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2024-10-29 19:42:56บทที่เกี่ยวข้อง
My soulmate 033
The song was beautiful if TJ hadn't kept interrupting his whispers."I'm hungry!" And that's when I stopped dancing with him. He had to laugh about it, but always managed to ruin the mood or sometimes even ridicule it. "I'm going to order a pizza! ...Do you want some of that, too?' We went outside, into the fresh air."You're not serious?...haha..." The craziest guy I knew and liked.He led the way to a couple of tables with benches set around the school grounds, a little off the hall, and actually called a pizza taxi. He tried to explain where to find us and then hung up to light a cigarette. Then he rummaged around in his jacket and handed me a silver flask."Here! ...Drink this!” I took it and unscrewed it."What's that?" He pulled on his fag and blew the smoke away from me."Whiskey!" I took a sip and held it out to him. He drank from it too, screwed it back on and slipped the flask into the inside pocket.We had pushed the masks onto our foreheads and there we sat in the cool nig
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2024-10-29My soulmate 034
It was just TJ who was there for me now. I sat in his living room and cried my heart out, literally. He sat next to me and had his arm around me. I didn't think he had any idea what to do with me, but just sitting next to me and comforting me was enough. My make-up was completely smudged and I couldn't stop sobbing.My cell phone rang, but this time it wasn't Jayden. it was my dad“Josephine, honey, where are you? ...Where are you?” He sounded concerned."Hey Dad...I'm fine, you don't have to worry...I'm with TJ!" My voice trembled and trembled."I'm coming for you! Give me the address!...""Dad? Is Jayden with you?”"Yes, my dear! He is here looking for you! ...Josephine..." I could hear him moving, assuming he was moving away from my mom, Jayden, and whoever was still at my house, that he could talk to me privately. He heard my desperation. »....can you tell me what's going on? ...What happened?” I let out a sob and then took a deep breath to tell my dad."I was at the prom, Dad, wi
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2024-10-29My soulmate 035
TJ drove me home and stopped in the driveway. He gave me a sad look as I tried to get out with his clothes on and the black dress in hand. "Joe,...." that was the first time he called me that. "...listen to what Jayden has to say..." What makes him think of it now?"Are you serious TJ? I've seen enough and I certainly don't want to talk to him!"»….oh man,.... I'm just saying,.... you know, I also thought that the girl looked like you! ...You need to talk to him again...maybe it really was a mistake?!""No! ....this excuse doesn't work at all. Don't tell me that you can't see your girlfriend right in front of you?!"“Just talk to him… you love him! ...Don't throw it all away right away..."I wanted to get out but he grabbed my arm. "Am I not going to get a hug anymore because I'm telling the truth? Give me a quick smile, Josie, and then you'll reconsider…' I smiled and hugged him. »...and if something happens, call me... get in touch okay? You can always come back to me! I have a gig
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2024-10-29My soulmate 036
The doorbell gave me a start before I got up and opened the door. His hands were in his pockets and he looked at me in embarrassment. "Hey..."I took a step to the side that he could get in and he walked into the living room. I followed him with quiet steps. I loved him and somehow it was nice to see him."...Baby,...I...listen to me please!" I nodded. He took a step towards me and stretched out his hands to me. I backed away."Don't touch me!" His eyes were very desperate and scared at the same time. We stood right between the sofa and the kitchen counter, with a distance between us that I demanded."Go ahead..." His jaw tightened as I snapped for him to speak. But he took a deep breath and talked."I'm so sorry about everything, I thought it was you... Let me tell and explain everything, just listen, okay?..." I just arched my eyebrows and crossed my arms. Am I just falling for him again? Is he even serious?»...I got the message from you that you went to the ball and Debby said you
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2024-10-29My soulmate 037
"I have no idea how to find Jayden here?!" Jane had to laugh at the crowd in front of us."Just wait until he shows up somewhere, you don't even know how he's dressed up... or just text him!"That was a great idea, which I implemented immediately. Just as I was sending it off, a guy came up to Jane and me and started flirting. He asked a lot of questions and wanted to know all sorts of things. He was wearing a silent-of-the-lambs suit and had his mask on his head. This guy was really funny and soon had all the pick-up lines out there. Eventually Dan joined them and made it clear to the guy that Jane was taken. He pulled away and disappeared into the crowd and there was still no sign of Jayden. Where is he?I headed for the toilet after two mugs of vodka and cherry. Shit, a little snake. So I queued up and waited for the queue to clear and it was my turn. A few people further down the line talked and laughed, but it wasn't ordinary conversation. I felt like they were being watched and
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2024-10-29My soulmate 038
