commotion before I even reached the house. “You can’t do this, please!” The sound of a palm cracking against skin cut off that whimpering voice, replaced by a shrill cry. The muffled thud of something heavy hitting a wall, followed by the sharp sound of a girl’s voice desperately trying to reason with whoever was onto her. I paused at the back door, hand on my gun. There wasn’t supposed to be anyone else here tonight. Dino Donatello was supposed to be alone, drunk, and oblivious, a quick, easy job. But judging by the shouting coming from the kitchen, someone had decided to complicate things. “How dare you tell me when I can have you?” Dino’s voice, slurred and venomous, echoed through the small house. “You’re nothing! Just like your mother was nothing!” I leaned against the wall just outside the kitchen, peering through the doorway. Dino was towering over a girl, dark-haired, maybe 17 or 18, who looked like she was one shove away from breaking. “Please, don’t talk about her!” She whimpered regardless. Her face was streaked with tears, blood trickling from the corner of her mouth. Her hands were up, palms out, like she could ward him off with sheer desperation. “You ungrateful brat!” Dino snarled, slamming his hand down on the rickety kitchen table. It cracked under the force, which made the girl flinch. “You think you’re too good for me now? You’re nothing without me. You’d be dead in the gutter without me!” She wiped her face with the back of her hand, her breath hitched as she tried to speak. “I’m not like her. I won’t be like her.” He lunged, grabbed her by the throat, and slammed her into the fridge. The old appliance groaned under the force, magnets and a faded photo falling to the floor. “Ah, she thinks she has a choice!” Dino roared, spittle flying as his hand squeezed her neck. “You’ll do whatever the fuck I tell you to do. I own you!” I pulled out my phone and hit record. Family drama, episode one. She clawed at his hand, her eyes wide and watering as he tightened his grip. “You’re… choking me,” she gasped. “I can make you enjoy it,” Dino hissed. He pulled her away from the fridge and threw her onto the floor like she weighed nothing. She hit the ground hard, a pained cry escaping her lips. Dino stalked over to her, kicking her in the ribs. “Get up,” he sneered, delivering another kick. “Get up, you little bitch.” The sound of his boot meeting her side so hard she curled in on herself, shielding her head with her arms, but he didn’t stop. Blood smeared the floor beneath her, dark and shiny in the fluorescent light. Behind her, a small boy peeked out from behind a chair. Wide eyes, trembling lips, clutching a stuffed bear so tight its seams were splitting. He was maybe five or six, and every time Dino’s boot connected with the girl, the kid flinched. “Oh, for fuck’s sake.” I muttered under my breath, zooming in on the kid with my phone. “Who brings a kid to a beating?” The girl must’ve noticed the kid because she twisted her body to shield him as best as she could. “Please, Dino,” she rasped, blood dripping from her mouth. “Not in front of him. He’s just a kid.” Dino grabbed her by the hair and yanked her head back so hard she cried out. “Shut up!” He started fighting with his belt. That’s when the kid made a sound—a little whimper, barely audible, but it stopped Dino in his tracks. He turned, his bloodshot eyes narrowing. “Get the fuck out of here,” he barked at the boy. The kid didn’t move. “I said go!” Dino roared, taking a step toward him. The girl scrambled to her knees, throwing herself between them. “No! Please, Dino, leave him alone!” This is better than cable. I was already pissed and so disgusted, but I kept recording. Dino turned his rage back on the girl, punching her across the face so hard she crumpled. Blood sprayed the wall behind her, and she hit the floor with a dull thud. “Get up,” He growled, nudging her with his foot. “I’m not done with you.” She didn’t move. The kid let out a sob, and Dino rounded on him again. Shit. Time to give this fucker a free pass to hell. But just as I was about to do that, the girl, who I feared was dead a few minutes ago, made a swift move. It would’ve been funny if it wasn’t so pathetic. The kid had no chance. Dino was twice her size, and drunk or not, he had the advantage. I should’ve ended it right there. One clean shot. Instead, I stayed put, lowering my gun slightly. Watching. Somehow, I found it… entertaining. She grabbed the first thing within reach, a cast-iron skillet, and swung it at his head. The impact sent him stumbling back, swearing and clutching his temple. “Not bad,” I murmured, holding my phone for a better view. The girl pressed her advantage and crashed out, she screamed at him, calling him every name under the sun. Dino shook his head, dazed, and then lunged at her again. This time, he grabbed her by the arm and shoved her into the counter. “You little bitch!” he snarled, his face inches from hers. That’s when she saw the knife. It was lying on the counter, gleaming under the flickering fluorescent light. Her hand darted out, and before Dino could react, she stabbed him. The first