I didn’t say anything I just walked towards the fire, I wasn’t sure how I was going to bring this up to him. He went along and made the fire in his short without his shirt and I felt my body reacting to his body, I was insanely attracted to him. I couldn’t believe how hard it was right now to not stay mad. He had made a fire in no time and sat down next to me, he grabbed my hand,“So can you tell me why your angry with me? Is it what I told you?”I shook my head, “Not really, what you told me it's the reason I don’t trust you though. I really need you to be honest with my Steve about everything.”He nodded, “Okay then what is it? Can you please tell me so I could try to make it up to you? Let me explain whatever you don’t know. I promise to be entirely honest with you. I cant guess what's going on in your head I wish I could.”I glared at him trying to find the words, “Last night I felt guilty going to bed without at least saying goodnight, so I came back out and you were gone
I began to feel tears start in my eyes, he was surprising me with a proposal, and I reacted by kicking him out. I starred at his phone as I tried to wrap my head around everything. I heard the door open and saw Steve standing there with his bags, he didn’t say anything. He grabbed his phone put of my hand and walked towards the boat, I watched him as he began to load his bags up. I walked towards him, he didn’t even bother to look up at me,“I’m sorry, I don’t know what to say. I did over react a lot and I don’t really have an excuse for it. But I didn’t act really nice towards you and I am sorry. I not only invaded your privacy but I didn’t trust you. I actually thought you were plotting some sort of hit on me.”Steve looked up at me like he was frustrated, he shook his head, “Why would I want to kill you? I’ve done nothing but try to save you. Guess you got a big surprise eh?”He was still organizing he’s stuff in the boat, which was making me uncomfortable, I didn’t want him t
We spent the next few weeks enjoying every moment of each other, things felt perfect. I was finally back to myself although the pregnancy was kicking my ass quite a bit. I was insanely nauseous all the fucking time, I’m not sure why they call it morning sickness when it happens all day. Steve has been fishing everyday, and although I am happy to see he is starting a hobby the smell of the fish had me constantly running to the bathroom.Today we were heading to Lansing for a doctor’s appointment for the baby and tomorrow was Darren’s plea trial. So we were going to stay at Bethany’s for the next few days. I packed everything up for a few days, Steve was beginning to load the boat up while Jeremy was running everywhere.My father was coming to stay with Jeremy for a few days so we could have a bit of alone time, he was looking forward to having time with Jeremy. He has been busy with his new friend, we haven’t seen him too much.Steve came in and smiled at me, “So let’s make sure thi
I sat there and glared over at Steve, I looked her over and she didn’t even have a baby bump, she was so tiny she couldn’t be too far along. I looked back at Steve when my first reaction was to get up and walk out but my legs didn’t move. I wanted to stay here and see how this played out, was Steve this woman’s babies father? I remember her name, I seen her name on Steve’s phone when I found out about Bethany.I felt my stomach turn as I tried to hold in my nausea. Steve looked her over,“Congratulations Darla. You look great, how far along are you?”She smiled, “Thanks, I am about 10 weeks.”I began to count back where was Steve 10 weeks ago, I think that would have been around the time he was first released. That didn’t make sense at all, when he was released he went and got his car and then came to meet us. Did he make a stop on his way, what the hell was going on. I could feel the anger in me begin to get triggered as I was picturing grabbing my leftover food and throwing it a
I looked over the man, he was pretty rough looking which made me a bit nervous. Here I am yet again getting myself in fucking trouble. Every time I stepped foot in this city I would get mad and over react, I felt guilty for not hearing Steve out.I looked up at the man standing next to me,“Nope, not his girl and never will be again.”He nodded, “I don’t blame you, he’s a real asshole that guy. Do you mind if I sit?” I put my arm out, and he sat down. He looked me over,“Your pregnant? Is that Darren’s?”II shook my head, “No, Steve’s ironically enough.”He began to laugh, “That’s funny, you need to get out more often girl! We are talking about Steve as in Darren’s best friend Steve?”I laughed and nodded.“Well I don’t know Steve too well but he always seemed like a solid guy, where is he now?”“I’m not sure probably looking for me. I tend to get mad and take off on him every time something happens.”I wasn't even sure why I was telling a complete stranger out problems, I
I immediately called Steve, he picked up instantly, I could tell by his voice he was panicking,“Kay? Where the fuck are you?”“I’m at the beach what’s going on? Is Jeremy okay? What happened.”I felt my heart break to pieces as I thought about anything happening to my little boy. I was so lost, it felt like I was on a cloud and everything around my was hazy.“He chocked on a piece of meat and it blocked his airway, he was down for 2 minutes when your father finally got it out. The ambulance is there now, I just hung up on him to talk to you. I’m going to call him back right now and see what’s going on.”“No, no, I’m calling him back. I’m at the beach can you come and get me.”“I’m about 20 minutes from the cottage Kay, I couldn’t find you and I needed to get to Jeremy. I wasn’t going to just wait for nothing. I’m fucking done with this running away from me Kay. Call Bethany to come pick you up, I’m going to be with my son. Figure your own shit out.”The phone line went dead.
