Chapter 8 - Apollo Castiello
"Good night, good night. Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow." — Romeo and JulietThe meeting lasted another hour and a half. Jamie explained what the movie would be about but mentioned he was still open to changes. He scheduled additional meetings, but I was no longer paying much attention. As the meeting concluded, while greeting other colleagues, I spotted Mia slipping out through the NewScene doors, as if she was begging not to be noticed. I quickly said goodbye to an actor who had just arrived and followed her out those doors.
The cold made my skin prickle, and I noticed faint raindrops starting to fall. I scanned the area for the sole reason I had left the warmth of the production office—and then I saw her. She stood under the overhang of a jewelry store next to NewScene, shielding herself from the drizzle.
I approached her in complete silence, watching as Mia tapped her phone against her palm, visibly upset, and then stuffed it into her pocket. She zipped up her coat, her body trembling as the rain began to pick up.
"Hudson!" I called out, finally making myself known.
I saw her roll her eyes and sigh. She turned to look at me, an incredibly fake smile on her face, which only drew out a genuine smile from me.
"What are you doing here?" I asked seriously. "In less than two minutes, these light drops are going to turn into a full-blown storm."
I looked up at the sky, void of stars. Mia did the same. Despite the vast darkness, the night felt luminous to me.
"What are you waiting for? Is your driver coming to pick you up?" I glanced back at her as she gazed upward, her golden hair cascading over her shoulders and down her back. "Or is it your husband?"
Mia shot me a look—quick, sharp, yet infinitely beautiful. Her eyes held a silver-blue hue, reminiscent of a full moon night.
Damn it! I had to stop noticing every little detail about her, like the way she clenched her coat around herself so tightly that her knuckles turned white.
"No," her voice, soft yet husky, snapped me out of my trance. "He's not coming to pick me up, and no driver is coming either," she said calmly.
"Then…" I raised an eyebrow, shivering as the cold hit me harder, seeping into my bones. "What are you waiting for?"
Mia bit her lip, and I unconsciously mirrored the gesture. She took out her phone, tapped the lock screen, but didn’t turn it on.
"Damn it!" she muttered.
I was smart enough to figure out the reason for her frustration—her phone was dead, and she needed someone to give her a ride home. With a triumphant grin, I extended my hand in front of her.
"I can take you home. Will you let me?" I asked confidently, though strangely, I felt nervous.
The suggestion carried an ambiguous undertone, and deep down, I was rooting for the latter meaning.
"Why would I go with yo—" A flash of lightning illuminated her face right in front of me. She was dazzling. "I think I’ll take you up on that," she quickly changed her mind and placed her hand in mine.
And then, a warmth that no heater could replicate set my skin aflame. I think Mia felt it too. Despite the darkness, I sensed her blushing. Damn it, don’t be so stunning.
The rain finally poured down. I held Mia’s hand, and we ran to my car, parked in front of the studio. I unlocked the doors and opened one for her. She seemed surprised and whispered a shy "Thank you" before getting in.
I circled around the car but paused before entering, letting the rain soak my face, cooling the fire burning within me. I could feel this was going to be a long journey.
Once inside, I realized I was drenched more than Mia. She noticed.
"You didn’t have to open the door for me. You’re soaked," she said, her eyes momentarily locked on my shirt, clinging to my chest.
"I prefer being polite," I shrugged, smiling, and started the car. "Buckle up," I added, glancing sideways to catch her grinning widely. Whatever was making her smile, I had no idea—but I didn’t want her to stop.
We drove in silence for a while, and Mia told me her address—unnecessary, considering I knew all too well where Bradley lived. Still, the silence started to bother me. I liked hearing her voice, and I wanted to know more about her.
"How was your weekend?" I asked.
Mia seemed caught off guard, as if no one had ever asked her that before. So, I pressed on:
"Tell me how your day went, how you’re feeling. I like listening to your voice," I admitted.
The light turned red, so I looked over at her. Her eyes sparkled like never before, her lips curving into a small smile. The temperature inside the car reminded me of an American Fourth of July, not an early December night. Outside, a snowstorm raged, but inside, Mia’s gaze and smile were igniting me.
The light turned green. I accelerated.
