10 minutes later…
The cold bites through my thin dress as I sit in the garden, flicking a broken twig back and forth like it holds the answers to life’s mysteries. My thoughts? A mess. My emotions? A rollercoaster on steroids. One moment, I’m replaying his deep brown eyes and the way his lips crashed against mine; the next, I’m spiraling into what the hell just happened mode. Was it real? Was I dreaming? Did I hallucinate my way into a steamy romance-novel-meets-tragedy scenario?
Buzz. My phone vibrates, yanking me out of my daze.
Nick: Where the hell are you, you little shit? Get back here. NOW.
Oh great. The Lycan version of a rabid dog is after me again. My stomach knots tighter than my last failed attempt at a braid. I stand up, tossing the twig like it’s cursed, and sprint toward the mansion like my life depends on it. Spoiler alert: it does.
…
I skid to a stop at the back door, chest heaving, trying not to sound like I just outran a pack of wolves. Deep breaths, girl. You’ve got this.
Sliding in unnoticed is the goal, but the universe clearly hates me tonight. The ballroom is buzzing with laughter, glittering gowns, and the smell of expensive perfume. It’s like walking into a scene from Downton Abbey, minus the British accents. I duck behind a waiter carrying champagne, praying Nick hasn’t spotted me.
No such luck. I feel the heat of his glare before I even see him. Nick, the tyrant himself, is bulldozing through the crowd, his face a symphony of rage. My instincts scream run, but my legs are jelly.
“AGATHA!” he bellows, loud enough to silence a third of the room. A waiter trips, spilling wine on someone’s fur coat. Chaos erupts.
Just as Nick gets within strangling distance, Lilly’s voice cuts through like a sugar-coated buzzsaw.
“Can I have everyone’s attention, please?”
Nick freezes. Everyone freezes. All eyes snap to Lilly, standing on the stage, glowing in her gold dress like the queen of the world. My sister, the perfect one, with her perfect smile and perfect life.
I take a breath, melting into the shadows while she prattles on about love and destiny. She’s introducing her fiancé, who—get this—is apparently the love of her life. The crowd coos like a pack of trained seals. I’m just about to roll my eyes into another dimension when she says his name.
“Luis,” she beams, “the man who has stolen my heart.”
Luis? My brain short-circuits. The crowd parts like the Red Sea, and there he is.
It’s him. The man from the garden. The man who kissed me like the world was ending. The man whose name I definitely didn’t know until two seconds ago.
My jaw hits the floor. My stomach does a backflip, landing somewhere near my knees. I’m paralyzed, staring at him as he walks toward Lilly, smiling that same stupid, swoon-worthy smile that now feels like a punch to the gut.
Oh. My. Goddess.
My mind is spinning faster than a hamster on a caffeine binge. Did he know? Did he lie? Or worse—was I just some random garden fling he tossed away like a used napkin? The betrayal stings sharper than one of Nick’s slaps, but mixed with it is an even worse feeling: guilt.
I kissed my sister’s fiancé. My perfect, saintly sister. The one who’s now beaming at Luis like he’s a Greek god reincarnated.
I can’t move. Can’t breathe. The room feels like it’s closing in on me. Somewhere in the background, Lilly is gushing about Luis, their future, their soon fairy-tale wedding. My heart pounds so hard it feels like it might break my ribs. I need air.
Backing away, I crash into a waiter carrying hors d'oeuvres. Mini quiches go flying. Someone gasps, and I mumble an apology before bolting toward the exit.
Outside, the cold slaps me in the face like a wake-up call. I gulp in the air, pacing like a lunatic. “Get it together, Agatha,” I whisper to myself, my breath fogging up in the freezing night. “You kissed him. You didn’t know. It’s not your fault.”
But it doesn’t help. Guilt twists in my stomach like a dagger. I picture Lilly’s face, glowing with happiness. I picture Luis, his stupid handsome face smiling like he doesn’t have a care in the world.
And then I picture the kiss.
Damn it. Why did it have to feel so good?
A rustling noise makes me whip around. Luis is standing there, hands in his pockets, looking every bit like the tragic hero of some forbidden love story. His eyes lock onto mine, and just like in the garden, I feel that stupid, magnetic pull.
