Rosie pov,
Everyone paused their laughing as soon as they heard what he said.. And at the same time, tears welled up in my eyes due to his harsh and taunting words.. I bited my lower lip not to cry infront of everyone.. I lost the appetite to have the food after hearing his mocking words.. Therefore, I told aunty with forced smile,
"Aunty, I am completely full.. Can I go to the room ??.. By the way aunty, everything was so delicious "
Aunty shooked her head as okay with polite smile.. I slowly got up from the chair and picked up the plate in my hand and then I walked towards the kitchen to wash the plate.. Unanticipatedly I heard his loud voice,
"Gundu, still there is food left in your plate.. And where are you going without eating your food properly ??.."
Regardless of his words, I kept move towards the kitchen without replying him anything.. Noticing my ignoranc
Rosie pov,In our life we cannot be good to everyone's eyes.. In some of them eyes we look like good people but in someother eyes we look like bad people.. We cannot change their view about us.. Regardless of that, if we move forward in our life then we can definitely reach success in our life..Some of my tiny hairs fell on my face unable to endure the speed of the wind, I took that hairs and curled it behind my ears.. Now I am on the way to see the house for rent.. Manju dropped me in the hotel at morning like as usual, I didn't tell her that I was going to look for rental house because I don't want any of them to know where I am going to staying after the divorce.. It may be selfish to think like this but I have no choice.. If anyone in his house talk with me after our divorce, it would cause problem in his future life.. He looks very happy when he talks with his fiance on the phone and I don't want to spoil his happiness again..
Rosie pov, I was so happy when I came to know that she is a new student in our class.. I asked her in low voice with smile filled face.. " Hii.. My name is rosie.. What is your name??" She gave me suspicious look and replied me in hard tone, " My name is leka " Regardless of her hard tone, I again begin to say, "I am so happy that you joined this college.. You know I was only girl in this class before you came.. Anyway, lets be friends.." After saying it, I extend my hand to handshake with her.. But she give me "contempt look"and told me rudely.. " I came college to study, not to make friends" My smile faded as soon as I heard her words.. I nodded and start to observe the lesson the professor was teaching.. When I was busily writing notes, someone knocked my head and
Rosie pov,After that day, Gowri stopped talking with me and leka.. We tried to talk with her many time but she is not ready to talk with us.. My second year ended with the beginning of Varun friendship and the end of gowri friendship..As the days went by, I started to fall in love with varun.. I was afraid to propose him what if he end up my friendship angrily.. Day by day the love I had for him is growing beyond my control..I went home during semester leave..Taking this an opportunity to erase this love feeling from my heart.. I stopped texting and calling him.. Days passed like this in my house, one day he sent me a text message on my phone,"I miss you"..After reading his message, I cried in happiness.. Varun also loving me thatswhy he messaged me "I miss you".. I felt like I want to see him and hear his voice.. I called him on the phone with full of love in my heart and s
Rosie pov,I lay on the park ground for whole night.. Someone who came park for jogging in the morning woke me up and help to reach the hostel.. In evening, hostel warden called me and told me,"Your father waiting for you in vistors room"I was confused.. Why did my dad come here all of a sudden ??.. When my father saw me, he ran up to me and asked me in worried tone," Mola (Dear).. How are you??.. Why you didn't pick up the phone ??.. Do you know how much we scared thinking something happened to you.??"( Mola is the word father's used to call their daughter's lovingly in tamilnadu )"Appa( Father) I am fine.. I fell down while getting off the bus and my mobile switched off automatically.. I forgot to charge the phone because I fell asleep after taking medicine for my leg pain.. I am sorry appa (father)".. I told my father fable and cried..
