10 minutes later…
The cold bites through my thin dress as I sit in the garden, flicking a broken twig back and forth like it holds the answers to life’s mysteries. My thoughts? A mess. My emotions? A rollercoaster on steroids. One moment, I’m replaying his deep brown eyes and the way his lips crashed against mine; the next, I’m spiraling into what the hell just happened mode. Was it real? Was I dreaming? Did I hallucinate my way into a steamy romance-novel-meets-tragedy scenario?
Buzz. My phone vibrates, yanking me out of my daze.
Nick: Where the hell are you, you little shit? Get back here. NOW.
Oh great. The Lycan version of a rabid dog is after me again. My stomach knots tighter than my last failed attempt at a braid. I stand up, tossing the twig like it’s cursed, and sprint toward the mansion like my life depends on it. Spoiler alert: it does.
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I skid to a stop at the back door, chest heaving, trying not to sound like I just outran a pack of wolves. Deep breaths, girl. You’ve got this.
Sliding in unnoticed is the goal, but the universe clearly hates me tonight. The ballroom is buzzing with laughter, glittering gowns, and the smell of expensive perfume. It’s like walking into a scene from Downton Abbey, minus the British accents. I duck behind a waiter carrying champagne, praying Nick hasn’t spotted me.
No such luck. I feel the heat of his glare before I even see him. Nick, the tyrant himself, is bulldozing through the crowd, his face a symphony of rage. My instincts scream run, but my legs are jelly.
“AGATHA!” he bellows, loud enough to silence a third of the room. A waiter trips, spilling wine on someone’s fur coat. Chaos erupts.
Just as Nick gets within strangling distance, Lilly’s voice cuts through like a sugar-coated buzzsaw.
“Can I have everyone’s attention, please?”
Nick freezes. Everyone freezes. All eyes snap to Lilly, standing on the stage, glowing in her gold dress like the queen of the world. My sister, the perfect one, with her perfect smile and perfect life.
I take a breath, melting into the shadows while she prattles on about love and destiny. She’s introducing her fiancé, who—get this—is apparently the love of her life. The crowd coos like a pack of trained seals. I’m just about to roll my eyes into another dimension when she says his name.
“Luis,” she beams, “the man who has stolen my heart.”
Luis? My brain short-circuits. The crowd parts like the Red Sea, and there he is.
It’s him. The man from the garden. The man who kissed me like the world was ending. The man whose name I definitely didn’t know until two seconds ago.
My jaw hits the floor. My stomach does a backflip, landing somewhere near my knees. I’m paralyzed, staring at him as he walks toward Lilly, smiling that same stupid, swoon-worthy smile that now feels like a punch to the gut.
Oh. My. Goddess.
My mind is spinning faster than a hamster on a caffeine binge. Did he know? Did he lie? Or worse—was I just some random garden fling he tossed away like a used napkin? The betrayal stings sharper than one of Nick’s slaps, but mixed with it is an even worse feeling: guilt.
I kissed my sister’s fiancé. My perfect, saintly sister. The one who’s now beaming at Luis like he’s a Greek god reincarnated.
I can’t move. Can’t breathe. The room feels like it’s closing in on me. Somewhere in the background, Lilly is gushing about Luis, their future, their soon fairy-tale wedding. My heart pounds so hard it feels like it might break my ribs. I need air.
Backing away, I crash into a waiter carrying hors d'oeuvres. Mini quiches go flying. Someone gasps, and I mumble an apology before bolting toward the exit.
Outside, the cold slaps me in the face like a wake-up call. I gulp in the air, pacing like a lunatic. “Get it together, Agatha,” I whisper to myself, my breath fogging up in the freezing night. “You kissed him. You didn’t know. It’s not your fault.”
But it doesn’t help. Guilt twists in my stomach like a dagger. I picture Lilly’s face, glowing with happiness. I picture Luis, his stupid handsome face smiling like he doesn’t have a care in the world.
And then I picture the kiss.
Damn it. Why did it have to feel so good?
