Apollo Castiello - Chapter 7
And now look at me. I accept the consequences.
- Jumanji: Welcome to the Jungle
I was struggling the entire time to keep my eyes on Jamie as he talked about NewScene to Mia. His words echoed through the room, describing the vision, the values, and the grandeur of the production company, but my mind was elsewhere, completely captivated by another presence. I genuinely wanted to hear everything Jamie had to say, I wanted to pay attention, but it was impossible. My mind was shouting louder than Jamie, and my eyes were quicker to stray towards Mia than to follow the movement of his hands.
As Jamie spoke enthusiastically, I found myself trying to disguise my attention. I kept my face forward, but my eyes stubbornly sought Mia from the corner of my eye, capturing every detail of her profile. I pretended to be interested in the wall on the other side of the room, but the truth was that all that mattered to me at that moment was her. Her eyes were serious, focused on what Jamie was saying, and there was a vibrant energy in her expression. She seemed genuinely excited about all the nonsense Jamie was spouting about the company, and I couldn’t decide if I found it amusing or charming.
Mia had a surprising beauty, and it was even more evident in profile. The smooth line of her chin, the way her lips were slightly curved in an expression of interest, everything about her seemed carefully sculpted. But what caught my attention the most was the fact that she never changed the position of her face, not even for a second. At no point did she turn to look at me. There was a determination in her eyes, a concentration that I couldn’t help but admire. She was incredibly indifferent, and that only increased my fascination.
And I loved that. There was something captivating about her indifference, in the way she was completely ignoring my presence. It was as if I didn’t matter, as if nothing could distract her from her focus. That challenged me, intrigued me. Every second she spent without noticing me made me want her attention even more. It was a silent game that only I seemed to be playing, but it held me in an inexplicable way.
As Jamie continued talking, I realized I was in a silent battle, trying not to let on how much Mia was affecting me. But the truth was that she had managed, without even trying, to capture all of my attention. And the more she ignored my presence, the more I wanted her to notice me. It was as if the whole room had disappeared, and all that was left was this strange and irresistible magnetism pulling me towards her, even though she had no idea.
"And do you agree, Apollo?" Jamie’s voice pulled me out of my reverie.
What did he just ask? What was he talking about? Regardless, I simply nodded, and since there was no stir in the room, I realized I hadn’t done anything wrong.
“Well, now let’s talk about you two.” He picked up an agenda and scanned it.
I noticed when Mia glanced at me out of the corner of her eye, and I saw a flicker of fear in her eyes. It was like a quick flash, but unmistakable, that made my chest tighten. Damn it! She was uncomfortable and insecure, and that wasn’t what I wanted her to feel. I wanted her to be confident, to feel at ease, but something about the situation was clearly bothering her. When she realized I was watching her, she quickly looked away, as if trying to hide her emotions. An involuntary smile appeared on my lips, a mix of understanding and an attempt to comfort her.
Without thinking much, I moved closer to her, close enough for her to feel my presence without it being intrusive. I leaned in towards her ear and whispered in the calmest, most reassuring voice I could muster:
“You don’t need to worry. Everything here is perfectly normal.”
I saw her bite her lip, a reaction that made me realize how much she was trying to keep herself together. Even so, she pretended not to hear me, turning her head to the other side, as if she could distance herself from both the situation and my comfort. But I didn’t give up. There was something about her resistance that made me want to break through the barrier of discomfort she was putting up.
“If you want, I can hold your hand.” I continued whispering, knowing I was toeing the line between being comforting and provoking.
Then she quickly turned her head, surprised by my persistence. In the sudden movement, her lips lightly brushed against my beard, creating a spark of electricity that coursed through my skin. I felt the impact of that touch, but I kept my composure, acting as if nothing had happened. My mind fought to maintain composure, even as my body was on high alert to every little detail of that casual encounter.
Mia, for her part, seemed equally affected, but she wouldn’t let it show. Instead, she whispered back, her words tinged with a feigned irritation:
“If you would stop being so annoying, that would help a lot.”
Her tone was a clear attempt to regain control of the situation, but the glint in her eyes, even if momentary, told me there was more than irritation there. I smiled, enjoying the game we were playing, a subtle dance of provocations and responses.
She was different when she was annoyed. Every time she spoke with irritation, her jaw would tense up only on the left side, her lips would become thinner, and a small dimple would form above her eyebrow, and that was something amusing to watch. I promised myself that during this entire work process, I would annoy her at every possible moment.
