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Nameless, Under the moonlight Eighteen
*Cali POV*Wolf or no wolf, it’s obvious to me that Leroy is my mate. He gets on my nerves like no other yet when our eyes meet, I completely melt. His kisses take me to places I never knew existed and I don’t want it to ever end. I will be eighteen soon and we can be together freely.I stand on my waiting spot, my eyes heavy and my heart sinking. It’s past midnight and he is not here. I have never slept alone at night, but I am no longer scared. I have fallen asleep in this room during the day and I was fine. What is scary is him not being here. He is mad at me. I pushed him too far. My heart is aching. I completely freeze when I notice my curtains move. I want to run into his arms but my feet seem to be stuck on the ground. He looks at me and sighs. “Let’s just sleep,” he says with a neutral tone and walks towards the bed. “I am sorry,” I blurt out. He stops and turns to look at me, surprised and it hurts. He did not expect me to apologise yet he came. “For what exactly?”“For
Last Updated : 2023-08-10Nameless, Under the moonlight Mate
We arrive at school to find everyone busy setting up their projects. I get envious looks as Marcus escorts me around until we reach our table. He always makes me feel like a princess and his admirers hate it. Well, it’s my birthday, I don’t care who gets offended. A Mexican wave forms as everyone bows to Leroy who makes big strides towards us.“Your Highne…”I am whisked into Leroy’s arms before I could complete my sentence. His cologne rushed into my nostrils rendering me breathless. “Leroy,” Marcus warns while his best friend squeezes me so tight I cant breathe and I can’t think. Leroy literally growls at Marcus who takes two steps back away from us. I can feel Leroy relax but he squeezes me tighter in his arms and inhales loudly. “Happy birthday Gorgeous. You take my breath away,” he murmured, making me blush and my heart race. “You are creating a scene,” I manage to whisper to Leroy whose heart is hammering against mine. I can see Rose sending daggers my direction while the
Last Updated : 2023-08-26Nameless, Under the moonlight Lakeside
*Cali POV*“We meet again Golden spark,” the old grey haired prophet says. I don’t really know why he calls me that but it’s always been better than nameless girl everyone used to call me. “Eighteen not what you expected. Meeting your wolf will be the same, so will be your mate,” he adds with the same mysterious aura I can never quite figure out. I am yet to meet someone who can understand this old man’s riddles. As an epsilon he is very respected in the pack. I am very fond of him because he told me when my birthday was, otherwise I would not even know that I turned eighteen today. “When is the full moon?” I ask a question that has become very important to me. He is right that eighteen has not turned out the way I anticipated. He is right about most things, probably all but no one fully understands what he means most of the time. He studies me for a moment as if deciding if to tell me or not. “Please, I need to know,” I plead. Leroy is not my mate. I might be homeless and back to
Last Updated : 2023-09-17Nameless, Under the moonlight Her sacrifice
*Leroy POV*Cali is eighteen and I can’t restrain myself. Sky is also behaving weirdly. Does that mean she is my mate?The rest of the day spins out of control. One moment I am possessing over Cali, the next Sky is screaming Mate to one of the gorgeous women I know. Phoebe is everything a man can ever ask. Drop dead gorgeous, graceful and just perfect for my Luna. Both Sky and I reluctantly let Phoebe return home. “It’s okay. We will mark her the next full moon and she will never leave our side,” I comfort my whining wolf. I have also made certain that our mate is protected. Her pack knows that she might be in danger from Diana and Rose and will have two of their best Betas protecting her.“And Cali?” Sky links and I have no answers. “That’s your tuff. You tell me!” I snap at him. “She has no wolf. I still don’t know,” Sky responds and I can’t believe this. “Seriously? The fact that Phoebe is our mate means Cali is obviously not!” I snap at Sky again. It is almost dark, I am head
Last Updated : 2023-09-25Nameless, Under the moonlight Riddles
