Live Brazenly, Love Loudly “I am sorry about what I said about you and my brother. That is in no way true, I was angry, so I spoke out of turn.” Loraine told me minutes after we settled at the bar. I kept shooting Ryan quick messages if he was okay, but, he wasn't responding to any of them. Maybe, what his sister said got to him, was my initial thought. But, the more I and Ryan got closer, the more I came to the realization that he might not have Sociopathy. The problem then now was, I didn't know what he exactly had that made his display of emotions different from others? I hope I found that out sooner than later, so our relationship could reach its full form with all the chemistry and sparks.“It's okay, honestly. You were angry, so that was a way of venting it all out.” I assured her because one thing about me was I was not one to keep a grudge over petty things.She laughed bitterly and said, “My brother was right though. I am an incredibly stupid person. A god-damned fool who ou
Let's Go To Vegas“Ryan,” I put my hand up and held his cheeks lightly. Heaven knew that to achieve this I was almost standing on the tip of my toes, “I want you to know that you don't have to say these things because of what your sister said. We are still learning about...” I was saying when he shook his own head and held my cheeks, I was certain that if someone passed by, this would be a funny sight.“No, I am not saying this because of what my sister said. I am saying this because I want to say and I am certain that is how I feel.” He said in a confident, assuring tone which did the opposite of assuring me, rather, it caused me a great deal of worry.I removed my hands from his cheek and instead stretched out my right hand to place on his forehead to confirm he was not acting funny because he was sick or something."Are you sick or something?” I inquired since his forehead was not burning up. Maybe it was a sickness that doesn't increase one's temperature but messes with how the pe
Welcome To Vegas“I want us to come up with pet names for each other. Calling each other by our names is not romantic.” Ryan said as we were waiting for our flight. I convinced Ryan that for our trip, we take a commercial airline, to which he admitted that's it's been years he took commercial flight, so it would be an experience. I packed up that evening, and he packed in the morning and boom, it's afternoon and we are at the airport. So, we were at the airport currently arguing about pet names because Ryan saw it online and the person said it spices up relationships.“Did you perhaps speak to your sister or...” I trailed my sentence, while narrowing my eyes suspiciously at him. He might have discussed with his sister and she gave him the full download of what happened the night she was drunk. Maybe, she was one of those people who often remembered their drunken nights.His brows however furrowed, “We have not spoken since that incident. Except if you count the hands closing eyes emoj
Let Loose And Just Dance“Wait, you packed everything into your box?” I asked my boyfriend when we made the discovery that the pilot might have made a mistake in the announcement and not just some luggages were left behind, but, all luggages. Except well, our carry-on that we carried as hand luggage. Except, my amazing boyfriend, not knowing this about commercial airlines, didn't have a single carry-on. Basically, the only thing on him were the clothes he was wearing and his iPad bag which obviously contained his iPad.“Not even a tiny, teeny, knapsack?” I asked in hope even though I could literally see that he had nothing on him.“Nothing.” he replied again.And just because the situation though wasn't funny, but, you laugh about this kind of things because if you look closely, you would find humour in it and better laugh, than cry, right?I burst into uncontrollable laughter for the second time today and bent my head down laughing to my heart's content. “Hold on,” I held a finger u
I Want To Spend My Life Learning All About YouA peck on my forehead and I closed my eyes holding on to me. We just finished dancing to Ed Sheeran's Photograph and I just came to the realization that I might have found someone that doesn't make marriage feel so frightening, someone that I want to see in the good days and in the bad days, someone that I want to laugh with, I want to make breakfast, lunch, and dinner with, someone I want to see every waking day, someone who I can call my entirety.That person was Ryan. I have come to love his abilities and inabilities. When he is trying to deduce what one could be feeling and the him now that was still trying to understand his emotions now that it has been discovered that he didn't have Sociopathy. I have come to love the one that would care for me, even if it's inconveniencing for him. Like the time he carried me up the stairs in Zurich just because their elevator was broken. I used to think that in the five love languages, mine was wo
Marry Me“A problem?” Ryan asked, coming off the bed. Whatever impending make out session suspended till when he might be able to deduce what had happened or is happening to turn out to be a problem.“Yes, it's Dad.” She said and I could hear the fear in her voice.At that point Ryan removed the phone from speaker and told his sister, “Give me a minute.” Then he turned to me and said, “Give me a moment, let me know what the problem is.”“No problem, take your time.” I said, managing a smile. The truth was that Ryan's father annoyed me and that is not because of the time he hit on me in Ryan's office, which was quite shameless of him by the way. But, the reason why he annoyed me to no end was because he didn't support Ryan as the CEO, and rather than just mind his flipping business, he found more ways to make Ryan's life incessantly difficult. From riling up the press against Ryan to finding ways to siphon money and frame Ryan for being an incompetent CEO. My boyfriend, God bless his h
I Must Be CrazyI burst into laughter, placing my ice cream sandwich on the empty space by my side which was already melting in my hands and making it sticky. Of all the jokes that my boyfriend has attempted to make, this was by far the funniest.“Oh, my goodness. That was such a funny joke. You are getting the hang of this emotions thing.” I hit his chest lightly with traces of laughter on my lips and attempted to pick up my ice-cream sandwich again. Vegas must be getting to him for him to play this kind of joke. I heard that being in Vegas often makes one act out of the ordinary. Coupled with the fact that he was still getting a hang of these emotions thing. He must be like a kid at an ice-cream parlour for the first time wanting to try out all the flavors.“I am not joking.” He said. I was about taking a bite of my ice-cream sandwich which half was already melted by the way when his voice stopped me short.“A prank, maybe?” I asked with hopeful eyes in light that though this might
I Said Yes To Eternity.“So, I got an Elvis Presley Chapel booked for the wedding tomorrow. Do you want to maybe go dress shopping today?” Ryan asked me as we lay on the bed ticking off things we needed for our wedding tomorrow. I was getting married tomorrow? It still felt surreal that hours back I said a yes to his proposal. I wanted to tell my friends, but in all honesty, I still felt like i needed a minute to understand the huge step I was taking tomorrow. I'll probably call them in the morning before I leave to the Chapel and tell them of my bold step and get their blessings. The truth was we actually just wanted to have something small. This was more of a promise to ourselves, than an actual wedding. “With the speed at which you are doing all these things, you were certain I was going to say yes, right? You probably had the contract or something?” I teased him. He was indeed moving with speed that it made me a tad bit suspicious that he just started this arrangement. I suspecte