"Well…" She cleared her throat. "My day was… intense. I got a call that made me happier than I’ve ever been. My dream is going to come true, and I met someone incredibly irritating who’s going to help make it happen. So…" I glanced sideways at her—she was glowing like starlight. "Believe it or not, I’m doing well. I’m happy."
And that made me happy too. I was the incredibly irritating person who would help make her dream a reality.
"And you?" she asked back.
Her sudden change of mood surprised me. For a moment, I thought she merely tolerated my presence.
"My mood mirrors yours," I began. "Except for the part where an extremely talented and beautiful woman is helping me fulfill my dream."
Mia lowered her gaze, her shyness overcoming her. I loved being the reason behind the redness of her cheeks. She remained silent for a while, and I found myself wishing it would take longer to reach her house.
"Apollo, could I borrow your phone?" she asked, her voice low and nervous. "I need to…"
I handed her my phone without hesitation.
"You don’t have to explain," I smiled at her, and she smiled back.
I focused on the road as Mia typed on my phone. I noticed her expression change in surprise and wondered what she had seen. Soon after, she handed it back to me.
"Thank you," she said. "I sent a text to let my friend know she didn’t need to pick me up anymore," she explained.
I nodded and slowed down as we neared her house.
"Who’s your favorite singer, Hudson?" I asked, seeing her clench her jaw to the side.
She didn’t like it when I called her Hudson. That made me happy.
"Adele," she finally answered.
"Good choice!" I replied. "I only have one song of hers on my playlist, but I haven’t listened to it. Yet," I added. Her smile faltered a little. "Or maybe, Mia Lauren…" I used her full name, and her eyes lit up again. "Maybe I’ll save it to listen with you."
"I’d like that," she said, her voice hoarse.
Before we reached the corner near her house, she touched my arm, sending waves of heat through me just like before.
"Here is fine," she said with a tremor in her voice. I stopped the car because, deep down, I understood. "Thank you."
"You’re welcome," I recovered from those last seconds.
I leaned over to unlock the car door. She held her breath.
"Good night, Mia," I said. "And that lipstick suits you."
She parted her lips slightly, and I couldn’t help but stare at their rosy color. I swallowed hard.
Damn it.
"You’re very kind," she smiled and lightly squeezed my hand. The gold wedding band on her finger unsettled me. "Good night, Apollo."
Then she stepped out of the car, and I stayed there, watching her from a distance.
I observed the woman I didn’t know at all, yet suddenly realized, by the way her body stiffened as she entered her house, that she desperately needed to believe she was beautiful and deserving of love once more.
"Good night," I repeated to myself.
Because I knew that tonight, a pair of silver-blue eyes and golden hair would haunt my dreams. She was an angel.
9 - Mia Lauren Hudson "Why are you here? How can you push me down even more? What more can you take from me?"- The IncrediblesI crossed the doors of the house and the cold that had been absent until then hit me once again. I tried not to get nervous or scared as I saw the empty room dimly lit."Duart?" I called out, not raising my voice too much because deep down, I didn't want Bradley to notice my presence.Our maid quickly positioned herself in front of me."Yes, Mrs. Hudson." She began.My body froze the moment I remembered... No, no. I refused to think about... that... that irritating person."Where is Bradley?" I asked, finally.Duart stopped to think for a moment, her dark eyes stared at me as she replied: "He left an hour after you. But he didn’t give me any explanation I could pass on." Her face was embarrassed, and I hid the lump that formed in my throat."He must have gone to take care of something at Starlight." I said, trying to convince myself of a huge lie.It was obv
10 - Apollo Castiello"I feel better when you're around."- One dayI spent the night awake, just as I had predicted. I lay there, feeling my body heat up, thinking I was burning in fever, as the cold night air outside was chilling enough.A lot different from that morning. The sun shone high and strong in the blue sky, the snow was melting, but, like every European winter, the cold was still present. And it was this coldness outside the window that caught my attention. Well, at least it was what I wanted to focus on.I had thought about Mia all through the night, and I didn't want those thoughts to return. But they were like quicksand in my mind."Don't do this," I heard my brain reprimanding me when I grabbed my phone.Ignoring all my rational senses, I searched through my contacts. She could have saved her number when she picked up my phone. I went through contact after contact, hoping to see her name, but it wasn’t there. Damn! Of course, it wasn’t. She was married and wouldn’t put