A rustling noise makes me whip around. Luis is standing there, hands in his pockets, looking every bit like the tragic hero of some forbidden love story. His eyes lock onto mine, and just like in the garden, I feel that stupid, magnetic pull.
“What are you doing out here?” he asks, his voice low, careful.
“What are you doing out here?” I shoot back, my tone sharper than I intended. I cross my arms, trying to look angry instead of flustered. Spoiler: it’s not working.
“I saw you leave,” he says, stepping closer. “You looked… upset.”
Oh, don’t you dare play the concerned card, Luis. I glare at him, but my traitorous heart skips a beat anyway. “Upset? Gee, I don’t know, Luis. Maybe it’s because I just found out you’re engaged to my sister!” My voice rises with each word until I’m practically shouting. “Care to explain that little detail?”
He looks down, guilt flashing across his face. “I didn’t plan for this to happen. I didn’t know Lilly was your sister”
“Which part?” I snap. “Kissing me or forgetting to mention you’re getting married?”
“Both,” he admits, and for a second, I think I see regret in his eyes. But it’s not enough. Not even close.
“You’re unbelievable,” I say, shaking my head. “Does Lilly know you make a habit of kissing random girls in gardens, or is that just a fun surprise for later?”
His jaw tightens. “You’re not random.”
“Oh, great!” I throw my hands up. “I’m not random. I feel so much better now. Thanks, Luis. That totally fixes everything.”
He steps closer, his voice dropping. “It wasn’t supposed to happen. But… it did. And I can’t stop thinking about it.”
My heart stutters. His words, his tone—it’s like he’s pulling me back into that garden, back to that moment. But I can’t go there. Not again.
“Well, you’d better start,” I say, my voice trembling. “Because Lilly doesn’t deserve this. She doesn’t deserve you.”
I turn on my heel and march back toward the mansion, my chest tight with a mix of anger, guilt, and something I don’t want to admit is still longing.
Inside, the ballroom is as loud and glittering as before, but I don’t care. My world feels like it’s falling apart, one secret at a time.
And the worst part? I don’t know if I’ll survive the wreckage.
As I reenter the ballroom, the brightness and noise hit me like a freight train. I plaster on a smile so forced it hurts my cheeks.My eyes dart to Lilly, who’s laughing beside Luis, completely unaware of the chaos swirling in my head. Nick appears out of nowhere, his eyes narrowing when he sees me. “Where have you been?” “Strategizing,” I reply breezily. “You know, how to outshine Lilly on her big night. Think I’ve got a solid plan.”He doesn’t even crack a smile. Typical.“Well, stop whatever you’re doing and get up front,” he snaps, grabbing my arm. “It’s time to meet the Vanderwilsons.” Fantastic. Just what I needed—another round of awkward introductions with him staring at me like this is a soap opera and he’s the star.As I’m dragged toward the front of the room, I can feel Luis’s eyes burning into my back like twin lasers of regret and awkwardness. It’s the kind of look that says, Yep, I messed up, but let’s pretend this isn’t the absolute trainwreck it is. I keep my chin up, tr
The next day...The drive back to Winter Hill feels like an eternity. The car lurches over potholes, each bump jarring me out of my daydreams—or nightmares, really. I sit in the backseat, wedged between my suitcase and a box of Lilly’s wedding decorations. It’s cramped, uncomfortable, and the perfect reflection of my life.Trees blur past the window, their skeletal branches scratching at the sky like they want to escape, too. My thoughts, however, are stuck replaying yesterday.Lilly, glowing like she swallowed a light bulb, introducing Luis. Luis—the man I saw in the garden. The man who looked at me like he knew every secret I was too afraid to admit. The man who is now my sister’s fiancé.The humiliation of it all settles like a brick in my stomach. The universe must be laughing at me, right? "Ha! Look at Agatha, the human doormat. Let’s toss her a forbidden romance for extra drama."I shake my head, trying to will his face away, but nope. There he is in my mind again: brown eyes tha
1 week later... The pain comes fast—too fast for me to react. Nick’s fist slams into my ribs, knocking the wind out of me, leaving me gasping. I double over, clutching my side as a sharp, searing agony radiates through my chest. It feels like my bones are breaking under the weight of his blow, like shards of glass are being driven deeper into my skin with every breath. My vision blurs, and all I can think about is how much it hurts. But the pain is nothing new. I stagger, trying to catch my breath, as Nick steps back, towering over me with that familiar look of disgust. His lips curl into a sneer, and his voice drips with venom. "You worthless piece of trash," he spits, glaring down at me. "You can’t even handle a simple task, can you?" I don’t respond. I’ve learned not to. Speaking only makes things worse. Nick’s hand flies up, striking me hard across the face. My head snaps to the side, and I
