As I reenter the ballroom, the brightness and noise hit me like a freight train. I plaster on a smile so forced it hurts my cheeks.
My eyes dart to Lilly, who’s laughing beside Luis, completely unaware of the chaos swirling in my head. Nick appears out of nowhere, his eyes narrowing when he sees me. “Where have you been?” “Strategizing,” I reply breezily. “You know, how to outshine Lilly on her big night. Think I’ve got a solid plan.”
He doesn’t even crack a smile. Typical.
“Well, stop whatever you’re doing and get up front,” he snaps, grabbing my arm. “It’s time to meet the Vanderwilsons.” Fantastic. Just what I needed—another round of awkward introductions with him staring at me like this is a soap opera and he’s the star.
As I’m dragged toward the front of the room, I can feel Luis’s eyes burning into my back like twin lasers of regret and awkwardness. It’s the kind of look that says, Yep, I messed up, but let’s pretend this isn’t the absolute trainwreck it is. I keep my chin up, trying to channel the elegance of someone who didn’t just have her entire evening derailed by the shocking revelation that her garden flirtation is, in fact, her sister’s fiancé.
Nick’s grip on my arm is ironclad, his fingers digging in as if he’s afraid I’ll pull a runner again. Smart move, really—I’m about one uncomfortable glance from Luis away from climbing out a window. “Smile,” Nick mutters through gritted teeth as we approach Lilly and Luis.
“I am smiling,” I hiss back, my lips stretched so tight I could double as a mannequin. My cheeks already hurt, and I’m pretty sure my expression is bordering on psychotic. But Nick doesn’t seem to care.
We stop just shy of the happy couple, and I swear the air around us becomes heavier. Lilly is glowing—her laughter fills the space as she chats with a group of admirers, completely oblivious to the personal soap opera unfolding three feet away. Luis stands beside her, his posture stiff, his jaw tight. His eyes flicker to mine for a brief second before darting away, like a guilty puppy caught chewing on the furniture.
“Agatha,” Nick snaps, jolting me from my thoughts. “Stop standing there like a statue and introduce yourself to the Vanderwilsons properly.”
Properly? As if I’m about to curtsy and break into a heartfelt monologue about how thrilled I am to meet the family of my sister’s soon-to-be husband. “Of course,” I say sweetly, plastering on the fakest smile I can muster.
Nick steers me toward Sarah, Luis’s older sister, who greets me with a warm smile. She looks effortlessly regal, her hands resting protectively over her swollen belly. “It’s lovely to meet you, Agatha,” she says kindly, her tone genuine.
“Likewise,” I reply, my voice pitched an octave higher than usual in an attempt to sound composed.
Next is Matt, Luis’s younger brother, who looks like he’s one inappropriate joke away from being disowned. He gives me a firm handshake and an easygoing grin. “Good to meet you,” he says, his eyes sparkling with mischief. He looks like he could be Luis’s twin but more blonde and with blue eyes.
“Likewise,” I repeat, because apparently, my vocabulary has been reduced to one word.
Then there’s Amelia, the sister closest to my age. Her eyes light up when we’re introduced, and she practically bounces as she takes my hand. “Finally, someone normal!” she exclaims, earning a scandalized look from Sarah.
I let out a surprised laugh, feeling a flicker of genuine amusement for the first time all night. “I’m not sure ‘normal’ is the right word, but I’ll take it.”
Amelia grins. “We’re going to get along just fine.”
Finally, I’m introduced to Luis’s mother, Maryly, who radiates kindness. Her soft curls frame her face, and her smile is so warm it nearly melts the ice around my heart. Nearly. “You’re Lilly’s sister?” she asks, her tone so gentle I almost forget I’m drowning in an ocean of drama.
“Yes,” I say, my voice cracking slightly. “It’s lovely to meet you.”
Maryly takes my hand in hers, squeezing it gently. “You have a beautiful family,” she says, her words sincere.
I glance at Lilly, who is now beaming at Luis like he’s the human embodiment of a fairy tale ending. My stomach churns.
And then, there’s Luis.