stab hit his shoulder. He roared in pain, releasing her. The second plunged into his stomach. By the third, Dino was on his knees, clutching the handle still embedded in his chest, choking on his own blood. The girl staggered back, her hands trembling. The knife slipped from her fingers and clattered to the ground. She stared at her bloodied hands, then at Dino, and then at nothing, then she was staring at the door where the kid had been standing earlier. She shook her repeatedly and started mumbling. “No, no, no…” I clicked my tongue. “Beginner’s guilt,” I thought, smirking behind my mask. “You’ll get over it.” She turned suddenly and bolted upstairs, her bare feet pounding against the wooden steps. This was my cue. I stepped into the kitchen, gun drawn. Dino was alive. Barely. His blood was almost drained, his breathing labored, but he wasn’t dead. My father wouldn’t be too happy about that. When his eyes met mine, they widened. “Gianni… please…” he gasped. I crouched beside him, inspecting his wounds like I was a chef checking the doneness of a steak. “Oof, that’s bad,” I said, pointing at the knife sticking out of his chest. “You really should’ve gone to a doctor for that.” Dino gurgled something incoherent. I leaned over him. “So aside from being a thief, you’re also an abuser.” I shook my head in disgust, “You’re lucky she got creative, though. If it were me, I’d have just shot you.” He made a choking sound, and I straightened, pulling out my knife for effect. “I’ll be back in five minutes. If you’re still breathing by then, I’ll consider it a personal insult.” I turned my attention to the stairs. The girl had run up there. Part of me wanted to leave it alone, but my father’s order was simple. Don’t think. Just get it done. That didn’t mean leaving loose ends. Holstering my gun, I stepped lightly, avoiding the blood trail as I followed her path. She was in a small bedroom at the end of the hall, crouched protectively in front of the kid who clung to her, burying his face in her side, they were both crying. When she heard my footsteps, her arms spread even wider to shield the boy. Her eyes locked on the gun in my hand, and her face crumpled. “Please,” she whispered in a broken voice. “Don’t hurt him.” I raised a brow even if she could not see it, she added hastily. “I didn’t mean to kill him, please!” She wasn’t begging for herself. She was begging for the kid. I didn’t respond. I stepped closer, keeping the gun steady on her forehead. Her head was bowed, so her jet black hair made it impossible to see her face properly. I reached out and grabbed the cheap necklace dangling around her neck. She flinched, raising her hands to shield her face. “It’s all I have left of her,” she said in a trembling voice. I yanked the necklace free, ignoring her words, and tucked it into my pocket. She didn’t move, didn’t fight, just stood there shaking as the kid whimpered behind her. I stepped back, then lowered my gun slightly. My eyes flicked between her and the little boy. For a moment, I considered finishing it. The job was already messy, and leaving witnesses wasn’t exactly my style. But the kid… and something about the way she fought that idiot downstairs. This could be the only chance to freedom she’d be getting in her pathetic life. If the guilt of killing a man doesn’t kill her later on, I’ll come back and do it if she ever becomes a problem. I turned without a word, and headed back to the kitchen. By the time I got there, Dino was gone. “Shit,” I muttered, scanning the blood trail that led out the back door. I stepped outside, following the trail into the narrow alley behind the house. The bastard was still alive, and he was bleeding out somewhere in the darkness. “Fucking dick,” I muttered, pulling out my phone to check the recording. At least I had proof. wouldn’t make it far in his condition, and even if he did, I could track him down and finish the job. Tucking my phone away, I adjusted my gloves and started back where I’d come when I heard a soft sound. “Take us with you.” I stopped, turned and frowned. “Uh?” “He’ll come back and kill us,” She said quietly. “Please take us with you.”Chapter 145⟿❂⟾Sylvia⟿❂⟾Nikolai’s hand found mine under the table, his fingers intertwining with mine and squeezing tight. “Yes, you can. Look at me.”I forced myself to turn away from Kaine, who for some reason hadn’t noticed me yet, and met Nikolai’s eyes. In them, I saw strength, determination, and something that looked like fierce protectiveness.“You are not that scared woman anymore,” he said quietly. “You are strong. You are brave. And you are not alone.”I nodded, trying to calm my racing heart by repeating the new mantra. But every time I glanced toward the head of the table, I felt that familiar panic clawing at my throat.The dinner progressed with course after course of exquisite food that I couldn’t taste. My mouth was too dry, my stomach too knotted with anxiety. I pushed the food around my plate, trying to look normal while my entire world spun around me.The conversation around the table grew more explicit as the evening wore on. The men discussed their ‘acquisition
