Are we in the right 21st century? I think so. Sometimes, I'm in doubt, you know? That's because my dad wants to make me marry a guy. Yes, it is absurd! And every time I try to give an opinion, he tells me to shut up and respect him because I'm a minor. Is there a law that prohibits this kind of thing? I would like to understand more about this...
I was in my room in the middle of a tantrum. That's because my father had just told me that my “fiancé” was going to arrive anytime to meet me. Interesting, isn't it? To know me. I feel like a horse for sale. Where the buyer comes to assess whether the animal is in good condition. If he asks me to see my teeth, I wouldn’t find it strange.
"Daughter?"
"Hum ..." I mumble irritably. I hate when people come talk to me when I’m mad.
"Take a shower and put on the clothes I chose."
I look at the dress on the bed and make a face.
"I'm not taking a shower at all! If he really wants this damn wedding, he'll have to put up with me the way I am!"
"You love bathing, Lara."
"Yes, but not to please anyone but myself!"
"Open the door, Lara."
"No!"
"I'll get the spare key."
I roll my eyes and open that drug. Without looking at her, I sit down by the window again.
"I know you're angry, but you have to understand that this is for the best."
"For whom?" I ask sourly.
"For everyone."
"Only if “everyone” is you and Dad."
She takes a deep breath. It was very rare to my mom argue with me, in the other hand my dad did it 24 hours a day.
"Come on, my daughter. One day you will understand everything."
"Why, instead of saying that, you don't tell me what I'm going to understand one day?"
"There's no point in saying anything now. Whatever your dad or I say, you’ll reverse because you don’t want marriage."
"You're right."
"Come on, take a shower."
I get up irritated and go to the bathroom mumbling.
It took me much longer than normal. I was trying to imagine what this “fiancé” was like. All I could think of was bald, short and paunchy. Nothing else came to mind. I hope I’m wrong... But deep down, I know I'm going to hate this more than I already do.
I put on the dress my mom picked. I even like dresses, but I don't use it much, you know? I like to be comfortable and usually dresses takes away that freedom.
I sat at the window looking out. From there you can see who is arriving. I have a privileged view of the gate and the road. A luxurious car appears on the road. Would my parents be so petty as to marry me for money? Because by the car, he must be filthy rich.
"Daughter, he's coming" my mother appears in the room saying that.
"I see," I say, watching the gate open for the car to pass.
"Let's go."
"Hey Mom..."
"Hi."
"If I’m of age, my dad can't make me marry, can he?"
"I don't know. I believe not, because when you are of age, you already own your own nose. It may be, but..."
"That's all I wanted to know."
And it was the best weapon I had. I have six months to make this guy's life hell, so he doesn't want to marry me. This is going to be fun. And if others come, I will make hell too. So there's time to be eighteen and not be forced to do anything!
I followed my mother into the living room. My dad was there, and he looked me up and down to evaluate me. I rolled my eyes.
"Behave and don't roll your eyes."
I roll it again and he gets serious.
"Anything else?" I ask with mockery.
"Speak a little as possible."
"Great. I don't want to chat with anyone at all.
"Lara ..." my mother censures me.
My dad comes over and stares at me. I know what that is, he wants to intimidate me and show who is the boss. I hate it when he does that to me, especially when people are watching.
I look at my feet, and he turns away from me. My mom does my clothes and then fixes my hair.
"You look great."
I don't answer and look at the place where my “fiancé” would appear. Time passes and two men enter the place. One is tall and has dark skin. He wears a black suit and has his arms back and impeccable posture. The other is short and bald.
Great!
"Welcome, Mr. Lorenzo. I hope everything went well on your trip."
"Thanks. It was a peaceful trip. Is that your daughter?" He speaks looking at me. I don't move or open my mouth. It's to be silent, right?
"Yes. This is my dear daughter."
I resist the temptation to roll my eyes when my dad says that.
'She's a beautiful girl. Congratulations."
"Thanks."
"Can we talk in a more reserved place?"
"Sure. Follow me."
They leave the room, my father and the short man in the front and the tall brunette in the back.
"Is that a bodyguard?"
"Yes."
"It can only be a joke, " I mumble and throw myself on the couch.
"Lara! Sit up straight!"
"I can't do anything! I can't say anything! And I can't sit as I like! What a boring thing that is!"
"Keep your voice down, Lara..."
" I'm tired! I don't want to marry anyone! Even more that guy! Mom, I'm taller than him!" I speak indignantly.
"It does not matter."
