Cane's povWhen I left the house today I was mad at my mum because I wanted her to do something for me but she said she refused so I left in anger even tho she told me to stay for breakfast. My mom is somebody I would never trade for anything and I love her so much she has taught me everything I know today and she always have the right words to say to you when you are down, she knows how to cheer me up, she also know when I am angry and I love that about her. My mum is my everything like they said mother's love is the best love you can ever have and I just lost that.I can't move, I can't breathe, I can't even stand. This can't be happening to me right now everything happened so fast and I was here but I couldn't even stop it from happening. I saw her slowly drop to the ground, when she fell to the ground that was when I had it in me to move from my spot i rushed over to where she was I checked her and I could still feel her pulse so I picked her up so I could carry her to the hospit
Cane's pov I woke with to a very bright light shining so bright in my eyes. When I tried to sit up I felt a very sharp pain in my head so I lay down back on the bed when I looked around I noticed I was in the hospital what the hell happened I thought to myself and them everything came rushing to me and the pain and every thing I felt came back to me. I should really go see dad to know how he is doing, deep down I just wish all these things that happened will just be a very bad dream but me being in the hospital is a reminder that this whole thing is not a very bad dream but reality. Reality that I don't want to be in, I tried sitting up because I was thirsty and the water by my bed side needed to be reached when I moved to pour the water in a glass the door opened. “You are up, how are you feeling? Jordan asked as he walked in with coffee and a paper bag on his hands. “I don't want to be here” I told him. “Nobody wants to be here I understand you but you need to be fine” he moved
Cane's pov“I'm so sorry alpha we tried our best but we lost him, he was badly injured” this can't be true I have to be hearing wrong she said we lost him that means we can actually find him right? I lost my mum yesterday and now my dad is gone I don't think I have it in me to feel anything right now.“Okay” I told her and doctor Sarah looked so surprised like she was not expecting me to say what I just said.“Are you okay? She asked me.I didn't have the word for her so I just nodded my head at her and left to my room Jordan followed after me to the room.“Are you sure you are okay? She just delivery a very said news and all you can say is okay” I just sat down on the bed and didn't even answer him can he just leave.“You are not saying anything at all and I don't like it if you are not okay just say it, I can't say I know how you feel right now because I have never experienced it but I can imagine how you feel and what is going on in your head just let me in on how you feel you don'
Cane's povAfter Lydia told us what she went through I really that they are here to give me the support I need and just help me go through this but I hope they understand that it's not that easy, it's not going to be easy on me and on them too.“We want to help you and be there for you throughout every step you take” Brad chipped in while holding his made. I am so happy he found a mate as sweet as Lydia we haven't really bonded or even had conversations except for the time where Brad introduced her to us at first when he met Lydia he hid her from us became secretive and was always off after many attempt of us bugging him to tell us what was wrong he introduced her to the group.“Thank you” I said to him.“And as for the pack why are we here we will do that together so you don't have to stress, we are brothers remember? And brothers always stick together, I just want you too be strong for us and yourself too” Jordan said,I really appreciate it.“Thank you all for being you and always h
Cane's povAfter Jordan Brad and his mate Lydia stayed for a while they all left to go do other things in the pack, recently my dad has took it upon his self to show us what to do and how to run the pack it was like we were going to take up our position soon but not these soon not in this kind of situation and look at it it's like my dad knew this was going to happen.Days we will all move with our parents to see how things are done and to know how to handle things in the pack Brad was learning from his dad who is the beta and Jordan from his dad too who is a gamma.I decided to go to bed without thinking about anything, without worrying about what happened yesterday or what will happen tomorrow I didn't want to think about the hatred I have for Ava or how disappointed I feel because I feel like I let my parents down especially my mum I would have done something but I couldn't I also feel like I let the whole pack down.Sleeping has never been this difficult for me before I stayed awa
Cane's pov“What's going on? I broke you how? Is it now a crime to come check up on a friend? The fact that she is acting like she didn't do anything is making me go crazy.She was still getting support from Alexia, I head she was in coma so how did she wake up and why is she here? Haven't she done enough already she took my mum away from me and now she has the audacity to come and check how I am doing. Am I supposed to be fine without my mum she has not even apologize but she wants to know how I am doing.I don't think many people know how my mum died, I know they just feel like she was killed by rogues like every other person that died but she was murdered by Ava, if she had just listen won't be in this situation where I am blaming her for my mum's death but I have no choice. I saw what happened she was trying to protect her that's why she stood in front of her preventing her from the attack she was already passed out so why didn't my mum just let her get killed instead she sacrifi
Canes povAfter the whole incident that happened yesterday I stayed indoors with Sam and the day just went by so quickly and the day for the mass burial is finally here including my parents and I don't even know how to feel.I woke this morning with a lot of emotions I don't even know how I feel or what to feel, all I know is that I am void of emotions. I know Ava will be there and I am not looking forward to seeing her.If anyone had told me I will be dressing in all black for my own parents burial I wouldn't believe or even imagine it but here I am today wearing an all black outfit to go bury my parents. This shouldn't be something any child want to go through most times whenever this thought come across my mind I remember I am not alone Sam lost his parents too and he is still a very little boy who doesn't even understands what death is. It's so heartbreaking knowing that he is going to grow without his parents he might even forget how they look like at some point.It is possible f
Cane’s povWhen she asked me that question it just brought back old memories that I wanted to let go, everything was so fresh in my head I didn’t even know what to think. Thinking of how I left her in my off after fucking her is so wild I know I would have done better but what do you expect when she had to bring us sad moments just when I was starting to open up to her and stop treating her badly.My mind went back to how I left her alone.I moved away from the table where Ava was trying to get her breath and I picked up my pants to wear I was also wearing my shirt when she raised her head up and looked at me she even had a smile on her face.“Where are you going to? She asked me.“I have things to do I will see you later” that was all I said I couldn’t even look at her eyes when I said what I said.“Are you just leaving me like that? She asked again what does she want me to do carry her like a princess to my room and fuck her again or does she want me to stay? Well either way I could