It was drizzly and cold.
Here sat the most humble of the kingdom's come, and it was no place for a nation's queen. She had a noble background, but she was trapped and didn't know when she'd see the light again.
In fact, she had long abandoned her desire to flee and her hope of survival. The moment her unborn child died in her womb and her husband abandoned her was the moment she died on the inside.
Squeeek…
The prison door opened, and a woman dressed in baroque attire entered. She was wrinkled with opulent jewelries and ornaments fit for a queen. A chair near the prison bar rested, and the noble-like woman sat in it.
"Good day, dear sister."
Alicia raised her head.
The noblewoman's fiery eyes glowed with unspoken desire for Alicia.
"Oh, my dearest sister."
Unlike the words that came out of the noblewoman's mouth, her countenance was one of mockery and criticism rather than compassion.
"I told you, sister... you needed to step back and allow me to pass. If you had listened, this would not have happened."
Alicia, who sat silently listening to her half-sister, smiled in dismay. That was correct. If she had chosen to walk away from him quickly, none of the tragedy would have happened, and she would not have fallen from grace either.
But it was entirely his fault.
She had feelings for him.
That, too, was her fault.
"Your throat will be slit open tomorrow, sister." He is no longer concerned. You'll die in agony as the crowd watches your tragic demise. Your head will be removed and will fall to the ground, rolling over the dirt. Your blood will contaminate the entire ground. I can't bear watching that as your dearest sister."
Patricia, Alicia's half-sister, raised a small glass of bottle and passed it to her sister. She continued, licking her lips.
"Do you want others to witness your public execution?" Accept defeat. This is the last option for preserving my sister's honor, and the last consideration I can offer you."
The noblewoman's goal was to get rid of Alicia as soon as possible, and she had been looking forward to this moment for a long time. She'd even planned Alicia's disappearance from the shadows for a long time.
But what was the point if Patricia didn't get the reaction she was hoping for? It was all over for Alicia, and she had nothing left, but...
"Yes, please."
Alicia reached for Patricia's glass of bottle. Her fingers became entangled around the bottle. This would be the end of her. Whatever Patricia's goal was, Alicia reasoned that dying alone wasn't so bad. In fact, she wished to meet the hands of death as soon as possible.
Alicia's lips curved into a bitter smile.
"Thanks to you, the last road I take will be pleasant. I'll drink this fully."
"...why are you acting noble until the very end?"
Patricia clenched her teeth and yelled. Her eyes, which should have rejoiced in triumph, fluttered with a deep-seated rage.
“Why? Why aren't you insane with rage? Why don't you scream for assistance? Why do you act so composed when you're not?!"
"Do you think that's what I'm doing? Why?
Why? So, what's the point?"
"Because I feel... I'm sick of your hypocrisy!"
"You've already robbed me of everything. My father, husband, and now my lowly position. Isn't that enough?"
"Stop being ridiculous. I took it away from you? No, it was all mine from the start. Mine! They would have been mine long ago if it hadn't been for you. You're not aware of that?"
It was a ridiculous remark. At the age of twelve, Alicia's half-sister appeared out of nowhere and grabbed everything she owned, leaving her with nothing. Her family, the man she loved, and the child she could never have... they were all taken away.
Alicia shut her mouth and said nothing else. She was exhausted, too exhausted to argue. She only wanted to put an end to it all. That was her sole desire.
"I hope you'll let me rest even after I die."
"...you'll keep putting on airs until the bitter end."
Patricia rose from her seat, a cruel smile covering her lovely face.
"This is where you'll perish. It's the ideal conclusion for you."
After Patricia left the prison, the room returned to darkness and silence.
Alicia opened the glass bottle's lid and drank the contents without hesitation.
The medication quickly spread throughout her body. Her stomach felt like it had been ripped open, and she vomited red blood numerous times. Soon after, the tingling sensation in her arms and legs subsided, as did her heartbeat.
Alicia lay on the cold, hard ground, waiting for peace and serenity.
The face of someone she loved came to mind at the very end of her life. Tears fell down her cheek.
'It's a sad ending.' Alicia… You were the last person I expected to betray me... you idiot...'
Her eyes gradually closed and she exhaled her last breath.
Everything would be different if there was another life.
She swore to herself that she would never love again, nor would she ever feel pity for anyone.
It was her final breath...
But her eyes reopened.