“You two have a strong connection! This is going to be fun,” Jamie said with an entrepreneurial smile on his lips after watching our brief exchange.
I stifled a smile as Mia let out a long breath, one of those that seemed to carry the weight of the world and release it in a single sigh. There was something charming about that simple gesture, almost as if she were releasing a wave of emotions she couldn’t contain. She was happy, and it was too obvious, radiating from every movement she made, from every expression she tried to hide. The sparkle in her eyes, the lightness in the way her body relaxed, everything indicated that this happiness was genuine and intense.
But the most interesting part was the way she was already starting to act, trying to conceal all her excitement. I could see the effort she was making to maintain her composure, not to let on how much that moment was affecting her. She lightly bit her lip, avoided smiling too much, and her eyes would shift as if she wanted to control every emotion that emerged. It was a silent battle between what she felt and what she wanted to show.
Ah, she would be a great actress, I thought, observing every detail. There was a naturalness in how she held back, as if she already instinctively knew how to balance emotions to maintain a perfect façade. This ability, this capacity to hide euphoria under a layer of apparent calm, was a quality many spend years trying to develop, but in Mia, it seemed innate.
As I watched her, I could hardly wait to see her in action, to watch as she turned this natural ability into a powerful performance on screen. If she could already hide so much happiness in a simple sigh, I imagined what she could do in a role that demanded true emotional depth and complexity.
“Well, we’ve made some changes to the entire script,” Jamie began. “You’ll be portraying a new version of what your parents once were, and we decided to innovate. Besides a full-on action movie and all the rest, we thought of something lighter. Something more… enjoyable to watch.” He was choosing his words brilliantly, and I was somewhat curious, and Mia wasn’t far behind. “So; especially considering your physical appeal and your audience, we chose a romance.” He announced with joy.
Mia quickly opened her mouth, as if she was about to say something, but her expression was overtaken by an ecstasy she couldn’t hide. It was as if in that instant, she was living a dream she had nurtured for a long time. Her eyes sparkled with a mix of surprise and fulfillment, and I could see how much that meant to her. However, while she seemed to float in her happiness, a weight settled in my chest.
I, on the other hand, was worried. I couldn’t ignore the shadows of the past that emerged in my mind. The last time I acted in a romance, things didn’t end completely well. There was a fine line between reality and fiction, a line I had crossed before, and the consequences still haunted me. The thought of repeating those mistakes, of mixing real emotions with those on screen, made me uneasy.
I looked away from Mia, trying to push those thoughts aside, but when I did, I realized she was watching me. This time, there wasn’t the same joy on her face; her expression was serious, focused, as if she was trying to read what was going on inside me. Her eyes locked onto mine, and in that instant, the world around us seemed to stop. There was something intense in the way she looked at me, a silent connection that didn’t need words.
She took a deep breath, and I instinctively did the same. It was a moment charged with tension and expectation, as if we were on the brink of something significant. And then, she smiled. It wasn’t a big or exaggerated smile, but something soft, almost shy, that slowly appeared on her lips. And in that smile, all my worries and the weight of the past seemed to dissolve. I was completely lost.
