Emily Tamara Jacobs
I gulped, a little bit too loud, my heart hitting my chest at an abnormally fast rate while fearing that he might have heard me gulp. My palms had turned sweaty, and I wiped them on my jeans hurriedly, just as he spoke again.
Wasn't it a bad idea to step into the territory of a rival?
Was I not making a big mistake?
Am I being sensible at the moment?
“Reece, I don’t think I’d like to repeat myself,” he said, his tone laced with malice. I felt a shiver run down my spine, wondering if that was the same tone he used with everyone he was talking to. “You already know what I want. Get it done with,” he added, before removing the phone from his ear. I could hear the beep sound made by the phone once he clicked the red button.
My feet remained rooted to the spot, and my voice seemed to have disappeared, as I just stood there, staring at his back, my heartbeat not refusing to slow down. What the fuck was I doing again?
Oh, Christ!I began mumbling some prayers within myself, the fear not leaving me as I felt my palms turn cold.
“Are you just gonna stand there and watch me, or you’ll tell me what your name is and what you want?” His icy tone came, which almost made me jump. My heartbeat accelerated, if that was even possible, given the rate at which it was beating in the first place.
He knew I was in the office?
Of course, he knew. He had asked me to come in.
I blinked, taking in a deep breath to summon the courage that had left me. I opened my mouth to speak, but he cut me off.
“Name? And what do you want?” he asked, finally turning his chair to face me. My whole body went numb, the blood draining from it as I came face to face with the man who had been talking. William Blakes.
I knew William. I had seen him a lot of times and had been on his parole once. It was the main reason why all this was a terrible idea. But still, it didn't deter me from not taking the job. I was clear-headed when I chose to sign the contract.
As I stared at him, I felt my blood run cold. I felt numb for a nanosecond. Watching him wasn't the problem. It was the fact that his very dark eyes, his dark orbs that scream danger wouldn't stop staring at me in that hooded way they did. It made my blood run cold over and over again.
It was at that moment I finally understood what people meant when they said ‘If looks could kill’ because that was exactly what I was experiencing at the moment.
There was a cold scowl on his face as his eyes drilled holes into my skin. Just looking at him, I could tell he was a huge man. His shoulders gave it away. The way he sat spoke of elegance. Power. Intimidation.
Oh, I was intimidated.
“Well?” he pressed on, clenching both his jaw and fists, as he glared at me with irritation. I was wasting his time. Obviously.
“E-Emily,” I choked out. “Emily Jacobs,” I answered, trying my best to keep my voice steady and devoid of anything that sounded like fear. I kept on going. “I applied for the Nanny job, and was asked to start today.”
“Alright, then. Have a seat, Emily,” he answered, gesturing to the empty chair in front of me. His eyes remained cold as he accessed my simple outfit.
“Thank you, sir,” I replied, taking my seat. He gave me no reply. Not like I was expecting one anyway.
His attention went from me to the open laptop right in front of him on the desk. The material of the table seemed like it was made from mahogany. The surface was smooth and shining. It was devoid of any stains, or scratches. Just like the entire office. The whole place screamed ‘money’. These things were darn expensive.
The glass walls of his office were just behind the particular place where his table and chair were positioned. The glass walls, tall and alluring, could give anyone watching the nice view of the city we lived in, overlooking multiple skyscrapers and the cars moving around. “You must know that my daughter's name is Suzane, Suzie Blakes,” he began, pausing whatever he was typing on his laptop and intertwining his fingers.
“Yes, I do,” I answered with a small nod of my head. She was part of the research I did on him, but of course, I didn’t say that.
“Good,” he said flatly. “And since you’re gonna be the one taking care of her for the meantime,” he said with a pause. “It would be better if you knew a few things about her,” he completed, holding my gaze.
What kind of an asshole didn't smile when talking about his daughter? Most fathers I knew always did that.
Certainly him. Only him.
“Yes, sir,” I answered. He barely glanced at me before relaxing on the chair.
“First of all, she is just four. She is not the usual hyperactive kind of kid. She doesn't talk much. She loves to be in her shell. And there is one thing I hate, and that is having you try to pull her out of her shell.” He frowned as if to enunciate his every word.
“Usually, I don't do this but not after what happened the last time with one of your kind. There is one thing that you should know, ” He leaned back in his seat and held my gaze coldly. “If anything happens to my daughter, you will be gone.” He snapped his fingers together to emphasize his final word.
