Remon's Point of ViewAfter years of feeling like I'm in hell, stuck in an eternal state of misery, I immediately feel at ease when I come across a warm and soft object."Yhra..." As her wide eyes glare at me, I speak quietly. What am I doing to offend her? She has no right to feel this way about herself.I didn't treat her properly in the past, but now I'm hoping to do what I'm supposed to do."Could you please stop, Remon?" I thought she was awake, but it turns out she was in the midst of a nightmare."Yhra," she murmurs quietly as she opens her eyes, and I smile as I kiss her temple."Good morning," the speaker says.What exactly makes you so brilliant? "Could you tell me what you ate and if you did it?" Her voice is filled with anguish. What she's saying makes sense to me.If I don't want to lose him again, I must consistently provide exceptional care for him."I had you for supper the other night." Her face heated, and she averted her sight.The YHRA, as I recently realized, is v
I felt the chill of every blast of wind on my face as I waited on Remon's balcony, waiting for him to get home from work.He became even more attached to me as a result of what happened in his hospital office, and I could tell he was concerned about my well-being.Contrary to what Mama had informed me the day before, Mama and my siblings had returned to Laguna, leaving me in Manila.I was preparing supper for Remon and myself for some unexplained reason, not because I wanted to, but because I was scared I would come across as his wife if I did, not because I wanted to. As a result of what he is doing right now, he is allowing me to continue to tell him how I want to be treated.I know how far I'm willing to go, yet every day reveals something new about his personality. He gradually tells me more and more about himself.I went to the kitchen to prepare my adobo so that I could do anything at her house the next day.I've never done anything like this in my life, and no male has ever don
The diary clung to my side as I strolled along the center of the road with no goal in mind, feeling foolish and as if I had no choice but to take what Remon could provide me, despite the agony of waiting for something I wanted him to give me. as it pertains to me.What is the point of hoping if I understand why I was in this circumstance from the beginning?"It's only a fool, Yhra," I said in hushed tones as the light rain and wind began to fall, making me realize how chilly it would be every night if Remon weren't there to keep me company.Why do I put my trust in someone I know who will abandon me and let me go once he has gotten what he wants?I honestly don't understand why he puts up with me when he has so many other options available to him. One of the deserved recipients is Lesley, a tall woman.I'm far too small for someone with Remon's stature. That is something I really don't want to think about, but I can't stop myself.I can make Remon happy, so I don't have anything disti
"Yhra, can you tell me what this report is that I'm meant to furnish you with?" There is also the following issue of contention: I shook my head and dusted the dust off of my clothes, which were strewn over the floor."Ma'am?""Can you tell me the reason?" I queried, dropping the cloth I had been using to spread dust over the dusty volumes in the course of asking the question."The book you included in the shipment is inaccurate, and I told you to double-check the book four times before it was sealed and shipped, so why didn't you?" "Why did I instruct you to check it four times before it was sealed and delivered?" "Because the book you put in the box is incorrect; didn't I tell you to check it four times before it was sealed and delivered?" Ms. Leonor was embarrassed, and so I scratched the back of my neck to relieve the pressure.He hired me to clean and pack the books he had brought. He was generous with his payment. He has a business that specializes in antique books, and he sells
"Yhra, are you certain that you have everything you need?" says the narrator. I nodded gently and accepted Ms. Leonor's offer: she would pay me for the third month that I had worked for her. I had no idea what she was talking about.All of this seems a little overwhelming, doesn't it? He patted me on the shoulder and then forced me to sit on the sofa in the living room.Hija, I know you still have a lot of hopes and goals for the future. I believe you have a great deal of potential, and I hope you will accept my assistance. When you live in an oppressed society, the only things you can fight against are talent and strategy. There is a folder for this. He handed it to me, and I took it out of the package."Please accept my apologies. It is a full-tuition scholarship. Please accept it as a gift. I don't want you to go off the rails. " Yhra, please do all in your power to become a better version of yourself. " I smiled and wiped away my tears as soon as I could.After all of the difficul
"Please, Yhra, consume this. That will be beneficial to the youngster." I glared at Remon and turned away from the meal that had been placed in front of me.I'm not going to do it. It's not something I want to carry. You don't want it, do you? Do you agree? How about just leaving me alone for a change? "After all, it was your decision in the first place," he said as he closed his eyes, calculating how he would respond.I'm capable of handling myself even if you aren't there. I don't require your assistance. "I don't want you to cause me any more pain." My voice was shattered, and my breathing and chest were becoming increasingly heavy.With each day that goes by, the problems and pain that I have to deal with every day become less noticeable.All of the suffering he caused meEverything in my life has been in a state of flux since he came into it. My existence had ceased to be ordinary.There are many different types of foolishness and suffering.My self-sacrifice was for naught.I am
