They say nuns are off-limits. I say, “Watch me.” They say obsession is a sin. Good thing I stopped caring about sin a long time ago. She says I’m a sinner. She’s not wrong. But when I’ve got her confessing her darkest desires to me in ways that would make the Devil blush, what does that make her? A firecracker in a habit, all rosaries and righteous fury, thinking she can scare me off with sharp words and that holier-than-thou glare. Cute. I’ve stared death in the face and made it flinch. I don’t lose sleep over a wannabe saint with a sharp tongue. Lucky for me, she’s not a nun yet. The more she fights, the more I want to corrupt every vow she’s about to make. God may forgive me, but she won’t. Good. I like my women unforgiving, trashing and begging.
View MoreChapter 50⟿❂⟾Nikolai⟿❂⟾I woke with a start, disoriented by the brightness streaming through the balcony. Checking my watch, I cursed under my breath. 9:17 AM.What the fuck? I never slept this late.Beside me, Sylvia was still deep in slumber, her chest rising and falling with each breath, hair splayed across the pillow like spilled ink. Now that I really had the time to look at the beautiful curls, I noticed her natural dark roots.Well, I found that beautiful.Her lips were slightly parted, and there was a faint mark on her neck that I didn't recall leaving there last night. And that brought back memories of the selfish things I’d done to her in just one night flooded and once again, I was left feeling like a jerk.No wonder she was still out cold.I studied her for a moment longer, surprised by how peaceful I felt just watching her sleep. This wasn't normal for me. Nothing about my reactions to this woman was normal. I should be eager to get her back to the convent, to not ruin
Chapter 49 ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia ⟿❂⟾ "Lie back," he instructed. I obeyed without hesitation and settled against the pillows. He leaned over me, kissing me deeply as his hand skimmed down my body. When his fingers slipped beneath the waistband of the sweatpants I was wearing, I lifted my hips to help him remove them. "I'm going to teach you," he murmured against my lips. "So when you're back on your own, you'll know what your body likes. And how to use that rose toy I got you.” My eyes bulged. “That’s what it’s for?” He laughed. “What did you think?” “It looks like a fucking rose! I thought it’s a normal toy.” “I’ll show you how to use it when you return to the convent,” he murmured into my ear. “Only if you promise to let me watch you use it. On a video call.” The thought was both scandalous and thrilling. "Okay." He smiled, a predatory curve of his lips that made my pulse quicken. “That’s my good little nun.” Then he was moving down my body, pressing open-mouthed kisses to my sk
Chapter 48 ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia ⟿❂⟾ I really shouldn’t have said that. But I did and I’m super glad I did, because, damn! The moment his lips touched mine, something electric shot through me. I'd meant to tease him, to see that flash of desire in his eyes, but I hadn't expected him to kiss me like this—like he was drowning and I was air. I melted against him, my fingers immediately sliding into his hair to pull him closer. Every rational thought evaporated as his hand moved to cradle my neck, tilting my head back to deepen the kiss. He shifted and pulled me down with him so that I was straddling him, then his lips resumed the assault along my neckline. "Nikolai," I gasped against his mouth, unable to contain the desperate need coursing through me. His hand skimmed down my body, slid down my belly under my shirt before moving back up to cup my breast through his t-shirt. I arched into his touch, a small gasp escaping me when his thumb brushed across my nipple. Oh God. Oh God. Nikola
Chapter 47 ⟿❂⟾ Nikolai ⟿❂⟾ She hesitated for only a second before dipping the spoon in and bringing it to her lips. The moment the warm broth hit her tongue, her eyes widened, and a slow, almost reluctant moan of approval slipped from her. My dick jumped in appreciation. “Oh my God.” She smiled took another spoonful, savoring it with a soft hum. “Nikolai, this is incredible.” I smirked, then leaned against the headboard with my own bowl. “Told you.” She shook her head in disbelief, already going for another bite. “I can’t believe it.” I sipped my soup like a man with nothing to hide. If she only knew. Well, she didn’t and I wasn't about to correct her assumption. Let her think I'd made it. I'd paid for the damn thing, after all. She took another spoonful, clearly enjoying every bit of it. “This is unfair,” she muttered. “You already have everything! Money, power, good looks—why the hell do you also get to be a good cook?” I shrugged. “Talent.” She shot me a l
Chapter 46 ⟿❂⟾ Nikolai ⟿❂⟾ I stared at the contents of my fridge like I was deciphering ancient hieroglyphics. Opening and closing cabinets, I found precisely jack shit that would help me make soup. What did I even need? Chicken, obviously. Water? Vegetables? Christ. With a muttered curse, I grabbed my phone and did something I never thought I'd do today. I dialed a number. Three rings later, Allesia’s surprised voice came through. "Nikolai!” She shrieked. “Is everything alright?" "I need to make chicken soup," I said without preamble. A long pause followed. "I'm sorry, what?" "Chicken soup," I repeated, impatience creeping into my tone. "How do I make it?" "You... want to cook?" The disbelief in her voice mirrored Sylvia's earlier reaction, which only added to my determination. "Yes," I growled. "Is that so fucking hard to believe?" "Language, Nikolai,” She chided with a loud laugh. Then she sighed. "For whom?" I hesitated. "A friend. They're sick." Another pause. "R
