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My soulmate 052
I was at the diner around the corner with Jane, Kirsten and Debby. It was Ladies Night here, a DJ was playing and sparkling wine was dirt cheap to buy like nowhere else, of course only for women and nobody was interested in our age. We were still sitting on the first bottle and toasting to our forthcoming graduation. Kirsten raved about Steve and spilled her bedtime stories, of course, a little teased by the champagne. Debby wasn't sure, but that's how it always went with us when we were out and about without boys. We mostly talked and laughed about it, but everything was fine between us in our girls' group and we had the most fun together.Jane was in the middle of talking when her cell phone rang and she answered it. Kirsten looked at me and raised her eyebrows. "How was your prom night?"Debby groaned and took a sip from her drink. »Please no details from my brother! ...Please!"Kirsten looked back and forth between me and Debby, laughing. "I totally forgot again that he's your bro
Last Updated : 2024-10-29My soulmate 053
I don't know what it was, but I couldn't take my eyes off her. It was Ladys Night and there were enough women, but none captivated me like she did. What's happening? Clearly too much alcohol, I can no longer think straight. Why is she dancing so hot? She doesn't have to pick anyone up! She is taken!!!She danced the coolest, funniest, sexiest and best of them all. I don't know what was wrong with me, but she took up the whole room with her laughter and her silliness, but it was always like that, even at school. She enters the room and she is like a magnet for me. She's just great. No, she is unique.She laughed and turned to me. Dwayne gave her a sweeping swipe and she tripped over her own feet. I just managed to catch her before she hit the ground. I told her about my band exit and that there was also something to celebrate for me. She hugged me tightly and didn't want to let go of me, at least that's how it seemed to me. She encouraged me to do my thing and I did it.After she was s
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I had my stuff under my arm as I crossed the street and shortly thereafter let the front door slam shut behind me. Dad sat at the table with his coffee and looked at me with a serious expression. I walked over to his table, but didn't sit down. He had his newspaper and coffee in front of him and was still looking at me seriously."...everything okay?" he asked, totally tense.I nodded and had no idea what was wrong with him. "Yes and with you?""I don't know, Josephine! ...You know, I don't believe in cheating myself, but I'll always have your back! ...I just keep wondering what's so special about this TJ when you have Jayden by your side?”"Dad, what are you talking about?" I was really confused. To cheat on? Who?He took a sip of his coffee. "Isn't it funny you're staying at Dwayne's house even though your house is across the street? And it's even stranger that TJ came out of this house this morning and took a cab away... Josephine,... You can arrange things differently... Talk to J
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I sat in the car in the dark for two hours and kept imagining how the conversation would go. What he could say and what he would do.The door opened and I saw Taylor and Henry first, then everyone else came out and Craig locked the door. A couple of guys smoked another one and one by one they drove out of the parking lot. Jayden walked to the cars with Taylor and Simon. Get out! Now!I could not do it. I actually wanted to talk to him here, but now all I wanted to do was leave. What if he leaves me? If he really breaks up because of the tour?I wanted to wait until they were gone so that I could drive out of the parking lot, my car was well hidden in a parking space. Simon got in and drove off. Jayden pulled out his phone and looked critically and nervously at its glowing display. I didn't understand a word he said, but then Taylor drove away in his car. My cell phone rang and Jayden's name flashed on my cell phone. In the background a picture of the two of us, the prom photo. Jayden
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"Are you sure we should go? We can call it a day and stay here with you?” My dad sounded really worried."No, go ahead, you can't really cancel it anymore! It's already all paid for!«My mom came over to me, kissed my forehead and hugged me tight. "Honey call me if what's okay? We'll be back in four days!"I walked them both to the door and forced a smile, otherwise they might end up canceling their short vacation trip with Neil and Elena Stafford after all. »I wish you a lot of fun! Enjoy the days!' Neil stood in the driveway and honked his horn a few times. Mom waved at me and tried to run to the car in her heels. Dad turned around again, put his arms around me and whispered in my ear."Call me if something happens... It's an order!!" I pulled out of his embrace."Dad, I want you to enjoy your vacation with Mom, okay? ...I'm fine so far, yes?” He nodded at me with a wry smile and then went to the car, loaded the luggage and they drove away.Fuck. Fuck. fuck!!! Who am I fooling? It's
Last Updated : 2024-10-29My soulmate 057
Midnight, the doorbell rang and I answered the intercom. "Yes?"A shaky voice replied "TJ, it's me!" It was Joey's voice and I immediately pushed the door opener. I was standing in the doorway when the elevator doors opened and this fragile little creature walked towards me. She was completely slumped, her head bowed and her shoulders slack. She wiped her cheek with a sleeve. she howls? Crap!!!I immediately took her in my arms and hugged her tightly to me. It seemed to me that everything would break out of her completely because of this hug and she looked even more exhausted than she had just seen in the hallway. I gently pulled her onto the sofa, but didn't let go.I comforted her, but I didn't realize what was going on. I didn't know what she had, why she was crying. When she came up for air again and drank something, I also came down a bit. "What happened?" I eyed her cautiously, her eyes avoiding mine and falling to the ground. She started crying again and only managed to say "..
