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Nina's POV – 4
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2022-04-07 21:16:40It was dark. I couldn’t see anything because I was blindfolded by a group of girls who I did not have the chance to see their faces. I am beyond angry. I could taste blood because I had been biting my lower lip too hard. I can hear faint voices talking to one another, and I wanted to get this blindfold off me to at least see them. I wanted to see who are these cowards who have to cover my eyes just so they wouldn’t get reported for doing such thing inside the school premises.
“Let me go!” I yelled, angry, because all I received were laughter from them. I cursed at myself mentally for not even trying to at least know other people’s voices, because now, I can’t seem to identify anyone. They were all just faceless voices.
“We’ll let you go once you at least stay away from our president.”
I felt my heard dropped when the girl said that. President? They want me to stay away from Amelia? But isn’t that what I
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Never Be the Same Nina's POV - 5
After what happened that night, I didn’t know how I should be acting around Amelia anymore. I didn’t know if I should keep the cold act or just drop it. I wanted to ask my friends, but I was so scared of what their reaction would be if I ever did act nice towards our enemy.“You’re thinking. What is it?” I heard Eun asking me. She was just laying on my lap and I was not even at all shocked that she was observing me. It was one of her amazing traits, she was a good observer, so good that she’ll notice how many times a person gulped or opened his/her mouth. I didn’t know if she had a really good memory but she’s just really good at what is assigned to her in this group.“Should I be nice to Amelia?” I asked, not holding myself back this time. I really need to let this ou
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-08Never Be the Same Nina's POV – 6
If someone told me that I’ll be able to talk to one of our country’s elite people, I would have laughed while thinking that it’s a shit joke. But hey, here I am today, talking to Amelia Harriet Williams, and she isn’t just someone who is rich, she is extremely rich. Her family came from old money and I even heard that her family is related to the king of Scotland during the old times. People in our country respect the Williams family, they were loved by all because they were generous and active in charities, and Amelia is one of the most protected Williams for she’s the only girl in their family in this generation, But what I couldn’t understand is the fact that she seemed nervous and awkward while talking to me, I mean, she’s a William, why is she acting like this towards a commoner like me? It’s making me wonder what
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-10Never Be the Same Nina's POV – 7
She was beautiful. Inside and Out. The way she thinks, she moves and just the way her face lights up when she sees the sunset is beautiful. I never knew that there will come a day that I will be able to appreciate someone deeply. I had always loved art, and it has been the only thing that I would most likely find beautiful, well that is until I met Amelia.Amelia was the type who just doesn’t know that they’re pretty. She was oblivious of how she would make my heart skip a beat because of the way she just looked at me. She was not aware of how much the students in our school adore her, not only because she was our leader, but also because she was really beautiful. And when I say the word beautiful, it does not mean that she’s good looking, but, it also means that her mindset and her actions are as beautiful as her.I have thought of her as someone who doesn’t care about others. A brat who gets everything with just a cry to her mother and father,
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-11Never Be the Same Sea's Letter
Dear Isla,I have been assuming that you probably hate me now, but guess what? I still am hoping that a tiny piece of you still loves me. I know I’m practically a ghost to you now, but I’m here. I’m doing everything I can to get back to your arms even though most people already told me that I don’t deserve you. And you know what, I’m really really writing this to tell you that I finally found my brother! I still have a family, and I’m really happy about that. And please be reminded that you will always be my first family, and I still am hoping to really create a family with you soon. I promise you, when everything’s good, I’ll go back to you. I’ll give you the tightest hug I could ever give and bring you lots of chocolate since you basically can’t live without them.
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-12Never Be the Same Isla's thoughts
“Why do we love the sea? It is because it has some potent power to make us think things we like to think.” -Robert HenriAs much as she reminded me that her name was no longer Sea, and that she was never actually Sea in the first place, I still couldn’t help but compare her to the sea. How deep and enchanting she is, how she makes me want to go dive into her and know more about what she can tell and offer me. I wanted to explore her more, I wanted to know her better.She is still a mystery to me. And as much as I do my best in knowing who she really is, I know I wouldn’t be able to fully know her if she would dodge all oy questions. I needed answers, I need her answers to be exact. I just hope she’ll realize that I’m someone she can trust and share her secrets with. I’m her girlfriend, her partner, and her bestfriend. I want to know her as much ass she knows me.Because I love her. A lot.