11 - Mia Lauren Hudson"I did all this for you! I’m tired of living to satisfy your expectations."- LabyrinthAlright, I was in Apollo's car again. The temperature seemed to increase significantly as we left the diner.To begin with, I had no idea why I had stayed with him at that diner. I had no clue and didn’t even know how long we’d been there, just exchanging jabs with each other. Which, strangely, brought me a sense of peace mixed with unrest. Something I hadn’t felt in a long time, and I dare say, I had never felt before.And yes, I know I should have gone home the exact moment Kayla got up from that table, but... I was alone with him again. I would have been very smart to just get out of that car and grab a taxi, but Apollo seemed like friction. And I was a magnet."I still can’t believe you’ve never watched Friends." Apollo brought up the subject I thought I’d forgotten. I huffed."I can’t believe you’ve never heard Adele." I shot back, clutching my coat tightly as my hand sta
12 - Apollo Castiello You meet thousands of people, and none of them touch you, and then you meet one person, and your life changes. Forever.- Love and Other DrugsOkay, insomnia ended up becoming my best friend. Once again, I was wide awake, and that was starting to scare me. Another night awake, and... Mia. All my thoughts revolved around her, and I didn't avoid it. I needed to talk to her and hear her bold comments about me. And she replied... And I had never felt so powerful in my life. My father was the first to notice those reactions in me. I had spent the day uneasy, staring at my phone, and now and then, he caught me smiling. As the night approached, my nervousness became evident. "Are you going to tell me her name?" my father asked as I got out of the shower. He was passing by the hallway when he decided to stop in front of my room. "Who is she?" I kept a serious tone as I opened the wardrobe. The night was cold. "I've known her even before you were born," he crossed
13 - Mia Lauren Hudson I like the feeling it gives me.- Back to the Blue LagoonI was intensely anxious for the next meeting at NewScene. I wanted to know what I would experience in the upcoming months. And that was all. I didn’t want to see Apollo again. But who was I trying to fool? The last night had been perfect. I felt truly capable, I felt good, and I saw that my life didn’t need all that weight I was carrying. And I wanted to feel like that again. And I only felt this myriad of emotions when I was with him. And I was waiting for him. I stared at the covers of the numerous films that had achieved international success through NewScene, displayed in the center of the studio. Jamie had scheduled another meeting, and it seemed like I had arrived too early. The truth was, I couldn’t stand being locked up in my house for so long, doing absolutely nothing. "You're Mia Lauren, right?" A familiar male face stopped in front of me. I recognized him from somewhere. "Yes. I am." I smi
14 - Apollo Castiello "Don’t stop. Kiss me."- Fifty Shades DarkerIt was obvious that my plan to keep my distance from Mia had gone down the drain. Just like her plan to stay away from me. And once again, we were alone in a car, heading toward the least crowded part of the city. "So you're not going to teach me to drive," Mia said as she looked out the window. "You're going to chop me up and hide my remains in these woods." Her voice was playful, and I laughed as I slowed down the car. "To avoid accidents or even stress," I began, "let's start by practicing on less busy roads." I stopped the car. "But Apollo, this is the middle of a forest." Her forehead wrinkled. I chuckled again as I unbuckled my seatbelt. "Actually, this road leads to my father’s farm. We’re just surrounded by plants and trees, and we still have a nice road." Mia lifted her huge blue eyes at me, searching for some argument, but stayed silent. I smiled victoriously. "Get out of the car," I warned, as I opened
Chapter 15 - Mia Lauren Hudson"I'm here for you, body and soul. If there's anything I can do for you, just tell me."- ReignMy body was numb, my mind was high, and on my lips, I could still taste you. Three days had passed, and all that sensation remained. The taste, the fire, the desperation, and the reasoning. My consciousness was still high because I could feel my phone vibrating on the table, and I simply distracted myself with the silverware. Thoughts zigzagging through my mind, and they all had only one name. One cause. Apollo Castiello. I was lost, I needed a path and a light, and for a moment, I thought that if I stayed away from him, I would be back on the right track. But I was terribly wrong. I couldn't run when there was no road. I couldn't move forward knowing that my heart seemed to be on some of those streets. I breathed deeply and pressed my temples. I had never felt any of this. And the more I tried to understand it, the more desperate I became. What the hell! H
