I can tell by Steve’s reaction he wasn’t expecting this, he shook his head,“Why would you want me to do that?”“Because Steve it’s not okay. I know what he did wasn’t okay neither, it was far from okay but why should we stoop down to his level? I don’t want any more blood on my hands, no one deserves to be beaten half to death.”He shook his head, “Yes your right! You and our unborn child do not deserve to be beaten, one half to death and the other to death. Then he had the fucking nerve to try raping you in the fucking hospital. I’m sorry Kay but it’s either those guys do it or I do it, and you have no idea how badly I want to be the one to do it. If you didn’t agree to let me come here with you then I would of put myself in jail to get to him.”I never realized how angry Steve was about this all, he always acted cool and collective, I felt a bit bad he was living with all this anger since everything happened, I didn’t know what else to say.“Its probably too late anyways Kay,
I felt my stomach turn as I began to rush back to the camp, was he planning on having a girl here when I sleep? Or was it something else? It didn’t sound too good, what would he need to do while I sleep. As I was thinking everything through and trying to rush back to get there before Steve, I lost my balance on my way down.I felt myself fall and slide a few feet, I had a bad pain in my knee but it was too dark to see. I immediately got up and headed back in the cabin feeling relieved when I noticed I got here before Steve. I rushed into the room and shut the door, I looked at my knee and I had a huge cut, I must of hit a branch when I fell. I grabbed some tissues and tried to clean it up, I was thinking about going to the bathroom to clean it up when I heard the front door open.I stopped and threw myself under the blankets as I heard Steve walk around, I was trying to place his footsteps, he stopped in Jeremy’s room as my stomach sunk then I hear him walk towards my door, I pulled t
I forgot about that damn cut, I tried to make an excuse but I was so tired I couldn’t think straight,“I’m not sure, maybe it’s from the accident?”Steve shook his head, “No babe, that wasn’t there last night. It’s really fresh. Did you do anything last night?”He came over to inspect the cut closer. I felt myself back away a bit as he stopped, he gave me a hurt look then took a step back,“I can clean it later for you if you want.”I didn’t say anything, I took Jeremy to sit down to get ready to eat. We then all got ready to spend the day at the beach, I was avoiding Steve as much as possible through the day. Steve had noticed while we both gave Jeremy all our attention. I kept feeling Steve’s eyes on me throughout the day.Steve made a BBQ outside while Jeremy was loving his day, he was completely exhausted once we finished supper after the day full of fresh air, he fell asleep while he was eating. Steve put him to bed, when he came back he began putting fire wood in the fire
I didn’t say anything I just walked towards the fire, I wasn’t sure how I was going to bring this up to him. He went along and made the fire in his short without his shirt and I felt my body reacting to his body, I was insanely attracted to him. I couldn’t believe how hard it was right now to not stay mad. He had made a fire in no time and sat down next to me, he grabbed my hand,“So can you tell me why your angry with me? Is it what I told you?”I shook my head, “Not really, what you told me it's the reason I don’t trust you though. I really need you to be honest with my Steve about everything.”He nodded, “Okay then what is it? Can you please tell me so I could try to make it up to you? Let me explain whatever you don’t know. I promise to be entirely honest with you. I cant guess what's going on in your head I wish I could.”I glared at him trying to find the words, “Last night I felt guilty going to bed without at least saying goodnight, so I came back out and you were gone
I began to feel tears start in my eyes, he was surprising me with a proposal, and I reacted by kicking him out. I starred at his phone as I tried to wrap my head around everything. I heard the door open and saw Steve standing there with his bags, he didn’t say anything. He grabbed his phone put of my hand and walked towards the boat, I watched him as he began to load his bags up. I walked towards him, he didn’t even bother to look up at me,“I’m sorry, I don’t know what to say. I did over react a lot and I don’t really have an excuse for it. But I didn’t act really nice towards you and I am sorry. I not only invaded your privacy but I didn’t trust you. I actually thought you were plotting some sort of hit on me.”Steve looked up at me like he was frustrated, he shook his head, “Why would I want to kill you? I’ve done nothing but try to save you. Guess you got a big surprise eh?”He was still organizing he’s stuff in the boat, which was making me uncomfortable, I didn’t want him t
We spent the next few weeks enjoying every moment of each other, things felt perfect. I was finally back to myself although the pregnancy was kicking my ass quite a bit. I was insanely nauseous all the fucking time, I’m not sure why they call it morning sickness when it happens all day. Steve has been fishing everyday, and although I am happy to see he is starting a hobby the smell of the fish had me constantly running to the bathroom.Today we were heading to Lansing for a doctor’s appointment for the baby and tomorrow was Darren’s plea trial. So we were going to stay at Bethany’s for the next few days. I packed everything up for a few days, Steve was beginning to load the boat up while Jeremy was running everywhere.My father was coming to stay with Jeremy for a few days so we could have a bit of alone time, he was looking forward to having time with Jeremy. He has been busy with his new friend, we haven’t seen him too much.Steve came in and smiled at me, “So let’s make sure thi