As we finally come face to face for the third time this evening, the tension in the air becomes unbearable. He looks impeccable in his tailored suit, exuding an effortless charm that makes me want to punch a wall. His polite smile is meant for the crowd, but I can feel the weight of everything unspoken in his gaze.
“Luis, this is my sister, Agatha,” Lilly says, her voice filled with pride. “I know you’ve already met, but now it’s official.” She laughs, completely oblivious to the silent battle raging beneath the surface.
I extend my hand, my heart pounding as his fingers brush mine. The touch is brief, professional, but the electricity from earlier is still there, crackling like static.
“Agatha,” he says evenly, his tone betraying none of the chaos I see in his eyes.
“Luis,” I reply, my voice sharper than intended.
Lilly glances between us, her smile faltering for a moment before she shrugs it off. “I told Luis all about you,” she says, her tone conspiratorial. “He thinks you’re hilarious.”
I raise an eyebrow. “Oh, really? What’s the funniest thing you’ve heard about me?”
Luis opens his mouth to respond, but Lilly cuts him off. “Oh, you know, just the way you always manage to turn every situation into a comedy routine. Like tonight, for example—where were you earlier? Sneaking off to avoid meeting everyone?”
The room feels like it tilts for a moment, but I recover quickly, flashing a grin. “Just getting some fresh air. You know me—always need a breather before diving into the chaos.”
“Hmm,” Lilly hums, clearly unconvinced but too polite to press further.
I catch Luis’s eye for a fleeting second, and the weight of everything unspoken threatens to crush me. I can’t do this.
“Oh, look! Amelia’s calling me,” I blurt out, pointing vaguely in the direction of the younger sister, who is very much not calling me. “Excuse me!”
Without waiting for a response, I practically sprint across the room, weaving through the crowd until I find a quiet corner near the dessert table. I grab a macaron and shove it into my mouth, hoping the sugar will do something to calm my nerves.
“Nice escape,” a familiar voice says behind me.
I spin around to find Matt leaning casually against the wall, a knowing smirk on his face.
“You saw that, huh?” I mutter, swallowing the macaron too quickly and nearly choking.
“Oh, everyone saw,” he says, his grin widening. “But don’t worry—it was the highlight of the night.”
I groan, burying my face in my hands. “This is a disaster.”
“Depends on how you look at it,” Matt says, his tone light. “From where I’m standing, it’s pretty entertaining.”
I peek at him through my fingers, his easy demeanor oddly comforting. “Glad someone’s enjoying themselves.”
“Oh, come on,” he says, nudging my shoulder. “What’s life without a little chaos?”
I manage a weak laugh, but the weight of everything still lingers. As much as I’d love to hide in this corner for the rest of the night, I know I can’t.
“Thanks for the pep talk,” I say, straightening up. “But I should probably get back out there before Nick comes looking for me again.”
“Good luck,” Matt says, raising his glass in a mock toast.
I take a deep breath, steel myself, and step back into the fray. The night isn’t over yet, and something tells me it’s only going to get messier.
The next day...The drive back to Winter Hill feels like an eternity. The car lurches over potholes, each bump jarring me out of my daydreams—or nightmares, really. I sit in the backseat, wedged between my suitcase and a box of Lilly’s wedding decorations. It’s cramped, uncomfortable, and the perfect reflection of my life.Trees blur past the window, their skeletal branches scratching at the sky like they want to escape, too. My thoughts, however, are stuck replaying yesterday.Lilly, glowing like she swallowed a light bulb, introducing Luis. Luis—the man I saw in the garden. The man who looked at me like he knew every secret I was too afraid to admit. The man who is now my sister’s fiancé.The humiliation of it all settles like a brick in my stomach. The universe must be laughing at me, right? "Ha! Look at Agatha, the human doormat. Let’s toss her a forbidden romance for extra drama."I shake my head, trying to will his face away, but nope. There he is in my mind again: brown eyes tha
1 week later... The pain comes fast—too fast for me to react. Nick’s fist slams into my ribs, knocking the wind out of me, leaving me gasping. I double over, clutching my side as a sharp, searing agony radiates through my chest. It feels like my bones are breaking under the weight of his blow, like shards of glass are being driven deeper into my skin with every breath. My vision blurs, and all I can think about is how much it hurts. But the pain is nothing new. I stagger, trying to catch my breath, as Nick steps back, towering over me with that familiar look of disgust. His lips curl into a sneer, and his voice drips with venom. "You worthless piece of trash," he spits, glaring down at me. "You can’t even handle a simple task, can you?" I don’t respond. I’ve learned not to. Speaking only makes things worse. Nick’s hand flies up, striking me hard across the face. My head snaps to the side, and I