When the taxi took me and my friends home, the sky was already turning yellow and red. We'd been partying all night and I was really longing for my bed now. The evening was long, my feet hurt and I could hardly keep my eyes open while driving. It was the best Halloween party I've ever been to. I will never forget this party. It was the first party where everyone was friends with Jayden and his brother and it was the first time Jayden and I had been a couple in such a public way. He gave me the confidence to rise above all the stares and comments and ignore it. He stood by me and showed me how he couldn't care if we kissed and people gave us weird looks.I love him! He's perfect for me!I don't know why the weekends were always over so quickly. Jayden was either rehearsing all week or had important appointments. I hardly saw him, but I was looking forward to the weekend. His mom was getting married on Saturday and I was really looking forward to the party. Weddings are always something
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2024-10-29My soulmate 039
I looked forward to the evening. I have no idea what TJ was up to but I was looking forward to seeing him. I just got out of the shower and was wearing jogging shorts and a top. My hair was still wrapped in my towel.I was sitting at my dressing table and starting to apply lotion and makeup when there was a knock on the door."Mom, I just need a minute! I'll be right down..."The door opened and I rolled my eyes because Mom was impatient again. I looked over my mirror at the door and saw Jayden's mad eyes fixed on me. "I'm not your mom, but can I come in?"I turned to him and was so happy to see him. I hugged him and kissed his warm lips. His cheeks burned and his pulse raced. Jayden gave the door a shove and it slammed shut."What are you doing here? I thought we'd see each other tomorrow?""An appointment was canceled..." He bit his lower lip and narrowed his eyes briefly. »...so I thought we could both... Well... chill out or do something else? Whatever you fancy!«I took his cheek
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2024-10-29My soulmate 040
I've been waiting in front of the cinema for half an hour. Josie will be happy when she sees that I already bought the tickets and popcorn for us. Where is she? The movie starts in 15 minutes! Everywhere there are small groups or people who have met in front of the cinema to finally go in. I put out my fag and looked back at Josie.My cell phone vibrated and I pulled it out of my back pocket. josie I didn't have a good feeling about it. "...Hey..."» ...hehe…. TJ?.... TJ,.... Sorry we have to move this... Haha.... She was talking to someone else on the side and giggling like crazy. She seemed very happy and exuberant, which annoyed me a bit. » ...please let me be brief…. tj? Do you hear? ….haha that tickles…. Stop it, Jayden... "Of course. Jayden! He's ruining my movie night with Josie. Fuck."Understood! See you then« I was really annoyed."Yes, we'll catch up on that..." And she just hung up.Fuck. i hate her boyfriend He'll see her all day tomorrow. And we had agreed beforehand. F
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2024-10-29
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My soulmate 067
We got closer to our friends again and got a few laughs and high fives, mostly from the boys of course, but TJ and I gave them high fives. All in all, the evening was really great and when we took the taxi home to TJ, I was almost closing my eyes from tiredness.TJ unlocked his front door and let me go first. We were both very calm and I just trotted back and forth, from the bathroom back to the bed, back into the bathroom, briefly into the kitchen and then finally, made-up off, changed and completely exhausted, I lay down in his bed. TJ came over to me for a moment and got a pillow from his bed, then he disappeared around the corner onto his sofa and it wasn't until I left that I noticed that he was only wearing shorts and a tight-fitting black undershirt, his back was immaculate and really nice in this.A few minutes passed and I just didn't hear from him anymore. It was too quiet and my brain turned on again. I thought about so many different things again and became more and more a
My soulmate 066
This Adam was really nice and really really sweet. He flirted a bit too much and too much for me, but it was just about okay. Maybe there was something to what TJ told me tonight. Maybe I really need a one night stand or something like that, but definitely not today. Not with this Adam. Then kissing, but I would need a few more drinks to be able to overcome that. Adam didn't dance very well, the only thing he could do was rub his body against mine and it was a bit annoying. I loved dancing too much and didn't always need this close dancing, especially not with Adam, I preferred dancing with my friends, so I knew that nobody would rub against me, you could dance with them quite normally. Adam was glued to me and really tried everything to get close to me. He pulled away from me briefly and turned next to us where his friends were probably all on the dance floor. I finally continued dancing on my own, how nice that was, but it didn't last long because when Adam turned back to me he imme
My soulmate 065
tjShe looked good, really damn good. She stood next to me and tied her hair together, moaning annoyed and scolding something I didn't understand and we waited for our taxi in the fresh air."I do not feel like! Let's go somewhere else!” Joey sounded really confident that I would do something else with her bad commanding tone. So she certainly didn't get through with me.The taxi came, we got in and I told the driver we wanted to go to Heaven . Joey looked thoughtful and annoyed out the window while I checked my cell phone messages again. A couple of girls had reached out, one cuter than the other, but there was nothing I could do today except take care of Joey. I just wanted to be there for her.After I paid the taxi driver, we got out and crossed the street."Do you think they're mad that we're only here now?" Joey walked beside me, casually fiddling with her hair again."No, at least we're coming, that's something!" I could already see Jamal in the distance and we walked towards hi
My soulmate 064