I sat there and glared over at Steve, I looked her over and she didn’t even have a baby bump, she was so tiny she couldn’t be too far along. I looked back at Steve when my first reaction was to get up and walk out but my legs didn’t move. I wanted to stay here and see how this played out, was Steve this woman’s babies father? I remember her name, I seen her name on Steve’s phone when I found out about Bethany.I felt my stomach turn as I tried to hold in my nausea. Steve looked her over,“Congratulations Darla. You look great, how far along are you?”She smiled, “Thanks, I am about 10 weeks.”I began to count back where was Steve 10 weeks ago, I think that would have been around the time he was first released. That didn’t make sense at all, when he was released he went and got his car and then came to meet us. Did he make a stop on his way, what the hell was going on. I could feel the anger in me begin to get triggered as I was picturing grabbing my leftover food and throwing it a
I looked over the man, he was pretty rough looking which made me a bit nervous. Here I am yet again getting myself in fucking trouble. Every time I stepped foot in this city I would get mad and over react, I felt guilty for not hearing Steve out.I looked up at the man standing next to me,“Nope, not his girl and never will be again.”He nodded, “I don’t blame you, he’s a real asshole that guy. Do you mind if I sit?” I put my arm out, and he sat down. He looked me over,“Your pregnant? Is that Darren’s?”II shook my head, “No, Steve’s ironically enough.”He began to laugh, “That’s funny, you need to get out more often girl! We are talking about Steve as in Darren’s best friend Steve?”I laughed and nodded.“Well I don’t know Steve too well but he always seemed like a solid guy, where is he now?”“I’m not sure probably looking for me. I tend to get mad and take off on him every time something happens.”I wasn't even sure why I was telling a complete stranger out problems, I
As we entered the house, I glanced everywhere it was literally perfect, he listened to every think I liked and didn’t like from every house we looked at. I couldn’t stop smiling as I made my way to each room.I felt tears coming down my cheeks as I pulled Ian closely, “Thank you babe.”He hugged me back, “Maybe we will get luckier here trying to make a family, we have 1 less thing to stress about now.”And that’s the first thing we did, we stripped our clothing off and tried our luck as we had hot crazy sex all over the new house. We spent the next few days planning our move and picking colors and every chance we got we would try our luck in the new house. Once we got back home we posted Ian’s house for sale and it sold immediately. I was so anxious to pick the boys up and show them the house, as I got there I was so happy and Steve noticed.“Was it a good few days?” He asked me giving me a curious look.I nodded, “Yes Ian got my dream house built for us. It’s only an hour aw
I felt my heart completely stop as I began to panic “Surgery? What happened? I thought he was okay and would be coming home today.”She seemed to panic a bit too as she tried to shuffle through the papers she was reading quickly as she kept looking up at me,“It looks like this is a different procedure Ma’am, he is in getting a small repair done from a previous injury.”I was taken by surprise as I looked at her, he was getting the surgery done so we could start trying for babies. I couldn’t hide my smile as I thanked her and walked back to his room. I sat patiently as I waited for him to get out. He came in walking a bit funny as I began to laugh,“Are you okay babe?”He gave me a awkward smile, “Yeah I’m just numb and it feels so weird.”I got up and gave him a tender kiss on his lips as he kissed me back, “I hear you went for the procedure.”He nodded, “Don’t get upset though if it doesn’t work Kay, the odds are really slim, promise?”I smiled and nodded, “It’s fine if it
Ian explained to us how when he used to have the odd run ins with Will he was usually just there, never anything to get him for even though he heard rumors he was a assassin there was never any proof. The last time he spoke to Darren , Darren mentioned Will was in there and was trying to bribe him into helping him out of there. Obviously he denied and I guess Darren put a hit on him.Although these were all theories there was no hard evidence of any of this being true although Will would be incarcerated for quite some time after this.We spent the next few days in the hospital as Ian was doing amazing, he was beginning to slowly get around the room and go for small walks around the hallways. I was constantly with him, I was terrified to leave his side. The last day in the hospital Ian had several tests to do before they would release him so I took a bit of time to go check on the boys. I was really excited to see them, it’s been a while since I saw them.I drove over to mine and St