Alicia was surprised to find herself back at the age of twelve.She had awoken from a deep slumber to find herself on the bed of a mansion, where she had lived until she was married off. Her body belonged to a small child.Alicia got out of bed and looked in the mirror. Her eyes widened as she realized she was twelve years old again, at the time of her mother's death."Have I returned to the past?"However, she shook her head in denial. She couldn't believe what she was hearing. She's having a dream. That, or she's having a flashback before crossing the river of death.Alicia was forced to accept her reality by the time she saw the rising sun.She had returned. She had returned. She was twelve years old.It was an unbelievable reality, and Alicia sat back on the bed, silently watching the door. If everything was true, the door would open and her maid, Latty, who had been looking after her since she was a baby, would walk right in. Latty would frequently wake her every morning, and she
Alicia's mother came from a noble family in the neighboring country of Coulson. Both Ehrlich and Coulson shared a common language, writing system, and a long-standing marriage alliance between nobles and royals. And there is a recent history of Ehrlich and Coulson joining forces and fighting the same enemy.When her mother was young, she traveled to Ehrlich, a neighboring country, at the invitation of her cousin and fell in love at first sight with a young man. The only problem was his lowly status, and he already had a lover. Her parents actively tried to prevent the marriage for these reasons alone, but she was adamant, fiery, and stubborn. She was tough and had a warrior's heart.Many men had fallen for her carefree attitude, but she only had her sights set on that young man, and she wanted to be with that young man.That was it.As a result, her parents made a suggestion. If the young man ended his relationship with his old lover and accepted the marriage, the Ehrlichs would besto
When a middle-aged man with round-rimmed glasses entered, Alicia sent Latty out under the guise of bringing the carriage over.For a brief moment, the man stared at the small, little girl on the big chair before quickly bending over to bow."Lady Alicia, I heard you called me. "What's the problem?""First, take a seat."The man nodded and sat on the chair closest to him, his face filled with questions. He couldn't understand or comprehend why the young lady had summoned him.He'd had the good fortune to meet her on occasion, but he can't recall any memorable conversations aside from the obligatory greeting. He'd always seen her as the quiet little girl who stayed close to her mother and had hair and eyes that were unique to the northern part of the country.Today was the first time he had properly heard her voice.He suddenly realized he'd never expressed his condolences to the girl and expressed deep regret."I am deeply sorry for your loss and extend my heartfelt condolences." May s
Cesca Anna.She was the only bloodline borne by Ehrlich's King Edgar II and was politically married off to Coulson, the prince of the neighboring kingdom. Edgar II had no other children when he was nearing the end of his life. The old king's problems worsened as his death approached. In the Kingdom of Ehrlich, no woman had ever been crowned king. Nonetheless, the old king handed over the next throne to his one and only child and daughter at the last minute, leaving his last will and testament on his deathbed.Will he?'My daughter, Anna Cesca, will be the next king.'Some faithfully followed the king's last will and testament, while others did not. There were dissenting voices until some of the nobles conspired to crown the king's cousin, Duke of Lucas, as the next king and imprison Anna in the castle.The successful coronation of Ehrlich's throne appeared simple at first, but things quickly changed when Anna escaped the castle she was imprisoned in with the help of Coulson.Anna quic
As soon as they heard that the Count had arrived back home, the maids and servants got right to work. Alicia waited on the second floor stairwell for the door to open.She'd been a busybody in her previous life, crying her heart out and missing her dead mother. She ran out that day, overjoyed to learn that her father had returned. She needed to see his face as soon as possible to fill the void in her heart.All she wanted and sought was comfort and consolation, as well as to share her grief over the loss of her mother and his wife. He was the only one who could possibly understand and share her sadness, and she even expected her heartless father to embrace her in his arms...But that was far from the case.When she ran out the door, she saw a little girl holding her father's large hands. She had a feeling the child was related to him the moment she saw the child's happy, twinkling eyes.And she quickly discovered this.He didn't think twice about confirming it himself.Patricia Kenboe
When the King, who later became Alicia's partner and husband, launched an all-out investigation, one that was originally launched with the intent of capturing the Queen's power, Count Kenboe was instead apprehended. At the time, the young King, who had only recently begun dealing with state affairs, was full of spirit and vigour to do everything he could to avoid his mother's shadow during the converging clean-up.Despite sharing the same blood, the young King and Queen had a strained relationship. The Queen, who should have been King by nature, did not easily relinquish her power during the converging clean-up process, which was a major impediment for the young King, who had only recently begun his statehood affairs.That'd also been the reason he'd been hostile to Alicia from the start, with the exception of their first meeting.Alicia was the Queen's relative and goddaughter, and she had blood ties to the Coulson forces he'd been fighting.Though the truth was his obvious friendlin
