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Chapter 55 – The Perfect Imperfect Night
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Just a while ago, I was dying of thinking Albert might be gone. Thinking of him not being in my life is worst than my former timeline. If I woke up now, and I would go back to my old life as the 55-year-old woman, I would hold this moment in my memory until the very end of my breathing.
I stared at the shimmering diamond ring on my finger. Although in my original timeline I got married three times, my finger never had this kind of promise. Albert really meant to erase the painful past brought by wrong decisions in the past. I looked around and saw the happy faces of all important people for me, and I glanced at my ring, all these seemed too good to be true.
The tap on the open microphone, checking if it was working well, caught my attention.
"Selene, my love," he waited until our eyes met. "Please receive my gift to you,"
Little Charlie was jumping as he waited impatiently. I wasn't exactly sure if he understands what was happening but when Albert handed
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