I didn't doubt it. I knew how dangerous he was. I knew he was capable of doing exactly what he had said. It was why I gulped and sat up quietly in response.
“Everything you need to know was in the contract you signed. I'm sure you have your schedule ready if I'm not wrong. You should know what to do at the right time. Also, Suzie is allergic to nuts. Keep anything nuts away from her. Do you get it?” He raised a brow which didn't make him look less scary.
Scary?
No, it's dangerous.
“Yes, sir.” I let out a short squeaky sound as I nodded my head at him.
“I'm William.” He told me, indirectly asking me to call him by his name. No wonder his workers called him his name.
“Okay, William." I nodded, obligatorily.
“Good,” he answered, typing away on his laptop again. “You’ll get to know about the other things when we get home,” he added. I nodded.
Pressing my lips together, I kept quiet, taking in the surroundings of his office once again. There was an Aircon on the wall, which explained the reason why his office felt so chill and smelled of lavender. There were files neatly arranged on his shelf which occupied one part of the room. His table was mostly empty and free save for the file he was working on, his laptop, a stationery case, and his title plate.
The walls of his office were painted gray and highlighted by purple or lavender streaks, giving it a warm feeling. There was a small bin at the far end of the office. A set of couches overlooking a large-sized plasma TV, a door that I knew led to his resting place amongst other things.
I didn't know how long I sat there staring into thin air or casually glancing at him and acting all immobile. But it was long enough for Gina to make two trips to the office on two different occasions. This was getting uncomfortable.
Suddenly, he shut his laptop and drew his seat backward. The action had me flinching for a second as I was a bit startled. I watched as he grabbed his things which included his jacket and briefcase. I wondered if he was done for the day.
He glanced my way as if trying to tell me to get on my feet. Quickly, I scrambled out of the seat and grabbed my scarf to position it properly around my neck. I had almost forgotten that I brought it along with me.
He began to walk toward the door and I followed behind him immediately. Soon, he stepped out of the office and shut it. He led me back toward the way we had come and soon we were passing by Gina's table.
Gina rose to her feet quickly. She sent her boss a small nod which he acknowledged. Without another word, I watched him lead me to another elevator. It was different from the one that had brought me in. Still, I kept quiet even as he got in first and stood waiting for me.
I blinked and got in with him, making sure to leave ample space between us. Even with the space I had left between us, I could still feel the warmth that radiated from his skin. I furrowed my brows and looked away from him.
When the elevator stopped, he stepped out first and I did next. Where we landed was kind of an open space somewhere. Once I sighted the car that brought me here, I understood perfectly well where we were.
Sal rushed forward toward us and I smiled. He took the briefcase from William and hurried back into the car. Someone else, one I hadn't recognized from anywhere; was a tall huge huge-looking man. His steps and expression gave him the bouncer kind of vibe.
“Boss, " he bowed his head at William who passed him a tight-lipped smile. I said nothing when his eyes darted toward me and he bowed. I bowed quickly too.
“This is Crew, my bodyguard.” William introduced him before slipping into the backseat of the car.
“I'm Emily, " I told Crew and he nodded, smiling at me. His smile made me feel at ease. He looked scary like William but his smile made the muscles on his face relax. I knew William had a bodyguard but I didn't know his name was Crew.
William glared at me and I scurried into the car, a bit embarrassed that he had to do that before I knew I had to get into the car. Crew shut the door before moving toward the front seat to settle down with Sal. Soon, the private panes were drawn and my brows furrowed.
I was going to be alone with him in the car?
My heartbeat picked up pace.
I fiddled with the hem of my top while looking out of the window. The car started moving and I was forced to settle down quietly while trying not to dwell on the fact that the private panes were up.
“You can relax, ” I jumped once I heard his voice. I stopped to spare him a glance just in time to see him on his phone, busy with it. I nodded even though I knew he wasn't looking at me.
But I didn't relax one bit. How could I possibly relax when my brain wouldn't stop spinning the fact that I was in the back of the car alone with him?