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I woke up to a beautiful melody and sat up in my bed.That's not my bed! Where am I? I looked around and checked that I was with TJ and I noticed that music again. I actually heard TJ sing for the first time, very softly, but I heard a few words. I didn't know the song but it was beautiful, calm and radiated its warmth. There wasn't much text yet, but the melody was heavenly and really touched me. It finally surpassed the deep pain in me that Jayden had left behind. I saw thick drops on the bed covers and didn't even notice that I was crying again. Crap!!With the blanket over my shoulders, I walked around the corner into the living area. TJ was sitting at a piano in the corner of the room and didn't see me standing there. I kept seeing him stop playing and write something on the sheet music in front of him. With the cracking of the floorboards, he suddenly turned his head towards me and looked at me with a concern that even my dad couldn't manage. »Hey, did I wake you up? I was too l
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tjShe lay back in my arms and closed her eyes.I have no idea what exactly happened but I would love to meet Jayden right now and tell him what a HUGE asshole he is! I would definitely smack him in such a way that he would first get to know the floor better. I really can't stand to see her like this anymore. What happened? He must have broken up, otherwise she would have been a little more composed! That fucking wannabe rocker!!! I'll kill him!!! It drives me crazy to see this woman suffer like that. How can he hurt this wonderful person like that? What did he do to her? Did she love him that much? If she were my girlfriend I would never have done that to her! This is such a great woman that you can't give it away anymore! He's such an asshole and so stupid! If he crosses my path, he's due!! ….But what am I talking about? I would never have a girlfriend because I couldn't keep it. I wouldn't be faithful and just as much of an asshole as him! I'm not a relationship type, when I look a
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We got closer to our friends again and got a few laughs and high fives, mostly from the boys of course, but TJ and I gave them high fives. All in all, the evening was really great and when we took the taxi home to TJ, I was almost closing my eyes from tiredness.TJ unlocked his front door and let me go first. We were both very calm and I just trotted back and forth, from the bathroom back to the bed, back into the bathroom, briefly into the kitchen and then finally, made-up off, changed and completely exhausted, I lay down in his bed. TJ came over to me for a moment and got a pillow from his bed, then he disappeared around the corner onto his sofa and it wasn't until I left that I noticed that he was only wearing shorts and a tight-fitting black undershirt, his back was immaculate and really nice in this.A few minutes passed and I just didn't hear from him anymore. It was too quiet and my brain turned on again. I thought about so many different things again and became more and more a
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This Adam was really nice and really really sweet. He flirted a bit too much and too much for me, but it was just about okay. Maybe there was something to what TJ told me tonight. Maybe I really need a one night stand or something like that, but definitely not today. Not with this Adam. Then kissing, but I would need a few more drinks to be able to overcome that. Adam didn't dance very well, the only thing he could do was rub his body against mine and it was a bit annoying. I loved dancing too much and didn't always need this close dancing, especially not with Adam, I preferred dancing with my friends, so I knew that nobody would rub against me, you could dance with them quite normally. Adam was glued to me and really tried everything to get close to me. He pulled away from me briefly and turned next to us where his friends were probably all on the dance floor. I finally continued dancing on my own, how nice that was, but it didn't last long because when Adam turned back to me he imme
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tjShe looked good, really damn good. She stood next to me and tied her hair together, moaning annoyed and scolding something I didn't understand and we waited for our taxi in the fresh air."I do not feel like! Let's go somewhere else!” Joey sounded really confident that I would do something else with her bad commanding tone. So she certainly didn't get through with me.The taxi came, we got in and I told the driver we wanted to go to Heaven . Joey looked thoughtful and annoyed out the window while I checked my cell phone messages again. A couple of girls had reached out, one cuter than the other, but there was nothing I could do today except take care of Joey. I just wanted to be there for her.After I paid the taxi driver, we got out and crossed the street."Do you think they're mad that we're only here now?" Joey walked beside me, casually fiddling with her hair again."No, at least we're coming, that's something!" I could already see Jamal in the distance and we walked towards hi