No thought of Jayden and off to TJ's home, just away from where everything reminds me of him . The exit would be so perfect, but no, TJ started talking about Jayden again and when we drove away, Jayden and Debby were of course standing at the Staffords' door, who were probably also just leaving the party. His gaze followed us and Jayden looked slightly confused and disappointed, staring at us as we pulled away in TJ's car. Debby's gaze, on the other hand, was a bit sour and I turned away from them again. TJ frowned at the street and I wasn't sure if he had seen Jayden at all, but didn't want to dig deeper. Jayden looked so damn good that my thoughts just turned to him again. I had forgotten how sweet he was and how his eyes met me again and again, especially what he could trigger in me, unimaginable. I was worried about how I would convey to him today what he thought of me and what would have happened if we had talked until TJ snapped me out of my thoughts. "What's the matter with tha
My soulmate 063
Great. I sat alone at the table with her sister and a silence fell between us. Slightly uncomfortable. I looked around to see how long Joey needed, but couldn't find her right away. Judith cleared her throat. »...um... I know we both had a rough start... But you're the only one Joey can get right now and I really appreciate that! Without you she would still be sitting in her room and probably wouldn't even have her degree in her pocket! I don't know what you have about you that makes her live again...but thanks TJ! For real! ...And since Tim thinks you're "okay" too, I may have misjudged you... That...that I'm sorry!"I was briefly flabbergasted by what she said and looked around again to see if Joey was finally coming, I finally spotted her but she was just pouring drinks and I turned back to Judith. »Well, I think anyone could have brought her out of her absolute low point...«She interjected and interrupted me. "No definitely not! I don't know how you do it. But it's the right way
My soulmate 062
After graduation, my friends and I were all invited to Dwayne's house with our families together. It was absolutely great that Neil made such a nice party for us in his garden. There I stood in my room and hung the robe back on my room door, looked at myself again in the mirror and was unsure because I didn't know if Jayden would come and if I would meet him there, let alone I was afraid of what would happen if he were there. Will he talk to me then? Am I going to go up to him and talk? Are we ignoring each other? Am I breaking down again? I shouldn't be so scared that I might run into him, but it's really killing me. Every thought I give to him kills me!!!!But I was glad that TJ still came and I got some emotional support.I went over to the Staffords with my parents and I was really nervous. There were a lot of people there, but I did n't see him . That was good. Was it? I really couldn't take it otherwise. I didn't want to see him, not even from a distance. I wasn't even ready to
My soulmate 061
"Are you nervous yet?" Today was the graduation ceremony on the sports field behind the school gym and I thought my mom was more nervous than me."It's still okay!" She handed me my red robe, which I put on and smiled happily at me.Dad, Judith and Tim were waiting at the car and I was allowed to sit in the front with my dad, who, like everyone else, had dressed up really well. He was super proud of me, I knew that, and honestly, I was a little bit too. The thought of graduating from high school was great, but it also sucked because I didn't know what I was going to do afterward. The college in town only had me on the waiting list, so I had to wait another semester because I didn't want to leave. My friends all had college places, some of them far away, which would mean that we wouldn't see each other again soon, at least very little and rarely. It sucked not knowing how my life would go on."Is your junkie boyfriend coming too?" I turned with a scathing look at Judith after Mom even
My soulmate 060
TJ was by my side the whole time, texting me daily and trying to cheer me up in any way he could. I haven't heard from Jayden for weeks, which was a good thing. After all, five weeks have passed since we parted ways at the airport. The first few days were the worst, some of which I can't even remember. My friends also said that I was just in a trance and not really responsive, which could also explain my memory gaps. With each week the pain in me lessened and my parents were really touching towards me. They both had a slight problem with TJ because Debby once told them everything about him in a short conversation, about his previous drug history, fights and his many affairs. Of course they weren't enthusiastic about him at all, but they still allowed him to visit me very often. Judith never liked him anyway, which he felt every time. I felt sorry for TJ because my family actually had something against him, but just tried to put it aside, which I've gotten really good at.We finally ha
My soulmate 059
tjShe lay back in my arms and closed her eyes.I have no idea what exactly happened but I would love to meet Jayden right now and tell him what a HUGE asshole he is! I would definitely smack him in such a way that he would first get to know the floor better. I really can't stand to see her like this anymore. What happened? He must have broken up, otherwise she would have been a little more composed! That fucking wannabe rocker!!! I'll kill him!!! It drives me crazy to see this woman suffer like that. How can he hurt this wonderful person like that? What did he do to her? Did she love him that much? If she were my girlfriend I would never have done that to her! This is such a great woman that you can't give it away anymore! He's such an asshole and so stupid! If he crosses my path, he's due!! ….But what am I talking about? I would never have a girlfriend because I couldn't keep it. I wouldn't be faithful and just as much of an asshole as him! I'm not a relationship type, when I look a