8 - Apollo Castiello Good evening, good evening. Parting is such sweet sorrow that I shall say good night till it be morrow. - Romeo and JulietThe meeting lasted another hour and a half, enough time for Jamie to detail what the film would be and the ideas he had in mind. He spoke with enthusiasm, gesturing as he described scenes and characters, but mentioned that he was still open to changes, implying that the creative process was far from finished. He also scheduled more meetings to discuss adjustments and progress, but, to be honest, my attention was already beginning to drift.My mind wandered, too occupied to focus on every word Jamie said. At the end of the meeting, while greeting other work friends, my gaze wandered around the room, and through the glass doors, I saw Mia leaving through the New Scene doors. There was something about the way she moved that caught my attention. It was as if she was trying to slip away unnoticed, almost begging not to be seen. This sparked an imm
9 – Mia Lauren HudsonWhy are you here? How is it possible for you to bring me down even more? What else can you take from me?- The IncrediblesI crossed the doors of the house, and the cold that had been absent until then hit me once again. I tried not to get nervous or scared as soon as I saw the empty, dimly lit living room.“Duart?” I called out, not raising my voice much because deep down, I didn't want Bradley to notice my presence.Our maid quickly stood in front of me.“Yes, Mrs. Hudson,” she began.My body stiffened instantly at the reminder of…No, no. I refused to think about that... That annoying person.“Where is Bradley?” I asked, finally.Duart paused for a moment, her dark eyes looking at me as she replied:“He left an hour after you. But he didn’t give me any explanation that I could pass on to you.” Her face was embarrassed, and I disguised the lump forming in my throat.“He must have gone to take care of something at Starlight,” I said, trying to convince myself of
10 - Apollo CastielloI feel better when you're around.- One DayI stayed up all night, as I had predicted, sleep refusing to find me, leaving me at the mercy of my own thoughts. The heat I felt in my body was intense, as if I were burning with fever, though the icy cold of the European dawn was enough to freeze anyone else. The combination of the external cold and the internal fire left me restless, tossing and turning, trying to find a position that would bring me some comfort.When morning finally came, the contrast was evident. The sun shone high and strong in the blue sky, melting the snow that had accumulated overnight, but the cold still lingered, reminding me that the European winter, even with the presence of the sun, did not give up so easily. I stood for a moment, staring out the window at the world outside, trying to force my mind to focus on the simple fact that the snow was melting. I desperately wanted this to be what held my attention, to distract me from the turmoil t
11 – Mia Lauren Hudson"I did all of this for you! I'm exhausted from living to satisfy your expectations."LabyrinthI was in Apollo's car once again, and the temperature seemed to rise considerably the moment we left the diner behind. It wasn't just the physical heat spreading through the space, but something more, something that seemed to fill the gap between us, loaded with a tension I couldn't name. From the moment I got into the car, I felt a restlessness growing inside me, a mix of conflicting sensations ranging from agitation to peace, as if I were on the brink of something I didn't fully understand.To begin with, I had no idea why I had stayed with him at that diner for so long. In my mind, there were countless reasons why I should have left the moment Kayla got up and walked out. Yet, the fact that I stayed and exchanged barbs with Apollo for what felt like an eternity left me confused. It wasn't something I usually did, and it was definitely not something I expected to fin
12 - Apollo CastielloYou meet thousands of people, and none of them touch you, and then you meet one person, and your life changes. Forever.- Love and Other Drugs.Okay, insomnia has become my best friend. Once again, I had been awake, and it was frightening me. Another night awake and...Mia.All my thoughts revolved around her, and I couldn’t help it; I needed to talk and hear her daring observations in my favor. And she replied... And I had never felt so powerful in my life.My father was the first to notice those reactions in me. I had spent the day restless, staring at my phone, and now and then, he had caught me smiling. And as the night approached, the nervousness became evident.“Are you going to tell me her name?” my father asked as I came out of the shower. He was walking down the hallway when he decided to stop in front of my room.“Who is she?” I remained serious and opened the wardrobe.The night was cold.“I’ve known you since before you were born.” He crossed his arms
13 – Mia Lauren Hudson"I like the way it makes me feel."Back to the Blue LagoonI was intensely anxious for the upcoming meeting at NewScene. The desire to know what awaited me in the coming months was palpable, a mix of expectation and nervousness. And despite all this anxiety, there was a part of me that really didn’t want to see Apollo again. But who was I trying to fool?The previous night had been perfect. I felt truly capable and at peace, something I hadn’t experienced in a long time. I realized that my life didn’t need to carry all the weight I had imposed on myself. And I wanted to feel that lightness again. I could only experience these feelings when I was with him, and that was what I was waiting for at that very moment.As I waited, I stared at the covers of the numerous movies that had achieved international success under NewScene’s aegis, displayed in the center of the recording studio. Jamie had scheduled another meeting, and I had arrived too early, but it was a good
