I looked at my phone for the millionth time today, Steve didn’t answer me. A small part of me wanted him to leave me alone but the bigger part of me was hoping he would confess he’s love for me and he would make me all hisBut nothing came, I spent my days taking care of Jeremy and watching sappy movies and crying my heart out. I took out paper to write a letter to Darren but couldn’t come up with the right words. The weekend came before we knew it and I felt myself waiting and I wasn’t even sure why, even Jeremy seemed to think Steve would show up. He waited near the door like he always did and it broke my heart to see him wait for nothing.Around 9 o’clock I put Jeremy to bed, he was restless I think he was expecting Steve and refused to sleep. I looked at my phone maybe it wasn’t working, I didn’t get any messages from Steve or calls from the jail.I heard a knock on the door on my way down the stairs, I felt my stomach turn at the thought of Steve waiting there to talk to me. As
I walked into the kitchen to try and catch my breath, last time I was in love with Darren I listened to his lies and excused but this time I didn’t have too. I’m stronger and I’m smarter, and I have Jeremy to look out for. I drank some water as I tried to calm myself down, I wasn’t sure how to handle this.I felt someone come into the kitchen, I saw Darren behind me he’s hair was a bit longer and he was slimmer but none of those things suited him. He looked different to me now, I didn’t look at him with love in my eyes anymore.I went to walk past him when he grabbed my arm,“What’s going on, I thought you would be happy to see me.”I shook my head, “Are you kidding me right now, your forcing me into something I don’t even want and you think I’ll be happy.” I shrugged him off and continued to walk to the living room, I noticed Steve had his eyes on the kitchen, Darren followed me out,“You will be happy when I have you moaning under me babe, it’s been almost a year and I need a good f
I opened the door to the room and Steve sat up in bed and looked at me. He tapped the bed next to me, I crawled into bed trying to not make any noise, he looked down at me,“Next fucking time your angry at me you be honest you understand. That was so stupid and I’ve been trying to wrap my head around everything all week.”I nodded, when I noticed him biting on his lip. I leaned in closely to let him make the first move, he immediately met my lips,“I missed this so much, I haven’t been able to keep you off my mind.”He began to kiss me more intensely, I let out a small moan.“You need to be quiet baby, unless you want Darren to walk in on us.”I nodded again, he took my pj shorts off along with my panties as he put his hands between my thighs, he began to rub me,“Your already so wet for me baby, we don’t have much time tonight though.” I tried so hard to not moan out as he was thrusting his finger into me I was moving my hips trying to fuck his fingers. He was kissing my throat as I
The next morning, I woke up to Jeremy crying, I grabbed him giving him a large hug. I was terrified to go downstairs, I saw Steve immediately open the door,“Go ahead ill be right behind you ok.”I nodded as Steve came over and gave me and Jeremy kisses. I went down the stairs as I saw Darren sitting on the couch, eyes dark. I was a bit worried he heard us last night, I gave him a small smile. “Let me hold him.”I shook my head, “Let me give him a bottle first okay” I wanted to make sure Steve was here when Darren held him, Steve wasn’t far behind me. I heard Darren say,“How did you sleep man? You look much better today.”Shit I think he knows. I began to feel a lump in my throat, as I hurried back into the living room. I was really paranoid that Darren was up to something, he looked like shit, and I felt like a million bucks. I wish I could spend the morning cuddled up to Steve like we used to do.Steve just laughed, “Yeah I finally slept good bud happy your out of there.”He grab
I came down the stairs, eyeing Darren. I was furious he had Steve arrested and also a bit guilty, if it weren’t for me Steve wouldn’t be in jail. I looked him over, “How long are you planning on staying here?” He didn’t even look at me, he was fiddling with his phone. “Forever.” I shook my head, “Nope that’s not an option. We aren’t together anymore Darren. I don’t want you here. My dad will be here in a few days and you better not be here.” He looked at me, “So your talking to your dad again? Guess I didn’t do enough to make him hate you eh? I need to head back to town and do some work, guess I can do that while he visits then I’m coming back do you understand?” I nodded, I knew I would take those days to find a way out of this. Guess I’ll need to run for it again, I looked around and I felt sad my happy place was gone. I felt so happy and safe here and in just a little bit he ruined everything again. “But there’s one thing I want before I leave.” I knew where this was going h
I waited a bit for Darren to get back, he wasn’t getting here very quickly, I was getting impatient. I just wanted to know he was gone, it was after supper when I finally got Jeremy to sleep and Darren finally showed up. He tried to walk in but the door was locked so he started hitting it, I ran over quickly and unlocked it,“Don’t ever fucking lock the door again, do you got it. You make sure it’s always open for me, I don’t want to wait until you come open it. That will be the same for your legs too got it?” I simply nodded, there’s no way I would let Darren touch me. I knew I needed to put on a show for him to leave and trust me, but I couldn’t be too obvious. I watched as he packed his bag,“When are you leaving?”He looked me over, “In a few hours.” “And when should I expect you back?”“By Friday night”That only gave me 3 days to get out of here, “Okay, I’ll be going to the grocery store this week is there anything you want?”“Yeah grab some pop and chips all you have here is
