I woke up with a big smile, knowing today was the day I could see him. I got up with Jeremy and put him back to sleep while I took a shower and began to get myself ready. I looked outside the truck was gone, my dad must have already left early. I picked out my best outfit and curled my hair. I put on a light amount of makeup, I didn’t want to make it obvious I was trying to look good for him.It bothered me I wouldn’t be able to see him often, so I wanted to look good when I did. I began cleaning up my dad’s breakfast mess and made myself a coffee. I sat at the table and started to make myself a list of stuff to pick up, I need to make sure I get myself some books and lots of stuff to write. I was planning on writing Steve a lot of letters, I needed to get Jeremy a few sizes of clothing too, I didn’t even know if there was a washer and dryer there or how I would do laundry.I was a bit excited too see the cabin, I’m sure Jeremy would love it there too. In the summer we would be able to
My first instinct was to turn around and leave, I knew Darren was here just a few hours ago. But I couldn’t back away now, I needed to see him I sign the guest book, ‘Kay Myler Relationship: Girlfriend’ I knew if he came back he would see that, I wanted to piss him off and realize he needed to back off. I got called in immediately as they brought me through these large heavy steel doors. They walked me down a hall into a small room with a Plexiglas in front of it. In the room next to me was a young woman with her little girl on her lap talking to a man in an orange jumpsuit on the other side of the glass, it made me sad to see them need to be so far from each other when that was their family. I heard the big steel door open on the other side and I saw Steve walk in, his blond hair was a mess and he’s blue eyes were dark. He looked like he hasn’t been sleeping much, he looked surprised to see me sitting there. Once he heard the guard close the door, he immediately asked me, “What t
As I walked out of the steel door I immediately spotted my dad and Jeremy, my dad was eyeing me curiously. I signed out and asked the lady if I can put money in Steve’s canteen. “You can dear, but that man, your father I believe he said he was, he put some in there while you were in your visit.”I smiled at her and my father as we headed out, I just wanted to get out of this city as fast as possible. We got into the car and began to drive out of the city, I got a text from Darren,Darren: Heard you went to visit Steve, didn’t I tell you to stay away from him Kay, get home now! I’m on my way back home.I felt my stomach drop, we were just outside of town and Darren was on his way this way how did he even know I seen him. I needed to think of a way of stalling him.Kay: What are you talking about I’m home with Jeremy, I just put him to sleep. My dad just dropped us off and he said tomorrow night he will be dropping off a gift for Christmas, I think it’s some cash I hope anyways.I waite
“Okay Kay, are you ready?” “More then I’ve ever been, I left a letter to be mailed out on the seat.” He looked over and smiled. I grabbed Jeremy and we both sat in the trailer, just wrapped him up in a big blanket and put a blanket over our heads to try and keep him warm. We drove for only about 10 minutes and we were at the cabin when I felt the snow machine come to a complete stop. I peaked out and saw a small light on the porch , I could tell it was a log cabin, I grabbed Jeremy and his car seat and rushed inside since it was really cold tonight. I walked into the little cabin and from the inside I could tell it was completely log all around it had a small living room with a couch and chair and a large fireplace in front of the couch, it had a small TV in the corner. Off the living room it has a small kitchen with a little table, it was all open concept. There were two bedrooms and a big loft above the kitchen and bedrooms. It was so cute and cozy, I was actually excited to be h
I showed my father my phone, I didn’t tell anyone my secret besides Darren and Steve knew, so I just clicked on the picture and what was written. My dad looked over it,“Try not to worry Kay, I’m sure Steve can handle it a lot better then you. It may not even be that, there’s lots of fights in jail and a black eye isn’t much of a injury for those fights. We know Darren is a fucking liar, how about next time I’m home you go visit Steve again and I’ll stay behind with Jeremy. We can bring him some more canteen money for Christmas.”I gave him a smile, Christmas was only about 10 days away, so my father wouldn’t be working the entire 2 weeks like usual. I tried to forget about the picture I saw and continued to set up my new phone, I sent my dad a text, he was the only one who would have my phone number. I didn’t want Darren to get it. We finished up lunch and headed back to the cabin, I noticed my father was always glancing behind him as I noticed there was a car following us. I felt m
We spent the next few days, shoveling a ton of snow so we could get out, we decorated the tree, made some cookies and wrapped presents. I’ve cleaned every inch of this cabin, we even tried to do some ice fishing but didn’t get anything. The days were relaxing but they were a bit long and I was feeling lonely, I would make it up the hill daily to check my messages and send my father a text. He told me when he got home there was a car parked down the street, he had a feeling it was Darren, so he said he would come straight to the cabin when he was off he didn’t want to be followed.That made me sad to think my father couldn’t even be at his own house cause or Darren, he made sure to ruin my life in any way possible.The thing is Darren probably wouldn’t expect my father to be home early for Christmas so he wouldn’t be around I don’t think. I’ve written to Steve every single day, just a little message to let him know I was thinking of him and what we did each day. I called the jail to