2 days later…The cab rumbles beneath me, the sound of the tires rolling against the road lulling me into a strange sense of peace. I clutch my bag tighter on my lap, staring out the window as the scenery flies by. My heart beats in a rhythm I can’t control—part excitement, part fear.The Vanderwilson mansion is just a few minutes away now, and for the first time in what feels like forever, I’m free. Free from Nick’s grip, free from the abuse, free from the darkness that has been suffocating me for years.But the freedom comes with its own weight.I can still feel the rush of adrenaline in my veins from earlier, the way my body trembled when I finally stood up to Nick. Ten minutes before the cab was supposed to arrive—that’s when I told them. Mom and Nick. I didn’t give myself time to think, didn’t give Nick a chance to stop me.I can still see the look on his face when I told him I was leaving for Vanderwilson."What do you mean
The dining room is bathed in the soft glow of candlelight, casting flickering shadows on the table as I sit between Amelia and Luis. The room is warm, the hum of conversation casual and light, but I can’t seem to relax. The air feels thick, almost suffocating, and it has nothing to do with the cozy atmosphere or the delicious scent of food. It’s him. Luis. He’s sitting directly across from me, his presence looming over everything, even though he hasn’t said much since we sat down. I can feel him watching me, his eyes burning through my skin, and it takes everything in me not to meet his gaze. My heart is racing, pounding in my chest like it’s trying to escape. I try to focus on Amelia’s animated chatter as she talks about some ridiculous gossip from the pack. Something about one of the neighbors and their new pet dog. But I can’t hear her. Not really. Her words are a distant murmur, drowned out by the sound of my own heartbeat. The burning sensation around my neck intensifies, l
2 weeks later… The three weeks leading up to Lilly’s wedding pass in a blur. Everything is happening so fast, and yet, it feels like I’m moving in slow motion. College hasn’t been the fresh start I hoped for. Instead, it’s been... isolating. I had imagined that starting university would be this big, exciting chapter of my life. New people, new experiences, a chance to escape Nick and everything back in Winter Hill. But now that I’m here, nothing feels right. I haven’t made a single friend, and the loneliness is suffocating. Even Amelia, who was so warm and bubbly when I first arrived, has become... different. She acts like a completely different person when we’re on campus. At first, I tried to ignore it, brushing it off as her just being distracted or having a bad day. But it’s more than that. She’s rude, cold, and makes these snide, backhanded comments that leave me feeling like I’m walking on eggshells around her. And I swear she’s targetin
11:49 pm…It’s the night before Lilly’s wedding, and sleep eludes me. I lie in bed, staring at the ceiling, my mind racing with everything that has happened in the last few days. The anticipation, the secrets, the lies—every single moment weighs on me. I toss and turn, trying to ignore the ache in my chest that grows stronger with each passing second.The last three days have been a whirlwind. The house has been a constant flurry of people, all bustling with excitement, the air thick with the scent of fresh flowers and expensive perfume. Everywhere I go, I hear laughter, music, and the endless chatter about the “perfect union” between the Winter Hill and Vanderwilson packs. But every word spoken feels like a lie I can’t escape.Despite everything, Lilly and I… bonded. Really bonded. For t
01:01 am…The kitchen is dimly lit, shadows stretching across the floor as the silence thickens between us. Luis and I stand there, facing each other, and I feel the weight of all the unspoken words, the truths neither of us can bring ourselves to admit. The space around us seems to shrink until it’s just the two of us, locked in this moment, connected in ways I can’t fully understand but feel deep in my bones.A soft sigh escapes me, and my voice comes out in a whisper, filled with a vulnerability I rarely allow myself to feel. “Sometimes, in moments like this… I miss my dad. It’s like I still hear his voice, especially when things get too hard.” I pause, looking down as a wave of emotions I’ve held back for years begins to rise. “He was my everything. Losing him felt like… losing myself.”
