Rosie pov,
After that day, Gowri stopped talking with me and leka.. We tried to talk with her many time but she is not ready to talk with us.. My second year ended with the beginning of Varun friendship and the end of gowri friendship..
As the days went by, I started to fall in love with varun.. I was afraid to propose him what if he end up my friendship angrily.. Day by day the love I had for him is growing beyond my control..
I went home during semester leave..Taking this an opportunity to erase this love feeling from my heart.. I stopped texting and calling him.. Days passed like this in my house, one day he sent me a text message on my phone,
"I miss you"..
After reading his message, I cried in happiness.. Varun also loving me thatswhy he messaged me "I miss you".. I felt like I want to see him and hear his voice.. I called him on the phone with full of love in my heart and s
Rosie pov,I lay on the park ground for whole night.. Someone who came park for jogging in the morning woke me up and help to reach the hostel.. In evening, hostel warden called me and told me,"Your father waiting for you in vistors room"I was confused.. Why did my dad come here all of a sudden ??.. When my father saw me, he ran up to me and asked me in worried tone," Mola (Dear).. How are you??.. Why you didn't pick up the phone ??.. Do you know how much we scared thinking something happened to you.??"( Mola is the word father's used to call their daughter's lovingly in tamilnadu )"Appa( Father) I am fine.. I fell down while getting off the bus and my mobile switched off automatically.. I forgot to charge the phone because I fell asleep after taking medicine for my leg pain.. I am sorry appa (father)".. I told my father fable and cried..
Rosie pov, I know what I am doing is wrong but I don't have any other way to get his love.. I know love is not a thing to get it forcibly and it should grow in their heart spontaneously.. However, I have the hope that I will make him fall in love with me anyhow.. Even if he doesn’t love me till the end of my life, my love is enough for both of us to live our life happily.. "Do whatever you want.. I am not going to marry a girl someone like you who is ugly in and out" he told me angrily and tried to take my mobile from my hand.. " Don't think that I will not do anything if you delete the video on my mobile.. I have this same video in my laptop.. I know your studying in our college through scholarship and your family is dependent on you.. Varun, just now I remembered you once told me that you have to pay off all your family debt after getting job.. How will you do it if you dismissed from college??" I told and as
Rosie pov, One week has passed since I got married varun.. These one week was the most happiest days of my life.. The whole week I was smiling and talking everyone happily.. And also I start to go college regularly.. In these one week, lot of times I called varun on his phone but he didn't attend my call.. And also I would send him text message in w******p every morning and night as "Good morning hubby" and "Good night hubby" but he didn't reply to my messages too.. I thought he need few days to accept me as his wife, therefore I didn’t bother to think of his rejection.. However, I never stopped calling and messaging him every day.. I passed my days happily with full of smile.. In night, Varun called me on the phone and told me to come a lodge and also he told me that he will send the address of hotel and room number in w******p.. Before I could ask him anything, he cut the call.. I was scared to go there at night but the thought tha
Rosie pov, "Don't dare to say you are my wife.. You are the bitch who married me to have a sex with me" he replied to me mercilessly.. Before I could reply him, terrible pain took over my body.. I held the pillow tightly and bited my lower lip hardly.. Due to his forceful thrust, half of his length penetrated inside me.. He tried to force himself further into me but due my tightness he was not able to proceed further.. Each time he tried to force himself into me.. The pain was like tearing my body into two.. All those time I was continuosly mumbled the words "Love you varun" By telling this, I was convincing myself that I can tolerate this pain for my love.. He held my shoulder roughly and thrust his full length inside me brutally, then he began to move roughly without even giving me time to adjust his size.. I can't able bear this horrible pain.. I continuously mumbled that same words "Love you varun".. All of a s
Rosie pov, After the day we consummated our marriage, he did not contact me upto one week.. I would call and message him every day like as usual but there is no response from him.. As a result of our intimacy, I took leave for next two day to take rest and then I start to go back college as usual.. Even if he spot me in the college, he would act like nothing happened between us.. In friday night, he called me on the phone and asked me to come to his hostel room.. I denied his order and told him nervously, " Varun.. I can't come your hostel room.. Please understand varun.. Your roommate will be with you in your hostel room then how can I come there.. What if hostel warden see me.." "Bitch.. Do as I say.. You don't need to think about my roommate.. Is it big deal for someone like you, to come my room without caughting in hostel warden eyes ??" he replied angrily and then he cut the call without
Rosie pov,Even though I experienced torture every weekends, still I passed my days happily with the thought of being his wife..I was alone in my hostel room since today is Sunday.. Leka has gone to her house for the weekend leave.. As usual Varun called me on the the phone and told me to come his room.. Therefore I went to his room.. After closing the room door, I turned off the light.. When I was about to took off my clothes, abruptly someone knocked the door.. Varun got out of bed and turned on the light and opened the door to see who it was.. The hostel warden angrily stride into the room and pointed out his finger towards me and questioned varun," Varun.. Why she in your room at this time ??"Varun gave me contempt look and replied hostel warden in frightful tone,"I asked her the same question sir.. She has come here to blackmail me"Warde
Rosie pov, After we entered into our hostel room, leka applied ointment on my cheek and confessed to me, " Sorry rosie.. I lied to you about my family... First I hide everything with the thought that I don't want anyone to treat me differently.. After getting your friendship, I was afraid to confess everything with the thought that you will end up our friendship".. I nodded with assuring smile and held her hand and told her with watery eyes, " Its okay leka.. I can understand your situation.. Thank you for being there for me " She wiped my tears and told me in broken tone, "Don't cry rosie.. I can't see tears in your eyes.. I talked to my father.. He already agreed to forgive you this time.. However I made my father to cancel your dismissal order but he suspended you for one month" " Okay " I replied her with weak smile..
Rosie pov, When I woke up in the morning, I was lying alone in the bed.. I thought he had accepted me as his wife but when I woke up alone in the bed, I realized that such thing was never going to happen.. After bathing, I wore my clothes and walk out of room.. I went to receptionist and asked him in casual tone, " Sir.. How much is the rent for the room we stayed in ??" Receptionist nodded and queried me for the room number and then he checked the system and told me in formal tone, "The rent of room is already paid by the person named varun" I just nodded with confusion and left the lodge.. Varun would call me to come lodge two or three days a week from that day onwards.. At first he would handle my body with care, however after one or two rounds he would start to behave roughly.. All that time, I would simply embrace him a