“What are you doing out here?” he asks, his voice low, careful.
“What are you doing out here?” I shoot back, my tone sharper than I intended. I cross my arms, trying to look angry instead of flustered. Spoiler: it’s not working.
“I saw you leave,” he says, stepping closer. “You looked… upset.”
Oh, don’t you dare play the concerned card, Luis. I glare at him, but my traitorous heart skips a beat anyway. “Upset? Gee, I don’t know, Luis. Maybe it’s because I just found out you’re engaged to my sister!” My voice rises with each word until I’m practically shouting. “Care to explain that little detail?”
He looks down, guilt flashing across his face. “I didn’t plan for this to happen. I didn’t know Lilly was your sister”
“Which part?” I snap. “Kissing me or forgetting to mention you’re getting married?”
“Both,” he admits, and for a second, I think I see regret in his eyes. But it’s not enough. Not even close.
“You’re unbelievable,” I say, shaking my head. “Does Lilly know you make a habit of kissing random girls in gardens, or is that just a fun surprise for later?”
His jaw tightens. “You’re not random.”
“Oh, great!” I throw my hands up. “I’m not random. I feel so much better now. Thanks, Luis. That totally fixes everything.”
He steps closer, his voice dropping. “It wasn’t supposed to happen. But… it did. And I can’t stop thinking about it.”
My heart stutters. His words, his tone—it’s like he’s pulling me back into that garden, back to that moment. But I can’t go there. Not again.
“Well, you’d better start,” I say, my voice trembling. “Because Lilly doesn’t deserve this. She doesn’t deserve you.”
I turn on my heel and march back toward the mansion, my chest tight with a mix of anger, guilt, and something I don’t want to admit is still longing.
Inside, the ballroom is as loud and glittering as before, but I don’t care. My world feels like it’s falling apart, one secret at a time.
And the worst part? I don’t know if I’ll survive the wreckage.
As I reenter the ballroom, the brightness and noise hit me like a freight train. I plaster on a smile so forced it hurts my cheeks.My eyes dart to Lilly, who’s laughing beside Luis, completely unaware of the chaos swirling in my head. Nick appears out of nowhere, his eyes narrowing when he sees me. “Where have you been?” “Strategizing,” I reply breezily. “You know, how to outshine Lilly on her big night. Think I’ve got a solid plan.”He doesn’t even crack a smile. Typical.“Well, stop whatever you’re doing and get up front,” he snaps, grabbing my arm. “It’s time to meet the Vanderwilsons.” Fantastic. Just what I needed—another round of awkward introductions with him staring at me like this is a soap opera and he’s the star.As I’m dragged toward the front of the room, I can feel Luis’s eyes burning into my back like twin lasers of regret and awkwardness. It’s the kind of look that says, Yep, I messed up, but let’s pretend this isn’t the absolute trainwreck it is. I keep my chin up, tr
The next day...The drive back to Winter Hill feels like an eternity. The car lurches over potholes, each bump jarring me out of my daydreams—or nightmares, really. I sit in the backseat, wedged between my suitcase and a box of Lilly’s wedding decorations. It’s cramped, uncomfortable, and the perfect reflection of my life.Trees blur past the window, their skeletal branches scratching at the sky like they want to escape, too. My thoughts, however, are stuck replaying yesterday.Lilly, glowing like she swallowed a light bulb, introducing Luis. Luis—the man I saw in the garden. The man who looked at me like he knew every secret I was too afraid to admit. The man who is now my sister’s fiancé.The humiliation of it all settles like a brick in my stomach. The universe must be laughing at me, right? "Ha! Look at Agatha, the human doormat. Let’s toss her a forbidden romance for extra drama."I shake my head, trying to will his face away, but nope. There he is in my mind again: brown eyes tha
1 week later...The pain hits me like a wrecking ball, but I don’t even flinch anymore. I’m getting so used to it, I’m practically numb. Nick’s fist crashes into my ribs, and I stumble, gasping for air, but it’s no use. I’m pretty sure he’s aiming for the record of "Most Times Agatha Has Questioned Her Life Choices" with every punch.“Worthless piece of trash!” he spits, and it’s a surprise he doesn’t choke on the venom. “Can’t even clean a damn bowl right.” He glares at me like I just committed a crime worse than stealing his last beer.You know what’s the worst part about being punched by Nick? It’s the look on his face as if he’s the victim here. Like I’m the one who ruined his precious porcelain bowl. Spoiler: I didn’t. But who am I to question the logic of a man whose best friend is his reflection in the mirror?I stagger to my feet, ignoring the pain pulsing through my ribs like a bad beat in a song that won’t stop. I bend down to clean up the mess. You know, because I’m really g
