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Chapter 42: Remember Her
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2024-10-29 19:42:56It was cold
It was dark
But I can see her
A figure
A single touch
A lone tear
A girl…
Who fell
A gasp. I woke up breathing heavily, I was seated on my bed when I woke up, and I feel like my lungs were badly needing more oxygen as I can’t seem to breathe steadily. I hated feeling this way, I hated how vulnerable I become every time something like this happens.
“Are you alright?” Amelia asked, before she went near me and sat beside my bed to pat my back, a way of her comforting me. I wanted to tell her a sarcastic remark,
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