In an instant, the air became chilly and froze. Everyone was taken aback by Alicia's abrupt remarks toward the Count, her father. They were astounded. The Count and Patricia, both speechless, opened their mouths.The old butler was the first to realize what was going on."What do you... what are you trying to say, My Lady?""I recently spoke with the lawyer and completed the necessary procedures. Starting today, Alicia Kenboe, the rightful heir, is the owner of this estate, and I now exercise all rights to the property inherited from my deceased mother. First and foremost, to the visitor I never allowed into my home, please leave. And to you as well, father."“Alicia!"The Count roared, his face flushed with rage."What in the world are you doing?" Come down right now! ”Count Kenboe was enraged and ordered Alicia to exit the stairwells immediately. When Alicia ignored his words and looked at him blankly, he yelled angrily once more."Your house? What a load of nonsense! You've got t
Alicia, ironically, benefited from the marriage contract following her mother's death."Back then, you had a choice. You could have refused to marry mother... you could have sacrificed fame and fortune to be with your loved one. Perhaps you and mother are happy. "Neither would I have been born."Alicia spoke her thoughts aloud for the first time.Her father was a self-centered individual. He was given a fair choice: for fame and wealth that he would never achieve in his lifetime, he'd have to forget his old lover and at least... learn to love the woman he would marry. Even if his heart was with another woman, it was a man's duty to care for and love his wife and daughter.It was a simple decision.He, however, did not.He had an affair with another woman and had a child with her.Perhaps it was for the best that her late mother died before she discovered the truth."Your mother was a terrifying woman who had pushed her away without my knowledge!" This child would not have suffered as
Epilogue (1) – DimitriTranslator – YueYears later.“…and Elheim truly loved his human woman. But he was a God, pure and divine, so he could not remain too much longer on earth. If he stayed in the human world for too long, he’d lose all his divine powers…”The man who was reading the book out loud paused for a while and looked at a particular direction in his audience. There, there was a little girl with the same hair color as him. He saw her yawning while little eyes narrowed with displeasure, as though wondering why he’d stopped. The man resumed reading the book.“In the end, Eiheim had no choice but to leave the woman he loved and to go back on earth. However, he wept for the love he had to leave behind on the human world and those tears turned into rain. At the same time, a baby was growing inside his woman’s womb, a baby created from their union. This baby was born strong and healthy, and she had an incredible power. She had the power to turn himself into a bird. In the human w
Translator – YueT/N: This is the end, so extra-long chapter for today?Ivan irrupted into the room, sword in hand and a murderous look in his eye… to see Alicia licking her fingers. In front of her there was a huge plate filled with food. There was an abundance of seafood. Next to her was a worker who looked at Ivan with widened eyes.“Ivan?”Alicia quickly took her finger out of her mouth and looked at him. She asked again, nervous.“What’s wrong? Did something happen?”The inn worker looked alternated glances between Ivan and the sword in his hand, his legs shaking.“Oh… it’s just… it looked like your wife was pregnant, so I was only asking if there was anything she disliked so I could bring something else…”Since Alicia had taken her robe and coat off, she was wearing a light dress that showed her bulging belly clearly. It seemed that the inn boy had noticed it and was only asking whether she liked the food.Ivan felt ridiculous for getting angry over something like this.No, more
Translator – Yue“Salerno Inn”Alicia read the old sign that was hanging atop a building. It was an inn, so it definitely offered food and shelter to travelers.“It would take us around two hours to reach your mother’s mansion. It might be faster if we rode my horse together, but you can’t while pregnant… if you don’t want to spend the night in a place like this, then I’ll find another way…”Ivan murmured while trying to assess Alicia’s reaction. He knew that the inn was old and gloomy. He’d spent some nights here before himself but he knew that it was different for Alicia, who’d only lived in mansions and palaces. She might even find this place repulsive.He did not want the news of them here to spread too much, which was why he’d chosen this place as he could keep their identities hidden. But… perhaps he should have thought of Alicia more. Maybe it would be best to go to someone else’s house and reveal their identity so they could spend the night somewhere more comfortable.As he ke