Two days later...The cab shakes under me like a roller coaster that doesn’t know when to stop. The road’s uneven, and I grip my bag like it's my lifeline. My heart's doing this wild tango between excitement and terror. It's finally happening—I'm free. The Vanderwilson mansion is only a few minutes away, and my life is about to change in ways I can't even begin to understand.But the thing is—freedom feels a little heavy.It was just this morning when I left. When I finally told Nick I was done. The moment was so surreal, like I was watching someone else do it. Ten minutes before the cab came, I did it. I stood up to him. I didn’t think. I didn’t care. I just told him.Mom and Nick were both in the living room, probably discussing something boring like taxes or what vegetable to throw at my head next. But I was done. I couldn’t take it anymore. So, without warning, I said it."I’m leaving for Vanderwilson," I declared, with all the seriousness I could muster.Nick blinked like I slappe
Amelia is in the fridge again, shuffling through it like she’s hunting for treasure. I glance at Luis, standing quietly in the corner, and my stomach does flips. He’s been silently judging me from that spot for what feels like forever. I’ve been avoiding him since I got here, and now, without any distractions, the tension between us could cut through butter.Luis clears his throat, making me jump out of my skin. Seriously, how does he make a noise so quietly terrifying? "So, Agatha... are you excited for your first day at university tomorrow?"What kind of question is that? Like I don’t already have a million things to worry about. I blink and finally look at him. The moment our eyes meet, I swear the air around us crackles. I can’t breathe for a second. His gaze is laser-focused, like he’s trying to figure out the secret code to my brain. It’s... unnerving.I quickly swallow and try to act cool. Cool, Agatha. You’ve got this. "Uh, yeah. I guess. I’m, like, a tiny bit nervous, though."
2 weeks later....The three weeks leading up to Lilly’s wedding have been a blur of chaos and confusion. Honestly, it’s like everything is happening at warp speed while I’m stuck in slow-motion. It’s like the universe put my life on pause and is now cranking the volume up to max. Meanwhile, I’m here, struggling to keep up and not trip over my own two feet.University was supposed to be my big fresh start. I imagined making new friends, exploring new experiences, and—of course—getting as far away from Nick as possible. But no, reality had other plans. Instead of new friends, I got loneliness. Instead of fresh starts, I got a series of awkward silences and the creeping sensation of being stuck in an episode of The Twilight Zone.I don’t even know where to begin with Amelia. She was this cheerful ray of sunshine when I first arrived, but now? Now she’s a walking, talking mood swing. One minute, she’s all warm and welcoming, and the next, she’s shooting daggers with her eyes and making com
11:49 pm…The night before Lilly's wedding feels like it's dragging on forever. I lie in bed, staring up at the ceiling, feeling like I’m stuck in some weird dream that just won’t end. The whole house is buzzing with wedding madness, but my brain is... well, it's everywhere. I can’t turn it off. Secrets, lies, everything just feels like it's stacking up, one heavy brick after another.I toss and turn, feeling like I’m swimming through a sea of thoughts. I mean, seriously, who knew weddings could be so... overwhelming? The house has been nonstop chaos for the last few days—people everywhere, flowers everywhere, that sickly sweet smell of expensive perfume that makes me feel like I’m suffocating. I hear people laughing and gossiping about Lilly and Luis, the "perfect" match between the Winter Hill and Vanderwilson packs. But honestly? Every word just feels fake, like someone put the perfect filter over everything and no one’s willing to admit the cracks.Somehow, in the middle of all thi
