5 - Mia Lauren Hudson
But if you have someone who will be there for you, someone you can count on, you'll be okay. Do you have someone like that?
- How I Met Your MotherKayla and I were sitting in a café near NewScene. I was swallowing hot coffee to try to ease the cold feeling in my gut. I wasn't sure if it was because of the snow outside or the decision I had to make in a few hours.
I was both euphoric and regretful. I knew I shouldn't be there, shouldn't be disobeying Bradley, and I had never confronted him before. It made me wonder which version of him I would face when I returned. Of all the versions my husband had, none were understanding or kind—he was just... Bradley.
"What are you thinking about?" My friend's voice pulled me out of my thoughts. I just shook my head, denying that it was anything.
Kayla was the only person I had left and trusted completely, but she hated my husband, and I knew that talking about him at that moment wouldn't help either of us. But my friend knew me...
"I don't understand why you put up with this crap." Irritation laced her voice.
I looked at her. Her eyes, as blue as a summer morning, stared at me seriously, her platinum hair tinged with blue and white accusing me that I should say something.
"He's my husband, Kayla," I said, as if that would lessen the pain in my heart when he didn't fulfill his role.
"That's exactly it." She folded her hands on the table. "He's your husband, but he's not your owner. You're submissive to him, and you know it."
I let out a long sigh.
It wasn't exactly like that. I wasn't submissive to anyone. I was just afraid of what he might do if I didn't follow his orders. I was just... Submissive?
"You don't understand." I set my coffee aside. "I can't get out of this. I got married to be with him forever, and I... I love him." I lowered my eyes.
I saw her shake her head and let out a long sigh.
She couldn't blame me for loving him. No one should blame anyone for loving someone; we have no choice when it comes to that. All we have is the sensation of our hearts beating faster every time their name is mentioned.
"You need to be happy." Her voice was sincere. "Seriously, Lauren, do you think you'll be happy with him?" she pressed. "You can't be happy with someone who abuses you."
What?
"What?" My thoughts escaped through my lips. "Bradley never hit me. I would never allow that."
A short smile appeared on her lips.
"He never hit you, but he doesn't let you cut your hair." I had always wanted to cut my hair. "He never hit you, but he doesn't let you paint your nails a dark color." I had always wanted to paint my nails black. And Kayla continued: "He never hit you, but you have to ask for permission every time you go out, you have to feel afraid when you're near him. He never hit you physically, Lauren, but I bet your heart is covered in bruises from the cold words that come out of his mouth. And don't try to make excuses for all of this because there are none."
And I didn't have any. I never understood why he deprived me of everything that made me happy, I never understood why it seemed to give him pleasure to see my eyes well up with tears.
"And what do you suggest I do?" I licked my lips and looked into her eyes. "That I cheat on him?"
"That's no different from what he does to you." Her words came out quickly, like knives finding my heart.
I knew Bradley was with other women, I knew he had never been faithful to me, but hearing it from someone else, from the most honest person in the world, made the pain worse. I had never been enough for him, even though I didn't understand why. I did everything for my husband, everything he asked, I did. But it seemed he cared more about the actresses at his studio than about me.
I wished I didn't feel bad, wished I could see everything Kayla always showed me and try to be happy again, but that would go against my character, and I couldn't. I was born to be the wife of one man. I waited for one man. I loved only one man.
"Um... I'm sorry, Lauren," my friend said, realizing her words had caused me to drift off into thought.
"No, Kayla. Everything's fine," I said, my standard phrase, but without truth. "I'm going to love myself now. I'm going to try to see something beyond how I am less than anyone else."
She just didn't understand that I had been trying for a long time, but I couldn't. Fighting against feelings is knowing for sure that in this war, you will come out defeated, lost, and damaged.
"Well, I have to go." I didn't want to prolong the conversation and looked at the clock. "It's almost time." I smiled.
A big smile also appeared on my friend's face, and she stood up to me.
"I wish you the best, my Lauren." She held my shoulders. "I hope you fly and get up after every fall you encounter, but never, under any circumstances, give up on yourself, give up on being who you are. And you are not this scared girl; you are a great woman. You are Mia Lauren." Then she hugged me.
I choked back the tears in my throat. I loved feeling special, liked it when people said something good about me, and it had been so long since I'd heard anything like that that those words motivated me.
"Now go." Kayla kissed my cheek. "Go and conquer your own world and believe in yourself."
So I went.
And it was surprising to be met with the most incredible pair of blue eyes I'd ever seen. It was surprising to know I was special and beautiful, and even more surprising was that my heart danced. It was seeing unknown feelings invade the windows of pain in my heart.