14 - Apollo Castiello Don’t stop. Kiss me. - Fifty Shades DarkerIt was obvious that my idea of keeping my distance from Mia had gone down the drain. Every time I tried to put a barrier between us, it crumbled like sand slipping through my fingers. And the same was true for her. The resistance Mia showed, that effort to keep away, seemed as fragile as mine. And here we were again, alone inside the car, with the road stretching out before us, taking us to one of the most isolated spots in the city.I drove in silence, absorbing the tension between us that hung in the air. With every mile traveled, I felt the weight of unspoken words, of restrained emotions. It was almost palpable, as if it could explode at any moment. Mia, on the other hand, seemed calmer than I expected. Her gaze, fixed on the window, reflected a mix of curiosity and suspicion.“So, you’re not going to teach me how to drive,” she said, finally breaking the silence, her voice laden with a lightness I knew was disguis
15- Mia Lauren Hudson"I'm here for you, body and soul. If there’s anything I can do for you, tell me."- ReignMy body was numb, my mind was high, and on my lips, I could still taste him. Three days had passed, and all those sensations lingered. The taste, the fire, the desperation, and the reasoning.My consciousness was still high because I could feel the phone vibrating on the table, and I simply got distracted by the cutlery. My thoughts zigzagged through my mind, and they all had only one name. One cause. Apollo Castiello.I was lost; I needed a path and a light, and for a moment, I thought that if I stayed away from him, I’d find my way again. But I was terribly wrong. I couldn’t escape when there was no road. I couldn’t move forward knowing that my heart seemed to be on one of those streets.I took a deep breath and pressed my temples.I had never felt anything like this. And the more I tried to understand it, the more desperate I became. Damn it! He kept calling me, filling
48 – Mia Lauren CastielloSometimes, it’s the people no one imagines anything of who do the things no one can imagine._ – The Imitation GameThe ballroom had descended into absolute chaos. The projector burned in furious flames, casting restless shadows across the gilded walls of the hall. Screams echoed through the space as guests, clad in their finest evening attire, scrambled like scattered chess pieces. Panic and confusion reigned, and amidst it all, Jamie stood still, as if watching the climax of a film he had directed himself. Smoke began to fill the air, mingling with the expensive perfume of the guests and the suffocating tension that hovered around us. My heart pounded violently in my chest, as if it was trying to remind me I was alive—at least for now. Apollo stood beside me, his eyes fixed on Jamie. I watched anger build on his face, transforming his features into a mask of controlled fury. “He did this,” Apollo whispered, his voice sharp like a blade, enough to make my
Chapter 47 – Mia Lauren CastielloLife is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're going to get. - Forrest Gump: The StorytellerThe California sunset looked like a painting, but that day, no landscape could divert my attention from the letter I held in my trembling hands. The paper had the texture of something expensive, heavy. But nothing was heavier than the carefully chosen words that filled the invitation. "A night to celebrate the icons of cinema. The untold story." It was from Jamie. The same Jamie I thought I had left behind when I moved across the ocean, carrying with me the pains he helped fuel. His words sounded more like a challenge than an invitation. A silent, calculated provocation that made every nerve in my body vibrate in alert. Apollo stood beside me, staring at the letter as if it could transform into something alive and dangerous at any moment. His intense gaze and tense posture betrayed the same foreboding feeling that gripped me. "Do you think i
46 - Mia Lauren Castiello"I came here without expectations, just to profess, now that I’m free to do so, that my heart is and always will be yours." Sense and SensibilityA lot had changed since last year. Many wounds had finally healed. Tears were shed, but, as always, they also dried up, giving way to what could no longer be ignored: life went on. I watched Apollo while preparing dinner for myself in the backyard of our new home. He was shirtless, wearing only an apron, and with his usual skill, he was tending to the grill, where the burgers were slowly roasting, releasing a delicious aroma into the air. The warm summer of America called for that—heat, simplicity, and the feeling of a fresh start. “Taste this,” Apollo said, bringing a spoonful of mashed potatoes to my mouth with a playful smile. “Delicious,” I confirmed, letting the smooth taste of the mash linger on my palate, and he smiled with satisfaction, proud of his little culinary victory. Six months ago, we began this
