AFTER THE FIRE
Leonard walked into the class with his bruised face,some of his classmates murmured about his bruises but none of them dared to ask him how he got them. Lance came in with his bruises too which caused more stares and back talks from the students.
"What happened to your face?" Kunle asked lance
"It's a minor accident" Lance told kunle
"What accident? We dropped you and Leo at the front of your house." He said.
"I fought with a warrior" Lance said and laughed.
Juliet tried to be friendly and asked the guy who sat close to her about the bruises on his face. She would have felt bad if he snubbed her since Leo was rumoured to be a snubber.
&nbs
THE PAST Ijeoma Chidubem I still regret it,I still regret betraying my my best friend. Rose was my very best friend, I shared a room with her in our university school day,she was very nice to me. Emeka was my friend too but we were on different levels,my father worked in his fathers company. My Mom was close to his mom but they were never friends. My mom always complained of how his mom belittles everyone just because of the money they had. I loved Emeka but the feeling was one sided,he only saw me as his friend. Emeka felt he was better than everyone, to him his ideas were the best and yet I still loved him. Rose saw a Job opportunity in my state,she told me about it and I advised her to come stay with me. She said it was okay if she didn't have the job but I insisted,telling her not to l
CORNROWS AND COLOGNESLILLIAN My hair was rough, I had carried my cornrows for three weeks,my hair smelt bad. It reminded me of the old days,days when I visited Jemima and sat on a stool for her to lose the weaving, she would complain that the attachment was too long. I remember how she would start the conversation. "Lillian,why don't you stop all these unnecessary things you add to your hair, relaxer kills hair" I would laugh and she would adjust my head before I replied. "Abeg,I cannot handle natural hair,it is too thick and difficult to comb" Jemima would laugh and her voice would echo. "That's why there is something like natural hair care products,for someone like you, it's very cheap" "Unlike you, my hair is short and empty" Jemima would hiss and say
SKIN CUTSAda Adichie Tamara visited my house with this reaction on her face that I couldn't understand. I was alone at home reading a book,it wasn't interesting,I was glad when I opened the door and saw Tamara. She smiled faintly before coming in. We went to my room to have our discussion as we always did. "I visited the Teacher's office for counseling" Tamara said before dropping her little bag on my bed. We both knew that no book can fit into the bag, it was just for fashion, crazy fashion. "Why did you, what did you have to discuss with her?" I asked smiling. "I wanted her help and somehow we discussed about you ". Tamara told me,she was waiting for my reaction but there was no need for me to get angry until I hear what she told the teacher about me.
CATCH A FLY "Good morning teacher" Ada said. This was sure not the right time for Ada to approach Lillian,they were both angry. Lillian still had the anger she didn't pour on Mark inside of her. Lillian still concentrated on the books she was reviewing,she answered Ada without looking at her. "Good morning, sit" we could hear the anger from Lillian's voice,if only Ada would take a hint and come another time. "I didn't come here to sit" Ada told Lillian. "Then get out of my office" Lillian gave Ada a long look and focused her gaze on her. "Just because Tamara told you about my situation doesn't mean I will come to your office and hear your blurts" "I asked you to get out of my office since you didn't want to sit down. I'm not ready for some rats this morning" Lillian got irritated by Ada manners,
AFTER THE PARTY LILLIAN I hate the fact that I cried,that the warm stream flowed. I want to forget but it won't leave my mind, it pierces my heart constantly. I was alone in this room,far from Mark I think. How could he,how could he say those words to me. My Mark is such a Darling, he wouldn't do so,but hearing him tell me,my leg lost its ability to stand and I hated the fact that I fell down. It started that day,the day he smelt of mixed colognes and food but he would not agreed or was I wrong? Did it it start on the birthday night? So this is what happened. Mark told me his mom was going to celebrate her birthday, that was something the Mrs Ade I knew will never do,but it was her birthday and her choice. It was annoying that Mark told me two days before the party but I chilled my anger, I had a little misunderstanding with his mom. &