Do you believe in love at first sight? No, I bet you don't. You must be too sensitive for that. Or have you ever seen someone and knew that if that person really knew you, they would, of course, get rid of the perfect model they were with and realize that you were the person they wanted to grow old with? Have you ever fallen in love with someone you've never talked to?- While You Were SleepingMy hands were cold and I felt that at any moment I would have a stroke as I watched the entrance to New Scene. The tall, golden letters were covered with tiny snowflakes, glowing softly in the dim afternoon light. The glass door, in contrast with the dark and imposing walls, looked like a portal to a new world. The cold of the snow didn't help calm my nerves, but served as a reminder of the hard and beautiful reality that awaited me.In that moment, a welcoming fear filled my heart. It wasn't a fear of them perhaps not liking my demeanor, but that good fear of feeling that the door to my dream
Apollo Castiello - Chapter 7And now look at me. I accept the consequences.- Jumanji: Welcome to the JungleI was struggling the entire time to keep my eyes on Jamie as he talked about NewScene to Mia. His words echoed through the room, describing the vision, the values, and the grandeur of the production company, but my mind was elsewhere, completely captivated by another presence. I genuinely wanted to hear everything Jamie had to say, I wanted to pay attention, but it was impossible. My mind was shouting louder than Jamie, and my eyes were quicker to stray towards Mia than to follow the movement of his hands.As Jamie spoke enthusiastically, I found myself trying to disguise my attention. I kept my face forward, but my eyes stubbornly sought Mia from the corner of my eye, capturing every detail of her profile. I pretended to be interested in the wall on the other side of the room, but the truth was that all that mattered to me at that moment was her. Her eyes were serious, focused
8 - Apollo Castiello Good evening, good evening. Parting is such sweet sorrow that I shall say good night till it be morrow. - Romeo and JulietThe meeting lasted another hour and a half, enough time for Jamie to detail what the film would be and the ideas he had in mind. He spoke with enthusiasm, gesturing as he described scenes and characters, but mentioned that he was still open to changes, implying that the creative process was far from finished. He also scheduled more meetings to discuss adjustments and progress, but, to be honest, my attention was already beginning to drift.My mind wandered, too occupied to focus on every word Jamie said. At the end of the meeting, while greeting other work friends, my gaze wandered around the room, and through the glass doors, I saw Mia leaving through the New Scene doors. There was something about the way she moved that caught my attention. It was as if she was trying to slip away unnoticed, almost begging not to be seen. This sparked an im
9 – Mia Lauren HudsonWhy are you here? How is it possible for you to bring me down even more? What else can you take from me?- The IncrediblesI crossed the doors of the house, and the cold that had been absent until then hit me once again. I tried not to get nervous or scared as soon as I saw the empty, dimly lit living room.“Duart?” I called out, not raising my voice much because deep down, I didn't want Bradley to notice my presence.Our maid quickly stood in front of me.“Yes, Mrs. Hudson,” she began.My body stiffened instantly at the reminder of…No, no. I refused to think about that... That annoying person.“Where is Bradley?” I asked, finally.Duart paused for a moment, her dark eyes looking at me as she replied:“He left an hour after you. But he didn’t give me any explanation that I could pass on to you.” Her face was embarrassed, and I disguised the lump forming in my throat.“He must have gone to take care of something at Starlight,” I said, trying to convince myself of
10 - Apollo CastielloI feel better when you're around.- One DayI stayed up all night, as I had predicted, sleep refusing to find me, leaving me at the mercy of my own thoughts. The heat I felt in my body was intense, as if I were burning with fever, though the icy cold of the European dawn was enough to freeze anyone else. The combination of the external cold and the internal fire left me restless, tossing and turning, trying to find a position that would bring me some comfort.When morning finally came, the contrast was evident. The sun shone high and strong in the blue sky, melting the snow that had accumulated overnight, but the cold still lingered, reminding me that the European winter, even with the presence of the sun, did not give up so easily. I stood for a moment, staring out the window at the world outside, trying to force my mind to focus on the simple fact that the snow was melting. I desperately wanted this to be what held my attention, to distract me from the turmoil
11 – Mia Lauren Hudson"I did all of this for you! I'm exhausted from living to satisfy your expectations."LabyrinthI was in Apollo's car once again, and the temperature seemed to rise considerably the moment we left the diner behind. It wasn't just the physical heat spreading through the space, but something more, something that seemed to fill the gap between us, loaded with a tension I couldn't name. From the moment I got into the car, I felt a restlessness growing inside me, a mix of conflicting sensations ranging from agitation to peace, as if I were on the brink of something I didn't fully understand.To begin with, I had no idea why I had stayed with him at that diner for so long. In my mind, there were countless reasons why I should have left the moment Kayla got up and walked out. Yet, the fact that I stayed and exchanged barbs with Apollo for what felt like an eternity left me confused. It wasn't something I usually did, and it was definitely not something I expected to fin
12 - Apollo CastielloYou meet thousands of people, and none of them touch you, and then you meet one person, and your life changes. Forever.- Love and Other Drugs.Okay, insomnia has become my best friend. Once again, I had been awake, and it was frightening me. Another night awake and...Mia.All my thoughts revolved around her, and I couldn’t help it; I needed to talk and hear her daring observations in my favor. And she replied... And I had never felt so powerful in my life.My father was the first to notice those reactions in me. I had spent the day restless, staring at my phone, and now and then, he had caught me smiling. And as the night approached, the nervousness became evident.“Are you going to tell me her name?” my father asked as I came out of the shower. He was walking down the hallway when he decided to stop in front of my room.“Who is she?” I remained serious and opened the wardrobe.The night was cold.“I’ve known you since before you were born.” He crossed his arms
13 – Mia Lauren Hudson"I like the way it makes me feel."Back to the Blue LagoonI was intensely anxious for the upcoming meeting at NewScene. The desire to know what awaited me in the coming months was palpable, a mix of expectation and nervousness. And despite all this anxiety, there was a part of me that really didn’t want to see Apollo again. But who was I trying to fool?The previous night had been perfect. I felt truly capable and at peace, something I hadn’t experienced in a long time. I realized that my life didn’t need to carry all the weight I had imposed on myself. And I wanted to feel that lightness again. I could only experience these feelings when I was with him, and that was what I was waiting for at that very moment.As I waited, I stared at the covers of the numerous movies that had achieved international success under NewScene’s aegis, displayed in the center of the recording studio. Jamie had scheduled another meeting, and I had arrived too early, but it was a good