Chapter 45 ⟿❂⟾ Nikolai ⟿❂⟾ I was dying. At least, that's what I felt like as I sat in the hard plastic hospital chair, my head buried in my hands. The words "I'm sorry" had left my mouth so many times in the last hour that they'd lost all meaning. "I'm sorry," I said again, because apparently, I was incapable of stopping. Sylvia rolled her eyes. "If you apologize one more time, I swear I'll—" "I'm sorry," I interrupted, then caught myself and let out a groan. She threw a wadded-up tissue at my head. It missed spectacularly, landing somewhere near my shoe. "You're impossible." I gritted my teeth. “I should have been more careful. I should have—” “Nikolai.” Her fingers curled like she was bored of hearing my school boy tone. “You didn’t force me.” That only made the guilt worse. She was so fucking soft and I had been reckless with her. Fucking dickhead. That’s what I was. But then, I’d never had to use a fucking manual for sex. Sex was sex and usually I just fuc
Chapter 44 ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia ⟿❂⟾ I gasped as pleasure built again, impossibly fast. "The children—" "Have another hour at least," he finished for me, his mouth moving to my breast. "And this time," he added, teeth grazing my nipple, "I want to see how loud you can really get." True to his word, he worked me into a frenzy with his fingers and mouth, drawing out my pleasure until I was writhing beneath him, dignity forgotten. When I came again, his name tore from my throat in a cry that surely would have been heard three rooms down—if anyone was awake to hear it. As I floated back to awareness, boneless and thoroughly sated, he was watching me with that same intense focus, something like wonder mixed with the hunger in his gaze. "Beautiful," he murmured, brushing damp hair from my forehead. "So fucking beautiful when you come apart." I should have blushed. Instead, I found myself smiling lazily up at him, a newfound confidence warming me from within. "Your turn." His eyebrow
Chapter 43 ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia ⟿❂⟾ I should have looked away. The nuns would have expected modesty. Shame. Instead, I watched hungrily as he stripped, revealing himself. He was... proportional. Intimidatingly so. My experience was limited to that night I saw him, barely. This—Nikolai naked and proud and obviously aroused—was something else entirely. It was frightening and hot at the same time. "See something you like?" The arrogance in his tone should have scared me. Instead, it sent another flutter of heat through me. "Yes," I admitted, the single syllable feeling like its own kind of freedom. His smile turned predatory again. "Take those off," he nodded to my panties. And then I realized that everything he’d done to me before now was from sliding my panties to the side. All this time, I thought I was naked. My hands moved to the waistband automatically before hesitation struck. "I haven't... I mean, I'm not..." Understanding dawned in his eyes. "I know." It was
Chapter 42 ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia ⟿❂⟾ He lifted me suddenly, hands gripping my ass, and I wrapped my legs around his waist instinctively. My back hit the wall with enough force to rattle the cheap crucifix hanging beside us—the one Mother Beatrice had insisted I keep. The irony wasn't lost on me as Nikolai's mouth descended on my neck, teeth scraping against the sensitive skin. "Wait," I gasped as his hands slid under my shirt. "The children—" "Are sleeping," he murmured against my throat. "Your saints won’t be awake till morning.” "I actually need to talk to you about that—" "We’ll talk later,” His hands found my breasts, thumbs circling my nipples through the thin cotton of my nightie. "We have time." A whimper escaped me as he pinched lightly, sending sparks of pleasure-pain racing through me. "Unless," he pulled back slightly, eyes finding mine, suddenly serious. "Unless you’ve changed your mind." I hadn’t. God help me, I couldn't form the words. Instead, I arched int
PROLOGUENIKOLAI⟿❂⟾New York, 7 Years Ago⟿❂⟾“Kill him.”Matteo fucking Gianni, my father, didn’t believe in wasting words, and I didn’t believe in saying them either. He slid the manila folder across like it held nothing more interesting than the lunch menu at his favorite restaurant. Dino Donatello. Mid-40s. Ran weapons and girls out of Staten Island, made deals with anyone who waved a dollar in his face, and skimmed more than his share off our shipments. He’d successfully worked his way into my father’s bad books, and now he’d have to be burned with those books.It was a simple job. Walk in, handle it, walk out. A routine.“Don’t think,” my father added, not even looking at me as he poured himself a glass of scotch. “Just get it done.”I’d learned not to argue with him by the time I turned 15. At 22, I wasn’t stupid enough to start now. So I nodded, took the file, and headed out without another word.The Donatello house was a two-story dump at the edge of a rundown neighborhood....
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