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Chapter 34: You're not cool, you're being a bitch
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2024-10-29 19:42:56The day started out pretty well. Not much has changed, some girls are still being bullied by other girls who think they are higher than them, and teachers are still acting as if nothing is wrong, even though all the wrong things are already happening in front of them.
I actually find it funny how those teachers would tell us that they treat us like their children, because they really do act like parents who have their favoritism in their children. I don’t get why most children would tell their kids that they love them all fairly, but it is very obvious that they favour someone. I know I’m an only child, but that doesn’t stop me from observing. I have my friends back home who have parents who most likely pour all their attention on the eldest child. Or, if the eldest child is not a male, then they would pour it on the male. Because in my observations, most of my friends&rsquo
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