Rosie pov, I know what I am doing is wrong but I don't have any other way to get his love.. I know love is not a thing to get it forcibly and it should grow in their heart spontaneously.. However, I have the hope that I will make him fall in love with me anyhow.. Even if he doesn’t love me till the end of my life, my love is enough for both of us to live our life happily.. "Do whatever you want.. I am not going to marry a girl someone like you who is ugly in and out" he told me angrily and tried to take my mobile from my hand.. " Don't think that I will not do anything if you delete the video on my mobile.. I have this same video in my laptop.. I know your studying in our college through scholarship and your family is dependent on you.. Varun, just now I remembered you once told me that you have to pay off all your family debt after getting job.. How will you do it if you dismissed from college??" I told and as
Rosie pov, One week has passed since I got married varun.. These one week was the most happiest days of my life.. The whole week I was smiling and talking everyone happily.. And also I start to go college regularly.. In these one week, lot of times I called varun on his phone but he didn't attend my call.. And also I would send him text message in w******p every morning and night as "Good morning hubby" and "Good night hubby" but he didn't reply to my messages too.. I thought he need few days to accept me as his wife, therefore I didn’t bother to think of his rejection.. However, I never stopped calling and messaging him every day.. I passed my days happily with full of smile.. In night, Varun called me on the phone and told me to come a lodge and also he told me that he will send the address of hotel and room number in w******p.. Before I could ask him anything, he cut the call.. I was scared to go there at night but the thought tha
Rosie pov, "Don't dare to say you are my wife.. You are the bitch who married me to have a sex with me" he replied to me mercilessly.. Before I could reply him, terrible pain took over my body.. I held the pillow tightly and bited my lower lip hardly.. Due to his forceful thrust, half of his length penetrated inside me.. He tried to force himself further into me but due my tightness he was not able to proceed further.. Each time he tried to force himself into me.. The pain was like tearing my body into two.. All those time I was continuosly mumbled the words "Love you varun" By telling this, I was convincing myself that I can tolerate this pain for my love.. He held my shoulder roughly and thrust his full length inside me brutally, then he began to move roughly without even giving me time to adjust his size.. I can't able bear this horrible pain.. I continuously mumbled that same words "Love you varun".. All of a s
Rosie pov, After the day we consummated our marriage, he did not contact me upto one week.. I would call and message him every day like as usual but there is no response from him.. As a result of our intimacy, I took leave for next two day to take rest and then I start to go back college as usual.. Even if he spot me in the college, he would act like nothing happened between us.. In friday night, he called me on the phone and asked me to come to his hostel room.. I denied his order and told him nervously, " Varun.. I can't come your hostel room.. Please understand varun.. Your roommate will be with you in your hostel room then how can I come there.. What if hostel warden see me.." "Bitch.. Do as I say.. You don't need to think about my roommate.. Is it big deal for someone like you, to come my room without caughting in hostel warden eyes ??" he replied angrily and then he cut the call without
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Rosie pov,After two years :Most of them were say that the person who were encounters only hardships and pains in life will surely succeed in their life in future.. Even though I faced humiliation and pain in starting stage of my married life, now I'm living my life very happily with my childrens and husband.. Even now he is arguing with our twins regarding the matter that whose turn to sleep beside me today.. This fight happens all night.. Even I gave them perfect solution to stop their arguing section everynight but varun always try to cheat our twinkles.. Rishaan came to me cryingly after knowing that he could not win over his father and sister.. He complained to me in his cute childlish voice.."Mom.. Agein(again).. Dad.. fooloo(fooling).. Me.."I lifted him up and made him sit on my lap and wiped his tears and told him in prattle tone,"Awee.. My cutiee.. Don't cry.. Today you will sleep beside me.."
Rosie pov, After Eight months : "Everything will be alright" is the most common words everyone utter to the person who are facing hardship in their life.. I have also heard this same sentence a lot of times and have said it to myself a lot of times.. I just believed that the problems in my life would be solved but I never thought that I would get such a happiness in my life.. My varun who once thought how to hurt me, now only thinking of how to keep me happy.. Our cutepie twins are exactly like their father in look and behaviour.. We named our girl baby as vaanya and boy baby as rishaan.. Still varun call them with nickname babydoll and babybear.. By the god grace nothing happened to me and our babies on that day.. I can't even imagine what would happened to us if I don't vomited those sweets that day.. Eight months passed since that incident.. Would leka have been released from prison with the help of her father power ??.. Did she sti