16 - Apollo CastielloThere are few things sadder in this life than watching someone leave after they’ve just walked away, and seeing the distance between your bodies expand until there's nothing left... but empty space and silence.- Someone Like YouI had been feeling perplexed for the last few days, as if I were trapped in an emotional maze I couldn't understand. Every thought about Mia felt like a distant echo, reverberating in my mind, revealing layers of feelings I didn't know existed. I remained surprised by the revelations of everything I felt, something I was also fleeing from, as if the fog of confusion was dissipating, but revealing a truth I wasn't ready to face. And I was weak enough to fall back into this confusion of feelings, but deep down, I had no regrets.Mia arrived like a cool breeze on a stuffy day, bringing the lightness that was missing from my life. She seemed capable of dissolving the last pains lodged in my chest, the burdens I carried: the loss of my mother,
46 - Mia Lauren Castiello"I came here without expectations, just to profess, now that I’m free to do so, that my heart is and always will be yours." Sense and SensibilityA lot had changed since last year. Many wounds had finally healed. Tears were shed, but, as always, they also dried up, giving way to what could no longer be ignored: life went on. I watched Apollo while preparing dinner for myself in the backyard of our new home. He was shirtless, wearing only an apron, and with his usual skill, he was tending to the grill, where the burgers were slowly roasting, releasing a delicious aroma into the air. The warm summer of America called for that—heat, simplicity, and the feeling of a fresh start. “Taste this,” Apollo said, bringing a spoonful of mashed potatoes to my mouth with a playful smile. “Delicious,” I confirmed, letting the smooth taste of the mash linger on my palate, and he smiled with satisfaction, proud of his little culinary victory. Six months ago, we began this
Chapter 45"Yes, the past can hurt. But, as I see it, you can either run from it or learn from it." — The Lion KingIt took me many long years to wake up from a long, dark night. I had to fall, all the way to the bottom, feel pain like never before, so that I could wake up. React.And it was with my mind sharp, just like the pain, that I was planning my encounter with Bradley. The conclusion of this cruel and painful story he painted on my heart. Since Eros Castiello told me everything he had taken from me, I had been planning it. Alone. I wouldn’t drag Apollo into this. Not when everything started between Bradley and me.After downloading and saving all the files Eros had emailed me onto a flash drive, I went to Bradley’s house. Duart opened the door, looking so happy and surprised to see me. I hugged her quickly and asked where Bradley was.“Mrs. Hudson, he…”“I’m no longer a Hudson.” I interrupted, disgusted.“Sorry.” She blinked rapidly. “Mr. Hudson is in his office.”“May I come
Chapter 44 - Apollo CastielloWhatever happens, let us survive togetherThe last love letterMia was discharged two days later. She was fine, physically she was well. The medical procedures performed as soon as we arrived at the hospital, shortly after the explosion, were the reason that it didn’t mark her skin too deeply. I had broken my arm, but honestly, if I could, I would have walked into the fire for her. The news my father revealed still lingered in my head, and I simply couldn’t believe that, even before we had a relationship, Joy had such a cruel and dark past with Bradley. It was surreal how, in this life, we don't really know anyone. Nothing more than the version the other person presents to you. I was still trying to rationalize it and avoid bringing up the subject with Mia, especially after the terrible news my father brought, which had affected her deeply. Something had changed in Mia, and that scared the hell out of me because I was afraid she would lose herself, tha
Chapter 43 - Mia Lauren"Nobody hits you as hard as life, but not as hard as you can hit yourself. It doesn't matter how hard you hit, but how much you can take and keep fighting; how much you can endure and keep moving forward. That's what victory is made of." - Rocky BalboaMy eyes felt like they weighed tons. I could feel my body burning. A supernatural heat filled me. It felt like I couldn't breathe, but I forced myself, and my lungs, unwillingly, received the stimulus and helped the air escape. Slowly, I opened my eyes, and all I could see was white space. "What?" I whispered, but at the same moment, my throat ached. What was happening? I looked around, realizing I was in a hospital room. The smell of ether, the beeping of machines, and that intense white of the walls that I hated. What was happening? I looked at my body, and in that moment, I wanted to scream. But the words were stuck in my throat. My leg was bandaged, wrapped in some kind of dressing, and my arm as well. I