Emily Tamara JacobsThe car pulled to a stop in front of the tall-looking building. Ever since we entered this part of town, away from the bustling city, I had been on alert. I meant, what if he was taking me to a murder spot to be murdered?What would I tell Sel and her kids?Thinking of Sel, I had yet to call her ever since that time. I should have texted her before we left the company. Looking around me now, I didn't think that there was time for that.The door to my side got pulled open and I heaved a deep sigh before I stepped out of the car. Crew had gotten the door for me. I gave him a small smile in appreciation which he returned.I looked around my environment as I helped myself with my box which had been taken from the car's booth. A large mass of tall trees and flowers spread along the line. My brows furrowed as I looked around. How could a child live in a place like this?For more than twenty minutes that we drove down here, there had been no cars along the road or any bui
Emily Tamara Jacobs. I looked around. The walls of the room were painted indigo and white. The bedspread of my bed was black, with four purple pillows spread out at the head. I love how warm and cozy the colors are. I eyed the walk-in closet, a part of my mind whispered that now was the right time to get my ass off the bed and arrange my clothes into it, and the other part told me to lay my back on the bed and let the comfort whisk me away to wonderland. I gave in to the other part, laying on the bed, a soft moan escaping my lips as I felt the muscles in my lower back loosen. I stretched out my hand, searching around for my phone and picking it up. I texted Selene, informing her that I was settled in William’s house, before setting up an alarm for myself. I dropped the phone next to my ear and then released a contented sigh as I closed my eyes. I whisked my eyes open moments later. The alarm was so damn loud. Reaching for my phone which I had tossed somewhere earlier, I took it an
Emily Tamara JacobsI held out the book in my hand as I stared down at the little girl. She was lying down on her bed, staring up at the ceiling in the dimmed room. She was still upset, I could tell.“Would you like me to read this one, Suzie?” I held out the storybook I had hand-selected for her. It was a princess book, so I hoped she would love it.She shook her head slightly before turning her head away from me. She angled her body to the other side, looking at the wall. I exhaled not knowing what to do or say again.After she ran out of the kitchen earlier, she stayed holed up in her room. Minutes after, I climbed up the stairs to talk to her but she turned her back against me, looking at the wall. She had been so upset a
William Henry BlakesI let out a sigh as I rubbed my eyes. I turned away from the door and slowly crept away from the place, heading down the stairs. Suzlzie had one of her nightmares again, sending me out of bed.It started a few months back. She was still three when it began. It was the same day her mother left that she started to have those nightmares. A part of me wanted to hate her for leaving but why should I be bothered? They were all the same thing. They acted the same way.I walked down the stairs in the dark, running my hand through my hair. I had gotten sensitive the past few months since the nightmare started. Usually, I would just stand by her door and let her nannies handle it. I never went in because they were always there before me. I didn't think I would be able to handle seeing her that way, crying and tossing about. If I would not go back to searching for her mother.I walked into the kitchen and the lights turned on automatically. I went straight to the fridge and
Emily Tamara Jacobs. My eyes flipped open at the break of dawn when the alarm I had set up wouldn't stop ringing. Turning over to the side of the bed, I clutched my duvet tightly and pressed my head onto the pillow. I had barely gotten enough sleep with having to wake up earlier in the night and staying around for Williams to arrive from work. I huffed and turned on the bed. My hands moved around on their own, trying to find my phone. My hands kept moving around, but it seemed my phone wasn't anywhere near. I opened one eye and winced as the alarm rang again.“Ugh!“ I sat up properly on the bed, a huge frown on my face as I grabbed my phone from the nightstand and glared at it, turning off the alarm. It was a little before six a.m. I sighed, dropping my phone on the other end of the bed. I laid back on the bed, closing my eyes and breathing steadily. I was feeling so exhausted and I hated it. It made me feel a little incapable.Alright Em. You can do this! I kept my breathing s
William Henry Blakes. My lips were in a tight line as I ambled down the plane. I checked my wristwatch for the umpteenth time, the scowl on my face deepening. I was still late. I should have gotten ready earlier but Suzie just had to be my undoing. No matter how hard I tried to get here as early as possible. But I trusted Reece to do his job wonderfully and delay the Roosevelt bastard just like I had asked him to. I took out my phone from my pocket, checking my phone to see if I had any calls from my father or Reece. I halted in my tracks, scrunching my face as I scrolled through my phone. I expected a text from Reece. An update on whatever was going on at the airport. But I saw nothing. I tried not to scream or throw my phone away in anger as I locked the screen and continued walking towards the Maybach parked a few feet across, waiting for me. I increased my pace, knowing fully well that every time I wasted brooding was going to bounce back on my business. As I got to the car