Chapter 144 ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia ⟿❂⟾ The building looked like it was about to collapse. Standing before the crumbling brick facade, I couldn’t believe this was where we were supposed to be. Broken windows had been boarded up with rotting wood, graffiti covered every available surface, and the whole structure seemed to lean precariously to one side. “Are you sure this is the right place?” I whispered to Nikolai, my hand trembling slightly in his. He squeezed my fingers reassuringly. “Trust me.” Manuel and Luigi flanked us as we approached what appeared to be a condemned entrance. The heavy metal door was rusted and covered in warning signs that screamed “DANGER - DO NOT ENTER.” “Stick to the plan,” Luigi muttered under his breath, his eyes scanning the surrounding area. “We’ll be waiting.” Manuel confirmed and Nikolai nodded before Manuel and Luigi returned to the car. I turned to Nikolai, my heart racing. “What plan? What are you talking about?” “Later,” he said soft
Chapter 143 ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia ⟿❂⟾ I sat in the chair, holding baby Leone close to my chest. His tiny fingers curled around mine, and I could feel his warm breath against my collarbone. At nearly four weeks old, he was still so small, so perfect, so loud when he thought he was’t getting enough attention from his mum. “Hold still,” Stacy murmured, her skilled hands working magic with the curling iron. “We’re almost done with your hair.” She then paused as she noticed the marks on my neck and shoulders. “Damn, girl. Looks like you two really went at it last night.” I felt my cheeks burn. “Oh God…” “From the looks of these bruises,” she continued with a grin, reaching for the concealer, “y’all were trying every position in the book. This one on your collarbone? That’s some serious passion right there.” “Can you make them vanish completely?” “Oh, I got you covered, literally.” She dabbed concealer over the finger marks on my shoulders. “But honey, you guys should have been more careful
Chapter 142 ⟿❂⟾ Nikolai ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia had done an excellent job patching me up last night. The memory of her fingers on my skin, the way she’d looked at me with such focused concern, that electrifying chair experience, it all made me smile without even realizing it as I walked down the stairs. Her gentle touch was definitely more effective than any doctor’s care. I found Vincenzo in the kitchen, already dressed and nursing a cup of coffee. He looked up as I entered, his eyes immediately going to my bandaged hand. “How’s it feeling?” “Like I got stabbed by a psychopath with commitment issues,” I said, pouring myself coffee. “But I’ll live.” “Lucky bastard. Still going out this morning?” I nodded, settling into the chair across from him. “Marcus Delacroix.” “The Crusty Room. Tribeca.” He took a sip of his coffee. “Laura seemed confident he could get us what we need.” “Laura seemed like she’d say anything to keep breathing.” “True. But her information checked out about the ot
Chapter 141⟿❂⟾Sylvia⟿❂⟾I saw the exact moment his pupils dilated until his eyes were almost black, the way his breath caught in his throat like I’d just offered him salvation.“But you don’t have to if you don’t want—” he started again, but his voice cracked.“But I’m going to,” I whispered, my voice barely audible over the thundering of my own heartbeat. “I’m going to put my mouth on you and make you forget everything else.”Still crouched on the floor, the towel forgotten, I let my eyes drift over his naked body slowly, taking in every detail. Water still clung to his chest, rolling down the defined ridges of his abs. His cock stood thick and hard before me, already weeping at the tip.“Sylvia…” he breathed. Just my name. A plea or a request.I reached out and wrapped my fingers around his shaft, and he jerked like I’d electrocuted him. His skin was burning hot, velvet over steel, and I could feel him pulse against my palm.“You’re so hard,” I murmured, stroking him slowly from
Chapter 140 ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia ⟿❂⟾ I felt like a boy mum dragging her stubborn son to get cleaned after a rough day playing outside. “Watch the stairs,” I said, my voice steadier than I felt. “Don’t lean too far to the side…” Nikolai looked at me with those dark eyes, and I could see the wariness there. The careful way he held himself, like he was afraid one wrong move might send me running. Again. “You don’t have to be so—” “I know I don’t have to.” I cut him off, then softened my tone. “But I want to. Please.” He nodded slowly, and I led him upstairs, hyperaware of every step, every breath. The house felt different with him hurt like this. More fragile somehow. In the bathroom, I flicked on the lights and gestured toward the counter. “Sit.” He perched on the edge of the marble countertop, and I could see the exhaustion in the way his shoulders sagged. Blood had soaked through his makeshift bandage, staining his shirt a dark rust color. “Let me see,” I said, moving closer. He li
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