I stayed up late packing everything, I looked around I was finally beginning to feel like home here, it was supposed to be my safe place. Now I’m going to need to find a place and be homeless with a baby, could I stay hidden this time.First thing in the morning my dad called, I knew he had a lot of questions and I wanted to be honest for once,“Hey dad”“Hey Hunny what is going on?”I felt the tears start, I had let my dad down once again. “I’m sorry dad, he’s been released from jail and he found me. He put my friend Steve in jail for something he didn’t do and he’s threatening me.”My dad didn’t say anything for a moment,“I’ll be there soon, is he there should I bring my rifle?”“No he’s gone for a few days and he said he will be back he wants me here or he will find me and make sure I lose Jeremy.” “We will work this out hunny, I think I have an idea for you to go somewhere for a bit.”The phone went dead, I bet my father was furious he was going through this again with me. My mi
We heading down to my father’s for the night, the entire time I felt sick to my stomach, I just wanted to talk to Steve and make sure he was okay. I was hoping that the camera footage would help set him free but I know nothing is ever that simple.I made sure to keep my ringer on the entire time in case he called me but I didn’t receive any calls. Once we got to my father’s he unloaded our overnight bag and grabbed Jeremy, we walked in and I was anxious and nervous to hear what his plan was.“Are you absolutely sure you are not going to contact Darren? Cause this place I don’t want anyone to know where it is, I want this to be your safe place and it’s were I plan to retire.”I nodded at him.“Well I bought a cabin about an hour from here, it’s lake access so right now we can only make it by snow machine, then when the ice begins to melt you won’t be able to go across unless it’s an absolute emergency and you called 911 they would be able to make it out there. So there are about 4 weeks
As we entered the house, I glanced everywhere it was literally perfect, he listened to every think I liked and didn’t like from every house we looked at. I couldn’t stop smiling as I made my way to each room.I felt tears coming down my cheeks as I pulled Ian closely, “Thank you babe.”He hugged me back, “Maybe we will get luckier here trying to make a family, we have 1 less thing to stress about now.”And that’s the first thing we did, we stripped our clothing off and tried our luck as we had hot crazy sex all over the new house. We spent the next few days planning our move and picking colors and every chance we got we would try our luck in the new house. Once we got back home we posted Ian’s house for sale and it sold immediately. I was so anxious to pick the boys up and show them the house, as I got there I was so happy and Steve noticed.“Was it a good few days?” He asked me giving me a curious look.I nodded, “Yes Ian got my dream house built for us. It’s only an hour aw
I felt my heart completely stop as I began to panic “Surgery? What happened? I thought he was okay and would be coming home today.”She seemed to panic a bit too as she tried to shuffle through the papers she was reading quickly as she kept looking up at me,“It looks like this is a different procedure Ma’am, he is in getting a small repair done from a previous injury.”I was taken by surprise as I looked at her, he was getting the surgery done so we could start trying for babies. I couldn’t hide my smile as I thanked her and walked back to his room. I sat patiently as I waited for him to get out. He came in walking a bit funny as I began to laugh,“Are you okay babe?”He gave me a awkward smile, “Yeah I’m just numb and it feels so weird.”I got up and gave him a tender kiss on his lips as he kissed me back, “I hear you went for the procedure.”He nodded, “Don’t get upset though if it doesn’t work Kay, the odds are really slim, promise?”I smiled and nodded, “It’s fine if it
Ian explained to us how when he used to have the odd run ins with Will he was usually just there, never anything to get him for even though he heard rumors he was a assassin there was never any proof. The last time he spoke to Darren , Darren mentioned Will was in there and was trying to bribe him into helping him out of there. Obviously he denied and I guess Darren put a hit on him.Although these were all theories there was no hard evidence of any of this being true although Will would be incarcerated for quite some time after this.We spent the next few days in the hospital as Ian was doing amazing, he was beginning to slowly get around the room and go for small walks around the hallways. I was constantly with him, I was terrified to leave his side. The last day in the hospital Ian had several tests to do before they would release him so I took a bit of time to go check on the boys. I was really excited to see them, it’s been a while since I saw them.I drove over to mine and St
