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2024-10-29 19:42:56" I don't know what you're talking about." I say, not even opening my eyes.
Of course I know what he's talking about, for most of the day, I haven't spoken to him, because I woke up this morning and decided that if he was not going to answer my question, then I'll let him get a feel of being the one left hanging, not knowing.
Childish I know , but my curiosity isn't agreeing with that right about now. So I'm under a tree, lying on the grass and just enjoying myself, well trying to .
I hear him sigh before I feel him sit right next to me.
"This is about last night, isn't it?" He asks.
Peeking a look at him, I say. " Last night, what about last night?"
I open both my eyes, to see him frown at me." Bea, you know what I'm talking about." He whines.
" Do I, really?" I know that I must be annoying him
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