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Chapter 27
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2021-11-02 05:57:01Ariana’s POV
I never realized how much light you feel when you have truly cried your heart out until this moment. My eyes might be burning from crying all night, but the ache which was present in my heart has died down a little.
My tears have put out the fire of hurt in which my heart was burning.
Since I have woken up quite early than my usual time, I take sweet time to pamper myself with a hot bath.
It is Sunday, so I will not wake up Justin, so instead of making breakfast, I grab my coffee and decide to start working on the new painting.
Whenever I felt overwhelmed, my dad always told me to let out my emotions on canvas. And that’s what I have decided to do.
“Momsis.”
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