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Lucid thoughts

Author: Annwolfie
last update Last Updated: 2021-12-25 23:14:12
Ariellas pov

"You only care about yourself." Someone yelled causing me to groan and grab my head. It was like someone was right by my ear yelling. So loud.

"You should be thanking me." Another deep voice had me rolling to my side. Why was everyone yelling

"You were never suppose to rush this. We agreed that we would be smart and take it slow but the moment you found out about the book you disregarded me. I suffered for 20 years because of your selfishness and you couldn't give me this." So many loud noises.

"I fixed it." More yelling. It felt like someone was banging a pan upside my head.

"Really because it seems like my soul is breaking more. You promised that when we found it that you would let my soul bond but now it hates me. My soul needs it to accept it."

I couldn't take it anymore and I slowly sat up with a groan. "She's up." Someone whispered not really whispering.

"So much yelling." I groaned right as I opened my eyes to bright lights.

"Shit.
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