01:01 am…The kitchen is eerily quiet, the only sound is the low hum of the refrigerator, as Luis and I stand facing each other like two awkward turtles in a staring contest. The lights are dim, making it feel like we’re trapped in some cheesy romantic movie. I can almost hear the violins playing in the background, the tension so thick you could cut it with a butter knife.“So,” I begin, trying to sound casual even though my heart is doing somersaults in my chest. “How’s your day been?” I instantly regret asking. That was the worst question ever. It’s like I’ve never had a conversation before.Luis doesn’t answer immediately. Instead, he takes a deep breath, like he’s preparing to say something important. “It’s been okay,” he replies after a long pause. “But it’s been a little… off.”I blink, unsure of what to say next. “Off? Like... off like a lightbulb or off like a phone on low battery?” I say, trying to make a joke.Luis stares at me for a second, his face blank, then suddenly burs
Lilly paced the length of her lavish bedroom, her steps brisk and uneven. The grand space, adorned with gold accents and rich, dark wood furniture, suddenly felt suffocating. She had barely slept the night before, her mind gnawed by insecurities and half-formed suspicions.Her Lycan's voice slithered into her thoughts, smooth yet insistent. “It could be someone you know.”She froze mid-step, her hands gripping the silk sash of her robe. “No,” she whispered, shaking her head as if to ward off the idea. “Luis wouldn’t—he couldn’t.”“Men can be foolish,” her Lycan continued, a bitter edge creeping into its tone. “Even the strongest can stray. And haven’t you noticed how distracted he’s been lately?”Lilly’s jaw clenched. She had noticed. How could she not? Luis, once the epitome of attentiveness, had grown distant. His eyes often seemed far away, his thoughts tethered to something—or someone—else.Her fingers itched to confront him, to demand answers, but she wasn’t ready for what those
The moment we step into Winter Fall, it feels like we’ve walked into a horror movie. The trees are taller, their twisted branches reaching for the sky like they’re trying to grab the moon. The air is cold, but not the kind that makes you shiver—it’s the kind that sinks into your bones and whispers, Turn back while you still can.“This place gives me the creeps,” I mutter, my eyes darting around the shadows that seem to move even when the wind isn’t blowing.Luis, as usual, is completely unfazed, his smirk as irritating as ever. “You just don’t appreciate the thrill of adventure.”“Adventure?” I snort. “I’ve had plenty of adventures. Like that time your sister and I were running for our lives on campus because of rogue wolves. Or have you forgotten that little detail?”Luis shrugs, clearly unimpressed. “That was different. This is a controlled adventure.”“Controlled?” I roll my eyes. “This is a suicide mission with extra steps, Luis.”We press on, the glowing symbols on Luis’s map cas
The journey to Winter Fall begins in the ungodly hours of the morning, when the sun hasn’t even thought about rising. I’m trudging along behind Luis, muttering complaints under my breath like a grumpy old woman. Luis, on the other hand, is whistling cheerfully, completely out of sync with the danger we’re walking into.“Do you ever stop being insufferably chipper?” I snap, glaring at his back as we navigate through the dense forest.He turns to flash me a dazzling grin, his teeth practically glowing in the moonlight. “Nope. Someone has to keep the morale up, and you’re clearly failing.”“Oh, please,” Caroline chimes in, her voice oozing sarcasm. “Let’s all applaud the shiny-haired prince of bad decisions. What could possibly go wrong following him into rogue territory?”I snort, shoving a branch out of my path. “Luis, just so we’re clear, I’m only doing this because I don’t have a better plan.”He claps me on the back like we’re old friends going on a road trip instead of two people s
The door slams shut behind Amelia, her footsteps echoing down the hall like an announcement of her righteous irritation. I flop onto the couch, groaning dramatically. “Luis,” I say, my voice muffled against the cushions. “Why is my life like this? Why can’t I have normal problems, like running out of coffee or forgetting my Nest-fix password?” Luis chuckles, settling into the armchair across from me with the ease of someone who doesn’t understand the concept of stress. “Normal is boring. You should thank me for making your life interesting.” I shoot him a look. “Oh, sure. I’ll send you a thank-you card as soon as I find one that says, ‘Thanks for the chaos and potential death.’” He leans back, stretching out like a smug cat. “You’re welcome.” Before I can launch into a tirade about his insufferable smugness, he pulls an ancient-looking ledger from the stack of dusty books on the coffee table. “Here,” he says, flipping it open. “What’s that?” I ask, sitting up. “Proof that