Richard Henry BlakesI stormed into my hotel suite, tugging off my tie with one hand and flinging my phone on the bed with the other hand. My frustration boiled over with every step. I just got played. Roosevelt fucking played me. I never missed it, how did this happen? An emotion I hated deeply descended on me like a heavy blanket. Defeat. Failure. It clung to me like a suffocating cloak. I rubbed my face, sighing deeply, before picking up my phone and walking out of the room. I needed something strong to clear my head before I lost my mind and killed someone. Reece to be precise. I wandered down to the hotel bar, praying that a drink could calm me down. It would have no other choice anyway.As I settled into a barstool, I took out my phone from my pocket and checked the screen, hoping to see an apology and a very detailed explanation from Reece. Instead, what I saw was a text and a missed call from Emily, intensifying my irritation. “Just what I needed,” I muttered with annoyan
Emily Tamara Jacobs. I walked out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped around my chest and my hair also wrapped in a towel. Today was Sunday, which meant no school for Suzie, no waking up early, and also we'd be cooped up in the house all day since we couldn't go out.I walked into my closet and sat on the chair in front of my vanity. I grabbed body lotion and began to rub it on my skin. When I was done, I got up and walked to where my clothes were hung neatly. I eyed them for a while before grabbing a loose brown cotton sweater and grey joggers. I didn't need to dress up since we weren't going anyway and besides, it was cold.I unwrapped my hair from the towel and ran my hands through it. It was still a little bit wet. I applied hair butter and combed it gently before tying it into a quick, messy bun. Then, I left the closet. I still had to bath Suzie and prepare breakfast for us both. And then help with the bulk of assignments she had. I walked to my nightstand and grabbed the bottle
William Henry Blakes Leroy’s gaze followed Emily as she walked out of the room while I watched him. This guy was the only one who could impose himself on me the way he did and he knew it and used it to his full advantage. Yes, I'd canceled on him a lot of times but he was my friend and he knew how demanding business was. Exhaling, I left him standing and walked away to my bar. Looking through my collection of wine, I selected a bottle and walked back to the table. “So, that was Emily.” He started with a knowing smile. “What?” I tilted my head at him as I put down the bottle on the table. “Let’s have it. What's on your mind now?” I asked him. “I haven't even said a thing, bro.” He chuckled as he started to unbutton his jacket. I eyed him with a grimace. “You are dressed like it's not dinner at my house. Do you have plans to be somewhere else?” I asked him. He laughed as I pushed the chair back and settled down. Every
Emily Tamara Jacobs.After changing into a clean pair of shorts, a clean white top, and matching white Crocs, I wrapped my hair into a bun and placed a call to Dahlia so we could go grocery shopping. I realized after going through the kitchen that there weren't exactly the ingredients I needed for the meal I had in mind to cook for dinner.I was supposed to be sleeping but there I was, about to go shopping for some groceries.“Thank you, Crew.” I smiled at him as I stepped down from the car. After the whole talk with him a few days back which didn't result in something positive, I'd decided to just drop the topic and forget it.If Crew and William say it's nothing even though I think it's something, then it's nothing. I was going to leave them to it.“Shop enough for us.” He told me as I scrolled through my phone to dial Dahlia.“Oh, so now you want to eat?” I raised a brow at him while he made a face, pre
Emily Tamara JacobsI groaned for the umpteenth time that morning. Forcing myself to peel my eyes open, I reached for the alarm that wouldn't stop blaring and turned it off. Groaning again, I closed my eyes for a second before peeling them open again.I should have known that all those staying up at night were going to have grave consequences later. I started to feel sleepy soon after the whole episode with Williams in the kitchen and I'd just cleaned up before returning to the room since I didn't get a glimpse of him after that. I still found it odd that he must have been looking at my thighs to see those tattoos on there.I let out a sigh while I allowed myself to wonder for even a second what would have happened if he had figured it out. I probably would be dead meat by now. Throwing my duvet off me, I got out of bed and yawned, stretching alongside. Yawning again, I went straight to release my bowels after which I brushed my teeth. I splashed water on my face to get rid of whatev