I felt my stomach turn as I looked over at Ian, this means that this was all my fault. I haven’t heard from Darren or anything since I walked out of the visit with him. Jones told me he was going to look into a few things and go visit Darren, I was praying it had nothing to do with him. I didn’t want to be held responsible for Ian being shot.I sat next to Ian all day when I remembered I had to pick the kids up in the morning, I sent Steve a message,Kay: There’s been an emergency , I’m going to see if my father can pick the boys up tomorrow.Steve answered me quickly, Steve: No worried Kay, I’ve missed them. I’ll take this run off. Can I keep them until my next run?I looked over at Ian, I wanted to see my boys I missed them so much but I needed to be here for Ian. I didn’t want to leave his sight.Kay: Yes but I want to see them when I’m done dealing with this, even just for a little bit.Steve: Your always welcome here Kay.I rolled my eyes then I thought about it, I looke
I followed the nurse to the room, I saw Ian’s body laying on the bed. There was no movement and he was extremely pale. I slowly walked over as I glanced at the monitor I was trying to memorize all the numbers to keep an eye on them. I grabbed Ian’s hand when I noticed his ring was gone, I looked at the nurse,“Where’s his ring?”She gave me apologetic look, “I’m sorry ma’am it’s in his possessions, we had to remove it for surgery once he’s awake we can put it back on.”I nodded and gave her a smile, I noticed she was optimistic also. Once she left the room I sat there and starred at him he looked so peaceful, I looked at the monitor several times waiting for something to change. I began to talk to him,“Hey baby, I’m here. Your out of surgery now and you did so good. Besides dying on me several times but you came back so your forgiven. Now I need you to open those beautiful eyes of yours and come back to me. I don’t like spending my honeymoon like this. We are supposed to be plann
I was waiting as I saw several officers begin to pile into the waiting room, they just kept coming and coming, when I noticed Officer Cooper walk in, she sat with some of the other officers I could see she was crying as some of them were trying to console her.Detective Jones came and sat next to me with a coffee as he passed it to me, I gave him a small smile and thanked him. Just then I saw a woman walk in and she looked so much like Ian it made my stomach turn to see her. She ran directly to officer Cooper as I watched, I saw Jones tense up. I heard his sister say, “Cassie, what the fuck is going on? Did I hear right? My brother was getting married when this happened?”The officer glared at me and nodded as she gave her a hug. His sister backed away as she continued, “I guess congratulations Cassie, I always knew you two would work it out. I’m so happy my brother finally settled.”I saw her whisper something towards her and they both glared to me, I felt extremely uncomfortabl
I heard a lot of screaming around us as I looked up everything was in slow motion, the man who was looking at us was being handcuffed and dragged away, I looked at myself and I was covered in blood. I looked back down at Ian he’s eyes were large, he kept trying to sit up. I put my hands on him and pushed him back down, “Relax babe, relax.” I was trying to put pressure on his wound when I felt someone come next to me. There was a man standing there, he began to unbutton Ian’s shirt,“I am a physician at the local hospital ma’am, we need to see where the wound is.”I began to nod, I was in such shock I don’t think I could speak or move or cry. I just kneeled down next to him and held his hand as I starred at him. There was so much going on around us, I could hear screaming and crying from everywhere, I heard a lady shout,“The ambulance is 5 minutes out.”The doctor had his shirt pushed against his chest, he managed to spit out a few words,“I.. I… love.. you.. I’m.. I’m.. sorry
I smiled at him as I nodded. He returned my smile, “You know Kay, if you want a big wedding I’ll be happy to give you one.”I nodded, “What do you want?”He shook his head, “You in any way I can have you.”I laughed as I could feel my cheeks warm up, “How about we plan a party in a few months for family and friends to celebrate our wedding.”He smiled, “That sounds perfect.”Just then we heard our name, “Kay Myles and Ian Smith”I felt my stomach turn as I got up and followed Ian into the court room. I was beginning to shake as we made our way to the room. Ian handed me his ring as I looked into his eyes and I saw complete confidence on his face. I gave him a smile as I felt myself calming down, the minister began to ceremony, this was completely different then a traditional wedding. “Do you take Ian Smith as your lawfully wedded husband?”I smiled at him, “I do.” I took his ring out and slid it on his finger.He gave me a large smile as the minister continued, “Do you take
The next morning I woke up to Ian playing with my hair, our legs were tangled together as we were holding on to each other closely. I was never much of a cuddler but the small amount of sleep I did get felt like the best sleep I’ve ever had. I looked up to his eyes, “Good morning.” I whispered. He kissed me, “Good morning my fiancée.”I gave him a big smile as he looked into me eyes, “Are you still agreeing to marry me?”I smiled as I nodded, “Yeah I am.”He looked to be thinking, “When do you want to get married?”I shrugged, “I’m not sure, I’ve had the big wedding and planned out so many things and that didn’t last more then a few days. Let’s do something different this time.”He smiled, “Hmmm, like maybe elope? Or let’s go buy rings and go to the courthouse today?”I began to laugh, “You would marry me today?”He smiled at me, “Oh baby I would of married you the day my eyes met yours.”I began to laugh, the first time I met Ian was when he was on the team to charge Darr