2 days later…The cab rumbles beneath me, the sound of the tires rolling against the road lulling me into a strange sense of peace. I clutch my bag tighter on my lap, staring out the window as the scenery flies by. My heart beats in a rhythm I can’t control—part excitement, part fear.The Vanderwilson mansion is just a few minutes away now, and for the first time in what feels like forever, I’m free. Free from Nick’s grip, free from the abuse, free from the darkness that has been suffocating me for years.But the freedom comes with its own weight.I can still feel the rush of adrenaline in my veins from earlier, the way my body trembled when I finally stood up to Nick. Ten minutes before the cab was supposed to arrive—that’s when I told them. Mom and Nick. I didn’t give myself time to think, didn’t give Nick a chance to stop me.I can still see the look on his face when I told him I was leaving for Vanderwilson."What do you mean
The dining room is bathed in the soft glow of candlelight, casting flickering shadows on the table as I sit between Amelia and Luis. The room is warm, the hum of conversation casual and light, but I can’t seem to relax. The air feels thick, almost suffocating, and it has nothing to do with the cozy atmosphere or the delicious scent of food. It’s him. Luis. He’s sitting directly across from me, his presence looming over everything, even though he hasn’t said much since we sat down. I can feel him watching me, his eyes burning through my skin, and it takes everything in me not to meet his gaze. My heart is racing, pounding in my chest like it’s trying to escape. I try to focus on Amelia’s animated chatter as she talks about some ridiculous gossip from the pack. Something about one of the neighbors and their new pet dog. But I can’t hear her. Not really. Her words are a distant murmur, drowned out by the sound of my own heartbeat. The burning sensation around my neck intensifies, l
2 weeks later… The three weeks leading up to Lilly’s wedding pass in a blur. Everything is happening so fast, and yet, it feels like I’m moving in slow motion. College hasn’t been the fresh start I hoped for. Instead, it’s been... isolating. I had imagined that starting university would be this big, exciting chapter of my life. New people, new experiences, a chance to escape Nick and everything back in Winter Hill. But now that I’m here, nothing feels right. I haven’t made a single friend, and the loneliness is suffocating. Even Amelia, who was so warm and bubbly when I first arrived, has become... different. She acts like a completely different person when we’re on campus. At first, I tried to ignore it, brushing it off as her just being distracted or having a bad day. But it’s more than that. She’s rude, cold, and makes these snide, backhanded comments that leave me feeling like I’m walking on eggshells around her. And I swear she’s targetin
11:49 pm…It’s the night before Lilly’s wedding, and sleep eludes me. I lie in bed, staring at the ceiling, my mind racing with everything that has happened in the last few days. The anticipation, the secrets, the lies—every single moment weighs on me. I toss and turn, trying to ignore the ache in my chest that grows stronger with each passing second.The last three days have been a whirlwind. The house has been a constant flurry of people, all bustling with excitement, the air thick with the scent of fresh flowers and expensive perfume. Everywhere I go, I hear laughter, music, and the endless chatter about the “perfect union” between the Winter Hill and Vanderwilson packs. But every word spoken feels like a lie I can’t escape.Despite everything, Lilly and I… bonded. Really bonded. For t
01:01 am…The kitchen is dimly lit, shadows stretching across the floor as the silence thickens between us. Luis and I stand there, facing each other, and I feel the weight of all the unspoken words, the truths neither of us can bring ourselves to admit. The space around us seems to shrink until it’s just the two of us, locked in this moment, connected in ways I can’t fully understand but feel deep in my bones.A soft sigh escapes me, and my voice comes out in a whisper, filled with a vulnerability I rarely allow myself to feel. “Sometimes, in moments like this… I miss my dad. It’s like I still hear his voice, especially when things get too hard.” I pause, looking down as a wave of emotions I’ve held back for years begins to rise. “He was my everything. Losing him felt like… losing myself.”
