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Chapter 20: Iced Coffee fixes Everything
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2021-10-11 20:41:16Sleeping at 3 am and waking up at 6 am was something I never expected to be such a hassle. I have been doing this when I was younger, but today, all I could feel was my head aching and my mood turning sour when I saw that Amelia already left our room.
I groaned as soon as I stepped out of my head. It was like my head was spinning, and as much as I like to stay in bed, I know I couldn’t do that. I have a test in Science today, and I can’t miss that. Our teachers here hate it when their students miss even a single test, so as much as possible, I try to ace those tests so they wouldn’t hate me too much.
It's been almost 2 months that I have stayed here, and believe me when I say that instead of getting friends, I was introduced to people who hate me. Most students hate me. They thought I was being a bad influence, especially after they all found out that I was s
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