*Leroy POV*Forty-five minutes later, I, Marcus and Linda stand at Cali’s bedside. She is hardly breathing but my heart refuses to accept it. “Her injuries are too severe. They are not compatible with life,” Linda explains while I frantically shake my head. “I am so sorry, you have to bid her good…”“No. Fix her,” I interject and storm out. Sky has been continuously groaning and whining, I can’t concentrate. “Leroy,” Marcus calls and follows me. I sit on the stairs with my chest tight and my whole body trembling. Resting my heavy head on my palms, that horrific scene plays over in my head. She sacrificed herself for me. “Are you okay?” Marcus asks. I can hear the sadness in his voice. He treated Cali as his little sister. “It’s all my fault. I am sorry.” I respond without lifting my head.“Leroy,”he calls me again.“It was her birthday. I promised to join her at the lake and I completely forgot about her,” I qualify my statement. “You met your mate. You had no control over that,”
Last Updated : 2023-09-25Nameless, Under the moonlight Denied
Cali POVI open my eyes to a dimmed room. My eyes scan the surrounding only to find Doctor Grey, Marcus and Leroy staring curiously at me. I momentarily close my eyes shut, trying to recall what happened that could bring them to my bedroom and stare at me like this. Leroy suddenly shift into Sky who runs to me and starts licking my face and neck. I run my hands through his fluffy fur before everything that happened comes crashing back to me. My heart aches terribly when images of Leroy and his mate play out in my head. I can feel my chest closing in and try to take measured quick breaths. That helps to calm me momentarily until I pay attention to what Sky is doing. The she-wolf bit me. She took off a chunk of my neck before I passed out. I instinctively touch my neck and frown. Could I have been dreaming? It felt so real. If I was dreaming then why is doctor Grey here?I look at the doctor hoping she will say something but she only shrugs her shoulders and smiles at me. “A rogue
Last Updated : 2023-10-07Nameless, Under the moonlight Her cycle
*Leroy POV*It is almost midnight when I wake up with Cali sleeping peacefully in my arms. Everything is a rollercoaster. I am an emotional wreck. Cali wanting to leave has evoked something I can’t quite explain, something that should not be happening. I am insecure and struggling to control my wolf. It hurts that Cali no longer wants to be around me. That I have to command her to stay and to even share a bed with me. One thing I got from the prophet is that my eternity will be fucked up if I let her out of my sight. Then there was the ultimate sacrifice part I still can’t wrap my head around. I would like to believe that is why I refuse to her to go. Except for Sky’s reaction. I can’t explain it. He completely lost it when she wanted to leave. I am certain that Phoebe is our mate. I felt it in core, in my nerves and bones. I picked up her scent before that bus even stopped. Peaches and cream, a scent so sweet I wanted to bathe in it and make a thousand pups. “She obeyed the Alpha
Last Updated : 2023-10-12Nameless, Under the moonlight Her plans
*Cali POV*I wake from a nightmare to find Leroy’s alluring eyes on me. My heart immediately starts racing. I make a mental note to avoid looking at his eyes. I am still at that when his lips meet mine and I completely melt. My body is reacting to him as if we never had the altercation before going to sleep. It is quite clear to me that he has no plans of stopping when he tries to remove my top. That was what I longed for a day ago, not anymore. He is not mine and never will be. It takes everything in me to push him away and leave my bedroom. I quickly descend the stairs and head to the bedroom a floor below mine and knock. Nora opens the door and looks worriedly at me. “Miss Cali? Are you okay?”I shake my head. “Do you mind if I sleep on your couch?”She looks around and signals me to come in. “Not at all, Dear. Use the bed and I will..”“No. The couch please,” I insist. She reluctantly nods and prepares the couch for me. She and all the employees really do treat me as Marcus’ si
Last Updated : 2023-10-25
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Nameless, Under the moonlight Epilogue