"Good morning," Remon said as he placed the meal on the side table and sat in the chair next to me.This vitamin is beneficial to our children. Also, make sure you drink enough water. You will also be unable to become fatigued or stressed. Our infant is in poor health, yhra. You must also look for yourself, like "he touched my thigh for a long time before offering me food." "I made the decision to simply accept what he wanted to ask initially."As long as he is willing to look after me and the kid I am expecting, then that is OK with me.There's nothing else I can do for you.As soon as I yelled, "Remon!", he spun around and grabbed my hands in his."Can you tell me what that is, Yhra?" For a brief while, he locked his gaze on me.Despite the fact that I was weak, I summoned bravery."Could you just refrain from making me feel like I'm significant if you don't have any feelings for me?" He sighed before getting to his feet and walking out the door number four.We've moved on to anothe
Remon's POV"Give this one a shot; I'm confident you'll enjoy it." My hand reached for Yhra's chicken gordon as she was staring directly at me in the eyes.It's almost as though she's trying to express something."What if you don't look like our baby?" asks the father. I giggle and comb her hair while she eats the food that I provided her for her meal.She was eating as if she were a small child who was unfamiliar with the meal that their mother had prepared for them.It's OK as long as our child resembles you precisely as you are. Yhra's tyan was touched by me.It's been three months, and the baby bump is beginning to show. When she has a bad attitude, it's difficult to deal with her, especially because she is currently in the stage of wanting to become pregnant.It's almost like a battle for me throughout those three months. She sobs every single day.He holds me responsible for how much I wounded and mistreated him. I'm quite aware of what I did. When I watched her walk away from m
All my life, I kept running.Throughout my life, I have chosen to be free and let what happens happen. I don’t think about the consequences of every decision I make.As far as I know, I did what I wanted, and I was happy with what I did. I don't care if I get hurt.I don't care about everything that happens around me because I only think about myself, I only love myself and, most of all, I don't want to be loved.I'm afraid to fall in love. I'm afraid to see myself miserable.And lastly, I don't know how to love at all.I've never been in love in my entire life, but I know what the basis is that you love.During the time I have been selfish, many women have been with me, touched, kissed, and stalked.Even one of them. I felt nothing special, no one felt attraction and, most of all, nothing felt strange to them.That day, I made up my mind that I wouldn't fall in love. There is no love at all. If there is a reason why I do not feel Why does no love come to me when I need it?That was a
I'm dressed in a simple fitting dress with a pair of black stilettos and little make-up for this occasion.As I looked in the mirror at the image of my face, I was filled with dread.Why is it that I am so beautiful? What is it about me that makes me feel that no one loves me, that no suitable person is meant for and with me?I was a little rattled before getting to my feet and walking out of my apartment, where I placed my key card in my bag.Every stride I take makes me feel as though I'm sinking more and further. What more would I require in order to be invited to her engagement party?"Why? "What am I doing here with you?" I questioned Gage as I put my cigarette carton into the trash because I had run out of cigarettes before calling Gage.Just get out of here. I'm in the same boat as you. "He's a complete and utter non-entity to you, right?" Then I hung up the phone and disconnected the call.I'm hoping he's nothing more than a bother to me.When the elevator bell rings, I slow d
Three years later, I sat by the river, my feet in the water on both sides.I grin as my little hand embraces hers, her eyes sparkling brightly in the sunlight.Aria, exercise caution! Then I jumped into the lake and he looked at me, smiled, and waved.He's agitated and agitated. I'm not sure how I'm going to keep an eye on things like that. It was too much for the hymn to bear to carry his massive tyan. "I have three children to look after," he said, sighing.The hymn was hugged by Stephen, who laughed and said, "I'm really too young for you."Because they are so in love with each other, I refuse to pass judgment on them. It's just so enviable that I fantasize of having a child like theirs that is content even while apart from his or her family at times as well."Stop me, Stephen! Stop me!" It seems like our two youngsters are going to suck some foam! It is impossible for me to give birth to you, sweetheart!" Then I chuckled, walked up to Aria, and walked away from the two who were to