Chapter 45"Yes, the past can hurt. But, as I see it, you can either run from it or learn from it." — The Lion KingIt took me many long years to wake up from a long, dark night. I had to fall, all the way to the bottom, feel pain like never before, so that I could wake up. React.And it was with my mind sharp, just like the pain, that I was planning my encounter with Bradley. The conclusion of this cruel and painful story he painted on my heart. Since Eros Castiello told me everything he had taken from me, I had been planning it. Alone. I wouldn’t drag Apollo into this. Not when everything started between Bradley and me.After downloading and saving all the files Eros had emailed me onto a flash drive, I went to Bradley’s house. Duart opened the door, looking so happy and surprised to see me. I hugged her quickly and asked where Bradley was.“Mrs. Hudson, he…”“I’m no longer a Hudson.” I interrupted, disgusted.“Sorry.” She blinked rapidly. “Mr. Hudson is in his office.”“May I come
Chapter 44 - Apollo CastielloWhatever happens, let us survive togetherThe last love letterMia was discharged two days later. She was fine, physically she was well. The medical procedures performed as soon as we arrived at the hospital, shortly after the explosion, were the reason that it didn’t mark her skin too deeply. I had broken my arm, but honestly, if I could, I would have walked into the fire for her. The news my father revealed still lingered in my head, and I simply couldn’t believe that, even before we had a relationship, Joy had such a cruel and dark past with Bradley. It was surreal how, in this life, we don't really know anyone. Nothing more than the version the other person presents to you. I was still trying to rationalize it and avoid bringing up the subject with Mia, especially after the terrible news my father brought, which had affected her deeply. Something had changed in Mia, and that scared the hell out of me because I was afraid she would lose herself, tha
Chapter 43 - Mia Lauren"Nobody hits you as hard as life, but not as hard as you can hit yourself. It doesn't matter how hard you hit, but how much you can take and keep fighting; how much you can endure and keep moving forward. That's what victory is made of." - Rocky BalboaMy eyes felt like they weighed tons. I could feel my body burning. A supernatural heat filled me. It felt like I couldn't breathe, but I forced myself, and my lungs, unwillingly, received the stimulus and helped the air escape. Slowly, I opened my eyes, and all I could see was white space. "What?" I whispered, but at the same moment, my throat ached. What was happening? I looked around, realizing I was in a hospital room. The smell of ether, the beeping of machines, and that intense white of the walls that I hated. What was happening? I looked at my body, and in that moment, I wanted to scream. But the words were stuck in my throat. My leg was bandaged, wrapped in some kind of dressing, and my arm as well. I
42 – Apollo Castiello I didn’t agree with you before, but at least I respected you. — Friends“Apollo, you need to lose that look on your face.” Mia stopped in front of me, arms crossed.“I’m fine.” I shrugged, looking away.I heard Mia’s laughter ring in my ears as she knelt in front of me, searching my eyes.“Deep down, you know I need to do this alone. You coming along wouldn’t help much.” She told me with patience.“I don’t trust Bradley, Mia. I can’t stand the thought of leaving you alone with him.” I confessed.Mia smiled, holding the back of my neck, her wild blue eyes locked on mine.“That’s why Paul’s going with me.” She smiled, then kissed me. “No need to worry.”I looked at the woman who could break me so easily, seeing just how she always got what she wanted, because I’d always let her. And once again, I gave in. The woman beside me was one of the strongest people I knew, and I knew she could handle this without needing a protector.“All right,” I finally said, and we bo
41 - Mia Lauren HudsonIt was you. You made it happen.— Brooklyn Nine-NineThe day had finally arrived! I was picking up the stones thrown in my path and building a huge castle with a sign that said: I DID IT. Even though there had been people along the way who almost made me give up, I persevered. I went all the way. And there I was, in a hall full of people finishing getting me ready for my movie premiere. I would be there that night because of my work, not just to accompany a man. I was there for myself because I did it.At that moment, I knew the whole media outside was digging into my life, speculating why I was premiering at NewScene and they could assert the reason for the end of my marriage. I had left Bradley because I was too selfish and needed to premiere in cinema alongside my lover. And well, I wasn't making any effort to deny any of that. If it was on the internet, it was true, right?Sometimes, rumors could be cruel, but well, they were almost always truths. And yes, I
40- Mia Lauren Hudson"Even to be a flower, you need luck. Some are born to beautify life, others, death."MatildaMy heart was pounding, and I could hear its beats in my ears. I didn’t know how I should feel at that moment. I was just too confused, too scared, and too disappointed.Seeing those photos made me remember every moment I spent with my mother. Beyond any mother-daughter relationship, we were friends. And she had never told me about Apollo's father. She had never mentioned the intimate relationship they obviously had. I wondered if my father knew too, if it lasted for a long time.Damn, I was nauseous.Apollo and I drove the whole way to his house in silence, lost in our thoughts. Now we had just arrived, and he was opening the door. I stepped into his home and faced a bright, comfortable living room. There were two sofas and two armchairs in front of a TV that was on, and his father was watching."Should I be expecting you?" Eros Castiello got up from the armchair and appr