Once we got back to the cabin I made us some lunch, I ate in a hurry since I wanted to go read my letters, I was so excited to see he wrote me 3 letters. In only a few days I’ll be able to go see him and give him a hug, I couldn’t wait. Once I was done eating I grabbed my letters and made myself a hot chocolate, I brought chair outside and sat down and began to tear them open.I looked at the dates to make sure I started with the right one,‘Hey beautiful, thank you for coming to visit me. That has made my week, I can’t keep your gorgeous face out of my mind, the way you eyed me and bit that lip. Mmm that should be my lip to bite. I can’t wait for the day I get to get out of this shit hole and hold you close, I miss you and I miss Jeremy too. Do you think you can send me a picture of you two, I’d love to see him grow up. I got in a bit of a fight after our visit, some guy saw you and was mouthing off so I had to put him in his place, I just got out of the hole.That wasn’t very fun,
The next day we went to town and I stocked up on some groceries and paid my bills, I was saving a ton of money living out here. I even gave my dad some money to pay the hydro bill, and I bought some gas. It felt good to make big payments on my credit cards, once those were paid off I would be able to save up money for mine and Steve’s move. I also had a appointment to have my IUD removed and go onto the pill since it was making me feel odd.Every day I was getting more and more excited for Christmas Day, I was going to get to see the love of my life. We decided to do our Christmas supper on Christmas eve since I’d be on my way to the jail around supper time.We decided to name our puppy Hulk, he was a strong boy. He was so cute, he was a Rottweiler mix and you could tell he was going to be a big boy. Right now he was so snuggly, Jeremy spent the entire day trying to get on top of Hulk and trying to chase him around. He was getting pretty good at crawling and getting around.I made a g
As we entered the house, I glanced everywhere it was literally perfect, he listened to every think I liked and didn’t like from every house we looked at. I couldn’t stop smiling as I made my way to each room.I felt tears coming down my cheeks as I pulled Ian closely, “Thank you babe.”He hugged me back, “Maybe we will get luckier here trying to make a family, we have 1 less thing to stress about now.”And that’s the first thing we did, we stripped our clothing off and tried our luck as we had hot crazy sex all over the new house. We spent the next few days planning our move and picking colors and every chance we got we would try our luck in the new house. Once we got back home we posted Ian’s house for sale and it sold immediately. I was so anxious to pick the boys up and show them the house, as I got there I was so happy and Steve noticed.“Was it a good few days?” He asked me giving me a curious look.I nodded, “Yes Ian got my dream house built for us. It’s only an hour aw
I felt my heart completely stop as I began to panic “Surgery? What happened? I thought he was okay and would be coming home today.”She seemed to panic a bit too as she tried to shuffle through the papers she was reading quickly as she kept looking up at me,“It looks like this is a different procedure Ma’am, he is in getting a small repair done from a previous injury.”I was taken by surprise as I looked at her, he was getting the surgery done so we could start trying for babies. I couldn’t hide my smile as I thanked her and walked back to his room. I sat patiently as I waited for him to get out. He came in walking a bit funny as I began to laugh,“Are you okay babe?”He gave me a awkward smile, “Yeah I’m just numb and it feels so weird.”I got up and gave him a tender kiss on his lips as he kissed me back, “I hear you went for the procedure.”He nodded, “Don’t get upset though if it doesn’t work Kay, the odds are really slim, promise?”I smiled and nodded, “It’s fine if it
Ian explained to us how when he used to have the odd run ins with Will he was usually just there, never anything to get him for even though he heard rumors he was a assassin there was never any proof. The last time he spoke to Darren , Darren mentioned Will was in there and was trying to bribe him into helping him out of there. Obviously he denied and I guess Darren put a hit on him.Although these were all theories there was no hard evidence of any of this being true although Will would be incarcerated for quite some time after this.We spent the next few days in the hospital as Ian was doing amazing, he was beginning to slowly get around the room and go for small walks around the hallways. I was constantly with him, I was terrified to leave his side. The last day in the hospital Ian had several tests to do before they would release him so I took a bit of time to go check on the boys. I was really excited to see them, it’s been a while since I saw them.I drove over to mine and St