Varun pov, I heard the my twins crying sound as I was walking around the ward with the thinking that why they are not allowing me to see my gundu.. "Wah..wah" I fastly walk near to my mom and manju who were carrying my twins in their hand.. I looked at my twins nervously and asked my mother in worried tone, "Mom.. Why babydoll and babybear is crying ??" "Varun.. They are crying because they just wake up from sleep.. Your babydoll woke up first and cried.. After hearing her crying, my grandson woke up from his sleep.. Anyway don't call my grandson with that name.. I don't like it.. Call my grandson with some other good name.." My mother told me smilingly and tried to soothen my babybear.. I took babydoll from manju hand.. My babydoll stopped her crying as soon as I carried her in my hand.. Manju looked at her shockingly and complained me, "Anna.. See her.. I tried to soothen her for long time but she
Rosie pov, My heart pained when I saw the hate in her eyes.. I never even dreamed that she would try to kill me.. What I did to her that even she was ready to kill me ??.. I always thought that I was unworthy to receive her sacred friendship but today she was treating me like the person she hate most.. What happened to her ??.. I heard her angry voice, "Bit*h.. Why you are staring at my face without saying anything??" Leka raised her hand to hit me but at that same time gowri came and told her in submissive tone, "Madam..I searched for him everywhere but he ran away" After hearing gowri words, Leka slapped gowri hardly.. Gowri stumbled back and leaned on the wall and looked at me with tear filled eyes.. I really felt sad for her.. Why gowri tolerating everything which leka doing ??.. Gowri whom I know is a brave girl but now why she is fearing for leka.. I heard leka voice, "What should I do now sl*t ??.. If his
Rosie pov, I have seen his anger, hate and lust except love.. I have been longed for many days to experience his love..I never got his love at the time when I believed that blindly I would get his love.. However, I got his love as a light when I finally concluded that I would never get his love.. I have been floating in his love and care for the last two month.. His intense and frenzy love would gave me unlimited happiness but sometimes it annoys me too.. I would repeat the words "Love you varun" for million times as per his request since the day he confessed his love.. Sometimes I could get irritate because of his constant nagging.. Therefore, I would stay silent without uttering anything but he stood infront me like a kid and plead me to say it.. I would say it again as the effect of his pleading face.. I have always seen his anger and hate but now I'm only seeing his possessiveness.. My thoughts break away by door bell sound, Who it will be ??.
Rosie pov, There is a complete silence in the room since I request aunty to let me leave the house.. For the last 30 minutes I have been wondering if I said anything wrongly.. However, it seems to me there is nothing wrong with what I said.. Aunty and manju tried to say something to me after hearing what I said but varun stopped them and proclaimed that he would talk with me about it later.. My thoughts are cut away by varun worried voice.. "Is everything okay Aunty ??.. Why she suddenly had pain today ??" "Nothing to be worried varun.. Its normal for some pregnant ladies to have false labor pain.." Amritha aunty replied him in assuring tone.. He nodded and ask some more question to amritha aunty regarding mine and baby's health.. He was always like this, whenever we go hosiptal for checkup, he would ask bundle of questions to amritha aunty regarding mine and baby's health.. Sometimes Amritha aunty gets angry due to his incessant quest
Rosie pov, While chewing my delicious bhaji (fitters) , I was trying to hear what they were talking about in the hall.. No matter how hardly I tried to eavesdrop their conversation still I couldn't able to hear anything clearly from his room.. Meanwhile varun and aunty were arguing over something.. Curiosity about what they are talking is squeezing my brain.. Can't they talk little loudly ??.. What they are planning together ??.. Is they planning to chase me out from their home after taking my baby ??.. No !!.. They don't do like that.. Mama and aunty are treating me like their own daughter.. How can I think like this even after receiving their unlimited love fully !!.. Thank god !!.. Manju is coming into the room.. I waved my hand towards her in the way to come quickly.. At the moment she came near me, I asked her curiously.. "Manju.. What are they talking ??" She casually sit near me and tried to take bhaji (fitters) from my pl
Rosie pov, My heart aches when I saw him walking away slowly with grief and pain filled eyes without getting any reply from me after waiting for a long time.. Why I couldn't able to reply as soon as he asked me ??.. Do I hate him ??.. No.. I can't hate my varun.. How can I hate him ??.. I only want him to be happy.. He have to live happily by marrying the girl of his choice.. I knew I was not the woman he wish to marry.. Already once I destroyed his happiness and dream.. Again I don't want to do it.. He has decided to accept me as his wife because he thinks he is the reason for the loss of our first baby.. Everything akka (sister) said in the hospital flashed before my eyes.. FLASHBACK ( At hospital) I opened my eyes slowly but sharp brightness make me to close my eyes again.. As I was trying to open my eyes again, I heard akka (sister) voice near me.. "Rose.. I am with you dear.. Try to open your eyes slowly.." I opened my