"Only if it's for you," I say grumpily."
"Everything will be understood later."
" What else is there in this story that I don't know?"
"Nothing."
"Looks like it has."
"There's nothing, Lara. You need to obey your father and control your impulses. It is best for you to do everything as he says."
"I'm a puppet."
"Daughter..."
"Do I have to stay here waiting?"
"Yes." She sighs.
"Great!" I say with irony.
It seems like hours have passed since they entered my father's office. I was already dozing on the couch when my mom shook me and pulled me to my feet. It took me a while to compose myself and the three showed up. They were smiling and I didn't like it.
The security guard was serious, but the two were just smiles and laughter. I wish I could laugh like that...
"Agreed, then. I'll be back in a week."
I look at my father and he ignores me.
"We'll be waiting."
"See you, Miss."
"See you." I answer smiling forced.
The two leave the house and I throw myself on the couch. One week? Is it to take me away? Must be.
After being married, can the husband return the bride? I hope so, because if I'm going to live with him, I'm going to make hell, and he will hate me. I hope he sends me back home.
My father appears with a wide smile on his face. Since there’s no longer short and bald here, I roll my eyes when I see his happy face.
"So, how was it? Do you feel good about negotiating your own daughter?"
The smile disappears instantly.
"This is not a business. It’s your future."
"I thought my future belonged to me and not to you," I reply sullenly.
"You don't even know how to control your attitudes, the more your future."
"There is no future. What exists is here and now."
"That's why I take care of everything about you."
"I'm not your object!" I say a little loudly. He approaches and begins the intimidating look. I hate this!
"Go to your room and don't leave until school."
"Great! I don't want to see your face at all." I turn my back and go to my room.
I struggled to sleep that day. What will become of me when I am taken by that short man? I thought he was going to come here to get to know me more, and then I could put my plan into action. Not that I'm not going to do that at all, but it would be easier here than at his house.
He may get angry and throw me out on the street. I don't know where he lives, if it's close or far away. Maybe in another country! My father says nothing to me. 'I'm in charge of everything and you just have to obey'. I hate to hear that!
I woke up with the sun on my face and got out of bed slowly. Sleeping poorly is the worst thing. I get in an awful mood. I took a quick shower, put on my school uniform and went to breakfast. As soon as I got to the kitchen, I smiled when I saw Maria setting the table for me. She is the coolest cook on earth! “Good morning, girl!” “Good Morning! This smells good.” “Eat all! You are very skinny.” “You and your habit of wanting to put on weight.” I bite a piece of cake and sigh. There is no one in this world who cooks like this woman! "You’re skin and bone, girl, must eat!” “I'm eating,” I say with my mouth full, and she laughs. After eating until I almost exploded I went to school. A small van was coming for me. I live in a distant place and if I go on foot, I need at least a day of walking. Yes, I live at the end of the world. And I don't care about that. I like to take care of the farm animals. They at least understand me. I sit in the back of the van and sigh. I was always
The week passed too fast for my taste. It was the damned day that the little guy would come back here and I'm still not sure what for. This both annoys me and makes me very nervous and anxious. My dad doesn't say anything! Absolutely nothing! Not even to tell me what he is going to do, if this shit he invented is sealed or not. What the hell! ”He's here,” says Maria. I was sitting on the stable floor. I didn't want to show up at home, but of course I had no choice. “I have to go now?” “Your father said to call you, dear.” “Say I'm coming.” Maria leaves and I lean against the wall and sigh deeply. I so wanted my life to be mine! But what can I do against it? If it didn't depend on my parents, I could be gone. Maybe it's a good idea to go with this guy. He lives in the big city and I can get a job there, I don't know! Anything that gives me freedom and total control of my own life I get up unwillingly and run my hand over my pants cleaning the dirt from sitting on the floor. I w
We entered the mansion and everything was so neat and beautiful. The living room was huge, a fireplace, chic sofas, a giant TV.Near the fireplace there was a man standing looking at us. It must be another Lorenzo employee, although, he doesn't seem to wear a uniform or walk like a penguin like Marcos (the bodyguard and driver). “Lara, this is my son, Daniel.” Points to the man standing by the fireplace.I was unable to express myself. I was too shocked by the news. My God! He has a son older than me! What the fuck!He is completely different from his father. He’s tall, well stocked. Has green eyes and spiky medium blond hair. It must have filled the hair with gel to look like that...“You're kidding, right dad?”I recover from the trance and look at Lorenzo.“Of course not.”“She is a girl!”I cross my arms and tie my face.“And you think I wanted to be here?”The two look at me. Lorenzo with a half smile and Daniel with a raised eyebrow.“Can you explain that to me?” He looks very