I kept checking my phone for an answer from Steve I wasn’t getting anything. I sent my father a text to make sure everything was okay.Kay: How’s everything going dad? I haven’t heard from Steve. How’s Jeremy doing? I just got to Bethanys, we are having a girls night.Dad: Jeremy is good he’s sleeping on Steve right now, enjoy your girls night. I’ll let you know if anything changes, try to let Steve be Kay. He’s pretty upset about everything let him figure things out.Then he sent me a picture of Steve in the rocking chair holding onto a sleeping Jeremy. He’s eyes were bloodshot as he was holding him closely. It broke my heart to see him like this I just wanted to rush down there and give him a hug and make him forgive me.Bethany got a bunch of snacks set on the table, she sat down on the couch and taped the cushion for me to join her. I gave her a smile as I jumped in next to her and sat down.“So I know Steve doesn’t talk about this to literally anyone and because of that he h
Steves POVI woke up to Jeremy cuddled up on my chest, I gave him a kiss on the head. I can’t believe I almost lost him yesterday, I just wanted to hold him closer and not let him go. I can’t believe how close I got to this little guy, I reached down for my phone and looked at it, the message from Kay was still on the screen as I couldn’t even think of opening it right now.I just needed a little break from her, every fucking time I seen someone she would get jealous and runaway, she never trusted me and that sucked.Her father told me he would go pick her up today she rescheduled her doctors appointment, I felt guilty not being there for her. I was so excited too see our little baby but I couldn’t face her right now. I knew she was having a sleepover with Bethany and I knew Bethany would take it upon herself to get involved.I was nervous to see her, I bet Bethany told her a bunch of stuff about when we were kids, the nightmare of a life we lived. She was pushing me so much to tal
As we entered the house, I glanced everywhere it was literally perfect, he listened to every think I liked and didn’t like from every house we looked at. I couldn’t stop smiling as I made my way to each room.I felt tears coming down my cheeks as I pulled Ian closely, “Thank you babe.”He hugged me back, “Maybe we will get luckier here trying to make a family, we have 1 less thing to stress about now.”And that’s the first thing we did, we stripped our clothing off and tried our luck as we had hot crazy sex all over the new house. We spent the next few days planning our move and picking colors and every chance we got we would try our luck in the new house. Once we got back home we posted Ian’s house for sale and it sold immediately. I was so anxious to pick the boys up and show them the house, as I got there I was so happy and Steve noticed.“Was it a good few days?” He asked me giving me a curious look.I nodded, “Yes Ian got my dream house built for us. It’s only an hour aw
I felt my heart completely stop as I began to panic “Surgery? What happened? I thought he was okay and would be coming home today.”She seemed to panic a bit too as she tried to shuffle through the papers she was reading quickly as she kept looking up at me,“It looks like this is a different procedure Ma’am, he is in getting a small repair done from a previous injury.”I was taken by surprise as I looked at her, he was getting the surgery done so we could start trying for babies. I couldn’t hide my smile as I thanked her and walked back to his room. I sat patiently as I waited for him to get out. He came in walking a bit funny as I began to laugh,“Are you okay babe?”He gave me a awkward smile, “Yeah I’m just numb and it feels so weird.”I got up and gave him a tender kiss on his lips as he kissed me back, “I hear you went for the procedure.”He nodded, “Don’t get upset though if it doesn’t work Kay, the odds are really slim, promise?”I smiled and nodded, “It’s fine if it
Ian explained to us how when he used to have the odd run ins with Will he was usually just there, never anything to get him for even though he heard rumors he was a assassin there was never any proof. The last time he spoke to Darren , Darren mentioned Will was in there and was trying to bribe him into helping him out of there. Obviously he denied and I guess Darren put a hit on him.Although these were all theories there was no hard evidence of any of this being true although Will would be incarcerated for quite some time after this.We spent the next few days in the hospital as Ian was doing amazing, he was beginning to slowly get around the room and go for small walks around the hallways. I was constantly with him, I was terrified to leave his side. The last day in the hospital Ian had several tests to do before they would release him so I took a bit of time to go check on the boys. I was really excited to see them, it’s been a while since I saw them.I drove over to mine and St