*Cali POV*Two years later, I am strolling in the garden when Leroy joins me. “Don’t,” I warn before he opens his mouth. He chuckles and pulls me into his arms. I roll my eyes at my gullible being for getting smitten by his scent. It’s been ages for goodness’ sake, and I still get like this with him. “Babe, please.”“He hurt your daughter,” I remind him. Alloy is all pitiful and all, but he caused all this.“I know. He was an idiot, but Babe, he is really suffering,” he pleads. Aerol left the moment she recovered. Alloy has gone all over the world searching for her. I and Alloy’s mother are the only ones who know where she is. “I know that he is suffering. He has not suffered enough.”“Babe,” he calls to me. “Alloy has lost so much weight. He is depressed and miserable. Please forgive him and let him see Aerol,” he continues to plead while I leave him and head back inside. Alloy goes on his knees and begs the moment I walk in. He does this a lot. I let out a sigh
Nameless, Under the moonlight Accept my rejection
*Cali POV*It takes a moment for the noise to subside and the air to clear up. It hurts like hell when I lift my head and meet Leroy’s terrified eyes.“Oh, thank goodness,” he murmurs before lying his head down facing me. My ears are ringing, and my head is spinning. All I can do is lay my head down as well. “You scared me there, mate,” he says with that gentle tone that melts my heart. “I love you too.”He chuckles. “Meredith,” I hear Cale’s voice. He is okay.“Mmmh?”Meredith is fine too. “I am fine too. Thanks for asking,” Simeon responds sarcastically to Cale.“Oh, come on. You are my friend, Meredith is my mate. I have to ask her first,” Cale replies before a moment of daunting silence.“What happened?” Orlaith’s croaky voice asks after a good five minutes of uncertainty. “Well, you collapsed in the helicopter. Let’s just say it’s a good that you did not see anything,” trust Neptune to say that. My drama queen and her arrogant mate are okay.I hold my brea
Nameless, Under the moonlight Witch’s lair
*Cali POV*“Take your mate and leave if you don’t like what we have to say!” Cale snaps at Neptune and Orlaith starts wailing. “This is my home too. How can you chase me away?” “It’s Aerol’s home too and she is not here because of you.”Cale is really mad. Neptune must realise it too because he strangely remains quiet.“Fine. I will go since you all hate me,” trust Orlaith to say. We all just look at her until she runs upstairs and returns with her suitcase. “Stop being so dramatic. No one can chase you away from your home,” Neptune tells her when she heads towards the door. “But they hate me.”“Woman, please. Your twin is missing. My uncle, who happens to be my best friend is devastated. Can we focus on that?”We all exchange looks when she blinks her eyes and nods. On second thought, maybe Neptune is the best person to handle her. We all go back and forth trying to figure out where Aerol would go. Leroy and Terrence are back with the golden pack helicopter within an h
Nameless, Under the moonlight Come home to roost
*Cali POV*We are all shocked when Orlaith shouts MATE and it is Neptune. Now this is a disaster for a pair, but it’s the least of my worries right now. Aerol’s Lycan is in a dire state. All the wolves around quickly clear out. She is so angry, she looks like she is going to explode. Alloy has shifted into his human form. He is as pale as a sheet. This is what I have feared. He drops on his knees before the livid Aerol’s Lycan. “Aerol, Babe, please,” he pleads, desperation evident in his voice. The chickens have come home to roost. “No! I Aerol of Golden and Ruber packs, reject you Alloy of Lily pack as my mate!” This is a mess. Aerol is a Lycan, she is not likely to live without her mate. She said this a while ago and we did not take it too seriously. We had all hoped that Orlaith will be the one mated to Alloy.Alloy groans in pain and frantically shakes his head while I rush to Aerol’s side.“I-will-never-accept your-rejection,” Alloy stammers and groans. This must hurt like he
Nameless, Under the moonlight Moment of truth
*Leroy POV*We have all decided to go to Ruber city for the full moon. Cali and I had our wolves there. So did Cale and Meredith. It is only fitting that the girls get their Lycans there too. Alloy’s whole family has become our family too. They have attended all these events with us. This has in a way become an unwritten family tradition. One that the Ruber pack loves very much. There was a time they felt that we favored the Golden pack more. They felt that the girls especially, were more customed to the Golden pack more than them. Cale and Meredith being here has changed that view. Aerol has also been here a lot because she gets on well with Cale, Meredith and Marcus’s son. My mate can’t stay too long without checking on our mommy’s boy, so, we have also been here a lot more. “Nothing will be as expected. Be prepared to…” the Epsilon says the moment he shows up out of nowhere as usual. Except for the walking stick, he has not aged much from the old man I remember as a boy. “Don