BUILD A WALL LILLIAN everyone looks happy this afternoon,except me. The students are excited about the two weeks mid term break,no more early wake and the teachers are free from their stressful jobs. But nothing seems amusing to me ever since Mark said those words,I still don't get it. Will a "first" be added to the wife when he wants to introduce me? Nothing in the hallway stole my attention from my greedy thoughts. "Ma'am" That ma'am brought me back from the jungle of my worried thoughts. "Teacher Lillian, having issues?" He asked,I understood but I laughed myself out of the question. "What are you going to do for two weeks" I asked changing the mood. He told me he was going to travel and that idea gave me an idea to travel,visit Jemima and talk. Whene
Baby comforts me LILLIAN I sat in a bus for three hours,I spent three hours thinking about Mark and me,if I was ready for a divorce but that wasn't even a question neither was it an answer because I know that I wasn't ready to leave Mark. Jemima waved at me,she looked fatter,she stood afar from me in the park. The moment I saw Jemima, I wanted to run and hug her tightly, I wanted to be lost in her chubby body,to hide from everyone. But instead of doing that,I walked briskly to her. "Lillian, I've missed you" "I've missed my rare gem too,I said" she smiled. I knew Jemima knew that I was burdened with something, the way she looked at me and smiled."Why didn't you bring baby,I thought I would see her here" I said. "I left baby with my neighbor,this park is too crowded,I don't have have the energy to carry her or drag her in such
JUST MESSY JEMIMA I've know Lillian for long,she was and still is a friend I always can rely on. That day she called me,and said she was visiting me,happiness visited me that morning. Ever since I moved here,I always missed her. Even with her,sitting in front of me,I'm still missing her. "What ya thinking?" Lillian asked me. "Don't let those fried plantains get burnt o,how can you be cooking and still yet you're lost in your thoughts,this girl" Lillian cracked the eggs. "I'm sorry that we have to eat plantain and eggs instead of melon soup" I pleaded with Lillian. "I'm okay, Jemima" I know she understands but that answer was for another question, she answered a question that she knew I would ask her. "Are you really okay" I asked
HARMLESS THOUGHTS(LILLIAN:SECRET JOURNAL)WE ARE ALL FLOWERS WAITING TO BLOOM Looking at myself in the mirror, I look prettier with my chubby face,it's nice how my face became round and fat,I get a lot of compliments of how beautiful I've become. I was too afraid of losing this baby, I felt becoming pregnant and losing the pregnancy will harm my mental health but no,this baby is harmless. I have a little garden at the back of my compound, it's boring staying at home all day,so I nurture my flowers everyday with sweet talks,they are as pretty as the beautiful soul that lives in me. Mirabel records my moment with the flowers, now you may be thinking who she is right? She's my house help,she has her own family so leaves at nights,she understands my mood swings,cravings and nagging since she has been through pregnancy too. Jay's works are consoling these day
Chasing smokesLillian I've been having dreams,you know those dreams you wake up from and feel relief that it was dream. I wouldn't like to share such dreams with Mark,perhaps I don't really care about dreams but this one left me shaking, more like trembling,I'm unable to control my hands,they keep shaking,I'm still feeling startled. But the dream wasn't scary,it wasn't some beast with three heads pursuing me with a knife. It was me,running in the dark, chasing smokes,trying to see where it leads me,my bloody naked skin didn't bother me,I was running after the smoke in confusion, I could hear mark calling me but I didn't turn,I was focused, running. Jemima, my Darling would snap her finger and say "it's a bad dream" if I should tell her but I won't,I don't Want her calling everytime being worried sick about me. I don't think my husband puts his beliefs in dream, I think I know his reply
UNSETTLING DREAMS Mark wakes up,the room is dark,he feels unsettled with the atmosphere around, he hears the wailing of a child,he looks around searching for Lillian. "Sweets,Sweets" he calls but there's no response, the only sound he can hear is the sound of a crying baby. He rushes down to the sitting room,the child is naked on the sofa,crying. He looked at the child confused, "what's a child doing in our house?",he asks. It feels like he's going insane, a scenerio he couldn't understand but his emotions were mixed,happiness and sadness. He looks at the kitchen, he can see a figure standing there,vague. There's a baby in his house,he can't find his wife or Jay. The more he moves closer to the kitchen, the slower his steps begin,his curiosity about the figure in the kitchen becomes frightening, why is he afraid? He ge