Translator – YueAfter listening to Mrs. Cessly’s words, Ivan immediately hopped on a horse and sprang to port. This time there was no Basil by his side, it was just him. While he galloped top speed, the events from these past six years came to his mind.When he arrived, the ship had already sailed. He was too late, again.He felt an empty space in his heart. He got down his exhausted horse and slowly walked to the edge of the beach. He had a desperate expression on his face.He stood there looking at the horizon when he felt something hot. There were hot tears trailing down his face. All the tears he’d held back all this time suddenly broke free.Despair and desolation surged from inside him. He sobbed and cried.Six years ago, when he’d missed her just like this, he’d managed to hold back his tears since there was still hope of seeing her again in the future. Instead of desolation, he turned his back to this very sea with the hopes of seeing her again soon.However, this time it was
Translator – YueThe Port of Salerno remained unchanged. Tall, imposing walls surrounded the beach. There were numerous houses with scarlet-colored rooftops everywhere. A seemingly endless turquois-colored. Everything was as calm and beautiful as before.There was only one ship resting on the shores. A white, modern, elegant ship.When the Queen’s carriage arrived to port, the usually hectic port city suddenly turned tranquil. The carriage’s door opened and the Queen descended from her vehicle surrounded by her guards. She was wearing a thick coat, hat and gloves all made of silver fox fur, as though she was planning on going somewhere far colder than Ehrlich. A little while later, the ship’s captain approached her.He took out his cap and bowed to the Queen of Ehrlich.“Greetings to the most honorable woman in Ehrlich, Your Majesty the Queen. May Elheim’s light always shine upon you.”A smile came up to Alicia’s lips.“Greetings, captain. I’ll be under your care.”The captain pointed
Translator – YueT/N: The chapter we’ve been waiting for?Mrs. Cessly wailed and started savagely criticizing Ivan.“This is all Your Majesty’s fault. It’s because you allowed the Queen leave for Coulson. Why did you do that?”“All I did was give her a choice.”“A choice?”“I told her to choose. To stay here, or to leave with the baby.”“Why on earth did you tell her that?!”“There’s a reason behind my marriage to Alicia. I lied to her and forced her to come here.”“Ah, I remember the Queen told me something like that. That Your Majesty did not wish to marry her, but Princess Helen. Is it related to that?”Ivan nodded.“Yes. I had no choice. If I had proposed to Alicia, she would have run away from as fast as she could.”Mrs. Cessly looked at Ivan intently with a complex look in her eyes. Seeing that Mrs. Cessly’s head was spinning top speed to find out what could possibly make Alicia want to run away from Ivan, he added in a slow voice.“She definitely didn’t owe me money nor anythin
“Alright. Go ahead, do it. Call me if you need any help as well.”“I will.”When their conversation came to an end, Ivan slowly rose from his seat. Alicia got up as well. Just when he was about to turn around, Alicia spoke.“I wish for you to stop feeling guilty of all that’s happened to me.”Ivan’s eyes focused intently on Alicia. For some reason, she found it hard to look him back in the eye, so she averted her gaze.“I don’t dislike you anymore, Ivan. I’m grateful to you for letting me live my life again and leave this place with my baby.”“Grateful…uh.”While he bitterly mumbled to himself, Alicia nodded her head.“After all, you did put in a lot of effort in saving my life. I’ll make sure I do everything in my power to live a happy life from now on. I’m not completely alone anymore, after all.”Alicia placed a hand on her belly.“Once this baby is born, I’ll only let him see and listen to the most wonderful things. I know I can’t stop the darkness of this world to reach him, but
Translator – YueAlicia’s jaw slowly opened.“When you say, ‘a chance to end this marriage’…”“You never wanted to marry me in the first place. You were forced into it because the Crown Prince threatened to kill your cousin if you didn’t.”“But why are you giving me this? This marriage will automatically end in a year, anyways.”Their contractual marriage had a time period clearly stipulated. Alicia couldn’t understand why he was giving her a choice right now.“If you want to end this marriage, then you don’t need to wait for the time to be up to do so. I’ll make sure you leave this country safely first thing tomorrow if you so wish it.”“Then… what will happen to the baby I’m carrying…?”Alicia’s voice faded. Her eyes darted to the contract clauses. There, she herself agreed on leaving all rights concerning the child to Ivan if she were to get pregnant. With the opportunity he was giving her, she’d be able to flee and hide somewhere far, far away, and he’d never be able to claim his
Translator – YuePatricia’s execution took place the following morning.In spite of being very early, many people gathered around the execution place. People gathered there to insult her for killing her own father, her benefactor and even trying to assassinate her own sister and Queen. She was seen as a true villain, an evil rarely seen before.Patricia listeTed to their insults and taunts until her very last moment.Even though Alicia had said that she’d no longer show any consideration towards Patricia, she did make sure that the most skilled executioner was selected to carry out her punishment. She’d heard of previous rare cases in which the neck was not cleanly cut off in one single strike, forcing the executioner to hack at the neck, which caused lots of pain and anguish before dying.After Patricia’s death, Alicia passed her days in a state of continuous astonishment. She rarely went outside and spent most of her time in her room. However, she did make sure of eating and resting