I pace the room like a caged animal, my nerves unraveling with every frantic step. My mind is a storm of questions and doubts. “What about Lilly? What about the pack? What about everything?” I whisper-yell to myself, clawing at my hair as if I can physically remove the panic from my head. “And Alexander! Oh my gosh, Alexander! He’s going to kill me! Or Luis! Or both of us!”Luis stands by the bookshelf, leaning casually against it, arms crossed like he doesn’t have a care in the world. His calmness is maddening. His blue eyes, sharp and unyielding, follow my every move, his expression unreadable.“Luis!” I stop pacing and point an accusing finger at him. “Say something! Don’t just stand there looking like you’re posing for a cologne ad!”His lips quirk into an infuriating smirk. “What do you want me to say, Agatha?”“Oh, I don’t know! Maybe something useful? Like, what does this mean? What do we mean? Or—wait. Do we mean anything at all?”Luis pushes off the shelf, his movements slow
The clock strikes midnight, and moonlight pours through the tall windows of the Vanderwilson library. The old wood creaks under the weight of silence, the kind that feels heavy enough to suffocate, but somehow thick enough to drown out the world. I sit cross-legged on the floor, surrounded by piles of yellowing ledgers and crinkling letters. I can almost feel the dust from centuries of forgotten words settling on my skin, but none of it is as suffocating as the weight in my chest.My fingers trail over the pages, tracing faded ink like I’m trying to read between the lines of my own life. But nothing makes sense. Every word is a riddle, a code that refuses to unlock itself."This feels pointless," I mutter, tossing another letter aside. It flutters to the floor with a dramatic thud, and I scowl at it like it personally offended me. "Every page is either vague or full of half-truths."Caroline’s voice flickers in my mind like a distant echo, low but persistent. You’re getting frustrated
Later that evening, the Vanderwilson mansion feels like a powder keg waiting to ignite. The air is heavy with unspoken tensions, and I’m ready to light the match. My steps echo down the grand hallway as I head toward Luis’s study, each one filled with more determination than the last.Pushing the door open without knocking, I find him seated behind a mahogany desk, casually scrolling through his tablet. The picture of calm composure.“Luis,” I say sharply, and his head snaps up, his dark brows knitting together.“Agatha?” His voice holds a mix of curiosity and concern. “You look like you’re ready to murder someone. Should I call for backup?”I slam the door behind me, the sound reverberating through the room. “If I were you, I’d start worrying about who I’m coming for.”He leans back in his chair, clearly trying to mask his surprise with nonchalance. “Alright, what’s this about?”I take a deep breath, trying to organize my thoughts. “I think your father had something to do with my dad
The air at Winterhill Estate feels heavier than I remember, a weight pressing down on my chest as I step through the grand entrance. The scent of pinewood and old leather still lingers, a haunting reminder of my childhood. I don’t bother greeting the maids or acknowledging the curious stares of pack members as I stride past them. My goal isn’t small talk or nostalgia; it’s answers."You're doing the right thing," Caroline murmurs in the back of my mind, her voice low and deliberate."Am I, though?" I reply, glancing at a portrait of my mother hanging on the wall, her smile eerily serene. My stomach churns. This place is a mausoleum of lies, and I’m here to dig up its secrets.The first stroke of luck is that Nick isn’t here. He’s off dealing with rogue attacks, which means I don&r
The mansion is too quiet, a silence that feels heavy, like it’s hiding something. Or maybe it’s just me hiding something. Either way, I can’t shake the tension hanging in the air, especially when Lilly is around. She’s been watching me more closely lately, her sharp eyes darting between Agatha and me like she’s trying to solve a riddle no one gave her the clues to.Mark is restless, pacing in the back of my mind. “You’re being obvious,” he mutters, his tone laced with amusement.“Am not,” I hiss back internally.“Are too. She’s staring at you right now.”I glance up, and sure enough, Lilly is watching me from across the hall with that signature Vanderwilson scrutiny. I force a smile, which she