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Chapter 64: Toxic
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Everything was new to me. I never knew what falling in love was like before I met Rei. But seeing her I just couldn’t help but find myself getting more and more attached to her. She was someone I could be myself with, and because of that I was so scared to risk our friendship for my feelings, so I decided to just admire her from afar. I was already glad to have her as my friend, and there was no need for me to go and tell her how I feel since it will only complicate things.
But then again, everything changed when our friends started teasing the both of us. And as much as I try to act normal, my face would still turn red whenever they would tell us to just go and be together, because I would love to be with her and date her. Rei was someone I could see myself in a romantic way, and I just really like her.
At first I
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