The morning begins with a cold bite in the air, seeping through the walls of the mansion and settling like a chill in my bones. Today, Lilly will stand at the altar with Luis. It’s the culmination of every whispered plan, every carefully orchestrated lie, and every pang of heartbreak I’ve endured since the moment I realized I would never be enough. I’m expected to play my role, to wear my smile like a mask while they speak their vows. I’m just another shadow in a room flooded with light.As I walk down the hallway, I hear snippets of laughter and conversation. Guests are already arriving, bustling in with their dresses and jewels, their faces lit up with joy and anticipation. It’s all so... painfully normal. I force my shoulders to relax, trying to ease the tightness in my chest, but every step feels heavy, like I’m dragging a weight too unbearable to carry.
It’s been three days since my awkward run-in with Luis’s father, and his words still echo in my mind. “We value respect and honesty in this house.” The irony of it burns like fire in my chest. If honesty were truly a virtue here, this mansion wouldn’t feel like a tomb stuffed with secrets.But right now, I have a bigger problem: my sister, Lilly.The conversation we had yesterday plays on a loop in my head like a bad soap opera. She’d cornered me in the kitchen after dinner, her voice soft but her eyes suspiciously red. “Agatha,” she started, her tone too careful, too measured, “how do you feel about Luis?”How do I feel about Luis? What does that even mean? He’s the man who saved me from my horrible stepfather, yet he’s also the guy who looks at me like I’m an unfinished puzzle missing the one piece he’ll never find. And now, I’m living under his roof with my sister—his wife.“Uh, he’s...fine?” I’d said, trying not to look as uncomfortable as I felt.Her lips pressed into a tight lin
The journal sits heavy on my lap like it knows its secrets might crush me. I flip through its pages, scanning my father’s meticulous handwriting. His words are calm, measured—a stark contrast to the chaos spinning in my head. The more I read, the clearer the pieces become, but it’s a puzzle I’m terrified to finish.If Luis’s father was involved in my father’s death, does that mean Luis knows?The question feels like a slap. And then there’s Lilly. Could she really be oblivious to something so monumental? Or has she, too, been playing her part in some dark family conspiracy?Caroline speaks up, her voice sharp and biting. “You’re spiraling again. This is why we don’t do detective work at night. Go to sleep before you have an existentia
Standing at the doorstep of the Vanderwilson mansion, I grip the handles of my suitcases as though they’re the only things anchoring me to the ground. The cold air wraps around me, biting at my skin, but I barely feel it. My eyes are fixed on the sprawling mansion before me, its towering arches and intricate stone carvings practically dripping with opulence.“I would have never thought there’d be a day where I’d resent this place,” I mutter internally to Caroline, my wolf. “Is it too late to go back to campus?”Caroline snorts. “Oh, sure. Let’s run back to the campus crawling with rogues. Fantastic idea. You want me to call the ambulance now, or should we wait for the rogue to chew through your leg first?”“I’m just saying,” I grumble. &ld
The deafening wail of the school alarm shatters the silence, yanking my attention away from Luis and toward the door. My pulse quickens as I hear faint but distinct police sirens approaching in the distance.“What the hell?” I whisper, my voice drowned out by the relentless blaring.Luis’s jaw tightens, his gaze darting to the window. “Humans must’ve seen the rogues,” he mutters, his tone laced with irritation. “We can’t deal with this here. If the police show up, we’ll have an entirely different mess to clean up.”“Fantastic,” I say, throwing up my hands. “Just what we need—rogues and cops.”Luis shoots me a sharp look. “Agatha, focus.”“Focusing,” I reply quickly, though my sarcasm doesn’t completely disappear.“Come on,” he says, grabbing my wrist and pulling me toward the door. His hand is warm, firm, and entirely too distracting.Caroline, my wolf, huffs in my head. “I wouldn’t mind if he held onto us forever.”“Not helping, Caroline,” I snapped internally.We slip out of the lib