After eating, I followed Daniel to the stable. This place is just wonderful! The stable is huge! And the horses are very well looked after. One more point for the uneducated handsome guy.He takes me to an all black horse. I smile widely, it was too beautiful! The hair shone in a way that made you envy. It’s shinier than my hair.“That's Cometa. He's like Teci.”“What do you mean?”“He has a connection with me.”“And does anyone have a connection with you?” I ask sarcastically and he rolls his eyes.I approach the horse and raise my hand to stroke it.“Wait!”“What?” I ask without taking my hand away.“He doesn't like ...” Cometa sniffs my hand and snaps his nose forward for me to caress. “No one...”I pet his muzzle slowly. Daniel had his mouth open looking at me.“Looks like you saw a ghost.”“The feeling is similar.”“I'm not dead!”“But he could do something with you...” He stopped talking and stares at me with a frown.“What?” I ask nervously and remove my hand from Cometa. He ne
I wake up with someone knocking on the door. I mutter to myself. I get up and open the door. Then I widen my eyes when I see Daniel there. He smirks looking at me.Shit! I must look like a witch!“I decided to let you ride it.”“Really?” I smile widely and his smile grows.“Yes, but I'll be on the side.” I roll my eyes.“Want to put wheels on too?” I ask cynically and he laughs.“You are terrible, girl!”I look away.“Can I change my clothes or do you want me to go disheveled?”“If you want to scare him, you can go like this.”I look at him with fury now.“I'm going to have breakfast. I'll wait for you down there.”“OK.” I close the door on his face and take a deep breath. I can hear his laughter and soon there is silence outside. I change my clothes and tie my hair up in a ponytail. He was really rebellious today. As soon as I reach the dining room, I see that only Daniel is sitting.“Where is your father?”“He had to leave early today.” “Hmm...”I sit on the chair opposite him an
Marcos stopped the car in front of a small cafeteria. It was very Brazilian. Daniel gets out of the car and offers me his hand to help me. I take his hand and get out too.“I'll call you when we want to leave.” He talks to Marcos.“Yes sir.” Go away after saying that.‘Let's go?”I nod and follow him into the room. There were enough people inside. I thought it was going to be empty, even more that there will be Karaoke.A guy approaches us with a big smile on his face. He's a little shorter than Daniel and has dark hair.“Glad you came, man! I can't take anymore to speak in another language.”“I can't imagine how people are talking to you” Daniel replies with mockery and the guy punches him in the shoulder. He looks at me and evaluates me for a second.“Your girlfriend?”I exchange looks with Daniel.“No. It's a long story...”“Hum ...” Close your eyes in my direction. I frown at him. “Come, I'll get you a table.”We followed him. At the bottom of the venue I saw a small stage and a
Marcos didn't take long to arrive. We went all the way in silence in the car. And that strange atmosphere was there again. I bite my lip and look out of the glass. Of course, I didn't see anything at all, because it was dark, but I didn't want to look at Daniel now.We got home and Lorenzo hadn't come back yet. Daniel called him and he said he was stuck in traffic, but that everything was fine and that he would be home in a few hours. We talked in the living room until he arrived.But it took Lorenzo so long that I said I was going to sleep, I was tired. Daniel said he was also going to his room. I didn't know it was next to mine. We went up together, and he left me in the bedroom door.“See you tomorrow.”“See you,” I say and grip the dress tightly.After that situation in the car, I feel strange...Daniel approaches and I hold my breath when he kisses me on the cheek. As he walked away from me, he smiled. He must be amused by my astonished face!Suddenly, his expression changes, and
I took a long, hot bath. After running with Teci, a hot bath is what relaxes me the most. When I finished, I put on my clothes and packed everything. We were leaving in a few hours and I didn't want to be the cause of delays. Marcos came to get my things.“Do you know where we're going?” “Brazil.” “Right. Have you worked with them for a long time?” “Not that much. I'm not old.” I smiled when he said that. “I'm not saying you're old, Marcos. I'm just curious.” “I know, miss. I've been working with Mr. Lorenzo for two and a half years.” “Hum ... So, you know the family well, don't you?” “Yes.” “What do you tell me about his son?” “He's a good boy.” “Good boy? I know ... What else?” “What do you want to know?” “Nothing.”“OK.” “How old are you, Marcos?” “Twenty-six.” “Do you have a problem with my age?” “What do you mean?” “I don't know ... Forget it Marcos! I'm crazy.”He laughs lightly. I went down with him. Daniel was at the entrance and watched us go down. “You know