Emily Tamara JacobsI let out a deep sigh as I tossed around in my bed. It was past two in the morning and for some reason very much known to me, I was finding it very hard to fall asleep. I gripped my sheets as I pressed up on my bed, balancing my head on the pillow.The bed that had always felt comfortable to lie in suddenly felt like the opposite. Although I had a very tiring day with Suzie who wanted to see and do everything at once, I still couldn't fall asleep.I shut my eyes for a few seconds, counting the stars I couldn't see in my mind. When I was a child, I always found myself doing that whenever I felt restless. I always had a hard time controlling my emotions as a kid and my brother taught me to control myself. It started with asking me to take a deep breath and then shut my eyes for a few seconds.But I had big emotions I couldn't process and had to do that a lot. With time, it stuck and I'd never stopped doing that too. My brother…I never really thought about him or my
Emily Tamara Jacobs. I paced around the kitchen, a frown on my face while twirling my necklace. I was confused. And disturbed. And it was about what happened yesterday evening. For some reason, it disturbed me greatly. I didn't know why I was worried about it, but I was. I couldn't shake off that worry. I inhaled deeply to calm myself, but it wasn't working. Who was the woman? And why was she even asking questions in the first place? “It's fine, Em. She was just curious, that's all,” I muttered. But what kind of curiosity would make her ignore personal greeting and ask if I was Suzie's mom? And then her look after that? I sat on a stool, pressing my hands to my forehead. “Hey, Em. William said — are you alright?” Crew stopped in front of me, a frown on his face. His shades were tucked into the pocket of his shirt. I raised my head and forced a smile. “Yeah, I am.” “Ugh. Come on, Em. I thought we were past this?“ He rolled his eyes, plopping down on a stool. “I thought we we
Emily Tamara JacobsI pushed the door to Dahlia's salon, walking in with Suzie still in my arms. The scent of hair oils and hair wash soaps hit me instantly. It wasn't the kind of smell that could make someone gag. Nope. This one was pleasant. Most especially the lavender hair wash. That smell overpowered the rest. The Salon was large. It was the biggest shop in the avenue. And the most attractive. Dahlia has flawless brown skin and beautiful admirable hair. We've been friends for so long that I lost count. I knew her through her hair obsession. It was like talking about the same people. Where there was hair talk, there was Dahlia. So, it was very easy for me to notice her then in college. So, I wasn't really surprised when she ditched law to pursue her through her passion. Damn her parents for pushing her through the stress. My eyes roamed around the Salon. It was almost filled up, with just one space available. All her workers were working on one person's hair or the other. I
Emily Tamara Jacobs. I rose from the bed, my lips parting in a wide yawn and I used the back of my palms to cover it. To say I was tired was a big understatement. I was beyond tired. I stayed up most of the night to watch CoCo with Suzie. It was a weekday. Thursday, to be precise, and I should have been stricter with Suzie and sent her off to bed, but it had been over a week since she was home, and she still hadn't resumed school because her father wanted to change her school but still hadn't decided which school he wanted her to attend. I already advised him to take it to the next session. They would be going on holiday for the Christmas break anyway but for some fucking reason, my boss was back to his funk and he was now barking and glowering about the house.At least, he was answering the phone when I called.It didn't matter if he acted cold to me. I just hated being under his merciless gaze and watching him scowl at everyone in his way. It was never pleasant. So, it was saf
William Henry Blakes. I turned around on my bed, my hand instinctively stretching to the nightstand to grab my phone. I turned off the alarm, for the third time today. I should have been up hours ago, preparing for work, but I wasn't exactly in the mood. Besides, I was supposed to bring Suzie back home today. Her back had healed up, but the scars hadn't faded entirely. I'm not sure they would, anyway. I was still angry that someone had done that to her. I groaned, rolling in the bed and staring up at the white ceilings. I could probably sleep for a few more hours. It wasn't that necessary for me to pick her up this morning. She has been there for a few weeks, surely she could handle a few more hours. Besides, Emily was there to take care of her. I hated the way my lip twitched at the thought of her name. Emily and Suzie were bonding. And Suzie now talks more. Most especially since she started hanging out with Eleanor. If I had the chance, I'd have Eleanor stay at my house,
Emily Tamara JacobsI got out of the car, holding Eleanor tightly because she could be funny. I turned to lock the car doors. Sel and I agreed that I take her car out and then she come around later on to take the car and Eleanor. I smiled down at Eleanor who was practically bouncing as we walked into the hospital. We got into the elevator, and just the same time a text came in, telling me that Suzie's room had been moved to the last room in the hallway, from Crew. My lips stretched into a smile as I saw the text. William must have informed Crew that I was coming back. Which was great because he would have to be the one to move my bags out of Sel's car and into his. I was glad that he was still here. The elevator opened, and I walked out, moving straight toward the last room. I smiled as I noticed Crew and Trevor standing guard outside the room as usual. “Hey, guys.” I smiled at them both. Trevor didn't talk much with me so I wasn't surprised that he only smiled at me. Crew ho