It’s been three days since my awkward run-in with Luis’s father, and his words still echo in my mind. “We value respect and honesty in this house.” The irony of it burns like fire in my chest. If honesty were truly a virtue here, this mansion wouldn’t feel like a tomb stuffed with secrets.But right now, I have a bigger problem: my sister, Lilly.The conversation we had yesterday plays on a loop in my head like a bad soap opera. She’d cornered me in the kitchen after dinner, her voice soft but her eyes suspiciously red. “Agatha,” she started, her tone too careful, too measured, “how do you feel about Luis?”How do I feel about Luis? What does that even mean? He’s the man who saved me from my horrible stepfather, yet he’s also the guy who looks at me like I’m an unfinished puzzle missing the one piece he’ll never find. And now, I’m living under his roof with my sister—his wife.“Uh, he’s...fine?” I’d said, trying not to look as uncomfortable as I felt.Her lips pressed into a tight lin
The journal sits heavy on my lap like it knows its secrets might crush me. I flip through its pages, scanning my father’s meticulous handwriting. His words are calm, measured—a stark contrast to the chaos spinning in my head. The more I read, the clearer the pieces become, but it’s a puzzle I’m terrified to finish.If Luis’s father was involved in my father’s death, does that mean Luis knows?The question feels like a slap. And then there’s Lilly. Could she really be oblivious to something so monumental? Or has she, too, been playing her part in some dark family conspiracy?Caroline speaks up, her voice sharp and biting. “You’re spiraling again. This is why we don’t do detective work at night. Go to sleep before you have an existentia
Standing at the doorstep of the Vanderwilson mansion, I grip the handles of my suitcases as though they’re the only things anchoring me to the ground. The cold air wraps around me, biting at my skin, but I barely feel it. My eyes are fixed on the sprawling mansion before me, its towering arches and intricate stone carvings practically dripping with opulence.“I would have never thought there’d be a day where I’d resent this place,” I mutter internally to Caroline, my wolf. “Is it too late to go back to campus?”Caroline snorts. “Oh, sure. Let’s run back to the campus crawling with rogues. Fantastic idea. You want me to call the ambulance now, or should we wait for the rogue to chew through your leg first?”“I’m just saying,” I grumble. &ld
The deafening wail of the school alarm shatters the silence, yanking my attention away from Luis and toward the door. My pulse quickens as I hear faint but distinct police sirens approaching in the distance.“What the hell?” I whisper, my voice drowned out by the relentless blaring.Luis’s jaw tightens, his gaze darting to the window. “Humans must’ve seen the rogues,” he mutters, his tone laced with irritation. “We can’t deal with this here. If the police show up, we’ll have an entirely different mess to clean up.”“Fantastic,” I say, throwing up my hands. “Just what we need—rogues and cops.”Luis shoots me a sharp look. “Agatha, focus.”“Focusing,” I reply quickly, though my sarcasm doesn’t completely disappear.“Come on,” he says, grabbing my wrist and pulling me toward the door. His hand is warm, firm, and entirely too distracting.Caroline, my wolf, huffs in my head. “I wouldn’t mind if he held onto us forever.”“Not helping, Caroline,” I snapped internally.We slip out of the lib
It’s been a few days since the Matt-kiss disaster, and the memory still burns brighter than a solar flare. Caroline hasn’t let me forget it either, gleefully replaying Luis’s scowl every chance she gets.“Do you think he was mad because he wanted to kiss us? Or because Matt actually did?”“Shut up, Caroline,” I mutter, brushing past a low branch as I stalk through the woods near the Vanderwilson estate.My wolf huffs, the sound full of amusement. “You’re no fun. You know, it’s been three days, and Luis is nowhere to be found. Maybe he’s stewing. Brooding. Imagining all the ways he could—”“Caroline!”“—ruin his brother's existence,” she finishes with a snicker.I roll my eyes and focus on the task at hand. The woods are unusually quiet today, the kind of silence that sets my teeth on edge. Luis may be ignoring me completely, but I’ve thrown myself into something much bigger to keep my mind busy: the rogue problem.They’ve been getting bolder, striking closer and closer to Vanderwilson