A few months passed after I started training. Now my father - finally - let me jump the highest ones, but he was all the time standing close and watching every wrong move I made. And no, they were not the highest hurdles. He said that it takes time and to stop being stubborn. This stubbornness irritated both of us. His stubbornness in persisting in the same place, when I was already able to go ahead, and mine in insisting to increase.In the end he would get angry and take me home.When I told my mother about this, she laughed at me and it also made me angry. Don't they understand that I am not five years old anymore?But there was also a good side to all this... Sometimes my father couldn't stay and left Murilo with me to watch me. In these moments I would jum
I got up very early. I was very anxious. I hardly slept at all. Finally my father was going to let me start jump training with Lightning. It had been an argument for months, but finally he let me, but he will be by my side the whole time.My mom said that he did this to her too, but after a while he started to trust. Only it seems that with me he will never trust. I don't understand why that is. Lightning and I get along very well.I was sitting on the couch and waiting for him to show up. What's taking so long?“Are you ready yet?”I looked back and my father stared at me with his arms crossed. “We agreed on eight o'clock.”“Yes, and it
After telling Daniel the news and seeing that he was excited, I relaxed. I wasn't planning to have any more children, but I went soft on the medication and now I have an extra little gift...“Are you going to prophesy sex again?” I asked debauched.We had just left Manuela in her room and went to ours. I was dead tired! Too many children...“This time I don't know. I didn't even imagine that we would have another child.”“Me neither” I said thoughtfully.“Didn't you like it?”“I didn't want another child, I won't lie, but since it came...” I shrugged my shoulders.
It was Manuela's fifth birthday. Lara was back and forth tidying up for the party. The little girl kept watching and talking when she didn't like something they put on the table. Lara gave her that look that only the little girl understood. That "shut up now or I will shut you up" look. That was infallible. She always lost.The girl left them alone in the living room finishing tidying up. Apparently her opinion didn't count there.She pulled the stool out of the kitchen and tried to climb up. She almost fell, because it was high. Daniel always told her not to sit there, because she could fall and hurt herself.“What are you doing?”The girl looked to the side and Daniel was looking at her with his arms crossed.
I was waiting for Lara to appear. She was standing with her arms crossed at the gate of one of the stables' paddocks. I don't know how she managed to convince me of this, but...Manuela was beside me and very excited about her crazy mother's idea. Minutes passed and Lara appeared with Teci. “Mom, wasn't that going to be my horse?”“Another day. For the first assembly you will go with me.”I breathed a little relieved. She's not that crazy. I thought she was going to put Manuela on the horse and let her ride alone...Lara climbed on Teci and asked me to put Manuela on. I put her in front of Lara.
[Lara]We went on to where Teci was. The colt was a cutie. Black and white. The most beautiful thing I have ever seen! I can't believe I didn't like the idea when I found out she was pregnant. Daniel smiled looking at the little one. It was getting fed. “Is it male?”“Yes.” “He's very handsome.”“I know!” I said smiling.“For those who don't like the idea, you're pretty excited” he said sarcastically.“I changed my mind. Becau
[Daniel]The next day Lara woke up in a great mood. Even more so when I told her all the things we had to do. She was very excited. We went to the beach, which was in front of the hotel and Lara couldn't stop smiling. The water was clear blue and had fine sand. On the sand there were covered beds and coconut trees all around. “I knew this was paradise!”We put our things on one of the beds and I had to hold Lara to put on the sunscreen. She is worse than a child! We got into the water. The place was so perfect. I think everybody should get to know it. It is wonderful.
[Lara]It was so good! Too good to be true. Why did my mother do this? She knows I hate Larissa. She seems to do it on purpose.Daniel looked at me with wide eyes. I am very serious. If she doesn't leave, I will.“How do you want to get her out of here?”“If I have to, by the hair!” I said in a stressed voice. “Lara, I can't just kick her out.”“Why not? I don't want her here! And as I recall, the wedding is yours and mine, which means I have an opinion here too!”“I'm not saying that you
[Daniel]I waited patiently for the answer. Lara was thoughtfully looking at my face. She was on my lap. “What do you think is best?”“Go now to the church and get married.”Lara slapped me on the chest.“I'm serious!”“So am I.” “There's no way to go to the church now and do it.” “But we can go and set a date.”She l