I felt my stomach turn as I looked over at Ian, this means that this was all my fault. I haven’t heard from Darren or anything since I walked out of the visit with him. Jones told me he was going to look into a few things and go visit Darren, I was praying it had nothing to do with him. I didn’t want to be held responsible for Ian being shot.I sat next to Ian all day when I remembered I had to pick the kids up in the morning, I sent Steve a message,Kay: There’s been an emergency , I’m going to see if my father can pick the boys up tomorrow.Steve answered me quickly, Steve: No worried Kay, I’ve missed them. I’ll take this run off. Can I keep them until my next run?I looked over at Ian, I wanted to see my boys I missed them so much but I needed to be here for Ian. I didn’t want to leave his sight.Kay: Yes but I want to see them when I’m done dealing with this, even just for a little bit.Steve: Your always welcome here Kay.I rolled my eyes then I thought about it, I looke
I followed the nurse to the room, I saw Ian’s body laying on the bed. There was no movement and he was extremely pale. I slowly walked over as I glanced at the monitor I was trying to memorize all the numbers to keep an eye on them. I grabbed Ian’s hand when I noticed his ring was gone, I looked at the nurse,“Where’s his ring?”She gave me apologetic look, “I’m sorry ma’am it’s in his possessions, we had to remove it for surgery once he’s awake we can put it back on.”I nodded and gave her a smile, I noticed she was optimistic also. Once she left the room I sat there and starred at him he looked so peaceful, I looked at the monitor several times waiting for something to change. I began to talk to him,“Hey baby, I’m here. Your out of surgery now and you did so good. Besides dying on me several times but you came back so your forgiven. Now I need you to open those beautiful eyes of yours and come back to me. I don’t like spending my honeymoon like this. We are supposed to be plann
I was waiting as I saw several officers begin to pile into the waiting room, they just kept coming and coming, when I noticed Officer Cooper walk in, she sat with some of the other officers I could see she was crying as some of them were trying to console her.Detective Jones came and sat next to me with a coffee as he passed it to me, I gave him a small smile and thanked him. Just then I saw a woman walk in and she looked so much like Ian it made my stomach turn to see her. She ran directly to officer Cooper as I watched, I saw Jones tense up. I heard his sister say, “Cassie, what the fuck is going on? Did I hear right? My brother was getting married when this happened?”The officer glared at me and nodded as she gave her a hug. His sister backed away as she continued, “I guess congratulations Cassie, I always knew you two would work it out. I’m so happy my brother finally settled.”I saw her whisper something towards her and they both glared to me, I felt extremely uncomfortabl
I heard a lot of screaming around us as I looked up everything was in slow motion, the man who was looking at us was being handcuffed and dragged away, I looked at myself and I was covered in blood. I looked back down at Ian he’s eyes were large, he kept trying to sit up. I put my hands on him and pushed him back down, “Relax babe, relax.” I was trying to put pressure on his wound when I felt someone come next to me. There was a man standing there, he began to unbutton Ian’s shirt,“I am a physician at the local hospital ma’am, we need to see where the wound is.”I began to nod, I was in such shock I don’t think I could speak or move or cry. I just kneeled down next to him and held his hand as I starred at him. There was so much going on around us, I could hear screaming and crying from everywhere, I heard a lady shout,“The ambulance is 5 minutes out.”The doctor had his shirt pushed against his chest, he managed to spit out a few words,“I.. I… love.. you.. I’m.. I’m.. sorry
I smiled at him as I nodded. He returned my smile, “You know Kay, if you want a big wedding I’ll be happy to give you one.”I nodded, “What do you want?”He shook his head, “You in any way I can have you.”I laughed as I could feel my cheeks warm up, “How about we plan a party in a few months for family and friends to celebrate our wedding.”He smiled, “That sounds perfect.”Just then we heard our name, “Kay Myles and Ian Smith”I felt my stomach turn as I got up and followed Ian into the court room. I was beginning to shake as we made our way to the room. Ian handed me his ring as I looked into his eyes and I saw complete confidence on his face. I gave him a smile as I felt myself calming down, the minister began to ceremony, this was completely different then a traditional wedding. “Do you take Ian Smith as your lawfully wedded husband?”I smiled at him, “I do.” I took his ring out and slid it on his finger.He gave me a large smile as the minister continued, “Do you take
The next morning I woke up to Ian playing with my hair, our legs were tangled together as we were holding on to each other closely. I was never much of a cuddler but the small amount of sleep I did get felt like the best sleep I’ve ever had. I looked up to his eyes, “Good morning.” I whispered. He kissed me, “Good morning my fiancée.”I gave him a big smile as he looked into me eyes, “Are you still agreeing to marry me?”I smiled as I nodded, “Yeah I am.”He looked to be thinking, “When do you want to get married?”I shrugged, “I’m not sure, I’ve had the big wedding and planned out so many things and that didn’t last more then a few days. Let’s do something different this time.”He smiled, “Hmmm, like maybe elope? Or let’s go buy rings and go to the courthouse today?”I began to laugh, “You would marry me today?”He smiled at me, “Oh baby I would of married you the day my eyes met yours.”I began to laugh, the first time I met Ian was when he was on the team to charge Darr