Nameless, Under the moonlight Alloy’s gift
*Leroy POV*Cali and I have decided to have Cale and Meredith reside in the Ruber city to get used to the pack there. Cale is the future Alpha of the pack. It is good for them to get familiar with everything before we step down. “Meredith is not here. It is just wasteful to have you travel to school alone,” Orlaith tells Aerol, who looks at her mother. She has preemptively spoken to her mother about this. I guess she knew that her twin would bring it up. “Aerol will use her own car with her own guards,” Cali says while Alloy shift uncomfortable on his seat.“But, Mother…”“Not up for discussion,” Call says, ending the discussion. A few months later, the girls turn eighteen and everyone is around to celebrate their birthday. Lord, I can’t wait for the next full moon for them to have their lycans. Luna Abi is not impressed with Alloy when she discovers the breakdown between him and Aerol. She and Aerol get on really well. It is very awkward when Alloy presents the girls wit
Nameless, Under the moonlight Aerol’s response
*Leroy POV*I quickly move out of the way when Gold reacts, splashing the Beta with her deadly saliva. Everyone gasps when the Beta evaporates before our eyes. I sometimes forget how powerful my mate is.“No one challenges my son, ever!” she says angrily as everyone around us go on their knees while Cale flashes her his sparkling eyes.She rolls her eyes when I grin at her. She can deny it all she wants, but Cale is a mommy boy.“So, you even killed the Beta for your son,” I link with her and crack up at her reaction.“He was charging towards Cale. You were ready to attack him too,” she says defensively, but I will tease her about this forever.“I was not going to kill him. You killed him to eliminate competition for your beloved son.”We have just returned home when Meredith’s wolf shouts mate at Cale. Now this is what we all expected. Cale’s eyes light up. He loves Meredith. We are all taken aback when Meredith breaks down before rejecting Cale and running off.“What jus
Nameless, Under the moonlight Meredith’s mate
*Leroy*It is four days after they brought Meredith into the family when we drop Cale at Fallow. He and Cali take forever to say their goodbye’s as usual. I curiously watch when Leane approaches and drops on her knees. I notice Meredith wince when Leane holds on to Cale’s leg, dropping her head on his feet.Rumors are, she is now a laughing stock and her sleeping mates want nothing to do with her.“Please forgive me, Your Highnesses. I was wrong. I love Cale. He is my mate.”I shoot my wife a stare when she opens her mouth. She is overprotective of Cale, but he has to handle this himself. We won’t be with him all the time and this girl does not look like the type to just let him go. I suppress my laughter when he kicks her off him.“Get away from me, Whore. We are no longer mates. You are free to continue prostituting yourself,” he sneers while she frantically shakes her head.“I was wrong, Cale. Please, I will never do it again.”“Get the hell away from me. It is a command,
Nameless, Under the moonlight Family drift
*Cali*It is almost dark when we get back to the castle. Aerol is happily showing the overwhelmed Meredith around. “So, you found your beloved son another mate?” Leroy teases while I roll my eyes. I have explained to him four times already why Meredith is here, but he thinks I took her in because Cale has a soft spot for her.“First you reject his mate and now found him a version of yourself.”“What?”“Meredith is battered but beautiful,” he says.“So? That does not make her version of me.”“She is quite smart too and was a slave. Rings a bell?”“Just shut up,” I say before sitting on his lap and gaze at him. Lord, this man is so hot, especially when being witty.He chuckles and plants a light kiss on my neck, send goosebumps all over my body. He chuckles again. He knows his effect on me. “Meredith is our daughter now, Aerol adores her. I think she will fit perfectly in our family,” I say and hope he does not mind that I made the decision before talking to him. I had to ma