I felt my stomach turn as I looked over at Ian, this means that this was all my fault. I haven’t heard from Darren or anything since I walked out of the visit with him. Jones told me he was going to look into a few things and go visit Darren, I was praying it had nothing to do with him. I didn’t want to be held responsible for Ian being shot.I sat next to Ian all day when I remembered I had to pick the kids up in the morning, I sent Steve a message,Kay: There’s been an emergency , I’m going to see if my father can pick the boys up tomorrow.Steve answered me quickly, Steve: No worried Kay, I’ve missed them. I’ll take this run off. Can I keep them until my next run?I looked over at Ian, I wanted to see my boys I missed them so much but I needed to be here for Ian. I didn’t want to leave his sight.Kay: Yes but I want to see them when I’m done dealing with this, even just for a little bit.Steve: Your always welcome here Kay.I rolled my eyes then I thought about it, I looke
I followed the nurse to the room, I saw Ian’s body laying on the bed. There was no movement and he was extremely pale. I slowly walked over as I glanced at the monitor I was trying to memorize all the numbers to keep an eye on them. I grabbed Ian’s hand when I noticed his ring was gone, I looked at the nurse,“Where’s his ring?”She gave me apologetic look, “I’m sorry ma’am it’s in his possessions, we had to remove it for surgery once he’s awake we can put it back on.”I nodded and gave her a smile, I noticed she was optimistic also. Once she left the room I sat there and starred at him he looked so peaceful, I looked at the monitor several times waiting for something to change. I began to talk to him,“Hey baby, I’m here. Your out of surgery now and you did so good. Besides dying on me several times but you came back so your forgiven. Now I need you to open those beautiful eyes of yours and come back to me. I don’t like spending my honeymoon like this. We are supposed to be plann
I was waiting as I saw several officers begin to pile into the waiting room, they just kept coming and coming, when I noticed Officer Cooper walk in, she sat with some of the other officers I could see she was crying as some of them were trying to console her.Detective Jones came and sat next to me with a coffee as he passed it to me, I gave him a small smile and thanked him. Just then I saw a woman walk in and she looked so much like Ian it made my stomach turn to see her. She ran directly to officer Cooper as I watched, I saw Jones tense up. I heard his sister say, “Cassie, what the fuck is going on? Did I hear right? My brother was getting married when this happened?”The officer glared at me and nodded as she gave her a hug. His sister backed away as she continued, “I guess congratulations Cassie, I always knew you two would work it out. I’m so happy my brother finally settled.”I saw her whisper something towards her and they both glared to me, I felt extremely uncomfortabl
I heard a lot of screaming around us as I looked up everything was in slow motion, the man who was looking at us was being handcuffed and dragged away, I looked at myself and I was covered in blood. I looked back down at Ian he’s eyes were large, he kept trying to sit up. I put my hands on him and pushed him back down, “Relax babe, relax.” I was trying to put pressure on his wound when I felt someone come next to me. There was a man standing there, he began to unbutton Ian’s shirt,“I am a physician at the local hospital ma’am, we need to see where the wound is.”I began to nod, I was in such shock I don’t think I could speak or move or cry. I just kneeled down next to him and held his hand as I starred at him. There was so much going on around us, I could hear screaming and crying from everywhere, I heard a lady shout,“The ambulance is 5 minutes out.”The doctor had his shirt pushed against his chest, he managed to spit out a few words,“I.. I… love.. you.. I’m.. I’m.. sorry
I smiled at him as I nodded. He returned my smile, “You know Kay, if you want a big wedding I’ll be happy to give you one.”I nodded, “What do you want?”He shook his head, “You in any way I can have you.”I laughed as I could feel my cheeks warm up, “How about we plan a party in a few months for family and friends to celebrate our wedding.”He smiled, “That sounds perfect.”Just then we heard our name, “Kay Myles and Ian Smith”I felt my stomach turn as I got up and followed Ian into the court room. I was beginning to shake as we made our way to the room. Ian handed me his ring as I looked into his eyes and I saw complete confidence on his face. I gave him a smile as I felt myself calming down, the minister began to ceremony, this was completely different then a traditional wedding. “Do you take Ian Smith as your lawfully wedded husband?”I smiled at him, “I do.” I took his ring out and slid it on his finger.He gave me a large smile as the minister continued, “Do you take
The next morning I woke up to Ian playing with my hair, our legs were tangled together as we were holding on to each other closely. I was never much of a cuddler but the small amount of sleep I did get felt like the best sleep I’ve ever had. I looked up to his eyes, “Good morning.” I whispered. He kissed me, “Good morning my fiancée.”I gave him a big smile as he looked into me eyes, “Are you still agreeing to marry me?”I smiled as I nodded, “Yeah I am.”He looked to be thinking, “When do you want to get married?”I shrugged, “I’m not sure, I’ve had the big wedding and planned out so many things and that didn’t last more then a few days. Let’s do something different this time.”He smiled, “Hmmm, like maybe elope? Or let’s go buy rings and go to the courthouse today?”I began to laugh, “You would marry me today?”He smiled at me, “Oh baby I would of married you the day my eyes met yours.”I began to laugh, the first time I met Ian was when he was on the team to charge Darr