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-13Never Be the Same Nina's Anger
What the eyes see are nothing compared to what she hides. She made me feel safe and comfortable, but deep down, she has an underlying intention. Did I trust too easily or was I just fooled by a great liar? Is it my fault that I treated her like my friend, or is it just her selfish wish of having me all to herself?If I didn’t accept everything, if I didn’t enter this school, would my life be normal? Would I be able to see the sun rise again? Would I be able to see her again? I got so many questions running inside my head, because I know she has the answers to all of them. I wanted to know them, I wanted answers. I wanted my confusion to stop once and for all.I hate how I’m seen as the bad one in this school, when I did nothing but good deeds. I’m not asking to be praised, but that does not mean that I want to be cursed at. I
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-14Never Be the Same Nina's POV - 8
I might have a crush.If my cousin would have heard about this, she might have rolled on the floor while laughing at me, telling me that I’m being childing. For most people, they find it silly that I have never been in a relationship before, and that I’m rarely attracted to other people. Well, maybe it was because I was so busy taking care of things, girls my age rarely care about, then maybe I would have time to find someone I’m attracted to.And now I have a huge problem. Because although I found someone whom I am admiring, that someone is no other than the most unreachable girl there is. I badly want to hit myself, because out of all the girls here, why did I even have to like Amelia Harriet Williams? Why does it have to be her?“Hey, let’s go. Class is about to start,” she told me, and she was being her usual giddy and cheerful self today that I couldn’t help but find her adorable, an
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-15Never Be the Same Nina's POV - 9
In any scary or thriller movies, one from the circle of friends would always end up as an accomplice or even the suspect, and so does the love interest. So, what I’m trying to say is that I don’t know if I should be trusting all of my new found friends that easily. One of them had been giving me this weird vibe lately, but of course, I acted as if I didn’t feel it. But still, the way she was looking and talking, it felt different now. At first I really liked her because she was someone I am comfortable with, but now? It felt as if she was a new person.But here’s the catch, she would only act like that towards me. That’s why I can’t just open this up to the others because they’ll find me weird, since when she’s with them, she’s her usual self. I know, a fucking red flag, but I can’t go because it’s not the green light yet
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-16
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Never Be the Same Nina's POV - 18
As soon as the student council’s secretary was out of sight, I was able to breathe fine again. What she told me made my blood boil, but then again, I have no other choice but to follow her stupid orders. And by supid order, I mean, her ordering me to stay away from Amelia or else she’ll have me expelled by her powerful father. I can’t believe she could do that. To go to such an extent just because her crush is not looking her way. If only she knew that it isn’t me that Amelia adores, it was no other than Victoria. But of course, what can she do against Victoria? Nothing. Victoria was even more powerful and wealthier than her, and maybe that’s why she’s targeting me, because she knows I have nothing. I’m just some peasant for her who can’t do anything. I wiped the lone tear that escaped my eye, before turning around, and to my surprise, I was greeted by Jada who had a serious look on her face. I was about to escape, but she was fast enough not to let me. “We need to talk,” she told
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I didn’t know what to do. I had been avoiding everybody I am close with, and I know they’re thinking of any possible reason why I was acting this way. But of course, they would never know the real reason behind my actions. I looked away when my eyes and Eun’s eyes met each other for the third time today. I felt guilty when Jada even offered to make me sit with them, but I only ignored them. I haven’t been inside this school for so long, but I already feel like my life here has been so long, that all I need is to get out of here in hopes of making my mind calm from the storm that has been bugging it. With our teacher still not being here, I stood up from my seat and decided to go out and just skip this class. I need to get out or else I’ll get suffocated inside there. I don’t like how all the girls I am avoiding are inside that classroom. It makes me sick in the stomach, knowing that they’ll forever hate me once they find out what I had been doing just to be able to keep my scholarsh
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Never Be the Same Nina's POV - 16
My body hurts. I woke up to the sound of Amelia baging on the bathroom door, and there I realized that I fell asleep on the bathtub. I closed my eyes in frustration, because this only means that I would have to explain myself to my roommate. And that’s what I don’t want to do right now.I don’t even know if I can still look her in the eyes. I feel so dirty and small. I just want to get away from here as much as possible. When the bathroom door was open, Amelia looked at me in shock when she saw that I was already fully clothed. She was busy finding the key perhaps, and I made sure to look presentable as soon as she was able to unlock the door. “You went inside the bathroom at 9 pm, and it’s already 3 am.” She informed me, and her tone was gentle. It was so soft that it made me want to go into her arms and cry. I want to tell her how much I fucked up, and how dirty I felt and how I failed the girls who were victims to that asshole of a teacher. So, I put my pride down and went to he
Never Be the Same Nina's POV - 15
Who would have thought I would end up here? Being in a fucking place where I swore I would never find myself. I ought not to take part in any bad actions, but here I am. “You never disappoint. You’re my favorite now,” our teacher said and I heard a young girl’s sob when he finally was able to zip up his pants. My grip on the blanket covering me tightened when he went near me to give me a peck on the cheek, before he finally left the abandoned room. “You’re the student council president’s friend, right? I see you talk all the time, can you tell her about what’s happening inside here? Please… I already feel so dirty, I can’t handle this anymore. Please help us,” one girl pleaded, but I chose to ignore her. There’s nothing I can do when I myself is a willing victim to be fucking used. “I can’t do anything about it. They won’t believe us,” I told them, before getting all my stuff to finally get dressed. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I feel so fucking dirty, but