42 – Apollo Castiello I didn’t agree with you before, but at least I respected you. — Friends“Apollo, you need to lose that look on your face.” Mia stopped in front of me, arms crossed.“I’m fine.” I shrugged, looking away.I heard Mia’s laughter ring in my ears as she knelt in front of me, searching my eyes.“Deep down, you know I need to do this alone. You coming along wouldn’t help much.” She told me with patience.“I don’t trust Bradley, Mia. I can’t stand the thought of leaving you alone with him.” I confessed.Mia smiled, holding the back of my neck, her wild blue eyes locked on mine.“That’s why Paul’s going with me.” She smiled, then kissed me. “No need to worry.”I looked at the woman who could break me so easily, seeing just how she always got what she wanted, because I’d always let her. And once again, I gave in. The woman beside me was one of the strongest people I knew, and I knew she could handle this without needing a protector.“All right,” I finally said, and we bo
41 - Mia Lauren HudsonIt was you. You made it happen.— Brooklyn Nine-NineThe day had finally arrived! I was picking up the stones thrown in my path and building a huge castle with a sign that said: I DID IT. Even though there had been people along the way who almost made me give up, I persevered. I went all the way. And there I was, in a hall full of people finishing getting me ready for my movie premiere. I would be there that night because of my work, not just to accompany a man. I was there for myself because I did it.At that moment, I knew the whole media outside was digging into my life, speculating why I was premiering at NewScene and they could assert the reason for the end of my marriage. I had left Bradley because I was too selfish and needed to premiere in cinema alongside my lover. And well, I wasn't making any effort to deny any of that. If it was on the internet, it was true, right?Sometimes, rumors could be cruel, but well, they were almost always truths. And yes, I
40- Mia Lauren Hudson"Even to be a flower, you need luck. Some are born to beautify life, others, death."MatildaMy heart was pounding, and I could hear its beats in my ears. I didn’t know how I should feel at that moment. I was just too confused, too scared, and too disappointed.Seeing those photos made me remember every moment I spent with my mother. Beyond any mother-daughter relationship, we were friends. And she had never told me about Apollo's father. She had never mentioned the intimate relationship they obviously had. I wondered if my father knew too, if it lasted for a long time.Damn, I was nauseous.Apollo and I drove the whole way to his house in silence, lost in our thoughts. Now we had just arrived, and he was opening the door. I stepped into his home and faced a bright, comfortable living room. There were two sofas and two armchairs in front of a TV that was on, and his father was watching."Should I be expecting you?" Eros Castiello got up from the armchair and appr
39 Apollo Castiello Leave the past behind.— The WitcherAutumn had arrived faster than we expected. We didn’t realize how quickly the days had passed until we finished filming the movie. The intense routine, long days, and sleepless nights on set had become part of us, as if that were the only world we lived in. When we finally realized that filming was over, we were overwhelmed by a mixture of relief and nostalgia, as if something important was being left behind. It was a surprise even for me, someone who always thought I was prepared for the end of this cycle.Jamie, as the impeccable director he was, managed to bring out the best in each of us and the entire production. Every little detail was meticulously adjusted. We worked tirelessly, and with every retake, the tension and desire for perfection grew. Every time we returned to shoot a scene that wasn’t perfect yet, we gave our all in every new attempt, as if our soul was poured into every movement, every line, every look.It wa
38 - Mia Lauren HudsonRuin is the road to transformation.Eat, Pray, LoveThe last few days slipped through our fingers. Days and days of consecutive filming. It was exhausting, but extremely rewarding. I was loving finally being part of that world, bringing a new character to life. I had no idea it was so much work yet so liberating at the same time. Everything was flowing so well, and if things continued like that, we would soon premiere around London and worldwide. The anticipation filled me.But the weekend had arrived, and for that weekend at least, we weren’t working. Apollo, Kayla, Paul, and I went away for those two days. My friend’s parents had a house far from the city, a green and lively farm near a beautiful lake where we lounged on deck chairs, watching the sun's light dance on the water.Kayla and Paul were swimming together, and Apollo and I watched our friend. She had finally let her guard down, and the two seemed to be living in a long honeymoon. It was as if they ha