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A Special Chapter: Nathan
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2022-01-14 21:36:00Did he just cry his heart out in front of that asshole? Well, Nathan actually did. The boy couldn’t do anything but just stare at the beautiful boy in the front being introduced once again to the people attending his surprise welcome party. All the acting classes they all attended ever since they were young actually helped them in acting as if everything was fine. But, Nathan was hurting inside. ‘How come Felix is still acting as if nothing was wrong?’ Nathan couldn’t help but think to himself as he drank from the champagne on his glass.
“I don’t want you getting drunk, son.” His mum reminded him. Nathan could only give her a nod, before putting the drink on their table, and excusing himself. He felt so suffocated from everything. Despite wanting to go and hang out with his friends, he knew he'd only ruin the mood since he would end up crying. N
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