My eyes widened as I realized how heavy my body had become.I'm not sure how many hours I've been awake, but there isn't a day and I've stayed in bed for the entire time.I haven't gone to their mansion yet, mother, so excuse me. I don't want them to be concerned about my well-being. What happened to cause this to happen to me? I don't want to be a contributing factor to their predicament.It's also embarrassing to be in this situation."Ouch!" As I stood up and walked out of my room, I whimpered a little.I was no longer considered for inclusion in the swimsuit contest's judging panel. I was unable to say goodbye to Elise as well. Perhaps she will tell me more later, and I will rush to the location.I was scratching my back and it was still dark outside when I peered out the window to see what was happening.Is this the first time I've seen the sun? I'm completely oblivious to the time of day.The feeling is similar to that of being in a state of lucid dreaming and unable to realize
Remon shifted his gaze to meet me.Because it's so difficult to comprehend what's going on, my hand is perspiration-soaked. Why Why does he need to see that in the first place?"Whoa, are we just going to stand there and stare at Lesley? I'm not sure why you're kissing another man when you have a fiancé, but please explain." As he looked at me with serious eyes, his handkerchief had already crumpled and he was still looking at me with determination."He was of assistance to me. I'm on the verge of becoming marape-""Is there a pork chop saved that you should kiss right now? What type of lady do you consider yourself to be, Lesley?" What he said to me struck a deep chord with me.What type of woman do I consider myself to be?I greeted him with a grin and a handshake."Aren't you going to ask whether I'm all right to remonstrate?" I also asked him a serious question while maintaining my composure in the face of his intense gaze.Everything he says to me pierces my heart; it's all so di
I was about to collapse as I went away, and the bottle of vodka was still in my possession.I was completely unaware that I was a guest at the resort. I'm simply going to go for a stroll.The waves of the sea and the silence that appeared to sweep away all of the weight in my chest and the anguish I was experiencing caused me to break into tears.Why am I behaving in this manner? Already, I'd promised myself that I wouldn't fall prey to his ruse.For Lian, everything is simply a game. He knows he's simply a showman and that he won't be able to achieve anything meaningful with his life, so he admitted as much.And yet, despite his efforts to dissipate his image while kneeling in front of me and beseeching me to give him another opportunity, why did he just remark, "now that I'm happy with Remon"?Up until now, I have been unsure of what to do, what is correct, or what I think to be the case."Why? "Argh!" says the author. I moaned and then collapsed on the beach in frustration. Nothing
It took me by surprise when Emily smacked Vannie in the face as her countenance remained surprised at what Emily had done to her.Then she drew me closer to her and we returned to the beer party in the north wing. "Don't touch her, or I'll kick your ass and kick you out of here," Elie exclaimed proudly, then pulled me closer to her and we returned to the beer party in the north wing."Can you tell me why you did that?" I inquired while my eyesight was rippling and the amount of energy that I desired to expel from my body was still high in my body.When I see it, I'm about to bring you here with me. She's a weirdo, and I'm a freak as well. My reaction to what this boy was saying was laughter, and I just accompanied him on his journey.I'm judging their swimsuit competition tomorrow, and I'm well aware that it will be tedious. If there's another man involved, I'll be the one to break it. Hopefully, this is the case. I'd be delighted to pass judgment on them."You're scary, you're smilin
"That's all there is to it for today. You are free to go at this time. Take advantage of your visit!" Then I got to my feet and began removing the plants off my side of the bed one by one.On the set of the photoshoot, Goose, the mayor's son, came up to me and said: "Better yeah, I know what you've been up to recently."Moreover, even if Ellie is a runaway, she is cutting because she wants to enjoy the summer."Huh? What exactly do you mean?" After that, I was permitted to walk since I responded with dead hatred."You're behaving like a fool, aren't you?" He made a joke, I laughed, and then we went inside the tent to take off our make-up.Okay, sure, it's just me, nothing to worry about. Keep it a well guarded secret, "I muttered something, and he chuckled."I'm a sucker for secrets," we joked, and Emily arrived just in time with a bottle of wine.What the hell, she's an alcoholic.Farster! This time, though, I'll have a companion, my brother! Isn't it Ate Les, after all?" She inquire
When I was sitting on the beach, waiting for a wave to arrive and get me wet in my two-piece black swimsuit, the producer screamed, "Good lesley!" I couldn't believe it!When he said, "Kneel then bend, topper, you're beneath Lesley," a man who seemed like a teenager grinned at me and appeared to be lying down appeared behind him."Now behave like a pair," he urged, before I smiled, touched his neck, and looked right into his eyes. "Now act like a couple," he added again.His hands were brushing my waist this time, and I sat on his crotch this time, in keeping with the increasingly sensual tone of the scene.He was taken aback by what I did, so I stepped up and gently caressed his chin, prompting him to look up at me."All right, take a rest." Then I ended my relationship with the youngster and dried my wet garments that had been soaked by the waves.After saying "Wow, that was fantastic," he moved away from my seat, and the water sprayed me in the face."Thank you," I said, before acc