It’s been a few days since the Matt-kiss disaster, and the memory still burns brighter than a solar flare. Caroline hasn’t let me forget it either, gleefully replaying Luis’s scowl every chance she gets.“Do you think he was mad because he wanted to kiss us? Or because Matt actually did?”“Shut up, Caroline,” I mutter, brushing past a low branch as I stalk through the woods near the Vanderwilson estate.My wolf huffs, the sound full of amusement. “You’re no fun. You know, it’s been three days, and Luis is nowhere to be found. Maybe he’s stewing. Brooding. Imagining all the ways he could—”“Caroline!”“—ruin his brother's existence,” she finishes with a snicker.I roll my eyes and focus on the task at hand. The woods are unusually quiet today, the kind of silence that sets my teeth on edge. Luis may be ignoring me completely, but I’ve thrown myself into something much bigger to keep my mind busy: the rogue problem.They’ve been getting bolder, striking closer and closer to Vanderwilson
The golden rays of the setting sun seep through the campus trees as I sit with Sarah, Ruth, Tyler, Leo, and Matt in the university’s open garden. The day has been filled with laughter and teasing, my friends ensuring I don’t slip back into the somber mood that has clung to me since the rogue attack on my birthday.I find myself smiling more than I expected, enjoying the warmth of their company despite the lingering anxiety in the back of my mind. Since that night, every shadow feels sharper, every sound more threatening. My Lycan, Caroline, has been restless too, pacing in my mind and reminding me that the world isn’t as safe as it seems right now.But for now, I’m choosing to enjoy this. Tyler is telling a story about his disastrous attempt at cooking dinner last week, complete with dramatic hand gestures and exaggerated voices for ever
LUISThe morning air crackles with anticipation. Even before the whispers reach my ears, I can feel the energy shift in the packhouse. Something monumental is happening. By the time I step out of my room, the halls are already buzzing with pack members. Nervous glances are exchanged, whispers hissed under breaths."Alpha Conrad is back."The words hit me like a thunderclap. My father, the former Alpha of the Vanderwilson pack, the one who started a war and left us to fight it, has returned after years of absence. For a moment, I’m frozen. My heart pounds, and Mark stirs uneasily in my mind.Why now?Heavy, deliberate footsteps echo down the grand hall before I see him. The crowd parts like the Red Sea, and there he is—Alpha Conrad Vanderwilson. He’s even more imposing than I remember, his sheer presence dominating the room. His jet-black hair, streaked with gray, is slicked back, and his piercing gold eyes sweep over everyone like a predator surveying his prey. His aura is suffocating
LUISThe night air feels colder than usual, biting against my skin as I pace the balcony outside my office. Agatha.Her name echoes in my mind, unbidden, followed by flashes of her face—those fiery eyes that now burn with an intensity that wasn’t there before, the way she stood her ground against me the day she challenged my authority. And worst of all, that moment on her birthday when I caught her scent. It struck me like a thunderbolt.Mate.Mark growls in my mind, his voice heavy with frustration. You knew from the first time you kissed her.“I didn’t know,” I hissed aloud, gripping the balcony rail until my knuckles turned white.You’re lying to yourself. I felt it. You felt it. His growl deepens, filled with disappointment. And yet, you chose to ignore it. Look where that’s gotten us.I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to block him out, but he’s relentless.Agatha is suffering because of you, and so is Lilly. This isn’t right, Luis.I slam my fist against the railing, the sound ech
The words from the note echo in my mind: You’re not who you think you are.My hands tremble, the envelope slipping from my grip and floating to the floor like a feather, though it feels as heavy as a boulder in my chest. My breathing becomes uneven, a shallow rhythm that does nothing to quell the rising storm within me.“What does that even mean?” I whisper, my voice barely audible over the pounding of my heart.A chill creeps down my spine, and my thoughts scatter in every direction. Who sent this? One of the rogues? But why? What do they know about me that I don’t?I begin pacing, the four walls of the dorm room shrinking, closing in. My chest tightens, and it feels as if I’m suffocating. My fingers claw at my neck instinctively, but no invisible rope is choking me—it’s just panic taking hold.“Agatha, calm down,” Caroline’s voice cuts through the chaos in my head. It’s firm, but there’s a sharp edge to it. “Your emotions are all over the place, and it’s making it harder for me to t