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Behind the Hateful Eyes
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2024-10-29 19:42:56'I have experienced this urge and this feeling many times. I do not suffer from any mental disorder. I do not know why I have it. I seem to enjoy
being cruel to people. I am a sadist, or you may call me a psychopath. I get pleasure when I hear a woman screaming with pain and begging for her life. I enjoy inflicting pain. It seems abnormal but I am like that. It has been part of me for many years now. I am a sick man. I am a wicked and a spiteful man. I have an evil mind and I believe in seeking violent revenge over small issues. Inside my head it’s all dark.’
‘When I saw blood stains of my brother, it made me very angry. My blood boiled when I saw those stains. I vowed to take revenge. I wanted to crush the two young people who had destroyed my family. My brother stepped out and I stepped in. You guys arrested my brother and killed him. I returned the compliment. I did the same in the same way. I avenged my brother’s death. I destroyed
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