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No thought of Jayden and off to TJ's home, just away from where everything reminds me of him . The exit would be so perfect, but no, TJ started talking about Jayden again and when we drove away, Jayden and Debby were of course standing at the Staffords' door, who were probably also just leaving the party. His gaze followed us and Jayden looked slightly confused and disappointed, staring at us as we pulled away in TJ's car. Debby's gaze, on the other hand, was a bit sour and I turned away from them again. TJ frowned at the street and I wasn't sure if he had seen Jayden at all, but didn't want to dig deeper. Jayden looked so damn good that my thoughts just turned to him again. I had forgotten how sweet he was and how his eyes met me again and again, especially what he could trigger in me, unimaginable. I was worried about how I would convey to him today what he thought of me and what would have happened if we had talked until TJ snapped me out of my thoughts. "What's the matter with tha
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Great. I sat alone at the table with her sister and a silence fell between us. Slightly uncomfortable. I looked around to see how long Joey needed, but couldn't find her right away. Judith cleared her throat. »...um... I know we both had a rough start... But you're the only one Joey can get right now and I really appreciate that! Without you she would still be sitting in her room and probably wouldn't even have her degree in her pocket! I don't know what you have about you that makes her live again...but thanks TJ! For real! ...And since Tim thinks you're "okay" too, I may have misjudged you... That...that I'm sorry!"I was briefly flabbergasted by what she said and looked around again to see if Joey was finally coming, I finally spotted her but she was just pouring drinks and I turned back to Judith. »Well, I think anyone could have brought her out of her absolute low point...«She interjected and interrupted me. "No definitely not! I don't know how you do it. But it's the right way
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After graduation, my friends and I were all invited to Dwayne's house with our families together. It was absolutely great that Neil made such a nice party for us in his garden. There I stood in my room and hung the robe back on my room door, looked at myself again in the mirror and was unsure because I didn't know if Jayden would come and if I would meet him there, let alone I was afraid of what would happen if he were there. Will he talk to me then? Am I going to go up to him and talk? Are we ignoring each other? Am I breaking down again? I shouldn't be so scared that I might run into him, but it's really killing me. Every thought I give to him kills me!!!!But I was glad that TJ still came and I got some emotional support.I went over to the Staffords with my parents and I was really nervous. There were a lot of people there, but I did n't see him . That was good. Was it? I really couldn't take it otherwise. I didn't want to see him, not even from a distance. I wasn't even ready to
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"Are you nervous yet?" Today was the graduation ceremony on the sports field behind the school gym and I thought my mom was more nervous than me."It's still okay!" She handed me my red robe, which I put on and smiled happily at me.Dad, Judith and Tim were waiting at the car and I was allowed to sit in the front with my dad, who, like everyone else, had dressed up really well. He was super proud of me, I knew that, and honestly, I was a little bit too. The thought of graduating from high school was great, but it also sucked because I didn't know what I was going to do afterward. The college in town only had me on the waiting list, so I had to wait another semester because I didn't want to leave. My friends all had college places, some of them far away, which would mean that we wouldn't see each other again soon, at least very little and rarely. It sucked not knowing how my life would go on."Is your junkie boyfriend coming too?" I turned with a scathing look at Judith after Mom even
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TJ was by my side the whole time, texting me daily and trying to cheer me up in any way he could. I haven't heard from Jayden for weeks, which was a good thing. After all, five weeks have passed since we parted ways at the airport. The first few days were the worst, some of which I can't even remember. My friends also said that I was just in a trance and not really responsive, which could also explain my memory gaps. With each week the pain in me lessened and my parents were really touching towards me. They both had a slight problem with TJ because Debby once told them everything about him in a short conversation, about his previous drug history, fights and his many affairs. Of course they weren't enthusiastic about him at all, but they still allowed him to visit me very often. Judith never liked him anyway, which he felt every time. I felt sorry for TJ because my family actually had something against him, but just tried to put it aside, which I've gotten really good at.We finally ha
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tjShe lay back in my arms and closed her eyes.I have no idea what exactly happened but I would love to meet Jayden right now and tell him what a HUGE asshole he is! I would definitely smack him in such a way that he would first get to know the floor better. I really can't stand to see her like this anymore. What happened? He must have broken up, otherwise she would have been a little more composed! That fucking wannabe rocker!!! I'll kill him!!! It drives me crazy to see this woman suffer like that. How can he hurt this wonderful person like that? What did he do to her? Did she love him that much? If she were my girlfriend I would never have done that to her! This is such a great woman that you can't give it away anymore! He's such an asshole and so stupid! If he crosses my path, he's due!! ….But what am I talking about? I would never have a girlfriend because I couldn't keep it. I wouldn't be faithful and just as much of an asshole as him! I'm not a relationship type, when I look a