I felt my stomach turn as I looked over at Ian, this means that this was all my fault. I haven’t heard from Darren or anything since I walked out of the visit with him. Jones told me he was going to look into a few things and go visit Darren, I was praying it had nothing to do with him. I didn’t want to be held responsible for Ian being shot.I sat next to Ian all day when I remembered I had to pick the kids up in the morning, I sent Steve a message,Kay: There’s been an emergency , I’m going to see if my father can pick the boys up tomorrow.Steve answered me quickly, Steve: No worried Kay, I’ve missed them. I’ll take this run off. Can I keep them until my next run?I looked over at Ian, I wanted to see my boys I missed them so much but I needed to be here for Ian. I didn’t want to leave his sight.Kay: Yes but I want to see them when I’m done dealing with this, even just for a little bit.Steve: Your always welcome here Kay.I rolled my eyes then I thought about it, I looke
I followed the nurse to the room, I saw Ian’s body laying on the bed. There was no movement and he was extremely pale. I slowly walked over as I glanced at the monitor I was trying to memorize all the numbers to keep an eye on them. I grabbed Ian’s hand when I noticed his ring was gone, I looked at the nurse,“Where’s his ring?”She gave me apologetic look, “I’m sorry ma’am it’s in his possessions, we had to remove it for surgery once he’s awake we can put it back on.”I nodded and gave her a smile, I noticed she was optimistic also. Once she left the room I sat there and starred at him he looked so peaceful, I looked at the monitor several times waiting for something to change. I began to talk to him,“Hey baby, I’m here. Your out of surgery now and you did so good. Besides dying on me several times but you came back so your forgiven. Now I need you to open those beautiful eyes of yours and come back to me. I don’t like spending my honeymoon like this. We are supposed to be plann
I was waiting as I saw several officers begin to pile into the waiting room, they just kept coming and coming, when I noticed Officer Cooper walk in, she sat with some of the other officers I could see she was crying as some of them were trying to console her.Detective Jones came and sat next to me with a coffee as he passed it to me, I gave him a small smile and thanked him. Just then I saw a woman walk in and she looked so much like Ian it made my stomach turn to see her. She ran directly to officer Cooper as I watched, I saw Jones tense up. I heard his sister say, “Cassie, what the fuck is going on? Did I hear right? My brother was getting married when this happened?”The officer glared at me and nodded as she gave her a hug. His sister backed away as she continued, “I guess congratulations Cassie, I always knew you two would work it out. I’m so happy my brother finally settled.”I saw her whisper something towards her and they both glared to me, I felt extremely uncomfortabl
I heard a lot of screaming around us as I looked up everything was in slow motion, the man who was looking at us was being handcuffed and dragged away, I looked at myself and I was covered in blood. I looked back down at Ian he’s eyes were large, he kept trying to sit up. I put my hands on him and pushed him back down, “Relax babe, relax.” I was trying to put pressure on his wound when I felt someone come next to me. There was a man standing there, he began to unbutton Ian’s shirt,“I am a physician at the local hospital ma’am, we need to see where the wound is.”I began to nod, I was in such shock I don’t think I could speak or move or cry. I just kneeled down next to him and held his hand as I starred at him. There was so much going on around us, I could hear screaming and crying from everywhere, I heard a lady shout,“The ambulance is 5 minutes out.”The doctor had his shirt pushed against his chest, he managed to spit out a few words,“I.. I… love.. you.. I’m.. I’m.. sorry
I smiled at him as I nodded. He returned my smile, “You know Kay, if you want a big wedding I’ll be happy to give you one.”I nodded, “What do you want?”He shook his head, “You in any way I can have you.”I laughed as I could feel my cheeks warm up, “How about we plan a party in a few months for family and friends to celebrate our wedding.”He smiled, “That sounds perfect.”Just then we heard our name, “Kay Myles and Ian Smith”I felt my stomach turn as I got up and followed Ian into the court room. I was beginning to shake as we made our way to the room. Ian handed me his ring as I looked into his eyes and I saw complete confidence on his face. I gave him a smile as I felt myself calming down, the minister began to ceremony, this was completely different then a traditional wedding. “Do you take Ian Smith as your lawfully wedded husband?”I smiled at him, “I do.” I took his ring out and slid it on his finger.He gave me a large smile as the minister continued, “Do you take
The next morning I woke up to Ian playing with my hair, our legs were tangled together as we were holding on to each other closely. I was never much of a cuddler but the small amount of sleep I did get felt like the best sleep I’ve ever had. I looked up to his eyes, “Good morning.” I whispered. He kissed me, “Good morning my fiancée.”I gave him a big smile as he looked into me eyes, “Are you still agreeing to marry me?”I smiled as I nodded, “Yeah I am.”He looked to be thinking, “When do you want to get married?”I shrugged, “I’m not sure, I’ve had the big wedding and planned out so many things and that didn’t last more then a few days. Let’s do something different this time.”He smiled, “Hmmm, like maybe elope? Or let’s go buy rings and go to the courthouse today?”I began to laugh, “You would marry me today?”He smiled at me, “Oh baby I would of married you the day my eyes met yours.”I began to laugh, the first time I met Ian was when he was on the team to charge Darr