A LITTLE MORE FAITHLILLIAN Jemima called,she has been calling everyday since I saw the envelope, she never fails to call,just like my husband and mom,they all think I've lost it, but,they just can't see why I'm unhappy when I'm expecting a baby, but that is not the point, I am not unhappy, I am just afraid of trusting too much and still loosing it. I've never heard Mark speak so much about faith than this period of our life Mark does all the house chores and cooking, he doesn't allow me to lift a finger,we are being so careful, especially Mark,I don't think I can face him if I lose this baby,if after all these, it doesn't stay, I'll feel so much pity towards him. I'll tell him we need a maid when he returns. "Welcome sweets" I walked to him to take his briefcase, but he doesn't want me to. My baby bump isn't even noticeable yet. I frown a little to
IT'S NOT A GOODBYELillian. I keep thinking that my baby will die but I desperately want to keep it. I called my mom,I told her about my pregnancy, she said "it will stay" . why isn't any body telling me that it might die,they keep giving me positive vibes increasing my wanting for this baby that might die. I told Mark not to tell his mom about my pregnancy for now,he agreed even though I know he will tell her later. It hasn't been long I came to this school as a woman searching for a new life but here I am today, about to tell the principal about my resignation. To think I will tell my students who once had difficult times with me and finally now that we are in good sync, I'm leaving. I sat down in front of the principal,explaining to him why I wanted to resign. He gave his ears as I said mumbling words,words that I didn't want to tell him. He looked and spoke as i
A SMALL CRACKMARK I got tired of my mom pressuring me for grand children. After she found out that Lillian couldn't have a child, she let her be. I thought it was peace at last but she started disturbing me to get a wife or divorce my wife. I couldn't bring myself to tell my wife about what my mom said,I mean,it wasn't her fault. Then Kemi came into the picture,she was the perfect bride for me according to my mom. If marrying Kemi would make my Mom stop bothering me and my wife, I decided to agree. But Lillian is a tough nut to crack,I know she wouldn't just allow me marry a woman because I wanted to end my mom's war so I played "falling for Kemi" but if only she knew that I didn't fight for our love for so long just to divert my heart to another woman later. * &nbs
WISHING FOR THE SKY "Are you really leaving now?Lillian calm down. You can't leave like this,I mean you're crying and you're in a state of confusion. You need to relax" Jemima's attempt to stop Lillian wasn't working. "I need to see my doctor, I don't get it. Why am I pregnant? The doctor said it would be very difficult for me to get pregnant,why am I......." "Lillian please! Isn't this what matters? The fact that you're pregnant,why does it seem like you never wanted a baby. I mean, for me this is a wonderful miracle" Jemima didn't have the patient to hear what Lillian was about to say before cutting in. "Why should I be happy when this baby is still going to die?why should I be given something that I can't keep? Who am I to wish for the sky?" Her words and emotions were not moving in the same boat. She couldn't just understand why she was pregnant but she really wanted to keep it,s
CAN I KEEP IT? "I'm tired of staying at home,are you not bored? We stay at home all day". Jemima stood in front of the mirror checking her hips and tummy,her hips were wider and her tummy fatter. " Why are you suddenly complaining? You're a stay at home wife/mom, you are used to it. By the ways,you pick baby from school right? Oh,wait, the school bus does that job. " She looks at Jemima who is rather more curious about her chubby self. "And why do you care if you are fatter or not,you look perfect just the way you are" "Let's enjoy ourselves" she puts this devious smile on her face and smirks. "What kind of enjoyment?" Lillian asked "Let's go for pregnancy check up" Lillian's sighs and sits comfortably on the couch,crossing her legs like a celebrity in a talk show. "Come on,it's just for fun" Je
IT BINDS US "Lillian,where's your wedding band?" Jemima asked "I dropped it at home,it wasn't on purpose, just a mistake. " Lillian told Jemima and searched around the living room for baby. "Where's baby?""She's asleep,I guess you didn't noticed when she went to her room" "She can do that by herself now" Lillian asked,adjusting her self to sit properly. "I told you, she is no longer a baby" Jemima told Lillian. "I told him I wanted a divorce,but it's probably a mini charade I acted. I don't want to. I don't want to be known as the first wife who can't have a baby. You know,the one that loses her husband's love when the second wife gives birth to a child" Lillian laughed and continues "Just like in the movie" "I've heard movies are scripted life s