The golden rays of the setting sun seep through the campus trees as I sit with Sarah, Ruth, Tyler, Leo, and Matt in the university’s open garden. The day has been filled with laughter and teasing, my friends ensuring I don’t slip back into the somber mood that has clung to me since the rogue attack on my birthday.I find myself smiling more than I expected, enjoying the warmth of their company despite the lingering anxiety in the back of my mind. Since that night, every shadow feels sharper, every sound more threatening. My Lycan, Caroline, has been restless too, pacing in my mind and reminding me that the world isn’t as safe as it seems right now.But for now, I’m choosing to enjoy this. Tyler is telling a story about his disastrous attempt at cooking dinner last week, complete with dramatic hand gestures and exaggerated voices for ever
LUISThe morning air crackles with anticipation. Even before the whispers reach my ears, I can feel the energy shift in the packhouse. Something monumental is happening. By the time I step out of my room, the halls are already buzzing with pack members. Nervous glances are exchanged, whispers hissed under breaths."Alpha Conrad is back."The words hit me like a thunderclap. My father, the former Alpha of the Vanderwilson pack, the one who started a war and left us to fight it, has returned after years of absence. For a moment, I’m frozen. My heart pounds, and Mark stirs uneasily in my mind.Why now?Heavy, deliberate footsteps echo down the grand hall before I see him. The crowd parts like the Red Sea, and there he is—Alpha Conrad Vanderwilson. He’s even more imposing than I remember, his sheer presence dominating the room. His jet-black hair, streaked with gray, is slicked back, and his piercing gold eyes sweep over everyone like a predator surveying his prey. His aura is suffocating
LUISThe night air feels colder than usual, biting against my skin as I pace the balcony outside my office. Agatha.Her name echoes in my mind, unbidden, followed by flashes of her face—those fiery eyes that now burn with an intensity that wasn’t there before, the way she stood her ground against me the day she challenged my authority. And worst of all, that moment on her birthday when I caught her scent. It struck me like a thunderbolt.Mate.Mark growls in my mind, his voice heavy with frustration. You knew from the first time you kissed her.“I didn’t know,” I hissed aloud, gripping the balcony rail until my knuckles turned white.You’re lying to yourself. I felt it. You felt it. His growl deepens, filled with disappointment. And yet, you chose to ignore it. Look where that’s gotten us.I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to block him out, but he’s relentless.Agatha is suffering because of you, and so is Lilly. This isn’t right, Luis.I slam my fist against the railing, the sound ech
The words from the note echo in my mind: You’re not who you think you are.My hands tremble, the envelope slipping from my grip and floating to the floor like a feather, though it feels as heavy as a boulder in my chest. My breathing becomes uneven, a shallow rhythm that does nothing to quell the rising storm within me.“What does that even mean?” I whisper, my voice barely audible over the pounding of my heart.A chill creeps down my spine, and my thoughts scatter in every direction. Who sent this? One of the rogues? But why? What do they know about me that I don’t?I begin pacing, the four walls of the dorm room shrinking, closing in. My chest tightens, and it feels as if I’m suffocating. My fingers claw at my neck instinctively, but no invisible rope is choking me—it’s just panic taking hold.“Agatha, calm down,” Caroline’s voice cuts through the chaos in my head. It’s firm, but there’s a sharp edge to it. “Your emotions are all over the place, and it’s making it harder for me to t